the worst my mental health has ever gotten. (playlist) 

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I hope you're okay. I don't know what you're going through, but maybe professional help is the answer, or talking to a trusted friend about what you are going through. People care about you, even if it may not feel like it at times. Wish you the best.

My mental health is a mess too ( like the title) I have a girlfriend that I love with my whole life and she loves me like that too. But sometimes I don’t know what’s happening to us because she won’t text me as much as she used to. I am afraid of what she could be thinking in terms of our relationship in a negative way. I just hope we can stay together for a long time.

@@isa-shorts8410 talk to her ab it

she looks kinda like olivia rodrigo

@@W3RDLY_1RI5You did not just say that 😭

@@stay_inthemiddle IM SORRY

@@W3RDLY_1RI5 I mean it's good that you are, but you don't have to feel bad this is such a minor thing xD

lana del rey personally.. @@W3RDLY_1RI5

I understand how you feel its been 3 yrs and I still havent gotten over them and last night we got into a horrible argument and I feel disgusting about everything said to them even though they treated me like shit the whole time and now I just have this pit feeling in my stomach now I feel like I’m gonna cry but I can’t.

same

life rn

am still a bad man

its ok if they're french. french people are soulless. hope you're happy to be in paris!!! ! ! ! !

same I canceled both plans of hanging out with friends this week and all I’m doing is lying in bed listening to sad music and crying except I can’t even cry anymore. And I’m not talking to any of my family my moms been so mad at me and she doesn’t ever understand me anyways sorry for the little vent but if you ever need to talk I’m here

I am sorry that you're going through this, but you might need a MD and a prozac?

I hope the best for u okay? :3

me asw. I relapsed a few weeks ago im so sngry all the time, i feel like I'm on the verge of hurting myself again srsly or someone else, I'm experiencing a lot of derealization and i cry so easily i js want to die

i felt exactly the same january to july last year it gets better 💖

The world needs people excactly like you. You can do it, I believe in you ❤️

Babe zone say that :c I’m here for u k ? Talk to me anytime I’ll give u my disc if u wants

I love you and your kind heart, please don't give up. If it's getting too much to handle just ask for help, i promise it will get better❤

I don’t know u but same here I’ll join ya

Me too but here we are, both alive and we can be proud to be still here. You’re strong keep going, you deserve to be alive. Love you stay safe

real.

Hey! I felt the same way. I'm 20 now and I'm starting to feel better. If you can, I recommend counseling. It really helped me stop overthinking and it helped me learn to not doubt myself as much. I hope this helps. Don't give up yet. 🙌

I'm 26 and was literally just thinking about how lonely and sad I felt at 18, I promise you it DOES get better. you have so so so much time. it sucks so fucking bad being thrown to the wind as soon as you're a legal adult, I know it feels neverending but everything is temporary.

nah i do too tbh😭

it is, but you like it because the way it makes you feel, this feeling is familiar for you

I have a decent life, I'm happy most of the time lol. But for some reason I prefer to listen to sad songs cause they're so calming and make me relax

⁠@@syrup3586I wish I was you man

@@rrasberriie_ womp womp

mac demarco >>>

real every song reminds me of her

tv girl mentioned

her name is melanie, im pretty sure

Real

Actually, her name is Colleen Corby, a 60's model.

@@cedrus.forest_.i see tv girl, i click

awh honey, its a hard world out there, and sometimes even the things that are the worst for us look appealing when times get tough and we are stuck in that dark place again. one day u will overcome this my love, and that day, u will look back at how far uve come and tell urself u have done enough. u are doing enough even now. acknowledging how u feel and letting it out is the first step to healing. u can do this

I know its difficult to stop drinking but i promise you can do it my love! You can do this. And if you fail, just keep trying and trying until you fully stop. I know its hard, but i know your strong and can do this

i’m sure you’re a wonderful person , drinking will not fulfill the hole that is in you , take care ma love , u can do anything , Jesus loves you! you’re loved by God! may he bless you 💓

Rawdogging life without alcohol is true self harm for me. Punishing yourself when theres the magical elixir that just makes everything a touch more bearable, I don't understand how non-alcoholics do it. I really, really don't. There's no point to anything, so I numb myself. I can't be the person I want to be without alcohol, without hurting people in the process. Hurting people is the last thing I want to do, but I hurt people through drinking - but fuck it, nothing matters anyway. My best friend. My first love. My worst enemy. The first relationship where I've actually felt loved in return. Alcohol.

pitbulls been there done that. stay strong 🍾 tv girl > alcoholism

Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?

​@@supravietuitoriblog547 you're so nice

awwwwwww internet huggggg (～￣▽￣)～ it'll be okay. keep your head up. remember that change is bound to happen but it's not always scary!!!! there's some good stuff and you will meet new ppl who also like hugs, and maybe will have more valuable advice and traits to offer you. u sound like a sweet person. :) hope you feel better.

Oh.. I'm sorry to hear that. Sometimes people struggle with accepting love and affection and when someone gives them those they become repulsive. It's really not your fault, there's something with them as they're going through pain internally. Just make sure to ask first if it is okay to give affection in those moments (I know it sounds conditional but it's better that way).

Reading this back it makes me sound like I'm like 24 and on my own💀 I'm 17, I have lived with my grandparent since I was 9, we are not well off and my mother- in the nicest way possible- isn't all there. This whole year I've struggled with my relationship with her. She wasn't the best mother and still isn't but I still don't know if that's reason enough to go no contact or if I'm being too lenient or cruel

@@maryelizabeth5178 im starting my high school year, and although im still naive, i think building it slowly back up, but not at a pace that is super slow works for me when im trying to make a good friend or even a stronger relationship with a family member, i cant relate to your situation, but i do hope everything works out for you. best wishes - max

Good job!! I hope that your 2024 goes wellll

well im really REALLY proud of you. great job@@maryelizabeth5178

2022, 2023,2024 was and is the worst years for me, I hope 2024 is going well for you

wait i know a gabriel? do you know where he was from by any chance?

@@angelinaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa oh, i just remember spanish was his first language

thats my cats name

Everything is so loud and so bright without music.

But likeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Ik it makes me feel worse but idc I need music at all times or the thoughts are too loud.

@@lanakat MY THOUGHTS EXACTLY BRO. Like ik it’s not good for me but idgaf i need it in my life

that's not good enough. if i don't listen to music i get enough time to think. think is bad

nobody slaps bro

@@0pal_glasses im in your closet

nerd

im so sorry you feel like this. I don't know how you exactly feel but I feel like I get it. Parents usually put all this stress not even knowing it mentally drains us, but you can break that family trauma!!. Growing up shouldn't be scary, it should more years for happy memories, new friends, and more opportunities. I feel the same way with my friends, I've drifted so far after moving but even before I left I never had someone I could call my best friend. I switched to homeschool and feel more free but even more alone. I'm just starting high school so I feel like im missing out on every teenagers high school life, I feel like I can't go to anyone for anything, but I know I will get better and you can too mh

@@user-ek9lw7nm5w thanks for this kid and don't worry about missing out too much in your life as at this point of age... i don't really know what is a proper teenage life too since covid back then it stunted me socially and turned me into an internet addict, i've been fucked hard that time but it was much worse when covid was done too. i was 16 with unresolved mental issues so i was damned then that i secretly to my mom, didn't go to school for months on end. im shock that im even in 12th grade now but im so unsure of college right now because... my mom doesn't want me anymore so she's kicking me out of her life once i graduate and i hate how emotionally damned my father's side of the family. i bet you still got the chance kid since we live completely different lives and i hope it goes well for you unlike mines, stay on the positive side as always even in the toughest of times and pause to breathe mate and cry your heart out since that helps me out... you got this buddy i believe in you :3

this fr made me tear up. you all are just 13 and already this shit is happening? don't let them get to you, I know they already probably have but you'll get through this. Your spark will come back to you, it may not be the same but I know you'll find happiness eventually. I'm not really good at cheering up people but I seriously am rooting for you and wish you the best. I bet are an amazing person and just hang on, you'll get through this eventually.

I literally have no words to express how sorry i am, im going throught a "similar" situation that didnt affected me as much but the words that some people said about me resonate in my head. Im homeschooled now, this wasnt the main reason of why i homeschooled but knowing what other people thought about me made less welcome than I already felt in the first place. It's not a big deal, but your situation is very painful. You are incredible, please do not commit suicide, I know how much this situation affects you and you are within your rights, but why be permanently affected by something that is temporary, by a pain that will end at a given moment? School life is cruel. Seriously, it is.

it was even worse for me when i was 13. that’s a really sad age. just want to say it will definitely get better❤. i would not believe these words if someone said them to me six years ago. but the reality is happiness is waiting for you. please don’t take your life or hurt yourself. there are (or will be) people that will make you shine even brighter then before. sending love and hugs 🫂💕

I hope you find real friends who love ❤you for you. Don’t let those scumbags take love from your life.

im sorry to hear that bro, i hope you get better friends soon

I know I'm kind of venting here, but recently, I got into a new relationship with someone, during the fall, everything was great and new and I got to see him often and be with him, as time passes onto weeks, I feel some disconnection between us, he says he doesn't feel it and says we are doing well in it. I get to spend less time with him and he's always busy, but I'll be patient, no matter my overthinking, I overthink a lot to where it affects me, it makes me cry and think such extreme. But then I'm fine 10 minutes after. I know this is a lot to read but I feel so depressed and stuffy today, I know I can change my attitude or how I feel, I can be happy if I like to, I just like feeling this sad emotion. I know this is a lot of text, this is just my own personal thing. I just wish things will change for the good, I can't take it like this anymore.

Now the thing is, I feel better now and my mind isn't in a sad mood, it wants to do something else besides be sad, it's strange, like am I supposed to be better? It feels weird that I'm not staying in this sadness for long. But all it takes to feel better is just a few minutes to express my emotions

You just described my whole situation as well i understand these feelings too,who would have thought lives could be so similar@@iliminate581

I get it, I really do. Sometimes we just can't function and work. Sometimes its hard to have motivation. But you have to have hope. Without hope you have nothing. I know this sounds cringey, but I always hope for a better future. I always hope that my efforts will pay off. And when they don't, I get sad sure, but I try harder, I fix my mistakes. I get it, life can suck and its hard to do things, but having hope and trusting yourself is a great way to making yourself feel confident. Beleive in yourself, and if you don't some random guy on the internet will.

I don't know who u are or where you are but I really hope with all my heart that you will be okay.Just try to find someone(if you can afford a psychologist then do that)that you can talk to and someone who can support and help you. You are not alone just know that.If you ever feel like that at least know that i can listen to you too

(long ass rant too) Honestly, you put it perfectly. In 16 too and im turning 17 in June. I don't know who you are or what you've been through, but what I can tell you, is that you aren't alone. it's barely the second month and I started the year off with my now 3rd attempt in ending my life. I lost my dad at 5. My mom wasn't really there for me or my sister mentally. we didn't have a good relationship, and now my mom is mending those mistakes but im overwhelmed by how much iv'e gone through but at the same time im trying to think that the traumas that iv'e been through aren't a big deal. I got this mindset from a lot of people in my life. The grief with my dad, the verbal abuse, the depression, the anxiety, the PTSD from different events in different times from my life. Im sensitive and i let people walk all over me, and even though i take medication for my depression and for sleep, i still can't help but think what my purpose here is. Why my attempts aren't working, or if im just here to see how much I disappoint people. Iv'e been hearing a lot of people tell me how much disappointment they have in me but to me, i don't know how to care about that anymore. It's like my emotions are drained and i can't feel anything left. Iv'e cried so much and i still continue to, but i think what hurts the most is that the people that broke me the most, are now the ones that think they are able to tell me whats right or wrong about myself. So yeah, they're disappointed? Me too. Im disappointed in myself for so many reasons, and i don't think that feeling is going away anytime soon. I got myself into a cycle of using weed to help me cope since i gave up on everything else, and now I can't stop using. I broke my family. My life. Im only 16 and I already think iv'e lived long enough to know if i wanna stay here or not. I don't know what to do. I hope you end up being okay though, because I believe you could get through it, even if others cant.

​@@izelgonzalez9376 thank you for your response. im in no position to give you advice, given my situations pretty bleak as well, but i wish you the best. life can suck hard. i understand the feeling of wanting to get away from it all. we gotta push through it though. theres an end of the line for both of us but it’s definitely not here and not anytime soon. i hope youre able to distance yourself from the people who make you hurt and find reason to do good for yourself, and vice versa hope that i can too. if you think im able to get through this then you can as well. best of luck

@@quanxis_lover4609 hi, I'm crying reading this because I felt much the same when I was 15/16. I'm 44 now, but I made five suicide attempts between the ages of 12 and 18. There is no panacea, but I can say that friendships, hard as they are to establish, have been what saved my life. Please try to connect with people, even over a distance if making friends nearby is not working out at this time. A lot of what I see in my students your age is an incredible sense of loneliness, isolation, despair. The world is a mess, and we need to have people around us to deal with practical challenges that are afoot as well as to share the good moments. If everyone here would just exchanges email addresses, Discord, Messenger, Snap, whatever info and talk from time to time it would do you a world of good. My other best advice is to take up any creative or intellectual activity, no matter how much you suck at first (or even after a while), and practice it a little bit daily. Feed your brain; even if you read a page of a novel or play one logic or word game a day, it will help your brain fog clear.

I hope it gets better, and that this year’s better, You’ve already put in a world of effort, and you’re stronger than you know, so even if better days don’t fall into your lap, you’ll still be able to grasp them with your own hands

I'm so proud of you for trying, even if its only for a little bit. I hope you get better, Life can be so hard, I'm glad you have found support with your boyfriend. all of your struggles are valid. Sometimes the Therapist friends need breaks as well, sometimes they need help. I don't always know what to say, or how to comfort people. But I will listen.

Hey, you dont know me but im so proud of you. You have been through a lot, and Im proud that you chose to keep going! Just ignore bullies, your a good person and dont listen to anything they say. I hope it gets better, and I wish that this year is way better for you! Have a great day and remember if you ever need someone to talk to im here, or you should reach out! You are loved ❤

Like when I was at the hospital because of my suicide(attempt), my mom and dad who hated each other before now get along because of me 1.what the actual fuck 2.I’m happy for them to finally get along but the fact it took me to almost DIE that’s when they start getting along with each other 3. I know it’s all just bullshit,there’s no way my dad JUST NOW puts the past behind him. Why not when I was 5 and I saw you once every 6 months or when you kept telling my how bad my mom was and how he is going to take me away from her or how you found out when she got a new boyfriend you flipped out and hated her even more because of your own shit. I remember being traumatized because E dropped me off at my piano practice and when you came in you were fucking pissed to see E and started yelling and threatening my mom if she doesn’t come right then and there you were going to kidnap me i wish I was never born then it would have never happened my dad wouldn’t have to use me as a threat and my mom wouldn’t have to see my ass every day and I wouldn’t annoy her and she would probably a lot better without me to be honest the fuck. I wish I was 6 feet under the ground and I can just be with God if I even make it to heaven I’m such an ass hole I’m sneaky and annoying I cause so many problems I regret I’m going to hell I’m going to burn and feel the pain I have caused I’m sorry.

I’m around the same age as you and I can really relate to this. I’ve changed dramatically within the past year, but the most I was able to take away from it all is to find something, anything to look forward to. Try to get something done today, it doesn’t matter how significant even if it’s as small as cleaning your nightstand or changing your clothes. I’m not saying to try and be happy most days either or have an optimistic outlook on everything. But a negative attitude will exhaust and demotivate you faster. Give yourself a break once in a while. It’s not wrong to live selfishly once in a while if it’s for the benefit of your well-being. Take one day at a time. Come to terms with your past to find peace of mind. Whatever you need to do to keep going. Unless you continue holding yourself back things will get better. I really wish you the best.

I’ve been here before and sometimes I still feel that way. It’s OK to feel the way you do, and so long as you’re trying to keep living you’re doing something right

going to turn 16 this year, and this is exactly how I feel. It's sad that our generation has to find comfort and solace in escapism by living in the world of books and shows, this world is too much. despite being a teenager, i have no prominent memories as such of either teenagehood or childhood, no friendships to look back to and nothing to cherish. All this time, I see people around me having fun and what not. Although I'll admit that I'm not jealous, but i feel like i deserve to be happy once in a while. I hardly am allowed to go out of the confines of my home, and the only thing I can look upto is to study better and acquire a better education, so that the least I can do is to spend my adulthood in peace. I'm afraid of growing up and facing the reality, of dealing with this world. So yeah I can understand how you feel! But you know what? You don't have to feel the same way forever, you can make efforts and work harder to enhance the quality of your life. You should not accept a life you don't deserve, you have the capability to make it better and more worthy. While anime and online media might be a means of escapism to many, you have to face the reality one day or the other. You have a lot to live for, and a lot of wonderful people to meet and adventures to encounter. Surround yourself with positivity instead, and nurture your hobbies and interests! Pick a language and learn it, I'll assure you, doing so is really fun. There's a lot out there in the world that is to look up to, you just don't know it yet.

I actually relate to you very much. Last month i just turned 16, but i'm very mature for my age and it hurts. I miss being truly a child. I also want to end my life but can't bc i'm to afraid of the pain. Also i watch jjk, the characters are so relatable. Sorry for venting, i actually never comment, or tell this but i related so much that i just had to say it. Btw english is not my first langues so i'm sorry for spelling mistakes.

where did it go

@@deathslayer69-fc3gi it’s still there. like an injured knee, it healed. but there is still hurt and swelling and pain. exercising it and giving it time to heal is super important, though. even though it still might hurt in the future, you’ll know how to react to it.

I don't think I deserve to heal?

@@mara4351 i feel you. i struggle with hurting myself. and i thought that one scar didn’t deserve to heal. it needed to be there as a reminder that i took it too far. but. it needed to heal. i needed to learn from my mistakes. i needed to grow. and you can too. you deserve to grow, heal, and learn from the past.

I feel you. Try some motivational videos and a routine

ofc man. hope everything goes well.

Fucked up tbh

Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?

tysm bro i love you fr.@@supravietuitoriblog547

I know it doesnt seem like a lot but its really been fucking with me lately, and adding to that I feel like the people im closest to dont really like me and dont want to be my friend anymore and are just keeping me around for pitys sake

Hii i hope you are feeling a bit better even though it has only been 4 hours since you wrote this comment lol. Ive been in your shoes when i was younger and i would suggest u to spend more time with your friends and ask them to hang out even tho you feel like they dont like u that much. At the end of the day who knows you may have a lot of fun and your friendships will improvee. Anyway dont smoke too much because its draying your money xdd I hope u and your family have an amazing 2024!!

hey, hope you're doing better now. ik im just a stranger on internet but i felt bad for u. i understand the feeling of emptyness. i became better by writing my feelings and goals (which i thought i didn't have at the time) in my journal, i set a goal to improve my life, and it did improve. the little things help, if you still need it or will need it in the future, have this suggestion as an option.

i agree@@0pal_glasses

hey i feel like we are the same person. I am 15 too and 6th grade was literally my downfall. you described my situation so perfectly. If this makes you feel any better, you are not alone.

THATS HOW I FEEL ❤

I started university a few months ago. My friends there are the kindest, most wonderful people I've ever met. You will make a friend one day, until then just try and remember that there are good people out there, and as long as you're also one of those good people you'll find them eventually

my heart goes out to you, im just the same and that’s not to make you feel invalidated in any way, but I understand you completely because I honestly felt like I was the only person who felt this way and lived this way. what you wrote about only understanding how lonely you are when you’re with people, im sorry you know the way that feels because it’s so disgustingly painful, and so lonely because you never realise how much you’ve missed, things that everyone else has and is so used to and comes so naturally and it feels like they’re all in on a joke you’re not aware of and so you distance yourself. you have more kindness and love in your finger than some people have in their whole body, you’re so so precious and beautiful, please don’t forget that, even if you don’t feel that way at times. my story is that i moved countries when i was nine and the cultural differences and stigmatism made it so hard for me to ‘fit in’ and find my crowd of people, i didn’t realise how much i shrunk into a shell of myself and grew mentally until last year october when i moved back to my home country and i was back in my hometown where i knew everyone but also didn’t and no one had fixed ideas of me and people saw me for me. only when I was surrounded by people my age did I understand how much I had suffered, and it’s not that I wasn’t aware of how depressed or in pain I was for those five years I spent alone, it hurt because I didn’t think id live to sixteen years old and maybe im getting off topic but this is raw and like your vent it’s incredibly condensed because words are futile devices when it comes to what we feel. i think what i want to say is that nothing lasts forever, i promise you if it feels like the end it’s just a beginning of something new, people can be so lovely and imperfect and the love you deserve exists because you exist, your wants are so simple and it makes me cry because you are deserving of everything good in the world, not a lot of people don’t deserve this. keep waking up, have courage, and be kind to yourself and others because nothing else really matters. like the other comment mentioned, you will find your people I promise so please stay to meet them, because they love you and care about you, you lovable person. look after yourself my heart, you are so precious

im a stranger to you, but if you ever want to talk about anything I’ll do my best to reply to you, offer advice or listen. you are so loved by me

@@sleepy5192 I know your comment was directed towards the person who posted the comment but you seem like such a genuine and good person

.. narcissistic, but that's just me. Am I narcissistic? I'm not sure myself. I'm not confident, but I think really highly of myself. I'm kind of pretty and nice, but I don't think my worth is even of an average human. I'm pretty sure I'm just horrible. Also, the fact that my class vice president, the kindest and most understanding person I know, ignores me a lot of the time says a lot. Am I seriously THAT unlikable? I hope not. I really hope not because I still want to have actual friends,not people who hate me and just pretend to be friends with me for benefits or out of guilt. I feel like my own partner hates me, too. He tells me that he loves me, and that I'm deserving of his love, but am I really? I mean, I'm mean to my own best friend, imagine what I am to him. When I get mad at other people and get into a sour mood, I just say mean or rude stuff to anyone, including him. I think my adviser hates me, too. She always looks annoyed when I talk to her, but she looks so happy talking to my other classmates. Sometimes I wonder why I was even born when I'll just make people hate me so much. I'm annoying everyone. This whole rant is probably annoying, too. I feel like I'm acting too self-centered, maybe I am self-centered. No, I actually AM self-centered. Why am I expecting that people will just act according to what I want? I'm not the main character, no one is. We're all just side characters to each other and we even view ourselves as background characters sometimes whenever we feel like our worth is nonexistent. Right? Not sure. Don't know. Really confused. I know people talk about me behind my back. No wait, I DON'T know, I just assume they talk about me behind my back. Earlier, when I told my Vice President to tell my other classmates to stop playing with the balloons (I'm horrified by balloons) and that I know they're playing with the balloons because I can see their reflection on the whiteboard, I heard them reply with "It won't even pop!" or asking their friend "Can you see me on the whiteboard?" and I feel like they're just annoyed with what I just requested. My teacher already got mad at us this Year's End Party because I had a panic attack when the balloons started popping so she told us to not use balloons in the future ever again, so I asked my President to not use those rubber balloons and instead use the aluminum ones. He didn't listen and went on with the plan and whoops! I had another panic attack while my teacher was yelling at the whole class when two of the balloons popped. My makeup was really ruined so I looked so ugly while crying. The worst thing about all of this isn't my panic attack, but the fact that the class officers, mostly my president and his friends, kind of made fun of me and played with the balloons more until all of them had popped. I really hated that since I trusted them so much. I actually looked up to them because they seemed fun and smart, but they were only mean and careless of others. I don't understand how people aren't considerate of what their peers are afraid of, more so, what they have trauma of. Speaking of trauma, I remember that ever since last school year, my president kept bringing up my past relationship with my ex (who SA'd me) and he was all so happy about it even though I already told him to stop bringing it up to me. I couldn't care less if he gossiped about the whole situation with someone else, just as long as he doesn't talk to me about it then I'll be fine. I really shouldn't be ranting like this to the internet but at this point I'm feeling way too low on worth to even give myself the decency of being the slightest bit private about my life.

I'm such a horrible, self-centered, insecure, way too angry, overtly anxious, really annoying, angsty person.

I feel the same I try to be funny but my people don't get my jokes I say every thing that comes to my mind which can very stupid I'm too sensitive and everything overwhelms me i don't how to say the right thing at the right time i don't how to stand up for myself i used to be very good at school every thing was easy now i force myself to study I hate my peers who have better grades than me i hope i can have strength cause I have a dream to follow but stress is making me weak I get I'll just because I worry too much I worry about the future and whether my career choices are bad I'm so reliant on people's opinions I cant live without praise I think this is what makes me so miserable I just want to live the now and believe in my self worth

thats so thoughtful, thanks!!

There will always be a purpose in life even when it feels like there isn’t, I don’t know you or your friend but like any good friend they would want you to keep your head up dude

sad, get over it

hope that not all your happiness is dependent on noah :( it’s scary when so much of yourself is tied to another person’s actions

It is.. but I’ve gotten better now. But still he means a lot to me@@bobatealover14

it's totally okay to feel like that. There's nothing wrong with you. We all feel unmotivated sometimes, and it's okay. Enjoy the present

Same!

im so sorry mh. You don't deserve being treated like that at all. Hope you find someone who gives you the same spark🤍

@@user-ek9lw7nm5w heyy, thank u sm for this, this means so much to me. i met the perfect boy for me who makes me feel like a happy little girl again. love u xx💞

im so sorry to hear that mh. I hope everything gets better

Hi i hope you are feeling a bit better noww, even though it has been only 5 hours since you typed this comment lolol. If i were you i would talk to this friend that flirted with your crush and tell her how you feel about her behaviour In person. For example, you can invite her to eat out, so that it can be easier for you to express how you feel. Also, If she reacts agressively because of guiltyness, try to calm her down and tell her that you understand her and stuff. But if time goes on and she continues being toxic and not respect you, then it would be better to cut her off and invest your time in your other friends.

By the way, about the family part, you should hang out more with your mother and siblings!!This will bring you guys together and having a strong relationship with them will definitely bring better mental health..To sum up, I wish you and your family an amazing 2024

@@violetd333 I feel so much better now, and I'll try to talk to her TYSM for the advice♡ you r so kind

@@kyliee_22

I can relate so bad omg, just know that you’re not alone x

You have wake up..you have to be seen you can't give up on yourself, you don't deserve any of what's happening to you will you really give up..you never know what your going to be in the future. All the biggest stars in history started off a rough life...

😊

i'm here for you if you need a friend

I’m sorry you’ve been going through a really rough time, I promise things will change ❤️ stay safe

@@hippiedebris omg how sweet this is 😭, no ones ever replied to me like this and when I tell you this comment made my whole day! ! I appreciate you so much I hope you have a great day :3 💗

good luck! Send you a big hug from Spain :)

@@AlbaRoldanVesperinas wow, thank you so much! I really appreciate you 😭💝 you are so nice, have a great day! :)

@@mitskisbiggestfan. ur rlly sweet

Thank you for these words I literally scroll through these comments reading then all and answering them this one made me cry I'm sorry for these years u had to go through hope you will find peace if you didn't find it yet❤

I hope you'll still here. The best is yet to come. Just wait

Thanks, I hope you're doing alright too :)

You know I really want to help but I’m an ex Christian and now atheist so if I’m going to help you, you will probably feel like I’m saying shit..

thank you @@Lunemoon000

Same I’m lesbian but I feel like God hates me now

@@Lylaplusaj4life and why do you think god exits? It’s ok to doubt what you have been told.

yeah its sucks@@Lylaplusaj4life

ty!!

I hope you’re doing okay right now. I hope you know that you are heard by a lot of people ❤ Keep going on, you’re doing great.

i hope you’re doing well too!! :D i really needed this inspiration thank you so much 💖 recently, I’ve felt like sleep is all that i can do and i ate little to nothing today. I’m trying to get better with motivating myself and it’s difficult :/ if you need to talk I’m here as well :)

​@@apricate- It's hard, but trying is the first step you need to take. Even just attempting to do something, is better than nothing

@@marylily9532 thank you so much for everything

@@apricate- Im so glad that i've helped, even just a little

@@marylily9532 you too!!! :) ✨

Your amazing

there's nothing wrong about you darling but please take care of yourself even though I'm just a mere stranger

i hope ur doing ok, luv.