I lost my 23 years old daughter on August 24, 2023 to suicide. Emotionally, this by far is the most devastating part of my life.... Support lasting mental wellness to help prevent suicide.
This song made me cry when I heard it. It made me remember where I was, and when the final chorus hit, it made me fully realize the lyrics and the impact it had on me. My top five of this album: 1. Strong for Somebody Else 2. ICU 3. Made by Misery 4. Black Hole Brain 5. Without You
Will you react to the other songs on the album??? Nice reaction, my top 5 is 1 ICU 2 god enough for god 3 made by misery 4 black hole brain 5 broken like me
This song is Jake's Story, he wrote this song for his past self before the band started I think, which I think is what you were hoping for when you saw the title of the album? My top 5 off of ICU is: 1. Therapy 2. My Own Miracle 3. Strong For Somebody Else 4. Alone With Myself 5. ICU I think you've only got 3 songs left off of ICU to check out, no lyric videos yet, as well as a Collab song with Halocene that came out last week! You're close to taking a break with CS lol
Let me say.. this song made me cry my eyes out in my car when I was driving to school. I ended up pulling over cause I could barely see the road through my tears. I've been here. This song shot me through the heart. Love your reactions and can't wait to see more ❤
That is the most beautiful songs ever. Lø Spirit helped produce the ICU album and he said that is the most beautiful song he’ll make. Also, you’ll love Wish I Could Cry and the other singer Haloscene.
One thing someone pointed out to me is that the piano strike is actually in rhythm with a heart monitor in each chorus. It’s the little things I love. Best song on ICU
Finally, man! I was waiting forever. And "Wish I Could Cry" released almost a week ago, and the best part of the song is that Addie, the lead singer of Halocene, is in collaborations with Jake on it, that's just outstanding! 2 of my greatest bands working side-by-side, and, quite literally, Halocene's impeccable cover songs compliments with Jake's relatable original songs, and that's the way I love to see it
It’s just been a lot lately. I’ll dive more into it at another time but a CS fan sent me a death threat because I took too long to react to this song. Im still debating on if I should make a video about it or even talk about it in general. Thanks for the kind words friend 🖤
@@SFutureReacts Citizen soldier made a new song recently and I really hope you don’t get threats for those If you take a break or pause from CS reactions, or when the album finishes and then they get a break along with you, I hope any bad feelings diminishes but there are still people here who don’t want you burnt out or forced, take ur time!
@@SFutureReactsdisappointing to hear. its just a song and just some music at the end of the day, people are wild these days. keep ur chin up. definitely make a video about it. point and shame. truly disgusting, considering what music they 'idolise'. sorry man.
I listened when the album was released. I was driving home from work when this one came on and I had to pull over to the shoulder of the hwy, I was crying so hard.
Im so sorry for your loss and i offer my condolences to you and i just want to say a lot of people will say maybe stuff like "it gets better with time" sometimes its true but others it may not be so if you need to talk or anything try contacting me if you can do that on youtube and ill listen as much as you need
I have this on my playlist, but I usually skip it, cause it's too damn emotional... 😢 Basically, the song is absolutely phenomenal, but I don't like listening to it. 😂
I love these guys I suffer from major depression and PTSD so their music hits me hard back in 2013 or so I got put in the mental ward because I was threatening to commit suicide, do drugs, and self harm id never actually do that but I was in deep depression do to me watching my die of a heart attack when I was 17
As someone who has cut themselves, i can say that everything this song is saying is 100% true, people don't think you're pain is serious until they see the scars on your arms.
This song speaks volumes to me cause I tried to take my life by overdosing a few weeks ago I didn't end up at the hospital I didn't take enough at the time I thought 4 Naproxen at that time was enough for my first attempt 😔 for once I actually put my pride aside and tried to end it all
