0:00 Body 3:27 Self Control 7:15 Gender is Boring 10:20 Imposter Sydrome 12:37 Boys will be girls 16:00 It's alright 19:00 Boys will be bugs 24:30 Take me to church 28:30 They/Them/Theirs 30:45 Burning Pile 35:10 This is Home
Vent: I came out to my mum as a transman about 4 months ago and she hurt me so bad that I had to run away in the middle of the night. I'm now back to living with her and continues to deadname and call me a girl. Last night we had a fight and a few hours later she texted me, "you could dress up as an alien, but I will always see you as my beautiful girl". I cried so hard that passed out. I'm 15 and I'm going to get a job, so I can move out when I'm 16.
Stay strong and remember Your a great guy Your mom is dead wrong Don't overwork yourself Be careful if you do testosterone shots And don't be afraid to ask for help Drink 2 cups at least of water Every hour This isn't a Phase Your doing great You need to eat I've if it hurt Your body is perfect You are a man Don't beat yourself up over your mothers words Your doing great Stay safe Be careful when you move out and were you chose to live Don't over bind yourself Don't harm yourself Talk about your problems and if you can't write them down then burn the page You aren't a a fragile little girl your a strong young man And most importantly don't ignore my word because every single word is true, and I'm so proud that you've made it through this your a Warrior o7
im almost 16 and well i understand this.. i have this with my dad. i mean for me its i guess kinda lucky because my parents dont life togheter and i mostly live with my mom but well my dad.. i just basically had to stay closeted. and my mom well kinda everytime when we meet people she always introduces me and that kinda forces me to stay closeted around anyone including my othet family members/cousins etc. even tho my mom knows about it and has known about it for 2 years or so now..
I don't have much energy to vent; I just spent the last hour bawling on the floor. But thank you for this playlist! It really helped (subscribing for sure)
For every trans, pre-trans or post-trans, I'm sorry that you had to go though the pain of unacceptance and having people you love so much calls you by your deadname, refusing or identifying you as the gender you are not or don't want to be. Please, remember that we're all here together, we accept you as who you want to be, we're all family, blood-related or not but we relate through trauma and what we had to go through. I wish everyone for health and to be happy or at least feel a bit better than you used to.
I'm mentally ill and I love this playlist and I really want to be a boy but I'm not trans because my dad wint even let me leave my room without talking to me I really love this playlist like I used to love my dad
Naur cuz this is awsome, take me to church is an amazing song, honestly lifes just stressful rn, but im in a great household and my mum is adjusting to the fact i went from her lil girl to her epic son, but shes trying
I understand that, but no matter how long it will take, attempt to try your best. Your best will fluctuate so maybe one day you can go out and hang out and get stuff done, and another you can get up. No matter what, it’s your best, and no one can judge. one day it will get better. It’s slow, painful and many times may seem impossible. Just know no matter what, many others on the internet plus me will be rooting for you to come out of it. You do matter, no matter what anyone tries to say
I would like to take the time to emphasize that this is basically just mother mother and cavetown, its still accurate to the title tho as I am both trans and mentally ill
