8 Ways You Become an Enemy to Yourself 

Ugh I felt that with the irritability stuff. I deal with it from time to time. You’re not alone! We can heal and unlearn bad habits in Jesus’ name 🙏

That’s exactly I felt too! We can definitely heal from self reject and Mr. Law’s demands. And go back to Mr. Grace. I got that from a book I read in a certain chapter. Hope this helps!

“Mark! Are you reading our diaries? Are you living in our heads, and we didn’t even know we had a house guest?!” 🤪

@@katiesanders96 For real! LOL 😂

@@Angiemiabeloved 🤣🤣🤣

“That’s classified information, Mr. DeJesus!” 🤣😝

Your words are so kind. Thank you

Well said Katie! It’s time to unlearn the bad habits from self-reject!

@@Angiemiabeloved Thank you, Angie! 🙌

@@katiesanders96 You are welcome!

Joyce, that’s an awesome perspective! Shows you are thinking with sobriety and an overcomer’s heart. ❤🎉

Good for you, sister!! It feels like withdrawal, but we can do this!

@@katiesanders96 Amen! Thank you Katie! 🤍❤️

@@Angiemiabeloved You’re welcome, girl! 🤗

Aw, hugs.

Me too! 😂

Amen! So true, I’m still learning this too. 🤍

Amen Ive recently started meditating on ,recieving and believing Gods love for me and it's bringing me a lot of inner peace and relief from stress, and lifted me out of three years of depression. One of the things i do is say repeatedly in my mind "I recieve your great love for me Lord Jesus"

Yes! I had to smile at it. 🤣

@ Click This is very true

What a kind comment for Mark. Absolutely he will pray for you if he sees it!

Yes. Fantastic material.

Being the crazy one for not listening or "living life" or not really doing much to help anyone or God's kingdom. And making all "excuses" and lies to avoid things even if it was for something good. And heard and thoughts of the worst 😔 it does feel like a war but I have already lost or cannot really fight or being just the whining one who is sad or angry... All because of weakness "evil" or see how broken I am or we are from not having that Godly spirit of love or faith that over powers us...

Yes under stand that inner anger that just builds or doesnt go away and just consumes everything! but except the negativity... At first it was more passive and doing and then felt like a performer and picking and choosing, feeling like I had to force my self to do right or good and then to a point of just giving in or up...Then the fears or anger is towards what we have been told what's been evil or sinful... Did try to avoid some sins and then got in to a bigger mess that couldn't develop that love we should be having towards God self and others. And feels like I'm got handed over to sin and depravity and just being stupid. Yes the double minded but the really one sided on the "anti" negative side 😔 yes understanding how it's what has taken over all the bad thoughts and actions or even abusive. But this seemed to come later in life than when I was younger (had moments of getting so upset about something I didn't pass from not studying hard enough or not listening properly or lacking in confidence. I would cry so much about it but then tried again... It took me 3 times to pass my drivers test and I passed most of my studies with good marks/average then just passing it because of other "distractions"... Then started to have enough and stopped trying again for awhile...)relationships I have been told so much about others too how "bad" I've been but then sometimes also "trying" to say some nice things to make me feel better or what should be encouraging me.

I always feel pressured on doing what i should be and "knowing" that consequences of may actions or choices 😔 effects everything How I just even avoid hide more viable sinning even when I need to try to learn but "can't" really try to apply what I know or how and just keep stepping back and getting mad 😔 even at the kids I'm "trusted" to look after like it was a real test or even to stir me up more seeing how bad I am so someone or that something wants to "help" but also at the same time got get me into trouble for doing something wrong. Years ago I thought I was doing better then the now as I got older because I couldn't grow up or " change" or always try to run some something...

I do get this inner anger towards my self and others people issues that also seem to get out of hand too And how badly I really react and deal with things in life 😔 And then also got a "numbness" or hardness even feeling so angry like the body is getting use to it or using a coping mechanism. I do get mad about how God keeps letting the "bad" worldly things or issues effect us and our children where we all should be better and stronger in discipline... And becoming so "miss behaved" and really teasing me with it especially when relating to "adult" things that they should be even talking or singing about 😔 and then saying nothing wrong with it and I'm the one with the problem... Or the "past" things and songs I used to listen to when I was younger has come back to annoy me of what I was also "like" etc... It's so bad when you wanted God to take control it's like the other bad force takes over to corrupt us and others Not fears or other confusions or interferences. And causing each other stress. And the spirit making us out of control or "strange". Where I should be not the bad example but the "good" one. I grew up going to church but and going to non religious schools not living a strict religious disciplined life where parents would work alot and entertain (especially with food) and visit a lot of people. So I would just be "good" or nice, listen observe learning passively too. TV and internet from studying also got as a big distraction or even so addictive 😔 but even when I did go through a phase of not watch so much tv but getting into other things with careers and people and church was keeping me busy. I wasn't pushed or forced but seemed to be naturally passive about it believing that I was doing what God wanted me to be and do in faith of Jesus. I even got into youth groups and being in leadership positions from some training seminars! I seemed so unqualified and not a good teacher (I told my self for a long time I wasn't good and didn't like teaching but more learning and just being an assistant I wanted to stay as)... put in the deep end to push some kind of growth. But still wasn't whole hearted in any of my "Jobs". Did some things I liked at the time. I did more volunteering roles than paid jobs. (Trying to make my self sound good) And now I really distance my self from people have really bad communication towards everyone and also everyone not really "loving" and commutating and causing other fears and problems with each other. I'm the "depressed" crazy stressed one and some family seemed like that they wanted to help but not so. But also seemed to just been a spirit struggle and also one that just messing around with us too. Like the rest we get out through...Took some time/responsibilities away but then also disappear doing their own things too and leaving me. And worry and think how we are not being sealed by the Holy spirit that we need to make us safe and good especially when thinking about behaviour 😔 and not worshiping God well or being that living loving sacrifice etc.

It's Just like giving up so much and being so double minded that fell off the wall (humpty dumpty) Then there will be moments trying to do something about it and just keep "learning" even when I'm angry or feeling this spiritual growth block because I and we are in a repeative cycle and just learning watching listening (passively)... I would just keep on searching and going over things that I already "know" or into other religious beliefs or other ideas and so focused on my self and the issues that need to dealt with but not doing the work to deal with it right. And some how hoping and when struggling with these issues God is working and help me within especially that I will and have accepted JEsus. My self and how other also get you stuck to stay the way you are or grow up into something else! Sometimes I think we/I am in like how our lives have been some what "staged" or like the Truman Show.... I did you to link a lot of things with life what I seen and watched.

Hi there. If you’ve accepted Jesus into your heart and life, then you are renewed in your spirit and mind.However the renewal of the mind takes time, as we need to unlearn all of negative habits, and of course memories of the past pop up so much it’s easy to get overwhelmed. But we must push through, our feelings are not an accurate representation of what God sees in us. You need to give yourself time, and study the word of God fully,to find for yourself God’s love and plan for you. Yes the heart of man is deceitful and wicked, but in Christ we are made new. Please never forget that. Hope this helps ♥️

It's good to know I'm not by myself