This is exactly the problem I've been dealing with. For 5 years I've been pretty much a hermit. Alone in nature there is usually no "little Sue". I am just awareness /timeless contentment. As soon as I interact with people I shrink down into personhood, with all my neurosis and annoying ego trips/ anger/sadness etc....I hate it!!...It's exhausting. I just don't have it in me to do it anymore. 😐I don't know how to interact with people anymore. I have no interest in hearing peoples trivial drama or my own.😳
I second that experience. I’m ready to just be done and go back to non existence or whatever although my ego is scared of hell realms. Meh. One day soon enough we’ll all die. The cast will be replaced and apparently this goes on for fucking ever. Oh the joy 😂
It's a year since you made this comment ... how are things now? Thanks, if you have time to reply. Hope I see it ... Will come back to have a look as RU-vid doesn't send me notifications any more (since I deleted it then reinstalled it; just giving context in case I don't reply). Am new to Adyashanti ... from nearly everyone else! Including Tony Parsons, Terry Stephens, Byron Katie ... Sailor Bob (lovely man) ...
The man who askes the question has a lot of courage! I recognize that movement from the ground of being to a kind of personality. Great to ask whether that is needed. Not so easy to stay so clear,
