Aphex Twin - QKThr (Slowed - 23 minutes loop) 

this song sounds like travelling to past but there is no one else there, just you looking at your childhood room. This song is like being 80 years old, all alone in your house, sitting on your armchair besides the window, watching your room darken as the evening sky fades into darkness. This song is like having your last thoughts as you float into the vast abyss of space, many days after being detached from your ship. This song is like watching the ice in your glass melt as you wait for her to come to the restaurant, just like she used to.

I don't wish anyone to feel this way

My brother got into a car accident recently on August 6th 2023. It was me, him, and our father. We were celebrating his 16th birthday by going out to aa bar for his first time. Before we even got there a drunk truck driver was going 150 mph on a 100 mph highway. The truck hit us and only two lived. Me and my father. My brother sadly died during the accident. When his mother found out she bursted into tears and cried for hours and hours. I know that I didn't give much description of what happened but me and my father has been going through a lot and it has taken a lot of courage to speak up about what happened due to people making fun of my situation. Thank you for people who actually cared to read this. Thank you and have a great night/day to whoever reads this.

A flower does not compare and compete with its neighbouring flowers. it simply blooms. Have a blessed day and night everyone.

I’ll always remember you, even if you were a temporary part of life, you made me feel like I mattered

This song is so calm and melancholic, every time I hear it I feel nostalgia for moments I didn't live and places I've never been

to everybody watching this video, please take care of yourself. you are incredible and you matter. i’m so proud of you for still being here.

I'm at a point in my life where everything is improving, yet I find my mind regressing to the screaming and fighting of the past. I just want to curl up into a ball and sleep, but I know I must press onward.

You're either feeling existential dread or complete apathetic emptiness with this one chief

there are some kind of songs/music that just unlock a certain kind of feeling. A feeling you try to describe but it‘s stuck in your throat. A feeling that would like to explode in to tears but you constrain yourself really hard. Sounds have such power over your mind, they let you remember times, love, they make you happy or sad. We indeed underestimate the power of such daily things like listening to your favorite song. Take a break with this masterpiece, don‘t think about better or worse days. Just embrace it and be one with it. I know this sounds corny but this is what I feel when i discover this kind of powerfull music. Thank you if you read until now, love you all ❤

"The meaning of life is that it stops." -Franz Kafka

One of my closest friends passed away from cancer recently at 26. I was the Best Man at his wedding, and I was one of the Pallbearers at his funeral. He experienced more pain than I will ever know, and yet, in the midst of that, he never lost hope. During his treatment, he would always encourage those around him, and stay positive even when shit got tough. To anyone struggling with mental health, even if the world is falling in around you, don't lose hope, you are not alone, and if you feel powerless, understand that you have more strength in yourself than you realize. Please stay with us, and fight on. Godspeed.

Some say when you're nearing your end that your mind gives off the most out of body intense trip -- all cylinders are firing one last time at maximum. This song feels like the last drops of consciousness we posses finally leaving us.

I get lost in my memories every time I hear this piece of art.

Things aren't what they used to be. Hobbies I used to love are just there by the corner. Motivation has ceased to exist, the only thing worth doing is staring at the ceiling, watching the ceiling fan turn. If only I could feel again.

Man… i just can’t take it anymore, i cant even cry anymore i just want to fucking cry

We suffer more in imagination then in reality.

i can stare at my ceiling for 10 days straight with this song playing and I wouldn't even get bored for a second.

you’re going to be okay, friend

Folks, life gets better, I promess. Don't surrender pls

Stop trying to control everything and just LET GO

this song sounds like observing someone from the back of the class, wondering what their thinking and what their past was like. it sounds like staring at the ceiling when you cant sleep. it sounds like realizing this moment will be a memory. it sounds like melting snow after a long winter. it sounds like rings stained on the counter by spilled coffee.

I’m not a huge fan of hugs, but once a girl asked me for one, and I gave it to her, weeks later I asked her for a hug cuz idk but when I let her go my world change, she grabbed me again like no one else, now I cannot think of a most beautiful thing that had ever happened to me, I don’t see her more than as a friend, but my heart really wants to be in her arms till my last day

I've been here from 9am to 4pm and I'm still listening

This song feels like a rainy day. A masterpiece so beautiful, but sad that it regularly brings me to tears.

My boyfriend of five years took his life this past January. This song feels like how my days go by; there's music and liveliness but I feel trapped in some other world, like I'm not really here. Fighting pretty hard to hold on but these days are dark.

Come on kid, this is your dream. Don't let dreams be dreams.

Wife and I separated a few days back. I don't get to see my son as often. I don't say this as a vent. But to let others know. Things can get better. But only if you hold on, I am holding on. It only gets better if we work on it. I don't know what happened in your life that caused you sufferring. But maybe, at some point, we share sufferring together.

its not your fault

''I can't exactly describe how I feel. But it's not quite right. And it leaves me in the cold.''

here’s a quote… “You say you wanna disappear but in reality, you just want to be found”

This song sounds like finishing a really good game/book, but now you have nothing else to do

why is this song makes me feel sooo powerless, like its the end but calm and more calm.

I really miss my old neighbor. she was a really nice lady. This kinda reminds me of her piano for some reason

100 reasons to stay alive: 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your favourite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favourite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone you adore 75. Finding a happy place. 76. Meeting internet friends irl. 77. Laughing so hard that you cry. 78. Your pet would miss you. Don’t abandon them. 79. Rewatching your favourite childhood movies. 80. Warm showers. 81. Reading a life-changing book. 82. Getting lost in a library. 83. Inspiring someone. 84. Happy, cozy holidays. 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Someone’s skin against yours. 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realise you did it. - from a stranger :)

God has given us the most precious gift ever, please don’t just throw it out the window. You are all special in your own way, I guarantee you are. Keep fighting soldiers!

This song feels less like losing someone. But more as if they were never there

I'd probably say something like how lonely I am or how I've lost purpose in life but I dont wanna bother anyone so hope y'all enjoy this masterpice as much as I do.

This sounds like the feeling I get after abruptly waking up from a dream about an altered, fantastical version of the life I already live, and being left with a sort of empty feeling afterwards, because now I know it was all just a dream

war destroyed my home, killed my family. Every day I get up and do something, work, pretend that everything is normal. In the evening, I sit by the window and smoke a cigarette and watch the sunset burn out. Dudes, it's not okay. It's not fucking normal. I don't even have the energy to feel or suffer.

I love turning on songs like this and just zoning out for a while. Just thinking about being a kid again. I'm happy I got to live long enough to experience life and it's worth

I am proud of you little one, you're doing great.

Listening this at 04:36 Am hits hard

ince I've been aware my life has sounded like this song, sincerely since I hope things get better, I've only reached a brutal level of acceptance.

When the random chest pain doesn't go away.

"It is what it is"

I stand here scarred and broken, but I refuse to give up. I refuse to become heartless, I refuse to lose my empathy, my joy and wonder. I refuse to become like those who tried to ruin every part of me. Throw whatever you want at me, universe! I may be exhausted, annoyed, frustrated, and furious, but I will not be anything but myself, and I will be happy and help others

I am tired of people and society, honestly I am closing myself off more and more and I see my loneliness as a blessing.

Just hearing this song hurt my soul in know that there so many people out there who a struggling alot with so many things. For me is depression and others thing . But this song calms me but at the same time evokes a feeling that thete lots more to endure and maybe other might feel the same. If you ever read this (anyone) . I hope you have a great life ahead of you

Imma vent I lost my friends My mandem My brothers A long time ago And ive been lonely Very Very lonely Cripplingly so But Ive turned 16 today And i hanged out with an old friend And tor the first time In a long time I was content I dont care what happens tomorrow Or the day after Im just glad they still appreciate me Thanks for readin you man Have a good one

I need a hug

I am someone who is very shy and that is why I have not had any friends in many years. But this 2024 I finally managed to make a friend on Twitter who I appreciate a lot. He is someone I knew since 2022 but we have become closer since his best friends left him. He once told me that I was his comforting friend and I was very happy about that. But since he has a new job we don't talk as much as before. I can understand that he doesn't have as much time available for me anymore, but when I see him talking to his other Twitter friends I can't help but get sad, because I feel like we're not as close as before. He is a great person, a few days ago he told me that he didn't forget about me, but even so I can't help but feel alone. I feel envious and jealous of the close relationship he has with his other friends at the moment. I feel like I'm not as important to him as I thought. The night before I cried thinking about all this. Right now I want to get away from my only friend, because thinking about eventually losing his friendship is hurting me a lot. It hurts me a lot. The truth is I don't know what to do.

This slowed down version of the song feels like being put to rest

"someone who would climb the mountain just to see if it could be climbed."

life is precious, you ARE meant to go through the difficult parts so that you gain wisdom and realize just how resilient you are. you complicate things in your head, just accept what is and do what is required of you. over time things will get better. peace to all.

To anyone reading this, just know that eventually, you'll make it. You'll be okay in due time.

for those that are sad and listening to this, im not gonna blame you, but at the end of the day none of this will matter in 100 years. Listen to this advice and you'll feel 10x better. Do 30 push ups, take an ice cold shower and then take 5 deep breaths sitting down. Trust me.

Most people will never hear this. You made me proud good job sport.

The lonelier you are, the lonelier it gets... Mentally-ill people (due to various situations) isolate themselves from others, and have fewer people talking to them. So they end up loneliner. It's a vicious circle.

This song feels like walking home from your last ever day at school

It will be ok don’t cry

This is what music sound like in dreams.

Hey you! Don't hate yourself for things you did, without them, you wouldn't know what you know, and act like you do now. Basically, you wouldn't be you. Life is gonna be tough, look at the happier side of things, sure the bad things can't be ignored, but you also can't ignore the happier things as well! I hope what I said brings some sort of comfort or something good :)

I use to get sad about seeing old memories or getting nostalgic, now I pray. I’m not religious and I’m sure there’s a more proper way on how to talk with God, but at those moments I pray and thank him, just for experiencing that. Although sometimes I wish I can go back I know things are better and if not than I’ll hold on to that memory, till I find comfort like that again. Thank you if you reading this btw I know it’s pretty long and wonky…. But hey I hope your having a good day… or night… 😁

This sounds like the childhood i never got to fully experience. It's such a lonely and unknown feeling yet so nostalgic and familiar. I wish things could've been different, I wish I was different...

Rip Jaden I love you forever brother

This is a 2 sided music, calm when you're good, sad when it's not your mood, today I feel very good

I pray to God to hopefully figure out my purpose

I dont wanna die but i dont feel like living either

*"Remembering you're childhood and knowing you will nevermore get to enjoy these moments ever again."*

❤When losing someone,its like a ball bouncing in a box with a button inside of it. The pain is just as intense and in the beginning the button is HUGE. The ball will bounce around and it’ll hit that button ALOT. As time goes on and we heal and truly grieve, that button will slowly get smaller and smaller. The ball WILL still hit that button, and that same raw pain will come, but it’ll be less frequent. It’ll never truly go away, just like their memory and our love for them. That’s human. And from one to another I wish you love and happiness. All of you❤

I just can’t do it anymore. I’m hitting rock bottom and i can’t seem to find joy and peace anymore. My parents are fighting everyday and I can hear them from my room. I can’t find peace anywhere and just cry. I don’t have the friends to vent about how I feel or listen at all. I never ever felt so down and lonely. I just can’t do this anymore…

i live in constant fear of failure and disappointment i’ll never feel like i’m good enough i’m just tired

Despite everything, its still you

why is it so sad and relaxing at the same time

I take a hit and I'm alive. I laugh and feel and could cry. Look people in the eye, talk. Sober? I'm a ghost-i don't exist. Everything's dark and cold, so hard and alone. Some day I'll thank God it's over; and wonder if it was all just a dream.

It's all just in your mind let it flow like a river gently down the stream.

I remember when my smile was ugly but never fake

I used this music to sleep. Trust me when I tell you that when I started looking to the ceiling it felt like my soul wanted to just get out of my body as if it wanted to scape, it felt like I was in a deep sleep but with my eyes open because my room looked so dark, it literally looked like when you close your eyes. Really an amazing experience

Imagine being immortal, and floating through the infinite cosmos for eternity, is this heaven? Or hell? Or some kind of purgatory?

I haven’t been genuinely happy in years

I am glad I deleted any social media except yt and whatsapp. It's so much more peaceful... I can finally listen to this song without any other context of another app

Our incredible ability to hold on to past, present and future together, makes us the only species at high risk of self-harm. If we could just be a species that lives in the "present", we would have escaped from so much pain. Please let it go... Please..

I will never forget the night you made me cry so hard until I couldn't breathe.

POV *You need someone to talk but don't know the right person*😮

I see the world in a different way anytime I listen to an ambient song. This makes things seem ok when things really are not, but I cant forget just for a moment and appreciate the world I see nothing wrong.

i wanna go back. something about the ambience and peacefulness of childhood. warm sunny days, no thoughts, just discovery, spending time with my mother. life only gets harder as it goes, but in the end our existence is pointless and our life is based around choices and perspective.

- Are you okay? -.... - No. But thanks for asking.

Sometimes listening to this song makes me think, can I restart? Can I restart so I can do things better that I haven't done yet? Can I make myself a better version of myself? I just want to restart so I can be better at making others happy, and yet I can't even manage to make myself happy.

This song can genuinely bring me to tears

its ok to be unsure of things in your life, this track is a perfect way to take a step back and view your life from a different angle. Both positive and negative feelings are welcome here.

Its gonna be okay. Its always be okay. Its fine you are strong.

I miss my grandma I hope she’s happy

reminds me of someone going to a train station. they miss it and the train never comes back

you always said I looked grumpy, but those were the happiest days of my life

I can’t even cry anymore I just feel so empty everyday I hate it here

Not many people will ever see my comment here, and I hope it is buried away, but I write it now to remember Emily - it's been 4 years now. Mourning someone who didn't die but moved onward and upward is a unique and odd experience. Goo goo ga joob, Em.

I tried to fix the toilet. I tried.

Sitting in my chair at 2 AM in the morning. Headset on, volume all the way up. Leaning back, eyes closed. Listening to this, it is... different.

this makes me want to crawl into a hole forever (in a good way)