ALL ABOARD THE FEELS TRAIN! - That Dragon Cancer 

Welcome everyone! This video is a very different video from what I would normally put out and you're going to see a very different side of me in this video but I really hope you all enjoy :D Thank you all so much for your support

"Hey it's you again! I love you, you're my friend" I lost it at that point 😭

Me: I'm not crying you are Everyone else: yeah man we're all crying no ones ashamed Me: *TEARS UP* *sniffles*

These are the things some people don't see. The pain people go though mentally and physically is sometimes impossible to imagine. This game is so beautiful and tells the truth so much, I respect those who lost because of cancer

Cancer is a dragon breathing fire that only some can avoid some get hit and fight through but others arent as lucky

I kept it together until the last part at the picnic when Joel said "I remember you" I started sobbing

There is a lot of sad things in the comments right now, so I'm gonna try to brighten it up. Everybody who has ever lost someone to anything, your not alone and it's okay you'll get through it Have a good day.

I started crying when Joel did because I thought "he probably knows his life is over soon" : (

It’s not just the anniversary of the day Joel died, it is also the anniversary of the day Joel entered Heaven, and that is worth celebrating.

That moment when ur about to break, then an ad pops up

Thank you Mini for playing it. I almost forgot this game... I have lost so many people in my family against cancer that remembering them make me cry all over again, specially that one close to me died on April of this year. I was very attach to her... She was my mother aunt... At least she left peacefully but still... I cant get in my mind she already gone. Again thank you.

My mom just died this past September from a pulmonary embolism...a blood clot that moved to the lungs and stopped blood from going there. About 2 hours before she died I had to go down stairs of the house to do something. My aunt (her sister) was watching TV, while my mom was asleep in her chair. When I went down stairs my mom sounded like she was gurgling as she breathed. As it turns out, that was fluid building up in her lungs and in a way she suffocated. At around 1am, my aunt knocked on my door with me and my girlfriend asleep. She was frantic and saying that the paramedics are doing everything to recesitate her. I walked out to the living room, to see a Lucas brand CPR automated chest compressor over her, while another paramedic was pumping air into her with those bag things. I go back to my room and was just in shock seeing what was going on. Pretty much was emotionless and numb from it. My girlfriend held me. About a half hour later my aunt came and knocked om the door again crying and saying "I'm so sorry, but your mom is gone". I told her I'm sorry too. My girlfriend and I just held each other for a little bit and I went back out to the living room and then into my parent's bedroom with my aunt and dad and a sheriff. It took about an hour for the coroner to arrive from Minneapolis to get my mom. The sad thing is, that day before I was helping my mom stay balanced while trying to use crutches as she broke her ankle a few days earlier, about a month after my dad had his heart attack. He was off from work for a month, then went back to work. A week after he does that, my mom dies. Helping my mom with the crutches and then giving her a hug was the last big thing I did for her before she died. I don't fully comprehend what the hell happened exactly. She was put on a blood thinner and was cleared from the hospital with no blood clots...a couple days later she's gone. The paramedics had the gall to say that she looked like she was abused by us, because she was bruised...even though we told them multiple times that she was on blood thinners, which help cause bruising. Watching a parent die before your eyes is one of the worst things you can ever witness. I am not a drinker, but damn, at that point I kind of wished I was. Spend as much time with your family, no matter how much they piss you right off, just spend time with them because you never know when someone could die.

*You have to enjoy the little things*

i wish this was a movie R.I.P Joel

I almost died. It wasn't cancer or a disease. It was just words that caused it. And a few hits. Suicide attempt #1: March 20th, 2016, the day before my birthday. Attempted overdose. Suicide attempt #2: December 4th, 2016. Cut over 10 times on each arm. Almost died. Honestly I'm glad suicide didn't work. At times of course. But the feeling of wanting to die, never will go away from me.

My favorite thing about this video is how many of the comments are people telling others about their problems and others supporting them. I think it's cool that there is no messing around.

even the pain of a stab wound couldn't compare to Losing a loved one

This hurts like hell since my dad died of cancer, and seeing + watching this... hit home for me in so many ways.

my first grandpa died when I was 5 from cancer. My second grandpa was diagnosed with an early stage cancer, but was treated and now he's luckily cured. This hit me like a 6000 ton truck

okay ive fallen apart that was really powerful

1:06:24 thanks for the good luck and all that...but i lost my mom from cancer when i was eleven

Joel, may you forever rest in peace, you never got to experience life to its fullest, and you are missed by many.

Three years ago I almost lost my younger brother.... well kinda did... he died for 45mins but came back to life... making me cry thinking of it

Yea.... My freind has cancer... He is a good friend of mine and I just can't imagine life without him... He is like my brother and my life would be so... I would be so lost without him. he can't leave me.

R.I.P Joel your in a better place now

i have to say this game was the first game since Beyond two souls that Broke me

I always love coming back to this video and seeing this sentimental and sensitive side of mini it's truly amazing how sweet he is inside and out ♥️♥️♥️♥️

God damn it, Mini, I love you...I'm so sorry for what has happened..you've actually been helping me through a lot of..stuff..thank you for, well, you.

I broke when he read those cards in the hallway

I think mini ladd is gonna be a great father someday, based off how much he seems to care about joel

R.I.P. Joel. May he rest in heaven, knowing that his story is being told.

It doesn't matter what you do go do it even if no one wants it "even if your trying to act all bigg and tough it opens your eyes when you realize life is easier than what you think it will be!" -Minnie Lad 2016-forever

I apologize things are like this and I know how it is to lose someone, rest in peace Joel, you were a blessing and it is an honor, even if I only get to hear your laughter.

This game hit me so hard... I have a friend who has cancer, she's had it 6 times and she's been fighting it for almost 8 years

My grandma lost her life by working and had cancer... She was my everything until she past away. When i herd the news of her lost i was speashless... Same as my uncle... He commited suecied and when i herd about it i fell on my hands and knees and cried about a hour. Thank u for reading this if your mini and for everyone else around me. Thank u.

R.i.P my grandma 07/23/03 (cancer)😭😭😭

This game broke me.

Good thing mini isn't mark. Mark would be crying in the first five minutes

seeing my lovely friend Craig tearing up inside like this, makes me cry as well. I cried at the cards, the bottles, the church... But seeing Craig tear up makes me cry too...

I broke down at 13:29, little did I know how sad this experience got

crying within the first twenty minutes. Well I'm going to be a train wreck after this.

anyone else sob uncontrollably?

after what happened to my grandpa (died from throat cancer) I could connect well (I couldn't say goodbye) that was in 2010😩

I haven't cried in about 6 years... this broke me.

This is so sad, I just cant hear this child cry. R.I.P Joel Evan Green

when i started to heard the live voice recordings my heart instantly fell

A friend of mine died of cancer when he was 3 months shy of his 10th birthday and I was devastated because he was my only friend in grade 2

thank you mini for making this. and playing that..it makes me see what people can actually be like, like when you shared how you felt and how it doesnt matter what race you are or culture or anything. its the fact that we are all people living on the same earth and we should appreciate what we have while we have it. thank you mini. truly thank you

at 37:08 I felt what you felt mini I cried s little, I know what its like to lose someone....

My Great grandpa died of cancer when I was 7, I remember my mom telling me in her and my dad's room, I.... I didn't take it well, it wasn't my age that made it hard, in fact I was pretty mature for my age, it was the fact that I was too mature, I understood and remembered and realized that I would never see him again. I cried, I cried for so long, and you know what's funny, he said to his daughter, my grandma," don't you dare hook me up to that machine if I'm dead", it made me think that maybe it's better that he's gone, no pain, no suffering, and that he's in a better place.

mini....this is beautiful....the point you started crying I lost it...I normally don't cry...but...this...I'm speechless.....the feelings you were showing here...I wish all guys were like you....this is just.....I have no words for this except thank you...thank you for sharing this with all of us....

my mom was in stage 4 cancer I was hoping and praying she would get better and it was a meracl that she got better 😭

when the father said if i hold him tight enough nothing can take him right? it reminded me of my father he didn't die of cancer but of a meth related heart attack and i was only three i realized that i never got to tell him that i love him or ever got to say good bye. it pains me when other people are not happy that i will try my hardest to make them happy so they never have to get to anything as worse as that feeling that i have.

its ok to cry mini we wouldn't make fun of u for doing it

someone I knew died from cancer ,my hearts sank in tears

Love this video make me think of my grandmother that passed from cancer

when he was with Joel while he was crying in the room. That got me. Even tho i've never had anyone close to me with cancer it still hit me. I wish Joel could still be alive for the sake of his parents and so he could have a full life of fun things to come. Rest in Peace Joel you will be missed.

Craig, this side of you was always there. Even when it's not showing. Thanks for playing that game :)

I heard someone was arrested for trying to sabotage cancer researcher's work and when asked why they said "cancer should not be cured because it's a gateway to the Lord" blew my mind

hey Criag, i know this video was up a year ago but i just wanted to say i know the tough things everyday. And not alot of people thank you for that. But, i just want you to know that i think you are such an amazing person.And i just thought you should know that you have helped me through so much, and in truely thank you for that. A couple of years ago i lost my grandma to brain cancer, and the hard thing is that she died 2 days after my birthday. and i knew that i am not the only person who loses people in their life time. but the thing is that all of use end up losing something or someone that we truely love. and we all feel the same pain as one another. Craig you have helped me by just being you, not by the content you upload or the games you play. its the smile you put on your face even when you, yourself are going through something hard. so thank you Craig for being you and not trying to be someone else.

For all the people that gave this a thumb down. REALLY this happened in real life. You people are crazy. SHOW SO E LOVE...

This isn't a game it's an experience

i started to cry when the photograghs came up

'There's nothing you can beat more than a pet' 21:20 Oh dear....

I can't give my grandpa that's been amazing to me that has diabetes a hug because i used to live with him, but i had moved across seas before he had diabetes, so he's in america and i'm in australia, and he's seriously been so amazing to me, and he's still alive but i can physically hug him, and there's just not enough time in the day to talk to him... I really hope he doesn't die, like seriously, again, he's been so good to me, i think i love him more than my parents... ;-;

I had to b lymphoma non-Hodgkin'sI was diagnosed May 15, 2014 and I'm in remission now and it's been almost a year from today that I was cancer free

Im Ethan and I'm 23 i used to have a kid but he died from cancer when he was 3. I had cancer as well when i was a kid but I fought through it. This game reminds me of my life, and i cry every single time i watch it. R.I.P Luke i love you.

My absolute favorite line comes right after this. Taken out of context its glorious. 21:21.

I was crying I nether wanted to go through that feeling again and this game just feels so real and emotional.

Mini first of i, on behalf of everyone here, can say thank you. This is without a doubt the best video you have ever done! The reason i say this is because this shows the real you. Not the hilarious character, but the serious, down to earth man that we all love. I want to say thank you! I hope you're ok, and we all are always here for you man! You are always going to be one of the inspirations to me. Hopefully one day i can become as successful as you. Once again, thank you!

Dont even know where to begin with this.. Im so glad you made this video. It was such a journey to go through. I teared up way more than I feel like I should have, but oh well no shame. Im so sorry to hear about whatever you have been through, no matter who it was I cant imagine how painful it must have been. But they can see how great of a person you have become now and how many people you have affected around the world. It is great to see the more deep and down to earth side of you that we dont always get to see in like Mario Kart or other gaming videos. It definitely made me think about things going on in my life, and I thank you for this video. Best of luck to you in everything you wish to do. Love your channel, and I can appreciate it alot more now seeing more of you. See you in the next one.

this hit me for a simple reason of, i watched my great nan go through this and i watched her pass, ive watched my mum go through breat cancer twice and luckily win but im now watching my great grandad go through it as well and this video hit my feels in places i didnt even know i had and id just like to say that you MiniLadd are a inspiration, even if you do goof about i enjoy it because that makes things easier sometimes and i wish i could meet you to thank you in person for what you have done for me mentally but i know that wouldnt happen but i just thought id take a couple minutes out my life to say, thank you, for helping me through some really tough times and making thigs a bit easier to cope with, not better but easier, Thank you ❤

I know how you feel Mini, my great aunt died from cancer a few years ago and my grandpa had just got diagnosed with stage 4 bone cancer, which means it's not cure able, he only has a few more months and I just have a bad history with cancer. I pray for anyone who has lost a loved one from this horrible disease. I hope that soon enough, we will find a cure.

I had a pet that meant the world to me and then she just laid down and didn't get back up again. Never to run again, never to play again, and I know she is happy somewhere else and that I'll see her again, but I've never been the same sense that day and It kills my heart every time I remember that and I never ever want to let her daughter go because I want something to hold on to…… :(

wow that brought me back to my mom fighting cancer so long ago. an man this video hit me so hard. thank you mini for doing this game

I love this so much it brought me to tears. It really shows the side of people you never see when their going through rough times

My mum is currently battling cancer.

Who ever dislikes this video you are cold hearted.

Thanks Mini, for sharing this with us. You are inspiring, and such a nice person. Thank you

I couldn't continue any more on 22:00 when the dog moment was showing...I had a dog back in Romania name bleki no one knew what kind of dog he was... but was a tiny fellow...he died few months later when I had to go back to America...so this moment brings me back to the time I had fun with him...god I miss him...but I got a dog here name Maxie boxer good dog...when I went to go feed him Maxie went running back and forth like laps...he usually doesn't do that... he then stops at me looks up and sniffs at the invisible image he sees that I don't...the gave the idea that it was bleki having fun with Maxie...how I knew is that he usually sits between people's legs to have fun...so sorry for that moment just wanna say that out there to you guys I don't really mind about how many likes I get. Thanks you oh so much 😢

I cant count how many times i cryed throughout this video

Started crying when he read the cards. Started bawling when Joel was crying. Now it's the ending, I'm crying now. Poor, Joel. R.I.P little Joel. This game made me cry 3 times.

Craig, thank you so much for this. I honestly cried about 20 times during this video, I just want to say that what you do is honestly amazing and I could never do what you do so thank you

at 22:34 I'm with u muni I have had my dog since I was born and I don't know what I would do without her

Right at the end......where he was so happy with his pancakes and manju and the bubbles.......made me cry for the first time in 7 years.......and now ill never forget the story of joel the brave knight who fought the dragon called cancer.

this game made me cry like it was my kid

i look at this and i cant think bout my brother going through this 😢 R.I.P to cancer patients

I have never wanted to hug someone so much. I love Mini and his big heart.

mini that makes you man because you are brave enough to express a sensitive side towards things that matter

25 minutes in and I already know i wasn't ready for this trip to feeladelphia...

For those that have gone through this or things like this my love goes out for them this story is incredible I love how this game was created and to mini I’m sorry I didn’t see this when it came out but you are a great person and thank you for sharing this game to the world

god, watching this is so sad but I reckon its good to watch this because you learn something about life, how precious and how much you just have to enjoy and not take advamtage of it. and it brings memories of when I was little and they are the best memories and it brought me to tears this is a very kinda nostalgic must play game and mini ladd you make this even better as well because you tell the viewers to imagine ur early life and remember and love and this is just truly amazing :)

Didn't anyone else see the reference in the temple of God. The shield and Sword of God. That hit me hard

My grandmother died from brain cancer be fore I met her and my grandfather died the next year from a heart attack They both died before my mom turned sixteen I am a runner for cancer research for the aacr rest in peace joel

This happened to my nana last year, it was sad, great video Mini! Thanks for bringing back some memories!👍 thank you so much!!!

It sucks losing someone to cancer.. I’ve lost a few people in my family that had cancer and it’s a sad feeling yet the only thing you can do is cherish the time you have with that person or people. This was an amazing video. Mini Ladd keep up the good work man.

I cried. I'm not afraid to admit it. I lost a very close friend when I was in high school, and watching you play this, Mini, brought all of those feeling and emotions back to me. I just want to say thank you for having the courage and bravery to show this side of yourself, because it takes a lot to do something like that. Thank You :)

I actually cried when I was watching this because my great grandpa died from cancer

Craig’s so sweet when he cries! He’s such a softy! So kind, cute, and caring! Sympathetic too. He’s probably the nicest guy I know, and the fact that he cries during this game shows that side of him best. His goofy, silly side is like his second half, a bonus to the whole. Almost like an expansion pack he paid for to make him even better. He’s generous to other people, honest to his friends (most of the time 😉), absolutely hilarious, kind and friendly to all, and loyal to his word. He works hard and long for what he wants and I appreciate that! I look up to him, almost as if he were the most famous person on earth, and when I see that look In his eyes, that angry, empty void of resentment due to a loss in a game or the glitter of hope when he gets a score or a win, it makes my day, makes me happy , brings me absolute joy, now matter how tough the day. I love him for him and watch him every day, people may hate on him as they please, but in my heart and the rest of us fans’ hearts, we know how hard he’s worked to be where he is and we look up to him, he definitely deserves what he has today!

The whole way through this video I was either on the edge of crying or actually crying, I really don't know what to say or feel after that. Such a powerful game that really hits you where it hurts. This spoke to me personally because my aunt got cancer a while ago and not only did it affect everything about her but also our whole family and all the relatives. Luckily she beat it but I know that not that many people are as lucky. All I can really say to those who are fighting any illness, or know someone who is, or those who have lost someone is never give up and know that you aren't alone, support is everywhere. Also I wanted to say thank you to Mini Ladd, its because of people like you doing the things you do that keep my spirits high whenever things get tough, you're great mini keep up the great work.