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ADHD paralysis & waking up with impending dread 

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@CraftingMom64
@CraftingMom64 Год назад
Waking up with the thought "What special hell awaits me today?" is exhausting. I have to convince myself "It's going to be okay."
@mmmsunshine5367
@mmmsunshine5367 Год назад
😂yup
@play-fool
@play-fool 2 месяца назад
genuinely the worst part of a lot of my days. it's just like the moment that I feel conscious, I feel this shock of anxiety deep in the pit of my stomach and I have to just talk myself out of it to even want to open my eyes. The morning time right after I wake up is the time of day that I cancel the most things, and I usually regret it by the time it's the afternoon and I feel better.
@SN-sz7kw
@SN-sz7kw 11 месяцев назад
I’m 60. Female. And I know this. Had it my whole life with no idea why. As a high achiever I just pushed myself through everything at a high cost. Frustrated & shamed by knowing I was intelligent & highly capable, but made everything harder by not being more focused & disciplined. Diagnosed with ADHD in my 50’s, I’m part of the “lost generation” of women - no one thought girls could have it or what it looked like. You are not alone. The paralysis and dread are real. We have a long way to go, but at least we have validation now.
@js-93308
@js-93308 6 месяцев назад
Lost generation, you nailed it. I'm 56 and just diagnosed 8 months ago.... I appreciate your insight 💜
@insidedianeslife2456
@insidedianeslife2456 4 месяца назад
About your age and might actually be getting tested soon for ADHD. As I get older, it feels harder to focus and get things done. I talked to my Dr today and going to start reaching out for help.
@InnerAlice
@InnerAlice 12 дней назад
58 and considering getting tested. All my life I've thought I was broken because I struggle so much with motivation and organization. My peers always seem more together, further along. They just DO things.
@mariecait
@mariecait Год назад
I love this. I am ashamed to admit I gave up on “success” a long time ago. I know it’s not good because now I waste my days away on my phone in bed instead of living. I take medications for my adhd and anxiety which help me but only to a degree. I grew up with neurotypical parents who tried their best to understand but still (I am 34 and collect disability for depression among other things) ask me “how’s the job search going?” Since I’m on disability and it’s invisible people expect me to performing like neurotypicals. It’s so much pressure. I let go of it. I realized the other day even if I did become a doctor or whatever.. my parents would still be picking at me about stuff. So just be you and do you. A lot of us neurodivergent people need to erase all the years of ableism out of our lives and live in our truth. Our truth looks much different to NTs but it’s better than living a lie everyday just to make them happy. Release yourself of all that Irene! You deserve to know Peace. ❤
@thijsjong
@thijsjong Год назад
Very recognisable. In highschool I was top of the class effortlessly. So the expectations were very high. When I went to university for a masters and dropped out. I could not memmorise anything. Even if my life depended on it. Stress freezes me out and information cannot enter my brain or does not stick. Combined with fitting into a new social environment. A dorm. I just crashed. I also found out I cannot drive a car. A driving instructor paying attention to my every move freezes me among other problems. I had several driving instructors. Including ones who had training in dealing with nervous students. I now volunteer as a farmhand for livestock 15-20 hours a week. I am autistic officially diagnosed and I suspect also A.D.D. I flew under the radar because of masking and the diagnosis was a suprise to a lot of people. I always knew I was different and always played the part.
@jclyntoledo
@jclyntoledo Год назад
@@thijsjong Yeah it might be ADHD related but also when you're ridiculously stressed out or depressed your memory is shot. That's what happened to me at the end of my bachelor's. Thankfully at the end I didn't have many classes I needed to finish. I would suggest trying for a diagnosis or going in and asking for anxiety medications since it's literally interfering with your ability to live a "normal" life.
@mariecait
@mariecait Год назад
@@thijsjong 😔 I am so sorry you went through all that.
@mariecait
@mariecait Год назад
@effy I have my own condo and two cats. I worked for 15+ years. I had to go to part time and now I’m not working at all. I collect disability. I still work though just volunteer jobs. No idea what your comment meant to imply…
@mariecait
@mariecait Год назад
@effy our prisons in our mind. Read up on Dr. Edith Eger. One day you’ll be free. Our state of mind controls everything…
@DeSpaceFairy
@DeSpaceFairy Год назад
It has been a little more than 2 month that I found out I'm autistic (and also ADHD apparently), I didn't know it was a common trait to awake in fight or flight mode, the brain amp up on adrenaline by simple virtue of coming back to consciousness. So what I mean is I'm glad to having found this channel, for your advices and relatable content, thankful that you share with us your experience in a palatable way.
@graciev2973
@graciev2973 2 месяца назад
Do you think the fight or flight thing is related to your autism or to your ADHD or both?
@DeSpaceFairy
@DeSpaceFairy 2 месяца назад
@@graciev2973 Sorry, sadly I can't help you or give an answer with absolute certainty, I'm not neurologist or endocrinologist (our "little misery" don't seem really interesting for researchers when isn't about a "cure" for autism), from the fact there are often overlapping traits it could be either case. But from what I gathered on the net (so has to be taken with a pinch of salt or two), it is more about a unbalance or a resistance to the "feel-good" hormones receptors (dopamine, serotonin, oxytocin, endomophin) into the brain making us (I suppose) hypersensitive to other hormones like cortisol, epinephrine and norepinephrine, then prone to dysregulation at least that my theory but I could also talking out of my ass.
@DeSpaceFairy
@DeSpaceFairy 2 месяца назад
@@graciev2973 Short answer, IDK. Now the long answer, my personal theory is from what is mostly circumstantial evidence at best and the few info floating around the net (aka mere opinion), there are a lot of overlapping between both, could be either one and could be both. How it happens, could be inherent neurochemistry unbalance or a resistance to * "feel-good" hormones in our neurodivergent brains receptors, making us hypersensitive to **stress hormones. But I'm neither neurologist or endocrinologist and had no medical training beyond CPR, therefore I very much have no clue to what I'm talking about. *Dopamine, Serotonin, Oxytocin, Endorphins, Endomophin. **Cortisol, Epinephrine, Norepinephrine.
@babybirdhome
@babybirdhome Год назад
In place of the word “discipline”, I’ve found that another useful word is rigor. So instead of trying to go through my life pushing discipline upon myself, instead I just try to apply rigor to what I do. That accomplishes the same things in most cases, but it shifts the focus onto the output of my efforts rather than trying to whip myself into some kind of mold that I don’t necessarily fit into at that time. But I can apply rigor to my work and my productivity without needing to fit into any particular mold.
@arainaf8611
@arainaf8611 Год назад
thank you.
@alexagates
@alexagates 11 месяцев назад
I really like this distinction! Words matter and this makes a lot of sense to me - I also like to focus more on what I’m doing/the process of output vs proving I can stick to some set of standards.
@ahagotcha
@ahagotcha 11 месяцев назад
I will use it this word now on
@dominiquedoeslife
@dominiquedoeslife 7 месяцев назад
I like this. I’m going to sit with it and see how it lands for me. Thank you for sharing this.
@pampatriciae3937
@pampatriciae3937 6 месяцев назад
Interesting
@eljofrva
@eljofrva Год назад
Mornings are so difficult for me as well. I was relieved after my ADHD diagnosis bc now I know why my internal clock and body can’t adjust to the routine/ schedule of a “productive member of society” 🥺 I was noticing people all around me who get up and workout by 6am and are super productive by 9am and then work all day. I don’t know how people do this and not burnout but we are all unique and different. I’m accepting that this isn’t for me and that’s ok! I no longer believe in “lazy” or feel ashamed for sleeping in or feel like I have to be productive every morning. I allow myself a few mornings a week where I do nothing besides eat and move my body and get coffee. Still, other mornings I find myself not eating at all until noon or 2pm on days I do have to go to work or an appt. Though I know as a hyperactive person I need a lot of protein for breakfast, I still forget or decide that I don’t have time. It’s still such a struggle so I appreciate your content and know I’m not alone ❤
@Kapplerartbloomingdale
@Kapplerartbloomingdale Год назад
I have intruding thoughts about how ugly I am. How untalented I am. How I know that people I meet will. not like me. I dread waking up, as well. I take a step back and realize that my friends, even people I meet, and my physicians tell me "cut the crap thoughts. You are a brilliant and beautiful person. You deserve the Best." - it took me hard wills, hard concentration on my life's prizes. I couldn't take their compliments at first. Now I can and I realize it's just the adhd and autism speaking nonsense to me. Ive been so used to being negative and isolated for so long - I thought it was normal to sabatage myself. You can do it. If you focus on the truer messages not the false ones conjoured up by your dissorders. Thanks for this message. You are far from being alone with this.
@kelsqi-books4835
@kelsqi-books4835 11 месяцев назад
I often wake up scared and not sure what to do. It's awful because it's harder to recognize what's happening and fix it when I'm also groggy. People say to do a routine when you wake up to counteract this, but the executive disfunction is real. ❤❤ I found this video in the morning and it really helped me. Thank you. When i cant watch a normal video i go with ASMR. I'm specific about which asmr i like, but it's great for an auditory stim that's meant to help you relax.
@Alice_Walker
@Alice_Walker Год назад
I can totally relate, mornings are often difficult for me. I feel like I am under water and it takes a long time to get to the surface. I don't have any ground breaking solutions unfortunately, I've just learned that I need to give myself a lot of time to get going. You are definitely not alone in your struggle 💜
@carriecarrie5285
@carriecarrie5285 Год назад
You beautifully articulated everything I feel most mornings. I’m 45 with a family, career, ADHD, and returned to university to complete my degree. As I look back over my life, I’ve been able to “adult” but feel like I’m going to fall to pieces each day. It’s exhausting and like you said, it’s not just the mind, the body remembers and responds. I love your recommendations of managing content, people, etc., and developing a new relationship with your inter manager. This is a great video. Thank you!
@972aida
@972aida Год назад
I really relate to being cautious what I watch or listen to, on "good" days too, let alone on "bad" days. thank you.
@jclyntoledo
@jclyntoledo Год назад
The part about the work schedule though... that is literally where I'm at right now. A full 40 hr a week, I can't do. It's overwhelming and I feel like I burn out fast so I'm trying really hard to make part time work for me but it's really hard when a lot of jobs don't want part time workers or they don't take part time workers seriously. I'm also talking about jobs that pay well and would lead to a career not just a job you do on the side that doesn't go anywhere.
@ggundercover3681
@ggundercover3681 6 месяцев назад
Yes those career jobs won't takw you u as part time. They want full time and it hurts my soul. Knowing I'll have to fake it in this world.
@cheeriotomato
@cheeriotomato Год назад
I could write an essay about how helpful and comforting it is that I have found your channel. Thank you so much for making these videos and making me feel less alone.
@MariahGem
@MariahGem 9 месяцев назад
I really needed this today. I'm not autistic but have raging ADHD and have been over-worked all summer and it kinda broke my brain but I just needed someone to say "just because you're overwhelmed, doesn't mean what you have to do is bad"
@TheSarahmns
@TheSarahmns Год назад
this was actually exactly the kind of content you talked about in the video (grounding, makes you connect with yourself instead of just being a distraction) for me this morning. thank you sooooo so much. I have a test this afternoon and I was paralysed for the whole week not being able to study at all. today I started differently, I took my meds, ate breakfast, cuddled with my cats, took a long shower, did my skincare, did some laundry that was piling up in the floor and I'm now gonna study for my test. and it's okay if it doesn't end up perfect, it's okay if tomorrow I have a bad day. what matters is right now. thank you for your content. it means a lot to me
@TheMusicalElitist
@TheMusicalElitist Год назад
Yup, this is me. I try to be positive, but then I look in the mirror and tell myself "you're an idiot. You don't deserve to be here." I feel like an alien.
@billiethestarseed
@billiethestarseed Год назад
god i feel this so hard. especially today, i just woke up feeling so dissociated and anxious :(
@charlie.saturday
@charlie.saturday Год назад
How you don't have more subscribers blows my mind. You're so honest and so thoughtfully detailed with your explanations. You've helped me tremendously, and I'm sure I'm not the only one
@chenellwashington5281
@chenellwashington5281 Год назад
Man I'm glad I found your videos. I can relate so much to you it's ridiculous. I was diagnosed with Autism, ADHD and dyslexia last year and it's been a crazy ride ever since then. I've been trying to reinvent myself into someone that better reflects who I am but it's hard to do that when I feel paralyzed every time I need to take action. Thanks for speaking on this!
@writerwannabe8778
@writerwannabe8778 Год назад
I am autistic and they think I have adhd, I suspect it too. That combination is hell. The combination of other issues with autism, it's too much. Autism on itself is already too much a lot of the time. I'm burned out so often. I'm so done
@joshuajeffers-williams952
@joshuajeffers-williams952 Год назад
I suffer ptsd and i suffer from anxiety that it makes me cry crying is not a weakness i know that and never givd up on yourself crying is a sign of love ❤❤
@chloestokes2603
@chloestokes2603 Год назад
Thank you for this video it was very helpful and insightful. Low dopamine is horrible, I feel you so much. It's only the Ritalin that tends to get me through those mornings/days. I read a medical journal about the effects of methylphenidate on an ADHD brain which surprised me.. It said that it helps us to focus on all the reasons to do something instead of all the reasons not to. It makes it easier to get up and going without the weight of past failures or self doubt or mental blocks getting in the way, and making it feel like you're wading through sludge with a load of fog in your head. This fascinated me as it truly does feel like that - in a blink of an eye, of it kicking into my system, I feel lighter and happier and grateful and like I wanna make the most of my day vs before where I could only really muster up hiding in bed in a overwhelmed state beating myself up about another (already) unsuccessful day. Previously my understanding was far more literal - I take a tablet which increases my dopamine and that's why I feel better. However that medical journal helped me to see the true deficit of having lower dopamine. It effects every part of us and that when i'm low or cant cope or it feels like i'll never achieve something consistently, it's actually just a sign my dopamine is especially low and that's ok. I can choose to do something naturally that I love/get active to increase this or I can take the medication. It's felt empowering finally understanding why it can be so hard at times. I've found microdosing mushrooms (0.1g) alongside my prescribed dose helps to take the edge off the anxiety and it kinda feels like my brain is getting a hug from the inside out. I can tell it's working in the background to support me mentally (neuroplasticity). Of course everyone is different and i'm not condoning it for others, but it's been such a help for me. The Calm app, or site, is my go to for music or soundscapes that can uplift and ground me. I hope you're having a better day today and know you're not alone in this :)
@alrighttumbleweed4782
@alrighttumbleweed4782 Год назад
Wow those affirmations were really powerful. I think it's so nice to remind ourselves that a lot of the time we feel pressure because we are putting it on ourselves. "I give myself permission to let go of the pressures I'm putting on myself" Beautiful. Thankyou for sharing this Edit: Crappy Childhood Fairy has a free journaling/meditation exercise permanently in her description box. It has helped me a lot with this constant feeling of dread. Just in case that helps anyone 💚
@supereggtartersauce6464
@supereggtartersauce6464 Год назад
10:52 I felt this so fucking hard. Everyday and every night I watch episodes from the show Bobs Burgers because it’s like uplifting and light for me. I watch them over and over again and I didn’t realize I was using it as a stim because I thought it was just a comfort show for me but I’m realizing I don’t even really engage in watching the show I just play it in the background
@Maria7Maria
@Maria7Maria Год назад
Watching this by way of procrastination 😂
@laetitiaa3927
@laetitiaa3927 Год назад
This ks the exsct feeling I've been having sometimes in the morning. Sometimes, in the evening, I struggle to go to sleep at a reasonable hour because I just don't want that next day to come and the dread tjat comes with it. I really want to break this cycle. I will say that habing less stress in my life after finishing school (or...not the same kind of stress) has somewhat helped. However, I really need to implemznt more changes in my life so that waking up and facing another day doesn't feel like a chore anymore.
@jas_bataille
@jas_bataille 5 месяцев назад
I've been dealing with this for about 5 years now. Everyday I have this terrible dread. I tried different medications, and it doesn't change anything. I push so hard, I push through my chronic conditions, and people never ask why you're 10 minutes late and decide that you don't take anything seriously and delete your file, stuff like this. I'm just fighting an uphill battle everyday. I was a super successful kid, I'm a high-achiever, I put on the mask and go so hard people don't even believe that I'm sick anymore. Often the first meal of my day was at my evening shift at a coffee shop. I take a pill to sleep, and one to be awake. But in 5 years I hadn't had a job to motivate me to get up in the morning. All people say is more rest, more sleep - I slept and slept until I just started sleeping way too much every day. Then I rush through my things like crazy. I can't describe how tired I am, how much efforts I put in at work just to be very poor. I can't pay my bills and my friends had to give me groceries. It's hard. I AM motivated. I AM dreaming. I HAVE hope for the future. Hope for the future is NOT gonna change my brain's chemistry and my everyday struggle. I just wish one, a single, therapist, would understand that vision do NOT change your day-to-day life. And then all the jobs left for you are very hard, very early, long hours... and I gotta eat! How do I break the cycle?!
@CheetahSnowLeopard
@CheetahSnowLeopard Год назад
That first minute or so was verbatim what I deal with in the mornings.
@idrawattention900
@idrawattention900 10 месяцев назад
😢Going through what she's talking abt while being a whole MOTHER is the hardest things EVERR & I've been through some crap man.
@SD-rm5ty
@SD-rm5ty Год назад
I just recently discovered your channel and it's crazy how much we are alike! ☺️🙌 Loving your content and the topics you delve into, and demand avoidance is so real girl I totally feel you!! 😭😂😂
@piperjaycie
@piperjaycie 27 дней назад
I’ve always thought that crushing feeling of dread was part of depression but this makes so much more sense!
@lupevilla2734
@lupevilla2734 10 месяцев назад
“Impending dread” I swear I have written that down in my journal so many times!!!
@starblair3716
@starblair3716 День назад
The part about needing uplifting and grounding content is so relatable to me. I've found some luck with those youtube videos of aerial views of different cities and countries with music/calming narration. An ex partner would put them on as I started to stir in the early morning so I woke up to them and I still think of that and feel loved although that relationship is over. I never had someone think about my needs so proactively.
@YodelGoat
@YodelGoat 10 месяцев назад
I can't put into words how much your content has helped me. I've recently discovered my autism and ADHD and it has helped so much to see someone going through a similar experience. I hope your day is well and thank you for your videos.
@garethmorgan3665
@garethmorgan3665 8 дней назад
Not just me then. I found this genuinely reassuring . Thank you . That feeling of dread you have most mornings ( usually week days) is like the lie that you keep falling for. Once you're up it's OK ( hard but OK) but it's like the next day you reset and it all feels too much again. And the procrastination loop my life is stuck in causes me so much trouble.
@joshuajeffers-williams952
@joshuajeffers-williams952 Год назад
Sometimes i cry because im stressed out sometimes i feel like crying helps my anxiety i wish people can read my thoughts to understand how i feel somerimes i feel sad and i pretend to be happy and nice i wish i didn't pretend its what i see in my heart ❤❤❤❤❤
@SharonThiergartner
@SharonThiergartner Год назад
So much love and appreciation for sharing such a vulnerable and beautifully worded description of ADHD. When you described how you might push yourself harder on certain days and finally accomplish something... It still feels like failure. I'm feeling that so much right now. ALSO, and most importantly, you called your cat Miss woman and I want you to know that I call my dog Mr. Mans all the time 😂
@CiudadanaHerzeleid
@CiudadanaHerzeleid 5 месяцев назад
Today is a day that I woke up with ths dread, I made a mistake, I wish I knew this in the morning, I'm almost done with the day but your video is helping me now. Greetings from Mexico.
@Alemarlaa
@Alemarlaa 10 месяцев назад
The way I realized 22 minutes in that you were doing your makeup
@msjnj9126
@msjnj9126 Год назад
You able to articulate everything that I've been feeling and going through so clear. Thankful for coming across your channel.
@liamodonovan6610
@liamodonovan6610 Год назад
You are so relatable that same sense of dread love your intelligent videos
@Plethorality
@Plethorality 6 месяцев назад
You were good, gentle, insightful company, listening to you this morning. Thank you. (I am 58. And yes, you were well worth listening to )
@jessicacass1783
@jessicacass1783 Год назад
I am grateful for this video, this content. I am newly self diagnosed in process to official (F40), sorting out what is me from all the years of sheltering my parents from their trauma while knowing I had needs I didn't know how to communicate and no one trying to translate. I was VERY quiet, but interactive so I guess I didn't raise many alarms...or enough to raise an eyebrow anywhere. I look back and realize how neglected I felt. I'm learning about executive functioning and boundaries and how to figure out which needs are my autistic needs and which needs are my trauma needs. When you talk about waking up with dread I just so needed a method of how to be the one in charge when this happens if that makes sense. Thank you.
@insidedianeslife2456
@insidedianeslife2456 4 месяца назад
This video is totally talking to me. And discipline is a word I have trouble with because it feels like most of the time I do not have it. Can I get myself to do things? Yes, but at times no. I totally turn to food, videos, and sleep when I am feeling overwhelmed. I am not a spring chicken and still working on this. I really needed to hear this video today. It was an anxious day.
@sylviamaike6866
@sylviamaike6866 9 месяцев назад
I'm sitting here on a "good day" where I got it all done and then some but didn't have that sense of accomplishment... and just want to thank you that as I work into the night I no longer feel alone. There are other people doing this with me. There are others who understand. Thank you for that.
@play-fool
@play-fool 2 месяца назад
It is so unbelievably validating to hear you say all the things that I think or feel. especially the part about how when you finally accomplish something and you realize that it's something that everybody else can normally do without much effort, instead of it feeling like a small win you still feel like a failure. It creates such a depressing feedback loop in which there are no rewards even when you have to work doubly hard for something as somebody else does, or even triply, quadruply hard to do something basic. part of it is that having autism and ADHD can lead to so many thoughts of self-hatred because you don't feel adequate for anything, You have such a hard time getting things done even though you want them to be done perfectly, You have all these words and you can speak so eloquently when it doesn't really matter but as soon as you need to communicate something important the word start to fall away or mix up. I just wish I could get back to the younger version of myself who would have been much more pleased with the small wins that I make nowadays.
@jclyntoledo
@jclyntoledo Год назад
So relatable though 😭😭
@grayj7441
@grayj7441 Год назад
I'm Hyperactive. I have Hypertension, Anxiety, and Depression. Hania Rani - G-major. It's got beautiful visuals. Little bits of beauty, comedy, philosophy, art, music is how i get through a day.
@stesj4
@stesj4 11 месяцев назад
For me it's so encouraging looking at your videos and finding out that there are people out there with the same struggle as me, I'm 61 and recently self diagnosed myself with ASD and PDA. For the first time in my life I'm not feeling all alone. You are so good at describing what happen inside a NDP, I've learned so much from your videos. I gonna start the process of getting my diagnosis thanks to people like you, people I have so much in common with.
@andrearae264
@andrearae264 Год назад
yes to ALL of this, thank you for sharing
@ElenyM
@ElenyM Год назад
I relate so much to this topic. Thank you so much for your transparency.
@jose11032
@jose11032 Год назад
This channel has just swept me off my feet. You are describing both my feelings and psysical experiences that I have never been able to put into words. I'm 36 and this year I got my ADHD-diagnosis. Now they don't think I am autistic - but I just KNOW I am. It feels like the ADHD is my mask and my driving force - but the autistic traits are just ME, my personality. You have taught me so
@wiegraf9009
@wiegraf9009 Год назад
Thank you for all the great thoughts and advice!
@nala6028
@nala6028 Год назад
i resonated with this so deeply thank u for sharing and making me feel less alone 🫂💗
@Loopisus
@Loopisus Год назад
You are such a gift to this world. Thank you for making these videos
@Brocolli_Pizza
@Brocolli_Pizza 9 месяцев назад
Your videos are so powerful.❤
@zofiathebrave4820
@zofiathebrave4820 Год назад
Thank you Thank you Thank you. Affermations are so strong.
@alecxszandra
@alecxszandra 10 месяцев назад
So glad I found your channel, relate to a lot of this so much and its really helpful to hear your perspective.
@elly946
@elly946 Год назад
It’s one of the most important videos for me I’ve watching on this channel so far. Thanks for you hard work and sharing your wisdom with us.
@litzyflores7018
@litzyflores7018 4 месяца назад
I really needed this thank you❤
@lightunfolding33
@lightunfolding33 Год назад
Hi Irene - I want to let you know that I really enjoy the content that you put out on your channel. Your channel (along with other online resources) helped me to realize that I was Autistic and to receive a formal diagnosis a couple months ago. So thank you for that! I really resonate with what you are talking about in today's video. I have experienced that sense of impending doom for as long as I can remember, not everyday, but it is a regular visitor. It's definitely tough waking up in the morning like that, and for me can color the rest of my day. Like you said, it's important to check in with ourselves and see what we need self-care wise in order to get through our day as gently as we can. Being newly diagnosed, I am still very much learning what works for me, but so far I've responded well to utilizing pacing/energy conservation techniques, taking multiple breaks during the day (especially for stimming), and if my body/brain is giving me a hard "no" - then I don't push myself to be productive. It's very different from how I used to treat myself pre-diagnosis, and I am seeing positive effects overall. Have a blessed day! :)
@iamthecozyking
@iamthecozyking Год назад
Thank you so much for sharing. I am 38 and Autistic. I can relate to many of your experiences.
@ICantEvenImagine
@ICantEvenImagine Год назад
I so appreciate you. I am realizing that I too have autism as well as adhd and it is a lot to deal with sometimes. But I love your videos and it makes me feel less alone in this world coming from this perspective. Thank you for showing up ❤❤❤ so much love to you!
@evaeggen7825
@evaeggen7825 Год назад
I love ypue videoes, you are so right about the kack og selfcompassion, most of us with anxiety and depression combined with Add and or ASD, we often think about the thing we dont master as well as other people do, and we should be able too. You are a very good explainer and alsi a good teacher!!❤❤
@mi6155
@mi6155 10 месяцев назад
i resonated so much with your phrasing of how we view success. when you talked about when we do eventually push ourselves to reach our goals, we downplay our work just because we feel we should’ve already achieved those goals. i never really knew how to phrase it, as someone with adhd and anxiety. i was never really happy whenever i accomplished something/learned something because i just downplayed it or ignored it. now that i hear you talk about how we view your own success, i realized how much of an issue it is because i’m not the only one. it’s really helpful watching your channel because after every video i find myself discovering more about my habits/behaviours.
@sarahwilsonuk
@sarahwilsonuk 3 месяца назад
From the outside I look successful in my job. I manage a team and I do take medication. On the inside I have imposter syndrome, anxiety, overwhelm and this feeling of impending dread every day. With more money and getting to do more interesting things comes much more overwhelm. I stepped down from a job once but I was so incredibly bored. What I really want in life, and always have, is to work for myself. I just have no clue how to get there.
@BeHumb13
@BeHumb13 11 месяцев назад
This helped me so much. Thank you😌🙏🏽❤️
@user-rg6ht6bu7q
@user-rg6ht6bu7q Год назад
You’re very well spoken and your content is relatable. I also have to watch what/how much media I consume, which wasn’t the case until recently
@mariamb7409
@mariamb7409 Год назад
Thank you for your Videos they mean alot to me
@katemostreicher
@katemostreicher 10 месяцев назад
This video gave me hope ❤
@darlingnyibz
@darlingnyibz 12 дней назад
This was so empowering for me. I just needed a reminder to go slow and have empathy for myself on days I can't do much and to shut down that voice system that constantly expects me to have it all together. 💞
@keatonlovlyn2848
@keatonlovlyn2848 Год назад
Thank you so much for this video such a great summary of my experience going through nursing school with ADHD. Doubting whether I’ll make a good nurse even tho I’m constantly told that I will by patients and nurses I work with because my abilities have made the educational aspect so difficult. And yet when I vocalize them out loud to other people they don’t get it or write it off as lack of effort, making excuses, or worst of all not caring about the assignment. Jordan Peterson was the first person I heard discuss the idea of coming alongside your inner mind as a friend and co-pilot and gently guiding your inner thoughts towards a mutually beneficial and agreeable solution instead of beating yourself over the head with your own expectations/obligations. But the way that you vocalized it here was beautiful and made me consider it in a new light. So thank you please keep making content
@PraiseYESHAYAH
@PraiseYESHAYAH Год назад
I SO relate to this video, as soon as you started talking, l literally broke down in tears, no more like boo hoo crying 😢...glad to know it's a community of us out there and we can all stick together ❤..
@ChristianCooper27
@ChristianCooper27 5 месяцев назад
I just found your channel my friend sent me this video link they told me to watch this video so that I can understand them better and I am glad that I watched it I learned alot not just about them but I also learned something about myself as well so thank you for making this video
@krystalestrella9098
@krystalestrella9098 3 месяца назад
I relate so much to what you have shared especially about how the mornings feel. Thank you for being brave and sharing and for being vulnerable .
@luvBB4lyf
@luvBB4lyf 11 месяцев назад
Holy shit, you managed to summarize what I’ve been going through all my life…. Honestly thank you! It’s so hard to describe these feelings and experiences in words, which sucks when trying to explain this to others even my therapist, but you’ve helped me give words to them
@Maimelodie
@Maimelodie 9 месяцев назад
This made me cry so much, since it hit so close to home for me.
@quixotichippie
@quixotichippie 8 месяцев назад
thank you for this, for being so candid and compassionate... been in a really intense anxiety spiral/paralysis the past few days and The Algorithm finally smiled on me, this was exactly what I needed 💕
@uncomfyclown
@uncomfyclown Год назад
your content has been way more beneficial to me and my neurodivergence than years of therapy has. don't get me wrong, i love my therapist, but she doesn't really specialize in adhd/autism, and she has been helpful to me in other ways. but sometimes i feel like i hit a wall with them, especially when i come to them with struggles of this in particular. and it is very expensive therapy that I'm only so luck to not be paying for myself. so, thank you.
@saradahioui5522
@saradahioui5522 2 месяца назад
11:31 about the content, I highly recommend a guided grounding meditation. I listen to one everyday. It has soothing music too and at the end I feel grounded and a lot less stressed. I hope that works for some of you too!
@u_h5
@u_h5 4 месяца назад
I'm glad that I found your channel. I found my community in the comment section ❤. Reading people stories and advices/tips really help me.
@Nunyabidness20
@Nunyabidness20 4 месяца назад
Amazing! Thank you for posting this, I never knew how to explain this to ANYONE!!💝 Waking up feeling that same exact stuff!
@juliaboot2253
@juliaboot2253 2 месяца назад
Thank you for being so vulnerable and open. As a highly sensitive person that is neurodivergent it was nice to see I’m not the only one. Thank you for showing the grounding and being kind to yourself moment. I’m going to try this. Thank you again.
@clivematthews95
@clivematthews95 3 месяца назад
You have such a soothing voice, I hope this video improved your mood for the day
@lulee7375
@lulee7375 8 месяцев назад
Binaural tones are amazing ❤
@Hamless_Kiwi
@Hamless_Kiwi Год назад
I’m so thankful to find this video I’ve been having a really hard time stuck in life living Groundhog Day
@DeeDee-ww9ve
@DeeDee-ww9ve Год назад
Thank you for your Video, this is exactly how I feel. I have Autism and they suspect ADHD too, sat in my garden, crying! Finally, someome understands
@lavselkie
@lavselkie 4 месяца назад
Hello ❤ I just discovered your channel a few days ago and it is a gem. Thank you for all you do. I understood so much about myself, I always thought I was broken or wrong somehow... I recognize myself in all your videos and I finally feel a sense of hope. My kids are also aspies and I'm gonna watch your clips with them, so that we learn about ourselves.... thank you again so much ❤❤❤❤❤
@MeaganSal96
@MeaganSal96 6 месяцев назад
When you took a sip of coffee and grounded yourself I felt myself relaxing too
@AndersBakfeldt
@AndersBakfeldt 5 месяцев назад
Thank you, that made a difference to me.
@halyjeane
@halyjeane 3 месяца назад
something about having what feels like my day to day life, for years, described on video by a person i have never met, really makes me feel normal and seen. Irene, your content is quality as hell and deeply important
@blondesporster883
@blondesporster883 4 месяца назад
Sorry you feel that way But thank you for posting! I realize that I’m not alone ! I feel this way
@joshuajeffers-williams952
@joshuajeffers-williams952 Год назад
people dont understand how i feel 😔😔😔 and my thoughts sometimes when people do so much for me i still feel hurt and sad its just how i feel but never give up always have hope and life will always be good cuz god makes its good for us he just wanna see us happy 😊❤❤❤
@TechnicolorGothic
@TechnicolorGothic Год назад
Just your title alone was enough for me to know exactly what you meant.
@thaislocatelli4022
@thaislocatelli4022 6 месяцев назад
My beautiful girl, thank you so much for sharing, you give me strength to keep going...you have no idea! It feels like home, like a warm hug, we understand you and you understand us ❤ thank you
@work_in_progress161
@work_in_progress161 9 месяцев назад
Please never stop to make this videos ❤️ my favourite grounding steam is Rowena Tsai the RU-vidr. I also feel dread in the mornings and struggle to get started on anything for hours
@user-cg1wr1lj5d
@user-cg1wr1lj5d Месяц назад
Your thought provoking and beautiful to me. I thought I was alone . Stay strong ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
@maxblack2230
@maxblack2230 9 месяцев назад
I have the same horrible feelings around midday on some days. Thanks for sharing ❤️
@BilliesCraftRoom
@BilliesCraftRoom Год назад
I hear you, so relatable.
@MarcieKP144
@MarcieKP144 11 месяцев назад
Oh so me 😢. Thank you for this 🙏❤️
@mikebuchanan8647
@mikebuchanan8647 4 месяца назад
I don't know exactly what I want to say here or why but I've been trying to find a way to describe my state sometimes lately and this sort of morning dread feels like it resonates. Thanks for describing it.
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