Pastors at Redrocks church& fresh life are helping me so much. I have been sober from drugs 3&half hrs. But, doctors had me on what added up to almost 30 different psych meds telling me I'm bi-polar & all kinds of other psychological problems. My stomach started rejecting them. I knew after 7days of withdrawal cuz nothing , not even water would stay down so I came off them all, I was on the bathroom floor, rolling&sweating, only passing out when my body gave out for 20 minutes to an hour here& there. I I prayed the entire 7days constantly. I knew I was dying, as anyone could coming off just a few meds& me bout 30. God set me free! It was 7days then I kept 3 bites down & my stomach meds. Turns out I had anxiety disorder since I was born. I didn't know that's what it was, i was young but it was in both sides of my family so it was genetically passed down. I never felt exactly rite but the docs didn't know to check for that cuz I was so young. But, God gave me wonderful & patient Christian ✝️ parents cuz at 14 my stomach kept me out of school for a lot of my 8th grade year. Doc found my hernia&later on my ulcer. My parestill reared me right & I accepted Jesus as my Savior at 9yrs old ! Then things happened to me during my 20 years of addiction after my mom got sick. Now I have a great doctor. I'm suffering from ptsd from things I WILL speak about. I'm a very transparent person& many addicts& ppl with mental illness are drawn to me& I help ! I want to tell ppl my testimony by speaking to young ppl&young adults if that's what God wants but til I know I will tell anyone who wants to listen. I'm having a lot of pain now but I'm much happier. God broke me out of my chains&I will speak anywhere I can. I'm living for God & will no matter what happens with this earthly body cuz "God's grace is sufficient " I love all you guys&your wives are amazing! Pastor Shawn I feel we are kindred spirits of course cuz I still have my debilitating anxiety & my husband is like a kindred spirit of your wife. Hopefully in the future we can simply share a meal with yall. I love all you guys& I watch all yall& you give me so much more hope&comfort than you know! My name is Tanya K. Frost& I live in Hillsville, VA. LOVE YALL!!!
