Amber Lee's Story- Stella Treatment: Dual Sympathetic Reset (SGB) for PTSD and Trauma 

I just wanted to give Amber a big hug. I hope the treatment is still working for her.

Basically I was abused through my childhood in grade school I had people in a teen retreat basically broke my trust my boyfriend’s aunt & uncle broke my trust. I had PTSD since I was 6 years old. & anxiety at 5/1/2 years old. I left public school, anxiety disorder PTSD & overweight from feeders. 50 lbs. people basically hurt me to a point. Had former sexual abuser. Basically made my PTSD worse: the car accident really did it . Seeing my 2nd dog die few feet away from me about 6 weeks ago. I have Complex PTSD. & domestic abuse last couple years of grade school & public school.

Once I entered the school system I encountered child abuse pretty much child abuse , my anxiety stated at 5/1/2 years old. When I started climbing on the car. The worst of it I couldn’t say it in words like I can now. I was nonverbal that point. I had a special Ed teacher who basically told me & others don’t cry period or we d’ get a timeout. I had to be home from school after my grandad had his stroke 21/1/2 years ago. Then had so quote school nurse call CPS on my parents she didn’t like my mom . Connately calling my mom I had this bump bang bruise . Then had the nerve to call CPS . All cause my father made a mistake of giving me to much sleep medicine. 20/1/2 years ago. After that I didn’t take medicine for ADHD with the nurse for two years. After what I saw the teacher I thought I could trust basically betrayed me. I had that point I started to talk again. Being held back really hurt me to this day it still does. Cause child study team didn’t want to mainstream me. Took till end of year about 20 years ago they were wrong but unfortunately the damage was done. By the time I was 7/1/2 years old I felt like I was a happy kid again but unfortunately it d’ not last very long. So quote aide not naming names. She basically didn’t do what she supposed to do. Cause of her I had to do 2ND grade summer reck all over again I didn’t get to finish 2ND grade at all. & had to do 3RD grade reck too. Had two good aides leave unfortunately. Then I thought I was going to get a nice one for 3RD grade. Unfortunately no I had a Narstic one abusive. She predented to be a nice person on the outside on the inside she’s also threanted me couple times I was being yelled at all the time. Another one also yelled at me. They were like don’t touch that or this . Or none of this. Given baby homework made me hate school for 2/1/2 years. The child study team failed to protect. Me. From abusive school aides. Basically last year forever public school basically were feeders to a point I gained 50 lbs within about a year. I was a healthy 90 lb 11 year old girl then overweight/obese 12 year old girl. I was sexually harassed by this last abusive aide. She took book fair knowing it’s was my last year. Cause she Narstic. My mom had to take me at night. Yes the 5th grade teachers told her she did was illegal . Last year of summer school. She tried to yell at me again I looked at in the face I told her go away. Leave me alone I told her she recked 5th grade for me. To be yelled at for just spilling milk by ancient when I thought I finished it. It’s was not on purpose . I hated stamping bags for an event. No reading, math, writing. Basically looking back it’s was slave labor. To be told .. I d’ amount to nothing not true. By 14 years old. I thought I got away from cliquish people at least certuial it nope. Basically my boyfriend’s mother canplained I called to much. My boyfriend checked the house phone it’s was twice a week . Basically her younger sister basically told Her . Leave Jessica alone. Let her & my newfew have fun as typical teens. Unfortunately she d’ betrayal me months later. I couldn’t help with the unknown bipolar incident at all & autism. What angered me was she let another teen but not me. Basically I told her September 2013 I ll no longer take ur advice since u didn’t follow it handling it with me. I basically cut ties with her & husband. Ll I invite them to my wedding yes cause they re my boyfriend’s aunt & uncle. Ll I engage in conversations no cause they broke my trust about ten years ago. So no. What happened In Pa at a teen retreat was very teramtic. For me. Ll not name the place where it’s was held. What happened . At a young adult Bible study by this couple basically didn’t treat me ll. What happened 3/1/2 years for 14 months. Was sexual harassment. The 2ND this time as an adult. He has been dead since August 2021. Same month my grandmother passed away. 2021. Very suddenly. Didn’t know she had kindey disease. Having tow dogs seize suddenly literally triumeized me. Unfortunately . Then car ancident 2020. Literally has me go anxiety mod. Having been put on so many bipolar meds really messed up. My top area trying to get it fixed. Having been thrown out from two bipolar places suddenly this past fall . How they did it was illegal. Having my sister leave not come back made my PTSD worse . I had it since 6 years old. I been anxious since I was little girl. I do have flashbacks from childhood to renctly. Happened. .. I get to a point. I get anxiety 😟 . I apologize even though I had not done anything wrong it’s definitely my PTSD that happens. Unfortunately there’s SGB center in NJ unfortunately no. My boyfriend is understanding too. Unfortunately about 13 years ago. I had to break up with ex at just 14 years old. Cause he was doing drugs & underage drinking. & cheated on me., & tried to push me down. I had him arrested. Thank goodness he’s clean . & is married now runs Teen Challenge 20 min away from my house!. Abuse & being kicked out activities half the time I had done nothing wrong I have trust issues cause what happened over the years.

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