A thirteen playlist 

It shocks me how many young kids are in the comments, I hate to think there are kids out there who hate living or hate themselves/ everyone around them. I’m really sorry to all of you guys 😞

Im 16 now but ive been all of you who are 13 and all i can say is please please be careful who you date. If they have red flags leave. It's not gonna be worth it

I’m only 13. I used to smoke, but when I lost access to that I started vaping. I started sh at 10 and never stopped. I never knew my father and was SA at 5-7. It’s like nothing can stay good for longer than a week. I don’t know what to do. I miss the way I used to be at my worst, but I know how bad it hurt the people around me. Idk what to do

I may not be 13 yet, but it’s already burning like hell.

I'm 11 and some people will probably say "Oh you're to young to understand true sadness" or "You're just wanting attention" but no one really notices that depression, social anxiety, self harm can happen at any fucking age and I'm tired of people thinking i dont know what I'm talking about when I say I have/tried social anxiety, depression, self harm suicidal thoughts

I am too late for this playlist.

these comments actually break my heart. actually crazy how young most of you are, but no matter your age, I truly hope you'll find peace. God bless all your souls, may He be with you all.

can't believe im turning 14 this year

I watched thirteen when i was 14 now am almost gonna be 18 this yr, and this shit hits hard everytime i hear abt this movie.

im 13... I feel so tired of life people are always saying im useless and at this point my only escape is drawing listening to music and rotting in my room this life im living is so depressing the world is so cure I always think to my self "why was I born in a boring time" all I do every day is go to school and come home and sleep im never allowed out unless someone is with me I just want to be free but I can't I wish I was young again I didn't have to worry about anything and I was happier back then I always look at myself and ask "what happened to that little girl who didn't have a care in the world" and the truth is that little girl was bullied so much she had to change for people and when she did they left because she changed too much but she thought that was what they wanted now people always look at me weird I guess you could say im different but im not different am I shoot maybe they are

I am 11.. I feel so freaking tired of life, I feel im useless, and at this point, my only escape is drawing and writing songs and stories, is my escape from everything, this reality, for me is depressing. I see how bad the world is, and I just think: “why was I born in such a boring time?” All I do is cry like a baby, I feel everyone around me is tricky and fake, I just..want to be 5 again. I was truly happy, at the age of 6 my brother was born, but everything started there, I got bullied YEARS, nobody saved me, just me, I got away from my fake friends and went to another group, but now most of them suck. All i need to do is study, I cant have a real break, everything now..changed..

Time stamps: ~You suck-intro (yeastie girls) x not allowed (TV girl)-{00:00-03:05} ~4 morant (Doja Cat) x motel 6 (ayesha erotica)-{03:05-05:29} ~where is my mind (pixies)-{05:29-09:15} ~the perfect girl-sped up (mareux)-{09:15-12:07} ~cigarette duet (princess Chelsea)-{12:07-15:02} ~bang bang bang bang (sohodolls)-{15:02-18:02}

I just turned 13 recently, I'm scared. since I was 12, everything has gone to shit. I was happy but strange before. I liked things that others made fun of me for, I was a quiet mouse, I dressed whatever I could (I was 11-12 years old, I shouldn't have worried about my appearance), I met my best friend, we are still friends and I love her more than life... we became friends because we both read 'warriors cats'. a good series, a book, but it doesn't matter, I started to see how others dressed nicely and were so mature, even though we were all 12 and some were 11, I talked to my bestie about it and she started giving me advice on how to dress nicely. I wore the most fashionable and basic clothes, I started taking care of myself and I grew up, I'm happy, but it made me start caring too much about my appearance. I love my bestie (let's call her al) but she is toxic, thinks almost every chick is ugly, was mean to everyone, and had a high ego. she's still like that (apart from the ego) and it's weird. but I loved it and I still love it. it allowed me to escape from family problems. holidays 2023. I went to camp. I met a boy. actually a few, and to tell you the truth, I knew most of the people there. the boy was taller than me and prettier. he had blond hair and brown eyes, slightly tanned. there was a new one, let's call him Alan. I met a friend there, we'll call her Ala, she was pretty, but I won't go into details. I spent a lot of time with Alan because he was nice and I think I had a crush on him. Ala fell in love with him... I gave her a chance to be together even though I was thinking about him most of the holidays. they're both fucking idiots. they broke up after 2 weeks, I didn't know anything about relationships then, I didn't know that people get into relationships only to break up after a week or two, I didn't know that people don't really feel anything for each other other than infatuation. it terrified me. new school year - 6th grade. (I FORGOT TO ADD IT BEFORE!! I've been in love with this one boy since the 5th grade!!! We'll call him Jacob!) I lost my feelings for him sometime in the new year, although I still think about him a little (I almost don't think about him at all, but it happens) pathetic . My friend got offended at me and suddenly everyone moved away from me. I talked for about a month and only spent that fucking month with one friend. Thank you and I love you Julia for being with me when they left me. actually, to tell you the truth, I hate them because they were seriously toxic, but later they apologized to me and everything went back to normal. I don't know what I forgave. I'm fucked up. I forgot to add that Al was also offended at me because I 'copied her' (I didn't copy her at all, loll), but she also forgave me and even though I hated them, I forgave them completely. what am I doing with my fucking life. I'm fucked up. still my family. exactly my father. fucking fucking alcoholic. I hate him so fucking EVERYTHING! but let's forget about it. Winter. break. holidays. winter camp. oh fuck. it was awesome. the same people, only instead of alan there was... let's call him... felix. and there was another girl...Olivia, let's call her. I discovered that Olivia smokes... and drinks, but there was no alcohol there... you know... she's 17 years old, although she's not a year old, but it doesn't matter. and felix...he is 16 and also smokes. it's terrifying. You know, this isn't their life, but it was still terrifying. olivia, ala and one more girl...pathology. one big fucking pathology. they were gossiping about everything and everyone, swearing all the fucking time. they used swear words like commas. I was the less mature of them. olivia is a 17 year old girl, fucked up. ala is 14 years old and has already been to a party and is writing with a 17-year-old!? and she got drunk! and the third one... let's call her Lila, she has already dyed her hair, is totally crazy, does whatever she wants, constantly opposes her parents and she is still 12 years old (she will be 13 in May). I'm afraid. I'm fucking scared of this life. and such companies and yet I still haven't fucking left them. I knew I didn't have a very interesting life, but when I heard what they were saying, I had the feeling that I wasted my 13 years for nothing. what they do... I don't know why I'm wasting my life. Me and my classmates laugh about everything and for us it's an ordinary story like when we meet a friend for a month. and even when I saw this friend and didn't do anything, it's still a story for me. and for those fucked up people? they were talking about how they had a fucking fight with someone and they thought it was a boring story. I sat there with them not saying anything because I was too cringy for them. I came back after that camp and for the next few days I was thinking about smoking and drinking. Shouldn't I start? Luckily, I didn't smoke or drink. I'm a fucking lesbian. From a quiet straight girl with no style, cringe, I became a loud lesbian, I wear some shitty clothes but they are better than before, I swear every other word and I'm stressed about everything. I want to be normal. I want to be a 13-year-old like a 13-year-old should be. not a fucking idiot with no life, I'm afraid.i hate my life. im done. im done with my fucking life. I'M SORRY IF YOU CAN'T UNDERSTAND SOMETHING. ENGLISH IS NOT MY FIRST LANGUAGE AND BESIDES, I WROTE EVERYTHING ON A TRANSLATOR.

to everyone watching this, ik how hard it is, im 14 now almost 15, it will get better i swear

I'm 13. I'm so tired of everything. I overthink everything and can't even do good in school for my parents, they don't know they made me this way, I want everything to be perfect. I want to be perfect, but I can't cause I always ruin everything. They always think I lie and think I don't care, but I truly care too much that I stop. I don't do anything and just rot in my bed. I feel like no one understands why I do what I do and think I out of all people could never have mental health issues, but I'm at rock bottom. I lied to my sister that I stopped sh cause I couldn't admit it, she thinks I'm ok. I feel guilty for being suicidal because it's so selfish of me.

im not even a teen yet im 11 but i love this playlist i listen to it while i workout also i just hit my new pr bench press yesterday! uve never lifted that much andddd i dead lifted almost 40 pounds! ive been trying to loss weight and gain muscle because my parents are almost 50 and cant do much stuff like rearanging the atict or rebuilding our fence so im stepping up to do it! GOD LOVES YOU

I'm 12, and I am losing everyone. I'm tired. I don't know if I love or hate my dad. I scared of being alone. I just want to escape.

Still go back to this playlist… I went from watching the movie when I was 11and still relate when I’m 15 . I don’t want to ruin y’all’s hope but things won’t get better until you leave school.. no matter where you run, you’ll never hide

hi, for everyone who's 13 or under 13, life is going to get better if you get help, since I was nine, all I felt was emptiness and I started to c//t myself and had many failed attempts, I've been to a therapist but they didnt help, but once you get locked up in a mental hospital for a few days, it'll get better. I got locked up for 4 weeks and I was happy for 2 weeks but then it got depressing again, I got diagnosed with narcisstic bpd, ptsd, depression and masochist. I will get put in the mental hospital in the summer for 5 months and I'm sure it'll improve, stay strong everyone out there.

omg, this is so good. all the songs match so well with the movie. i hope you get recognised soon!!

I just turned 13... and honestly I thought something would change... but nothing has changed, it's still the same boredom as always, I tried to make new friends but they weren't really interested in me, my school friends seem like me hating now, always making fun of me or ignoring me and honestly I'm tired of all this... pretending I'm fine when in fact I'm terrible, keeping a stupid smile on my face , laughing at the bad jokes they make about me... I'm just tired of this monotonous life

This playlist is literally my life rn.

Am I the only 13 (almost 14) year old who doesn’t even really listen to any of the teenage playlists? 😐

seeing this one day after my birthday 😭

Bro the 1st song is my mood half the time but if the role was reversed on talking about a guy liking a girl and how I envy their relationship, The “You wanna talk abt s3x but we’re aren’t allowed” Reminds me of the talks I had with my ex boyfriend :/ “I hope we’re still friends, yeah I hope you don’t mind” part reminds me of that guy I was just talking abt and how he left my trio of friends and left me alone to feel worse abt myself, slowly spiraling on “what did I do?” (Thank you for this playlist)

I relate sm to thirteen

I just turned 12 I’ve smoked weed,vaped,cigarettes,drank,c\\t myself,I need help but I can’t ask for it I feel like I’m not good enough to get help I don’t deserve the help I hate my body and I have depression anxiety.i have had a tuff childhood I’ve been beat for the most stupid reasons I flinched everything some thing gets raised my mom has been gone for 7+ years I miss her so much she has done dr//s I’ve found her on the floor half way dead . Please if you need help get it before it’s to late…❤

2015-2024 in 2 mintues.🤭.

When I was 13 my life was absolute hell. I struggled with health,self esteem,wanting to kms,religion, and music therapy and the best part is nobody helped me lol so now I still struggle with that. everyone that is 13 or younger, I am proud of you guys for being here so long and surviving your trauma, you mean so much and you guys are my heros because of your ability to be so strong even tho your dealing with a handfull of stuff. keep smiling and being yourself and when things get bad I know you will get through it. God bless you all and much love

i may be to old for this but it still hits hard.

I’m not 13 yet and In 6 months im gonna be turning that age, life has been like a living hell for so long.

turning 15 this year.. its going too fast and too slow at the same time if that's even possible :/

I’m 14 and it’s not getting better

wow… I love this sm 🙂

Its so sad bc these songs keep me from crying all night I just had a project that got deleted and I can't get it back its due tmrw morning and its 10 pm I won't even have time and its a huge project and I spend days on it and this is the only thing keeping me from crying and giving up completely.

Damn I’m 2 years late 😭

Im only 13 and i am currently diagnosed with depression. ive been feeling like this for years, and i just want it all to be over. i would do anything in the world to just simply feel loved and happy. i have horrible mood swings, and unstable relationships with all my loved ones. im failing most my classes, and ive lost the motivation to do simple things like just getting up from bed. all i want to do is sleep forever. ive been sh-ing for 4 years and im just now trying to recover and im currently 3 weeks clean but certainly not for long based on how things are going recently. if i get caught one more time my mom is gonna send me a mental hospital. all i do is sleep all day and im trying so hard to simply live. i am truly tired and i dont know how much longer i can last. im on medication but its not working. i v@pe often to get my mind off things because its my only alternative for sh.

i am turning 18 soon, i read a lot of the comments trying to figure out how i felt that age as well. it's your hormones f-ing with you, it doesn't stop. specifically for the girls, you're going to feel random rage and a lot of mood swings. it is alright to feel that way you just need to express it in a healthy manner. for the boys, it is okay to be emotional and sad. do not go by societies standards that you need to be "macho". my last piece of advice for ALL genders; don't date until you know what true responsibility is and when you are ready to take care of another person.

I am 15 and am wishing I was never here. Being 15 is truly a pain when you look and act the way I do. I'm a ugly girl who's antisocial and bitchy to everyone even when I do try to be kind. Just the other day people asked me to play and of course I said no so on the way home I got yelled at by my father who then went on to call me stupid, r3t@rd3d, stuck up, and s|0w. Being called those things hurts like a b1t€h because no matter what I always feel he'll never get why I am the way I am, I know he loves me.. I atleast hope he does but still his words do hurt, I'd never tell him though because I don't want to sound sensitive... I want to sound strong so he actually thinks that I'm okay. My mom knows I'm not okay but if my dad ever found out he'd bash me and say, "back in my day we didn't have depression, we were beaten and then we worked." - it's obvious he was born a long time ago but still it's really hurtful to just say that, he may not get it but half the $h1+ he says hurts..it makes me feel the way I am and act the way I do.

Im 13 I feel drained already of all energy, effort, and kindness never understood hurt people hurt other people until now I’ve turned into the girls I hated that bullied me im mean I hurt peoples feelings without realizing it bc I’m tired of treating people good and they just treat me like a piece of shit I’m sick and tired of it I lost the girl I thought I would be best friends with over a stupid boy that could never care about me as much as I cared about him I’m so insecure of everything my hands my stomach my nose my body hair my skin and thighs too and I don’t know what to do with myself anymore school is draining me completely

Im 13 and this playlist is perfect

I’m just a teenager but I already drink, I used to smoke, I get high with my sister, I sleep out in the rain to avoid going home. My parents haven’t raised me, I’ve raised myself and yet they expect me to be the perfect son. I have anger issues and possible bipolar from my dad, and then I have my mum’s depression and severe anxiety. I want to be young again. To be so clueless about the world, without having any invading thoughts. For my body to be perfect and unscarred again. I’m so tired of life, I feel beyond useless and I can’t handle these episodes anymore. Everything just feels so fake and everyone just feels like monsters, which I don’t doubt. People can’t be trusted, they’re too emotional.

Turning 13 soon, in april. I hate life honestly. Everyday when i was younger id pray that i would die in my sleep. Id cry alone. Theyd only care once i shout that no one pays attention to me. I hope this earth removes me soon.

im 12 and started sh in february, i am 24 days clean but last night i almost ruined it but instead i started cutting up my poster, shelf and my phone case and it helped alot. if your struggling just know your loved and so strong for still being in this world.💗

bro like over half of my favorite songs are in this playlist AND im 13 😭

im 14 been in my thirthteen phase since 11.

мне уже далеко не 13, но этот возраст реально ощущается так, какой то переломный момент что ли настает, до сих пор худший год в моей жизни.

**VENT!!** (sorry for the misspelling!!) im so fucking scared to grow up becuse i feel like i grew up to fast i starting to cvt myself in 5th grade in the pe bathroom that was the same where i got my first real crush that lasted more then a week, i loved him with my whole heart and more i became obbsedvie i wanted him to r@p3 me then i was on a call with him and my friends then i asked him out, him the boy that made me not kms for then he said no. he broke my heart that was before i got my 13th birth day all though when i was 12 i was starting to trying to make my self puke up my school lunch in the bathroom, skipping meals my mom almost makeing my dad move, my moms bf showing me his d1c I< before i was gonna go to the mall with my mom for new school close me trying alcohol, vapeing,weed only drinking monster at my dads becuse he trust in me, i love him(parent way) he dosent deserve a lowlife child like me i stop takeing my meds i feel so hollow sometimes

Turning 13 in may

Jesus loves u so much

shi in my life is getting worse the whole school hates me, i just started highschool, i'm getting bullied constantly, my friends leave me in these situatuion. I told the teacher about it they didnt do anything, grades droppping my parents doesnt have time for my. my mental health is getting worse i really need someone to talk to im only 11 years old i need someone to talk to but i feel like a beg or a burden.

Just turned 15 I didn’t think I’d make it this far, 6yo me did not see me making it past 10

El martes cumplo 13. Que emoción!!! 💘💘💘

to all kids in these comments, please take care of yourself and if your involved in any problems there will always be someone there for you. your not alone, ever!

I love how alot of us are 12-16(im 12) and can relate to some of the same things. ❤️

I'm 12, i'll be 13 soon, but I get how this feels. Life is just sad and no longer happy and enjoyable like it used to be. I feel like i'm loosing it, you know? Life is so stressful with being in advanced classes and being expected to be the perfect kid. I set the bars to high and i'm too scared to lower them. I just wish I could sleep and never wake up...i'm so tired. I hope everyone that feels the same gets better, because I know it won't get better for me. Good night everyone and have a good life.

turn 13 in 3 months and life is good, i have a consistent art style and only one friend but we don't need anyone else and my parents are pretty good i think i healed, which is so weird to think about since just 4-5 months ago i never thought I'd make it to may i was depressed for like 3 years and i don't mean like "oh yeah i was so depressed hehe" like i took pills and sh for a while trying to feel something and stopped believing in God but i stopped all of that when my parents found out so im good now (thankfully lol)

14 yrs w anxiety, depression, autism, adhd and bipolar ❤️

im 8 and already depressed.

im only 13 and my life is like Thirtheen, changing myself for people and trying to fit in while cutting myself 2 days a week and hiding it. I'm sorry to everyone my age or younger in the comments though. I hope you guys get better

When I was 13 and 14 I used to sh, my dad n his gf knew and she told me that I don’t know what real pain is when my wrists were scarred and I had wanted to end it since I was 6 let alone all the things my mum and her bf did to me

I hate seeing people who are young here, i'm 13 and been going through shit since 5, 19 or 8 years old, if anybody needs someone to talk to I'm here for you, doesn't matter if its over email, or this yt section, or discord, hell even Roblox chat, i'm here and you do NOT have to struggle alone, I won't judge and i'm also supportive of LGBTQ and a safe space for all of that. Please know someone is here to listen and you really matter, don't have to go through anything alone, Im here for you no matter what age or what you did, if you want my discord, email, or fuck even Roblox to vent you're ALL 100% welcome too, all of the kids saying 12, and 11, I'm SO sorry you're that young, you do not deserve to be struggling.

I just watched this movie and holy shit it’s relatable

Broo i was crying to the songs and temu add just pops up💀

Turning 13 Next october, im not ready yet. Mentally im still 11.

im 15. Thirteen was by far the hardest year of my entire life.

The way that there are so many young kids in this comment section is actually proof that humanity is cooked if we don’t start paying attention to this generation

im not even 13 yet and the movie 13 is already so relatable for me god knows what is gonna happen to me when i turn 13

my friends 14 she tried to hill her self see i dont talk with her much but when i do its my fav thing im so glad she was found b4 she did jump

im turning 14 in august and honestly this whole year i haven't felt real, like at all

im 13 right now, been SA'D about 2-3 times when i was 11-12 i did sh from 11-13 but i can gladly say that i am a few months clear, i have suffered a loss just a week ago, it was depressing as hell but atleast she wont suffer anymore (shes our family dog) i have had suicidal attempts since 7-8 and suicidal thoughts from the age of 6-13 i cant help that part i guess.

Im 13 and this playlist is what it feels like.

I just turned 13 on valentines day and i already hate it

Motel 6 is my Roman Empire..

I am turning 16 next year still the same since 13 nothing got better or worse it’s the same as before just feeling like nobody cares anymore

i don't want to turn 13 i have to go to middle school and it seems so fucked up vape,sex why?? i got fake friends and more fucked up shit going on mi family sees me as a second mother for all their children i can't even cry, why did i had to win this race if i wasnt even wanted?

Im 13.. Im a hot mess,i smoke, i drink, and numb the pain and unwanted hatered i have for myself. I hate everything. But i act like i don't. I honestly stopped asking for help. Im hopeless atp people make me sick. Im losing friends. Im done with everything, fuck ppl i do what j want now cuz no one is there for me. Only i am only ME.

Im 12. I didnt deserve what happened to me 2022 summer. That summer was the worst. After that everything went downhill. My bestfriend died in a car crash. I was in 5th grade when that happened. And the one thing i truly regret and cant get over is thinking "What if i stopped and talked to him for 1 more minute would it still be the same" I fear that if i did that he would stil been alive and now that hes dead i feel like it was my fault. The last thing he said was between "You dumbass" or "Bye dumbass" it it was the first one it was because i asked him who he would date in our class. But i didnt fully hear it right. After that day i came back to school on monday. They told me he died during pe. He died friday but i found out monday. I was terrified of going back to class. I wouldnt leave the restroom the whole day. They forced me to get out and talk to the therapist. But i couldnt say anything to her. I mean how could i. My best friend died. That night i got a safety pin. I just sticked it in my skin, my palm. After that i just repeated over and over. Until than i started to do it on my wrist. I always carried it with me. I still do.I cant seem to stop. When i rememeber my past i just feel the need to do it. My thighs are covered. My wrist. People stare at them as if its disgusting. But i feel uther disgust towards myself. But i like the look of my scars. I feel like when i see them their beautiful

Nah this movie is fr my life atp

this is totally random but, it's crazy to think that actual thirteen year olds now, go through this. I'm 14 now, and I remember middle school like it was yesterday. I remember seeing people dating, having s3x, doing drugs, vaping, smoking, self harming, etc. And it shocks me that this is currently happening as we listen to this playlist, as we watch the movie. Some of these kids just need someone to be with them, they're all alone and they're desperate for someone to talk to, other kids do this for attention or because they think they're cool, and the rest do it because they feel like they deserve it, and they don't want any help. I think it's just insane that not even 14 years ago, kids in middle school didn't even know how babies were made, yet now they know things that not even some adults know. So, you know, if you ever see a middle schooler out and about with friends, alone, or with family, just know they're probably screaming for help.

I turned 14 last year, turning 15 in June. Being 13 was the hardest year of my life I was so confused and acted so "grown up", or atleast what I thought grown up was. I would subject myself to more sexual things, started dating, thinking I had mental illnesses, when really all I was, was a lost teen girl confused on what's right and what is wrong. Middle school is rough for all of us, it's going to end. Being stuck on the past is a bad thing, the past is in the past, there is a present and a future for the reason, make it count and make your dream life happen. I am more happier than ever being in 9th grade and having everything I could ever want. Make it count❤

I don’t want to grow up anymore… you can stop now. I’m sorry I asked to be older, I don’t want it anymore.

I miss her.

As a 13 yo. I’m so sorry to everyone that relates to this playlist. I’m so happy to not be able to relate. I promise you, try to look at a happier perspective of everything. Think about how lucky you are to be alive. To be able to see the sky. To have a body. To wake up everyday. To be able to think. You are amazing. You just need to remember, you are what you think, so make sure to focus on positivity, but not too much. Life is life. Bad things happen, but they shape us into people. They put us into society. We have the choice to have a positive or negative impact on someone. You need to take the right choice for yourself. Not for them. Not for your parents. For yourself. Don’t be afraid. You can quit. Tons of people do. But tons of people keep on going. Look at us. We’re the exact same. I just have a different perspective on the world. Yours is different. Choose how you see things. Choose what you do with your day. Choose what you listen to. Choose how to treat yourself. Choose your impact. Choose your path. Choose your words. Choose what to do. I care. They care. Everyone cares. Even if I hated you with every single fiber in my body, I would still care. Even if they hated you, they still care. Everyone cares. You make the biggest impact. You know what other people’s actions did to you. You know what stuck with you. You know what effected you. Choose to be someone who makes a positive effect on someone. It could stick with them. Forever. They’ll never forget. So make their day better. Make them smile. If you are kind. Stand your ground. Put yourself first. Express yourself. You get better. I promise you. I’m here to listen. To talk. That’s what everyone is here for. If you believe in god, I don’t care, if you don’t, I don’t care. But I believe that we were put on this earth to see what we do with ourselves, if you don’t believe in god, people are still watching to see what you do. even if you’re good enough for what you think so no one. You’re good enough for me. I love you. I don’t know you. So maybe it means nothing. But maybe it means everything to you, or another person. I am watching you. I will see what you do with yourself. Think of one thing you love. Do you love nothing? You have to love something. I know you do. And if all you can think is no. I don’t. I don’t know what to do. I’m gonna tell you right now what you are going to do. You’re going to get up in the morning. You’re going to get up, think about how lucky you are to be alive. To breath. To hear. To see. To speak. To have a body. You’re going to get up. You’re going to be grateful. You’re going to have a positive impact. You’re going to do something with yourself. You’re going to work out. You’re going to watch TV. You’re going to play video games. You’re going to eat. You’re going to go on a walk. You’re gonna use the bathroom. You’re going to clean. You’re going to do something. Even if you do nothing but rot in bed all day. You took breaths of air all day. Tons of them. You fell asleep. You thought about something. I want you to know you’re never alone. Someone random. That is just existing, is watching to see what you do. They don’t know who you are. What you do. So show them what you want to have people see. You can quit an add!ction. You can do something. You can be productive. Get up. Right now. Turn off your phone. I want you to breath. Look around. Think. See. Breath. Listen. Feel. I know you can do it. Be grateful. I love you. You can do anything. That’s what I do. Every day is different. Some days I rot in bed. Some days I just have an average day. Some days I am productive. Some days I feel negative. Some days I feel positive. Some days I feel numb. You can do something. You can feel. I know you. I love you. If that means nothing, I can mean everything to someone. So go and mean everything to someone. Bye. Don’t just scroll away. Go do something. Go to sleep. It’s probably late. Bye.

These are my last days of being 13, turning 14 soon I don’t know what I want anymore 🥲

im 13 and i feel like everything is upside down, u see girls my age enjoying everything and im just here, alone.

~You suck-intro (yeastie girls) x not allowed (TV girl)-{00:00-03:05} ~4 morant (Doja Cat) x motel 6 (ayesha erotica)-{03:05-05:29} ~where is my mind (pixies)-{05:29-09:15} ~the perfect girl-sped up (mareux)-{09:15-12:07} ~cigarette duet (princess Chelsea)-{12:07-15:02} ~bang bang bang bang (sohodolls)-{15:02-18:02}

Sometimes i feel line my family hates me, or that im dramatic, idk. But my mom thinks im always lieing and i know my mom and dad dont love eachother, everyone always get hurt in the world, i js hate my existence. When i try to make online friends they are like " not ____ trynna be like us" LIKE BRO I JS WANNA FEEL LIKE I HAVE REAL FRIENDS FOR ONCE. im always thinking to kms but theres many people that love me but i dont feel like it, in my school there is this one kid always picking on me and hitting me and im so tired of it that i wanna jump of a building, i always seem so happy to people cuz i dont wanna be the center of attention and i js wanna be hugged by someone i really love and cry to them . But i donnt sadly cuz all my friends say "oh". Im only 11.

turning 13 this year

im 13. I get SA a whole bunch for how I look. I’ve been to mental hospitals (going to another very soon), I’ve been doing self-harm since I was 9, I am diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety since I was 8-9. I hate my life so much that I’m very very close to ending it all. I’m doing $H to prepare myself for the pain that’s about to come. I have gone through so much and I don’t want to continue this life anymore. I have vaped a bunch of times and I’m trying to look for someone who sells them. My boyfriend passed away, or so I thought. I was lied to and I had been crying for many days due to how much I missed him (before I was told the news that it was lies). I had cheated and regret it all. I cry everyday wondering why I’m such a disappointment to my friends, teachers, parents, siblings, etc. I just want my sufferings to end.

tengo 14 años,este año cumplo 15 años y no me siento preparada para crecer,aun no quiero madurar :

I'm not even 13 yet and this hurts..

i’m 14 and idk wtf i’m doing, i’m so fucking confused about everything. and feelings are so complicated everything’s changing emotionally to fast and i’ll i can do to relax and feel normal is smoking 🍃 i feel so alone, everyone at my school and in my life suck, and i lowkey suck😭 rip this comment section😭😭

I’m only 11 and so many ppl say stupid shit like “ur to young to understand sadness” or “u don’t know how bad life gets” like it so fucking annoying I’m so tired of ppl thinking I don’t know what I’m talking abt when I say I’ve self harmed and had suicidal thoughts

13 in 11 days oh god :(

Time Stamps ----------------------- 0:00 - 3:07 Not Allowed by TV Girl 3:08 - 5:30 4 Morant by Doja Cat 5:31 - 9:19 Where Is My Mind by Pixies 9:20 - 12:09 ????? by ????? 12:10 - 15:03 Cigarette Duet by Princess Chelsea 15:04 - 18:02 Bang Bang Bang Bang by Sohodolls

I just want someone to truly love me and understand me I can’t believe in 4 months almost to the day I’m going to be 14 I just can’t wait till I’m an adult to escape the demons I live with rn I just wanna get a job, save up money to move when I’m 18, get a car and leave this place I call home.

turning 16 this year, I FULLY thought I wasn't gonna make it pass 13. I still feel like shit and wish life did end at 13.

I'm 14 now but I mean I still feel the same as last yr and the yr before, Idk why my father's so rude.. I was only 12 bro.

13, smoked at 12, drank at 12, and had an attempt at 12, im disappointed in myself:/