Aaaaaahhhh! Dang! 😭 I feel like I’m about to cry! Things haven’t been the best for me at all throughout these few months. I really needed this and probably others do as well. I don’t wanna go into detail about what’s going on in my life but I guess I don’t really have anyone to talk to these days, even if my father is available and for some reason I don’t wanna talk to him. The person I would normally talk to is my mom. But I can’t exactly do that because she’s in the hospital fighting for her life. It’s been really awkward around the house without her here. I would always talk to her when I needed someone to talk to. But now I can’t. I sometimes forget that I have a mother due to the amount of time that’s she’s been in the hospital. I’ve been a lot more emotional lately which is strange because I don’t show my emotions that much even when it comes to a simple “hello” I don’t say it all cheerfully and stuff. I guess all I can think is maybe I need a motherly figure, or someone I can trust and talk to when I need them. Someone who can listen to me vent/rant about my problems or about how my day has been. Honestly that’s all I have to say. I don’t have the guts to tell my dad this and I’m surprised yet relieved that I let this out. Thanks for listening to me vent…thank you very much…😌😌😌😢✨
