8000+ cals / food diary 

first of all why does everything you make look so good? second off i’m hoping that one day everyone struggling with food who’s watching this video will find a way to have a healthy relationship with food. just remember that you are all beautiful, no matter what. :)

I just had a very bad binge week.. Probably 7000+ every day but watching you helps me overcome the feeling of loneliness. I'm with you

I got my self a BED, and I feel you, especially with doughnuts, I'm watching while eating chocolate and i know how this feels

Stay strong. I know it's really hard but try to be kind to yourself. One day of binging isn't detrimental, everyone has bad days. I believe in you that you will get through this, keep fighting.

ngl during quarantine i binged and gained 10kg+ and i literally starved myself and returned to my normal weight. yeah i lost the weight, but now i feel very tempted to binge again due to the restriction, and i can’t get out of this cycle. watching your videos makes me feel less lonely about this, and i hope it gets better 👍🏼 ps. i really miss the snacks in philippines, the uk doesnt add up

Sending lots of love to everyone who struggles with food and ED's, hoping one day it will get easier and that recovery will come after that for everyone

I have multiple eating disorders but watching this just brings me back i used to fast for a week and on the 7th day binge and purge ugh

im anorexic.. with a purging habit, weirdly ur videos make me feel i have a friend to relate to, even thought i dont binge (barely even). makes me feel secure that someone also has ED such as myself:< i really hope u recover one day

Have you ever wanted to binge but there's isn't food in the house and you don't have money to buy it? And the urge is so big you want to cry? No? Just me?

hi sweetie! i’m so sorry you are going through this :( i myself don’t struggle with an eating disorder and i am on my weight loss journey so i can’t even IMAGINE a microscopic piece of what you’re going through. i wish you the best and don’t let these days take over you! lots of love

watching you vid calms me and helps me not binge. You're about the only channel I know who makes the food look good and watching you is a substitute for binging myself. thanks.

you are so strong, it's ok to have low days 💘💘💘 sending you much love from italy

In my opinion it's okay to have binge days as a cheat day..we sometimes need it

You are the most organized and graceful binge eater I've ever seen....I do hope you find a way to overcome disordered eating, it has to be very anxiety inducing. I wish I had some advice or a sure fire cure....sadly, I do not. Take care of yourself.

My advice for you to avoid binging is to drink lemon water throughout the day. Also don’t completely restrict these things because then you will binge. The last thing is to remember to drink water before you eat and while you eat, it will make you full faster. You got this!❤️

i hope u get better! wish you the best of luck

Rn half of my mind is telling me to go buy a bunch of things to eat and the other half of me is telling me to just keep going as normal and not overeat😭I hate this so much. Hope you're doing ok dear💕

Sending you lots of positive vibes!

You’re so organized with your binges. I’m all assfgsaadgsaasdsadkfkgkls

Don't worry... It's ok.. No one is perfect. We hope it tasted great! ☺️

Oh dear girl! I completely understand you what it looks like to feel like that. It's really messy and troubling. And I binge sometimes but it is rarely-I have been watching my weight since I was at 5 grade. Now I am 9 th grade and...everybody's laughing at me at school,especially when it comes to my ,,kind" classmates. Last year I weighted 56 kg. Now I am 49 kg. What I mean is that I am trying to tell you that ...you should be strong...only and only for yourself! Love yourself, eat only as much as your body tells you how much food it needs and...stay safe,healthy and happy. Love,support and online hugs because of the coronavirus,from Bulgaria.❤❤❤☺

How can you not binge when filo food are so yummy. I’d binged too if I live there lol

Today i have a binge(2000-2500 calories)and i'm sooo fulll.I love all videoss.❤️

hi! i love your videos, they help me to feel less alone. i’m thinking of starting to do this for myself, what do you use to edit? tysm :)

I loke your videos i have BED too so i relate a lot 💙

Do you purge after binging?

I'm Spanish and never saw that Spanish bread 😂🤍

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I can’t stop binging, I got super off track since the holidays :,(( We got this, though, fighting! P.s; do you have Instagram?

i don’t mean to bother but i’ve been restricting for two months , i don’t eat anymore than 350 calories a day usually i eat around 200. ( i’m very aware of how unhealthy it is) but yesterday i binged for the first time since i started restricting and i literally ate so much until i physically felt uncomfortable . before the binge i weighed 132 and now i’m at 136 lbs. i’ve literally cried all day because i’m extremely scared that it’s actual weight i gained or if it’s just water weight or i don’t know! i know this can be triggering but if you could help ease my mind and answer a question for me if you remember the first time you binged and is it actual weight or am i just extremely bloated? also should i fast in order to reduce bloating or just continue to restrict? so sorry for bothering. hope you recover :( it’s sucks going through this. much love xx

I am here after a massive Binge with a bloated belly to not feel ashamed.

Donuts are my favorite but they r so bad 4 u

I love watching people suffering from eds monetize their content :)