Great testimony brother. I appreciate your open and honest testimony. I resonate with being a fool and wanting to fit in and thinking that basketball was my identity. And after my career ending injury I asked God why? Oh the fools we are but I'm thankful Jesus is reason for my being and my purpose, for "Your testimonies are my heritage forever, for they are the joys of my heart" Psalms 119:111. God is using you for great things.