Ive recently learned im extremely fear driven. And the "bright side" i think about is that i avoided that bad situation, or eventually ill get out of this bad situation. It leads to me preparing for the bad times, even when things are good.
yess or sometimes im so scared of even thinking positive things or saying "its gonna be a good day" because of fear id rather think the worst possible case scenario in a sense of having control, false sense tho, but even tho if it would be a "bad" day i would be ok, but it doesnt matter because, the thoughts are always just imagining stuff and ike he said, life is not our thoughts, life is the real deal...i wish to remember this more often
Hi, I am a 19 year old. Grew up in a family of extremely uneducated people who perpetuate endless cycles of ignorance, fear, etc. not as a dump, just to provide some context to where I’m at. I am kind of completely alone right now, and really want to get to where you seem to be in life. Do you have experience with this? Have you always been like you are now? Is there hope that with work I can become like you too?
You getting distracted by nature and its inhabitants is so pure I love it. I’m the same way - I personally have ADHD 😂 .. however, it’s a reminder to just sit and admire life in between serious moments fr! I love seeing the different things around me, idc if I see them everyday loll. 🫶🏽
