I always love hearing your thoughts man. You are so right on with the 50 yrs living as our former selves. It's in our fiber at this point. I envy bros like you that can find peace about body parts as it were. I feel loads better now that I have had phalloplasty. This is what I want people to understand. Trans is not cookie cutter. You are a beautiful man! Kudos on the internal work dude!!
Long time no see! Glad to see you on here! And as someone who turns 60 next month, I’m not going to deny that much of my history either. I don’t want to be seen as a cis man, I’m trans.