Your story is my story. I cared for my brother who had a 30 year drug addiction. My brother was also like my child. So interested to hear of your emotional roller coaster and how you took 3 years to get over his death.. It's been a very lonely journey, although I too had the emotional support of my own family. I salute your courage.
You've helped 1 person for your brother thank you x I will beat this 😘booked my appointment! Your brother was a very lucky man to have a sister like you !I take my hat of too you and your sacrifice to honour what you believe.your amazing 😘😘😘
My husband rip was a alcoholic he gave me a very hard life. I didn't everything to save him from himself in the end he left me for a women who also had a drink problem so she inabled him. He was a very sad man in the end he died from cancer.
hadn't drank for 3 weeks, got back on it today. last drink I had 3 weeks ago I had nearly 50 cans. I've had about 4 of those ridiculous suicidal sessions in the last year and I'm drinking way too much inbetween. what would be most ppls Saturday night, that's my mid week little drink. I've had hallucinations, cried my bollocks off.. I have a drinking problem for sure but I really want to learn to be sensible with alcohol rather than abstain. I'm 29. can you determine anything from that? I'm going to Sefton ambition and philippi trust counciling. I'm staying in a hostel and the support workers here are all lovely and very supportive. I think it may just come down to me having to abstain completely though. I've had 10 cans kroneberg and 4 cans red stripe, I'm doing OK this is just a slightly excessive binge but I'm glued to your videos and you've got me questioning myself. any thoughts from that information mate?
I can't speak to whether or not you are an alcoholic, but I am. I finally realized after years of trying to control my drinking that the only way I was going to survive was to abstain completely. I know it is so scary to think that you're never going to be able to drink normally if you are an alcoholic, I just know that after many years of sobriety I have a quality of life now that I never would have imagined in my wildest dreams. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Lynnie L. thank you. meh..I was drunk that night.. more drunk than I am now just about, but yknow.. I recently turned 30 and a few weeks ago I passed out, slept on my father's kitchen floor and pissed myself. my little sister was kind enough to throw my piss stained shit in the washing machine so I woke up to fresh smelling clothes gratefully. the thing is, I really didn't drink that much.. in retrospect I feel like I'd healthily let my guard down and stopped trying to fight the intoxication with adrenaline. my dad can handle a good few pints but he also starts nodding after his typical 3-4 beers everytime without fail. he used to be an excessive drinker. not quite to the extent that I have been but I can't help but feel maybe this is my way of growing up. I really hope so
taliwakka27 I'm so sorry . ..how terrible you must feel , I know personally the horrid, self loathing that comes from such terrible binges...wanting to die, being afraid the next time you pull one of these binges that you will...I hope you can get relief
Joann Hutchins thank you. I'm on another stupid binge now.. I stopped taking these SSRIs I was on on 3 weeks ago. The real reason I stopped taking them is because I'm craving other drugs that I shouldn't take while on them. They helped me with hangover anxiety but I'm back at square one now...sigh. good luck people anyway. I certainly need some luck on my side
@@Talisman09 i hope you are ok now. Im a piss head. I love it at the time then hate not knowing where the day has gone. I dont go out drinking. I do it at home. I can stop, but dont want too. Take milk thistle and vit b. It will help youre body recover.
