This lovely ballad unfortunately fuels my sadness and depression. I lost my son 2 months ago today, and can't seem to claw my way out of this black hole that I feel I'm in. He was my everything. He knew how to keep me balanced and how to keep the darkness at bay. I love him with every fiber of my being.
Oh God! I just wanted to relax with this music but I scrolled down to see the comments. Wow 😆 It feels like I've just entered a scary forest of depressed trees.
That feeling that you get when a certain melody reflects your feelings so perfectly, and you can see them so clearly. It's the most beautiful thing I know.
I attempted suicide at one point, went close to death. The moments I was in the hospital I was thinking to myself "I'm going to die now.. For what?" is when I thought to myself that I had wasted the only life I was ever going to live, and I cried for the first time in 12 years ever since my 10th birthday. My shitty life flashed before my eyes and before moments before I had fallen into a coma I had regretted ever making the choice to end my life, I closed my eyes accepting I was going to die and went unconscious for 4 days. I woke up, I survived, and I felt so happy I was in tears again. I lived.
i went through the same thing as you. was in the hospital because i went OD. almost lost my liver because of it. my dad came up to me and asked me “ aren’t you afraid to die?” i told him straight up that i wasn’t scared to leave this world any day and anytime. till this day i still feel the same. when you pass only for a brief moment people will mourn for you but they’ll move on in life. thats how it always has been and will be
Everyone hates me every little thing I do I get blamed can nobody see the pain in my eyes when I say I’m alright but I’m not really, I always fail everything, what talent I have the only talent I have is nothing, I try to stay positive but it just dosen’t work sometimes when I cry I want someone to tell me I’m alright but at night I cry without nobody hugging me telling me I’m alright and I feel so empty nothing to think nothing to say, my self esteem is 0%
To everybody that is depressed and hart-broken: stay strong And to everybody that thinks they are being a wuss: you don't and never will be able to know their pain
Ive had experience with losing people I love (death) yet I have never cried about them not because I did not love them but because I just cant seem to cry no matter what. Yet its interesting how I cry when listening to songs like this and not because I think of them while listening to the song, but piano music some how makes me feel pain and suffer what I have not when I was supposed to. Got to love piano music, also its a very nice song.
But its so hard to stay strong if you lose a friend and not from death........its hard cause it was over hisself he didnt want to be my friend anymore........he wouldnt even tell me why.........its so deppresing.....:'(
I get very mixed emotions when I look at the comments. I see a lot of people who seem like they are in what they believe to be the darkest place they can be in and I wish to help them so, as I have also experienced this form of misery and I remember how badly I needed someone when no one was there. However....I also find myself laughing at the ignorant fools who believe they can slander and mock these hurt individuals to big themselves up when they too, are more than likely crying away over their screens. I am merely but a stranger, however it is that fact that gives me the desire to help those in need and prove that even if a rare commodity, there is still kindness and hope in this frail society.
Don’t kill yourselves it’s bad,somewhere in the world people care about you, don’t let yourself down,don’t exit the world, you only live your life once, make sure you have fun and be happy.
One day I was waking up and I heard my dad listen to this song he was listening it from the kitchen and I peeked to see what he was doing so I saw him put his head down and looked like he was about to cry so I went back to my room and pretended like nothing ever happened and couple weeks later I found this song and listen to it too
Its incredible how life can teach you things, its like a schedule or a list of things, you only live them, it doesnt matter if you learn things from that, it happens everyday.
It reminding me times, when my dad was still alive.. He died when i was 8 years old on hard cancer. Everything has changed, when he died. Kids was very, very mean on me, they hurted and hazed me alot. Nearly all days i cried and i not wanted go sometimes to school. My life was really bad and it still is. Now, i am 12 years old and i not have any self esteem because of kids what hazed me before. I have no friends, i sometimes feeling, that i have nobody. I feeling like it, i don't have any reasons to live. I cried alot when i listen to this.
Everything will turn better when you get in the age of 15 to 16. I still had a bad past,too, when I was in your age. Now I've accepted my loneliness, because I passed through in a half year with my relationship. Everyone tells me that I've changed. Now I go through with the toughtup : "Why shouldn't I change for the love I ever wished to get when I'm happy by changing and doing everything for him and through him?" I'm happy with him and I found my reason of being happy and alive. Now I can say that I want to live. And with the thoughtup that all could end of my relationship I watch into my future that I'll get another person till the end of my life :) Get up, dress up ,stand up but never give up!
When I listen to this music I feel my heart crying , crying for everything I did , I feel bad I feel that I am a really bad person maybe I am , I am always looking for attention maybe it's bad or maybe that's what I need cause I feel lonely , but I don't know why I got a good parents good friends but still I feel lonely , and feel like a loser I don't know why , I don't know even why I am writing this and why I am witting it here whatever I won't lose anything I feel dead anyway or maybe that's what I wish.
I'm feeling a bit like that, too. I'm also feeling like a loser. but come on! no one is a loser! so you not either.... just feel like you're a winner... and try to be happy and work hard. very important: talk to people, and they will probably understand and help you! cheers mate.
I was 12 when I lost my mother.We live alone in some house by our selves.One morning I stand up to be ready for school and that was the moment I realize I would actually never talk with her or hear her voice to ask me how I am.That moment....I can't describe the feel...like whole world whole mountains fel on me and breake me into pieces.It was like when you have home and then with some reason you don't have it anymore and you get out on streets where you have nothing yours.That's how I was feeling in that moment.Now I am 22 and still there s no day I don't think about my mother and now I feel like big part of me is missing in my life..It's sad but I have to fight with that :(
+Agent 225 That's not true. Just being a nice guy actually goes a long way. You don't have to be smart. You don't have to be talented. You don't have to have a six-pack. If you can make a girl feel special, she's yours.
Dear God, thank you.. Because you saved me from my deep depression and pain. But remember.. I'm so weak.. And a great sinner.. I can't walk alone in this crazy world.. Deo gratias..and Ave Maria..
our strength lies in our shared experience of sadness and weakness. we can all relate to feeling depressed/hopeless and we can all help each other just by listening to our stories of misery. there is beauty in that. life is worthwhile, but we need to help each other see why.
I'VE BEEN SO FUCKING HURT BY ALMOST EVERYONE LIKE MY SISTER WHEN I WAS FIVE AND SHE WAS TEN, WE USED TO GO TO DAYCARE TOGETHER SHE HAD TO WATCH ME SINCE I WAS HER YOUNGEST BROTHER (THE ONLY BROTHER) SHE HAD TO BE SURE I WASN'T DOING ANYTHING DANGEROUS BUT SHE NEVER CARED ABOUT ME SHE USED TO LET THE BIG KIDS BEAT ME UP FOR NO GODDAMN REASON THEY PUNCHED ME, BIT ME, KICKED ME, THREW ME TO THE GROUND LIKE I WAS A FUCKING PIECE OF TRASH SHE EVEN BEAT ME UP, PUNCHED MY TEETH OUT (I SHOULD LET YALL KNOW NO CHILD SHOULD HAVE TO BE PUT THROUGH THAT) HELL SHE EVEN LET THIS ONE KID BEAT ME UP SO BAD THE TOP OF MY HEAD WAS FUCKING BLEEDING BADLY BUT "SHE" WAS FUCKING LUCKY I DIDN'T HAVE TO GO TO THE EMERGENCY ROOM SHE ALWAYS GOT AWAY WITH IT THEY MADE FUN OF ME SPAT AT ME CALLED ME NAMES I JUST WANTED TO RUN AWAY FROM THAT BUT NEVER COULD WE NEVER GOT ALONG AND WE STILL DON'T LUCKY FOR ME SHES SITTING HER FAT LAZY ASS IN CALIFORNIA RIGHT NOW WHILE I'M JUST SITTING HERE TYPING AWAY ON MY DEAD UNCLE DANNY'S BED WHILE MY GRANDMOTHERS SITTING IN THE LIVING ROOM SHE CARES ABOUT ME MY MOTHER CARES ABOUT ME BUT I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY MUM STILL CARES ABOUT MY SISTER EVEN THOUGH MY SISTER YELLED AT HER AND CALLED HER A WHORE HANNA'S THE FUCKING WHORE THAT STUPID BITCH. NOBODY SHOULD NEVER HAVE TO GO THROUGH WHAT I HAVE TO GO THROUGH NOBODY SHOULD HAVE TO FEEL ALONE AND SCARED DON'T WORRY YOU ALL HAVE A CERTAIN SOMEONE OUT THERE THAT LOVES YOU SO DON'T FEEL ALONE
Without pain, how could we feel joy? Without regret, how could we cherish pride? Without sadness, there's no use in being happy. Without death, what value is a life lived?" ...... this wonderfully composed piece of pure emotion has touched my heart and has inspired me to write this quote
+imvitable UNLESS YOU GET OFF YOUR ASS AND MAKE IT WORTHWHILE INSTEAD SITTING AT YOUR COMPUTER COMPLAINING. YOU COULD BE OUT THERE MAKING IT MEANINGFUL, MAKING IT WORTH SOMETHING. A LOT OF PEOPLE DON'T AND THEY WERE THE TYPE THAT DIDN'T TRY. SOLDIERS THAT FOUGHT IN THE REVOLUTIONARY WAR: A LOT OF THEM DIED, BUT THEY WERE DOING SOMETHING GOOD. THEY MIGHT NOT HAVE ACEIVED IT, BUT THEY TRIED. THEY TRIED THEIR BEST AND THAT'S ALL THEY COULD DO. THERE ARE A MILLION WAYS WE COULD HAVE DIED BEFORE TODAY. AND A MILLION WAYS WE COULD DIE BEFORE TOMORROW. BUT JUST BECAUSE A SONG IS GOING TO END DOESN'T MEAN IT'S NOT WORTH PLAYING. IF YOU HAVE NOBODY IN YOUR LIFE, YOU SHOULD AT LEAST BE WORTHY OF SOMETHING TO YOURSELF.
Today I saw her. She totally ignored me. I can not took her from my mind. She took my soul. She took everything. I still love her so much. She is my heart my eyes my soul.. She is everything... I...
from someone who used to get bullied, life gets better. As long as you have the will and the inner strength to believe it. It will come true. Stay true to yourself and set positive vibes and live your life happily the way you want to live it. stay strong.
I lost my will to live. I have exhausted my purpose, I was born without hope. I live day by day, ignored and silenced I hear word by word, insulted and scolded. If I don’t live another day, No one would care, humanity keeps walking. I don’t want to live any longer
I often wonder... Why are we here? What is our purpose, if any? Is there a point to living. All of these to me point toward the phrase "no reason." I personally dont believe i have a purpose or a reason to continue living. I think we have become blind to the point that hardly anyone thinks this way anymore. And that my way of thinking is often considered as crazy. Think about it. We are only still here because we are all afraid to die and we create our own purposes when in truth, we have none.
Well there are to many reasons to living u just need to open ur eyes nd see the reality nd think about the good thinks I'm personally Muslim nd I advice u to try to read Coran. Trust me u'll feel good nd it's ur life nd ur choice :)
Well if you want to know the perpose of life you should search for it. There are three heavenly religions which is true. the Christianity, Islam and Jewish.Read each one and choose the one which fit you.And you will find the straight path. I hope you will have it.
I hate feelings, I like this girl a lot and she said I am being to clingy. So I told her I will let her have some time to herself. Why does needing somebody hurt so much? I hate life, I hate love, and there for I hate this world. I hope none of ya'll ever have to go through this crap.
It makes me reflect on just how helpless we are as humans. We move through time, interact with others and our surroundings shaping our future with each blind step we take. Each of our times lines has its tragedies and its joys but in the end we leave the same way we came; naked, afraid...and alone.
I'm not going to ask anyone to pity me after reading this. I'm not going to beg to be heard. But please, if you can spare a moment, listen. I was diagnosed with Depression at a very early age and I've been trying my best to handle it. But, lately, it seems as if all color has been sucked from my life, leaving it bleak and meaningless. Most of the time, I don't want to wake up in the mornings. Please. If anyone has any advice on what I can do, I'd be forever grateful if you could take the time and share it with me. I'm sorry to have taken the time to saddle you with my problems. But I'm lost, and I'll need someone to help me get home again.
dear friend ... I feel your pain, your frustration and fear of how to live. i am 23. and until recently I had everything in my life/ everything what i wanted - money, fame, beauty, friends. but soon i forgot about GOD- and lost everything. I lost myself, lost the meaning of life. I look at the world through gray glasses. no hope of light. I do not remember the last time I laughed. every night for half a year I was crying.( this period was so necessary to me. I learned to appreciate what I have... appreciate your appearance, think more about other people.you should do more good deeds - all automatically passes. the light and the sun will appear again in your life. good things always triumphs over evil. understand that you have only one life. and the time that you spend in grief and sorrow - the lost time. not for that we were given life. you are not alone in this world. there are people who need you. Yes. sometimes difficult to live than to die. then, your grandchildren will love to confess, through what you went through in life. every sorrow - it is a wisdom. and in this there is something good. Do not lower the arms. do not feel sorry for yourself. go towards the problems. someone worse than you. Think about those who are right now in Africa without any food and water.//some where it is a war. There are those who have children and parents die. God gives us as much as we can bear. value your life. Hear yourself. whom you should be. what to do. you should fall in love with something. and then you begin want to live again. strength and faith to you.
My ideas get a therapist if u don't have one. Don't start cutting yourself. Just go around the world and stuff spend money do it and try not to look at the bad that's my advice.
I'm crying, but i don't even know why i'm crying. Nothing's going to change, it's just a waste of tears. I'm still living in this world and i'm not dead. Living in this world is a pain, it's hard for me to wake up every single day and get ready for school. I'm scared, okay? I'm scared of going to school, trying to face the world with a big happy mask on, when i know no one will appreciate me even with a mask on. I don't myself, they don't like me. But i'm scared of dying, i don't want to leave yet, there are things i still want to do, i have my family. But living is a nightmare, a nightmare i can't escape, something i have to face every night.. What can i do?? I don't want to live, but i don't want to die?? Is this being extremely selfish??
Reminds me of the past. Of how I been treated by everyone. I felt so alone, like I didn't exist. Heart been shattered into pieces, no one bothered to help. Not even those so call friends I had.
there was this one time my great grandma passed away and I cried I couldn't bear with it... I miss her so much but she's in a better place R.I.P I miss her so much
This piece is so beautifully composed: powerful, yet simple, easy chords, with strength behind them. The image in my mind is so clear yet I can't explain what this song signifies for me. Something heart-wrenchingly beautiful and bittersweet, but impossible to describe. Amazing. I love this piece so much.
People live their lives bond by what they see as "right and "true". That's what we call reality. However,, "right" and "true" and nothing but vague terms. Our reality could turn out to be an illusion. We are all living by our own assumptions, which is why it's so important reach out of the darkness and misery to the light. I myself have been in that overwhelming darkness, but I managed.
I Remember Playing This Song On Repeat All The Time Back In High School, Even Though It's Meant To Be A Sad Song It Always Helped Me Out, Calmed Me Down, And In A Weird Way Inspired Me.
If you listen hard enough it feels like someone went through something terrible and is lost and don't know what to do it also feels like this person has a lot of on there shoulders.
My brother ate my pizza i had to listen to this.....i wanted to eat that pizza so badly that one last slice and he....he ate it well only a bite but ill never get that bite back forever lost without that bite...he says what pizza when did i do that.... i cry every night...
I feel like whenever I listen to sad music because I feel worthless, it's not the thought of suicide that Crosses my thoughts, its the thought of running away to the mountains, seclusion, isolation, complete dissociation with the world we live in.
After cutting on self the lines "I woke up, i survived, I felt happy & I was in tears again..I lived(going back to black) " - captures the raging complicated emotions towards the last part of this song
I can't cry no more so much has happened in the past that we can not forget and those who are lost to us and let us remind are selves that we are human and that are world is but a lifeless dream....
AM ANFANG DA WAR DIE NAIVITÄT. DOCH SIE IST GUT WEIL SIE REIN IST. SIE IST UNVERDORBEN WIE DAS WASSER EINER KLAREN QUELLE .SIE IST NUR VERDORBEN DURCH DEN EMOTIONALEN GEDANKEN MÜLL DEN WIR UNS ERWORBEN HABEN. DOCH ICH HABE GROßE HOFFNUNG. . Es ist nie zu spät, alles hat seine richtige Zeit. Ich glaube fest daran. Danke für die Musik. Cornelia
This goes for everyone, if you know someone who is getting depressed help them before its too late, most people think that its none of their buissness and they don't realise how serious it actually is..... and when they do its already too late. So please, try your best to help them out, imagine if you were depressed you wouldn't want to be near anybody, you wouldn't them to see what you had become so just please, please help as musch as you can
I really miss myself.... My old self.... My happiness.... I can't see anything now.... I see only darkness around me... It's just hard to be strong... This is not enough to complete this hard life 😢😢
hi my name is Samar and ive lost a friend. He died in a car accident and i just wand to ask if i can use this beat to make a song for him. This is the right beat for askin him in heaven to forgive me all ma faults....i really hope this will be ok....
Nobody can be sure of anything. But we can have faith and believe in whatever we choose to, or choose not to. That is the beauty of life, and the beauty of living.
thanks u guys.....yeah nobody can be sure of anything. i hope ma grammer is not so bad. I am from germany and talkin english is easy but writin it is so hard.....
I have the same thoughts all the time. Everybody keeps telling that you are worth so much more and killing yourself is selfish, but the way how I feel is already killing me inside. I know your pain, and it's awful. I hope there's something that can make you feel better. I wish you all the luck and happiness.
The best thing I have done in my life is when I decided to learn piano. I play other instruments, but the piano is something that makes me feel drowning in happiness through sadness!
Its sad to see a loved one pass, but all they are really doing is starting a new begining. Its sad not seeing them for a while, but later you will see them forever and ever when you pass. Its like sleeping. Once your asleep, you'll dream of them, but when you wake up there right there.
I was reading the comic where spiderman dies... so I put in this music to match my mood and I'm sobbing right now. My pillow is completely soaked in tears. 😭😭😭😭😭😭
im a young person and already I have suffered emotion pain for years and it has come to a point no matter what good I do, what happiness I get or achievement's I succee life takes everything away from me... my family are not literally dead but our bond comparing to everyone else makes it seem like we are.. the relationships I have been in ..all of them cheated on me, lost feelings for me or left me for another guy..theres so much problems about my life I don't have enough space to type here....
as someone with depression i have to agree with you. life is indeed a bitch. people just keep pushing at you and when you retaliate life just points and calls you evil. and also no matter what you think or what people say there is always someone who will miss you. we come onto this world with nothing and we leave this world with only the marks we made on people and the deeds we have done.
Just like the rose we bloom into beauty and fade into memory. Yet even after death we bloom once more and walk this Earth beside those who we loved and who loved us. We are never alone. Our loved ones are always watching over us. Even from the other side of the grave.
I....*sniff*....Long ago in 2000 something, I had a best friend for life, she grew up with me, made new friends together, and go on trips with my daycare. But, when I was in 3rd or 4th( I really don't know), I had to moved to a new daycare because I was moving to a different house with my family. Now, since it's 2015, and Im going to 8th grade soon, I won't see her again. It't been years since I've seen her, I miss her so much. * starts crying * If she's reading this, I MISS YOU, I WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN, PLEASE!!!!😿
