a panic attack during fashion week 

I appreciate you being so honest and real with us! It can be hard to face all this on your own but remember that even though we are all through a screen we are here and proud of your work!

Debilitating anxiety is so hard to live with. I give you credit for all you’re doing while battling it

Watching someone the same age as me battle through anxiety and continue working their a** off is literally so inspiring! We love you Ellie!!

I'm so sorry you deal with anxiety, but thank you so much for bringing it to light. As someone who also deals with anxiety it's comforting to know that I'm not alone. I've had panic attacks while at work before and have had to calm myself down to make it through the rest of the day, so to see you have to do the same makes me feel stronger and supported to keep getting through the hard days since I know I'm not alone. You aren't alone either!

Ellie you are such an incredible human. Thank you for being so vulnerable with us-- showing people that they're not alone in their struggles is so important, and you do just that!

It's crazy how impactful triggers can be, it's a great move forward for your mental stability that you tackled it and didn't avoid it, you should be so proud of yourself girl! Sending you love and support from a fellow member of the anxiety crew 😘

i can't even tell you how amazing it is that you share this. we are like the exact same person when it comes to our mental health and seeing you push through it helps me so much. thank you for sharing this!

You are just so genuine and honest with your viewers and it's so inspiring to see that it's okay to just take some time and let it out and then calm yourself down and move forward with life. It's fr so inspiring so thank you for being so real 💕

Ellie!!! i relate to you so much in this video!! I appreciate your vulnerability that you’ve shared with us.

Thank you so much for sharing. As someone with anxiety, I totally relate to your situation of needing to figure out a way to manage anxiety when it has become linked to something that I love! You got this. Sending you strength

Thank you for being so vulnerable Ellie. Anxiety and panic attacks are REAL. When I experience these I have to cling to Jesus during these times. He is so near and his burden is light. John 14:27

I completely understand the social anxiety and panic attacks and they suck! It helps to vocalize it and rationalize. I’m so glad to see you still sticking with what you love even through that

i’m so proud of you, anxiety is horrible. i love how you’re always honest with us, i really admire that about you. you have a pure heart. sending so much love ❤️

I appreciate you being so vulnerable. It can be so easy to look at someone online and think they have it all together, you’re not alone! We all experience similar things

love how much you opened up about your panic attacks and anxiety! take it easy ellie we love you

Hi Ellie!!❤❤ So proud of you pulling off a wonder but hard week!! I suffered with debilitating anxiety and panic for 10 years till I got on Paxil. Gave me my life back!! You're so amazing and so proud and happy for you girlie!! Love you!!❤❤❤

ellie!! you are my favorite woman on this planet and i'm so sorry you deal with anxiety. it just comes in waves and sometimes is unearable, but i'm proud of you for recovering and going anyway!! you are such a bright soul and seeing how far you've come makes me so happy!! we love you always!!

Girl you are so cool and quirky and strong!! It’s hard to be vulnerable like that. Proud of you for doing you and pushing yourself❤

I noticed when you were having that attack that you pointed out that you’ve been through so much worse. I do the same thing when I’m having an anxiety attack, and it feels like I’m doing it to tell myself it’s stupid to have such a strong bodily reaction to something trivial on comparison to the big stuff in life. But I’ve tried reminding myself that we cannot control how our body reacts to certain situations, we just have to let it happen and know it will pass. Thanks for sharing your experience ❤

Proud of you Ellie 💛 you not only handled this week, you conquered it and took care of yourself xx

really appreciate your honesty ❤️ thank u for being real! also, happy belated birthday ellie 💋💋💋

I love how raw and real you are ❤️ thank you for making us feel less alone

Proud of you Ellie! Anxiety sucks so bad, you’re amazing!!!!

Thank you for being so real/authentic for your subscribers! Anxiety sucks, trust me I know. I'm proud of you for being so real because this isn't an easy thing to post, love you Ellie! 🥺❤

I am always so proud of you & inspired by you ♡ ♡ You’ve got this girlie!

Love you Ellie thank you for showing the good and not so moments ❤

Very brave to show yourself when you are feeling most vulnerable.I have anxiety issues so I can relate

you literally have been one of my biggest inspiration since i was 15 your amazing

“The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases; his mercies never come to an end; they are new every morning; great is your faithfulness” (Lamentations 3:22-23)

I love u Ellie we are here for you and you got this

i love u ellie, like so bad:)) i’m proud of u just for being vulnerable, and especially for being strong enough to go through with the event. you are so, so stunning and inspiring 😊🩷 wishing u the best going forward :)))

Well done Ellie I'm proud of you 💯 sending love from Greece 🇬🇷 you've got this you can conquer the world ❤ don't give up stay strong 💪

❤ Being emotionally overwhelmed is okay and perfectly normal esp around what feels like chaos to you personally. Much love to anyone, let yourself feel, find your support system and take it slow if you need to. Some of us have our expressions in tears or physically others internally, mentally and others in the things they do, you are all valid and not alone ❤

Boy it’s calming to see U the day after 🏔️🌄🫂⭐️

OMG I‘m so sorry for her and I can totally feel you. :( I suffer from anxiety and panic attacks as well.

thx to be like this, feeling more and more safe to feel the way I do

love you ellie!!!

I’m so proud of you!!🩷🩷🩷

Thank you for being so real ❤

What I hate most is not holding your hands and giving you a really big hug when you need it most

seeing others cry really breaks my heart omg :(

love your videos❤❤❤

😢 it’s okay 😢❤

Ellie, I love your smile and your laugh! Also, have you tried the fruit punch truly pack?? Had me in a CHOKEHOLD for a while lolol

Hi Ellie happy Thursday afternoon and I hope you having amazing day today and I loved your vlogs and you are amazing Supporter and I'm proud of you

Watching this video was very relatable and I know what has helped me with fear is to speak God’s truth over it and remind myself that He is always with me. He loves His children, He loves you❤

i love you so so so much. ur so strong for posting this. i could never. cannot thank u enough for sharing this bb!!!

Love to you! Sometimes life makes you fight. Let's all make it out intact! 🥰

the intro made my dogs bark like crazy thinking someone was at the door lol

I had anxiety attacks for about three years so I can really relate . I play in bands and have done shows where I'm playing guitar and having a full on panic attack 🤯 . The people on the outside don't notice anything and I didn't miss a note 👍 . They gave me pills that just made me feel so vague that I gave up on them. I used self hypnosis and it did work . Honestly 👌 . I was tearing up watching you have an attack. Long time fan 😘 . Hi to Erin and her magical smile and phobia of rabbits lol 😂 . You are doing so well enjoy it now 💕 . Love from Australia 🐨

Don't panic, pray if you get scared.

Happy B'day Elli thumman, i hope you health and long life. What you prepare for your next birthday? I hope you get well soon, i'm sorry for hear , i Miss you so much

Sometimes you have to decide if your career is worth hurting your mental health. Don’t be afraid to say “no”.

I deeply understand you,❤️and i wanna say that i love you i am also struggling by enxiety😰😭

I can’t imagine being you. You are a mannequin for design. That has to be intimidating. They don’t know you from Adam yet they praise you. I’d have Anxiety too. Glad you have a boyfriend who can help. You have everything yet you have nothing all at once. Enjoy the little things, the wonderful music you choose. The photographic opportunities. I’m anxious just posting this. Wishing you all the best.

It was so effective video 🌹

as someone who struggles with her mental health daily (I have generalized anxiety) and have had multiple panic attacks too many times to even count I can say that this is something you should be very proud of yourself for it takes a lot to be vulnerable about your mental health and to travel and put yourself in such anxiety inducing situations is incredible. take time for yourself and realize that many people are feeling very alike and also feel extreme anxiety in every sort of setting you can think of

Thank you.

Ellie rooting for you always! Also boyfriend is a keeper. Cause he just proved the if he could he would! Slay queen!

I would be downing a tall boy Truly before an event too, lol! Thanks for sharing all the sides of fashion week with us!

I know someone who worked at Victoria's Secret and when she went to a party she wore a pad even when it wasn't her time of the month. 😕

what’s the lip combo at 6:18 when you have the red sweater on?!? it’s gorgeous

I have to say I miss the song you used to end your videos with(she’s a Mona Lisa)!❤

Im here

I can tell she put botox on her lip or on top, she looks goergeous either way! I just hope she realizes she doesnt need it cause she´s seriously stunning without any of it

Some rep from Better Help reach out to sponsor this girly, yo!

Love and hugs to you ❤❤❤

Hey Ellie

You’re so empowering

I laughed so hard when your boyfriend started peeing hahahahah

めっちゃかわいい😍

Wow, always thought you'd be great for VS! Congrats! Oh, I understand how stressful things can get in big cities. I'm from the country, too. Bless. And boyfriend...Can we expect a wedding dress fitting, soon... :O

22 you turning become preety girl.

Happy Birthday Ellie Thumann October 29 your Age 22💞🍓👱‍♀️🎂🕯💄👩‍🦰🎁🍰💘🎉

いつまでも美しいよ

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I'm want take al Aqsa mosque ,for muslim people praying, i'm sorry.

You’re a remarkable young lady. What is your Plan B for a career? Careers in this industry are very short lived and if you’re still struggling to be alone after so many years-It may not be the right career for you. Time is money to brands and if you’re too much of a risk to slowing them down by canceling or having an anxiety attack-they’ll simply book another girl. Beautiful girls are a dime a dozen. And boyfriends simply get in the way-nobody wants to deal with them. Have you tried apps such as “Calm” or breathing apps? You’re a beautiful girl, I’d hate to see you ruin any opportunities over fear. You have to have very tough skin to make it in the big leagues, kid! Try getting massages and reading, listen to music, journal, workout. You can do this!

Since when did you have a boyfriend, I feel like I have missed a whole chapter of your life.

I probably am not telling you anything you don’t know but I hate anxiety sooo much I’ll be the broken record and say you might want to stay away from caffeine potent drinks. I know you love coffee a lot but that stuff is poison for people with anxiety/panic problems and there are plenty other drinks that don’t make the existing problem worse. Hope you feel better🫶

Boyfriend 😮?

Free Palestine 😢

Free Palestine 🇵🇸

I recommend a couple edibles for this type of panic attack...or a bong hit. Then chill, watch a movie and gather your bearings.