an honest life update | how i've really been doing... 

Y’all we need to get this girl to 1 million followers

That saying when it rains it pours is soo true! When one thing goes wrong it’s a like a bunch of things go wrong even if they’re small things it is really frustrating. But I completely understand! Things will get better ❤️

i’m an incoming freshman at alabama and this is so real and raw. I also have anxiety so i feel you. also, when you say that they didn’t have your icy flavor like that’s so valid it sucks when things keep going the wrong way especially when you need just one thing to go right! good luck in your classes girl your killing it

I don’t know how this video popped up but I loved watching it. I’ve been a social worker for 32 years and two days ago I had a very similar (what I call) meltdown. Trust me, everyone needs to have them occasionally and then do exactly what you did which is to talk yourself through it. Also, I was a psych major then went to grad school. Back then it was really the only way to do it because social work was not a true major at Coastal Carolina. Anyway…loved the video and your spirit.

I hope you're getting better soon! And I feel you same with my anxiety and this month really been hard so far, but it will always get better again! Take all the time you need!

Thank you for being so vulnerable and opening up to your followers, especially about how your anxiety works and how little things can completely set you off. Very relatable. Being so open shows how strong you are. PLEASE take as long as you need to take care of yourself !!

Binge watching your videos and you have come such a long way since you filmed this, you’ve calmed down so much and seem more into the swing of things. I know 2 years can make a huge difference but I’m so glad these type of videos exist to even look back on because I don’t feel so alone when it comes to my anxiety & mental health. How you said one little thing can completely set you off massively and you can’t let it go describes me perfectly. I’m sooooo proud of your progress and all of your success since this video 🥺🩷🩷🩷

I hope you feel better soon!! It gets better after some time, also love the day in my life videos if you can keep them coming

Girl I don't know you but if getting on Facebook and ranting is a source of making yourself feel better then do you. You don't know me but I take the time to hear you out because I understand how stressful anxiety is. Your videos are an inspiration to so many, more than you know! Keep your head up and keep shining

I love your videos so much Kaitlyn

Hi Kaitlyn...I just came across your instagram page a month ago. You remind me of my younger self as I am an only child too. I can definitely relate to a lot of things that you're saying in this particular video. I'm gonna give you some unwanted advice. And that is to continue to do what you're doing so that you don't lose yourself. Growing up in the 90s, however, social media and definitely self-care was not a part of our language. At that time, I became an adult and decided to have a child. I definitely lost myself and did not focus on my mental health. I am now in my late 40s and so glad to see young ladies like you are trying to maintain everything and yet understand that self-care is so important. I understand you have a lot of followers who are old enough to probably be your mom. LOL... just know that you are definitely an inspiration to us all. 💕

I know exactly what your feeling I hate it when nothing goes my way so I think it’s valid what your going thru. Anxiety is no joke!

take care of you first focus on school, managing your stress youtube will always be here thank you for this video have a great semester

Happy Monday and I loved your vlogs because your editing is sooo good and you are sweetheart and you are amazing Supporter

A real-life talk is sometimes all we need to know is that we are human; we are trying for everything. Whether that is getting it out or writing more stuff out and grinding on specifics. We have to do what we need to do to function for our own mental state. Take care of yourself. I know that there will be a ton of us waiting for you to come back. Always supporting.

You matter! Take as long as you need!

You are a good person 🧍‍♀️

Thank you for sharing on how you have been doing! Putting your Mental health always comes first!

Sounds like we have some things in common even if I am twice your age. I'm an only child, I grew up in MS, got married and moved to IA. It is different, you're right. People in the Midwest keep to themselves a lot more. It can take a long time to get comfortable where you are. And it can cause anxiety being away from your parents and all the what-ifs. Totally get it. Be sure to keep in touch with your people at home as much as you can. It will do wonders for your mental health. Find that one person where you are in AL that you can go to. People in the south are very hospitable, I'm sure you know that by now. Pray your way through all of it. Oh! And I'm a social worker 😁

Thank you for making this 🤍

Do you have a hard time saying "no" and setting boundaries against other people's behavior that intrudes on you? And do you feel guilty when you say "no" ?

Hi. College is super hard and you’re doing so much. Please take any time you need for you. Remember you and your mental health are the priority everything else comes second. I know you’ve got this I have full faith in your abilities. Much love ❤️❤️

Hi beautiful! I hope you feel better!😭💖

You have so many skills and good qualities. When you get in those "Jonah" days it is how you deal with it. Do not be so hard on yourself. There is much to admire about yourself.

Ilove youuuuuuuuuuu 🥰🥰🥰

u r so gorgeous💕💕 Keep going my love.. l love you so much🌸🌸

I totally understand you. I get overwhelmed and angry and mean and disrespectful when there is a lot of people around me i cant minggle because i am used to be alone and wine up when i am alone and people dont understand that

You inspire me so much 💖💖💜💜❤️❤️

Would love to see an update from you 😊 How do you feel since this video?

I am exactly the same when I break a nail my anxiety goes through the roof and I feel like my life is over don’t apologize

We love 💘 u darling x

your so honest and im a new subbie but i love people like this!

I just subscribed a few days ago. I understand how you’re feeling. Do what u need to do and great video and you’re beautiful 💜💜💜💜.

You do not have to explain yourself as I understand because I have mental health issues and major anxiety issues and and yes anything can set me off literally anything can. It I’m having to ring someone up about my electricity bill I will get anxious because I’ve got to sort the electricity bill out and ring someone who I don’t know and try and explain what I want. I have suffered with this for over 20 years or more and I not just have anxiety problems but depression as well and the other health issues too. Properly. As they say, it’s fine to not be fine. try not to take on too many tasks are you burning yourself out which will probably make you anxious and really down.

Heyy ... Just don't worryy Gurlll .... everything will get good..... Can uh make a video abt relationship... Like how to manage or something like that ..... Butt uhh r really so cutee i love youu

take the time to take care of yourself. you cant do everything at once and that is okay. take care of yourself

Also when will you be posting the whats on my iphone video soon? xoxo thanks!

Having a mental breakdown over little things is literally me too lol!

Maybe try the supplement L-theanine. It is the same substance that's in green tea that is calming. I've taken it for anxiety for years. Id try it at night.

We have the same type of anxiety and I do the same right and everything has to be perfect for me

And like try to make videos abt studies... Plzz again love uhhh a lottt ❤

It is ok

Your car is so cute.Hope all is well.I just receive about 11k in 9 months

hey girl whats up with your amazon store front?

I'm good and you

I too, am an only child. I feel you about the people everywhere.

ILoveyou❤

I just want to say first I've been there. It happens I would just try to practice knowing things will happen but they will be okay and everything will workout. And I know I probably get hate for this but I don't care, before I found Jesus I was anxiety ridden I was bed ridden before because of it it couldn't get out of bed for months I never really slept. And I felt like I lost myself until I found Jesus. He has helped me get through it, through the good and the bad he will help whoever wants it. He loves you and it will get ride of or help your anxiety. Just praying can help any situation. I love you your strong and I know you probably won't see this but your so smart and beautiful I know your more capable of than what your think. I love you I hope you have an amazing day God bless! ❤️❤️❤️❤️

how old are you

I also face anxiety can I helped you to get better.

Sorry I put many plus things x x

Do a drive with me

Where did you get your car charm from ?

You need to get over it wait for the big things and your spoiled

you are soo cute

Sweetheart please take one step at time give yourself time to do your homework and buy yourself false nails for emergency plus go back on your medication plus have time for yourself play some music that relax yourself your can always take night class darling think everyone in funny things on it helps me please x x

girl put both your hands on the damn wheel!!

so confused how not getting a slurpee and a tan is like the worst thing ever, like.....

Omg girl.. I can relate to this video in many (personal) ways. I'm always here for you❤ So, if you ever need to/want to talk more then I can direct message you on Instagram. So, feel free to let me know (if so). I would definitely be more than happy to talk to you (or even try to help you - if possible?)💕 But, please definitely try/do your best to focus on taking care of yourself. Your health is so much more important💕 Believe me, your true RU-vid followers will understand. All I can say is that I will continue to support you and your channel regardless. Stay safe! Love you Kaitlyn!! ❤❤

Sounds like we have some things in common even if I am twice your age. I'm an only child, I grew up in MS, got married and moved to IA. It is different, you're right. People in the Midwest keep to themselves a lot more. It can take a long time to get comfortable where you are. And it can cause anxiety being away from your parents and all the what-ifs. Totally get it. Be sure to keep in touch with your people at home as much as you can. It will do wonders for your mental health. Find that one person where you are in AL that you can go to. People in the south are very hospitable, I'm sure you know that by now. Pray your way through all of it. Oh! And I'm a social worker 😁