I feel like every content creator faces that reality some day. It affects them for more than one reason. Often, competitors (other creators) take inspiration from your stuff and make their own, and then gain more success than you. That's really hard psychologically. I felt that too with my own endeavors. But like you said, if you upload what you have, and you are passionate about it, you will touch people, as it feels more real, more genuine, more... you. Doing clickbait stuff for the sake of views alone is never a long time deal... I'll still be here 5 years from now, watching your stuff. And i hope one day I'll be able to sled with you guys un in northern Europe. Meanwhile, keep up the good work, and greetings from Canada!