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guess that’s what saying good-bye is always like-like jumping off an edge. The worst part is making the choice to do it. Once you’re in the air, there’s nothing you can do but let go.
A long time ago i got mad at my mom because my food was to cold so i rejected it and left the table but a woke up and a realized it was just a dream my mom called me again to the table and when i opened the door my mom smiled at me and said happy birthday 😭😭 at least people tell love me just because something is cold it doesn't mean it can't break the hot heart of your love one's
I don’t know what to start with my life nothing is good anymore every body is growing for the better everybody is going forward while I’m in the back watching them become succesful nothing is enjoyable anymore I don’t know why it has to happen but it just does I have no friends noone everybody hates me people think I’m this open colorful fun person while it’s like the void in the inside I tried telling people about my depression but they keep brushing it off I hate the way I am no one ever asks are you fine are you happy? No they don’t nobody cares about how I feel everytime I go to school I get bullied I did nothing I have been getting bullied for 6 whole years and it’s on going everybody has someone besides me I can’t stop it I would do anything to go back in time relive my previous memories i dont know what to do anymore.
At the temple there is a poem called "Loss" carved into the stone. It has three words, but the poet has scratched them out. You cannot read loss, only feel it.
I listened to this song every night and cried as I got closer to graduating. Because I knew I would hate it. I knew I would miss the amazing life I had and the amazing people I had grown to love. I knew I would hate growing up. Now I sit here 2 years later, and I still listen to this song, and I still feel that way. Life is hard right now
"Sure, my life was never inspiring...I never made myself known, or did something that would change the coarse of history. But, I lived...I was alive for awhile, and sometimes I asked 'why?' Then I realized, my purpose wasn't to be a hero or to become some legend. My purpose was to live, and I fulfilled that purpose...I'm proud, proud I was the lucky few who got that chance. Had two amazing parents, a wonderful family....They're gone now, and I know they're proud of me all the same. So, just remember: If life beats you down, or you feel worthless...You're doing your best, you were allowed to live so start living it! Time moved forward, and so should you. Sure, I might never do great things but you have the opportunity to! And if not, just be grateful you breathed and you felt and you tasted. Hold on to yourself, because someone out there really cares about you."
It makes me sad that this song is always associated with sadness. The raw emotion this song makes people feel is beautiful. Yes the frequencies can make us feel low. But he’s beautiful that someone sat down and created something that touches people in a way that can’t be fully described with words.
Yooo same here that’s how I found the lonely tree song originally. Only took me half an hour because Shazam was struggling but my god was it worth it, changed my life so much
Why what's the point you aren't solving anything by doing that you'll only cause more pain stay alive use the time you have to do good even if Noone notices its better to work in the dark
"The hardest part about life is that it gets more painfull the more you go through it." "If your feeling down talk to someone." "If your life isnt getting better, solve them. If you solve all your problems you will be in peace" "Betrayal can be very difficult, if people you know betray you its worse than you getting shot." "Life isnt always sunshine and rainbows, it can be more dark and painfull"
I have a lot of friends, absolutely amazing parents. But something, I don’t know what, I was to say depression but I know it isn’t, something just makes a void in me. Please promise me that you will not give up. Try to look at what is good. And pls find Jesus. Ever since I found him I have been improving my myself each day, he really does do great things. ❤
You can achieve enlightenment through other means than Jesus because religion is different for a lot of people but nevertheless I appreciate your message and I’m happy that you have found the path to the pursuit of joy.
If you're a man : They didn't notice you were crying They didn't notice you were sad They didn't notice you were tired They didn't notice you were alone They didn't notice how attentive you were They didn't notice how sweet you actually are... They didn't notice how you actually try to make others smile They did notice you failing grades They did notice your unattractive They did notice the mean side of you They did notice all your mistakes They did notice all you flaws They did notice that you weren't good enough for them. But you stayed strong You kept going on You never gave up on hope You never let them take you down And you know they wasn't good enough for you And that's what make you stronger You aren't ugly You aren't mean You aren't lazy You aren't a failure You aren't a mistake You are beautiful You are worth it You do deserve everything You are trying You are smart You do deserve to live Keep it up champ you got this
It reminds me the happy days of 6 and 7 grade, but now the 8th is almost finished... i will lose everything, friends, teachers, friday nights playing whit my homie's, this hits hard..
`` Sure, it rains, but it always calms eventually-- and when it does, you'll see a rainbow isn't far ahead. And when it's cloudy, the sun is always behind it. It's not going anywhere, and neither is the world. Slow down, because there's no need to catch up.`` - []
Reminds me of this one guy I met on minecraft. Everyday we would play together. We didn’t know each other in real life but he was really nice to me. It was fun, I didn’t have a lot of other things to do. But eventually something happened and my account disconnected. I can’t seem to find the account anywhere. I don’t know what happened to him but all I know was his username was mannerly cave. I miss him… I feel like that friend who was online 9 years ago, even though it was around 4. Still a long time though. I miss you bro…
…hello to all of you im here to share my experience as I can at least proudly say I’m class clown of my entire school meaning I do my best to put a smile on people’s face or even make people laugh… …I make people laugh and smile, I act out my own happiness so they don’t worry about me because I’m scared if they found out I’m acting they would waste their time with me instead of doing something more productive…🙁
Now there’s nothing wrong with being a funny person, but it’s ok to say that you’re not ok and it’s good to take care of yourself. It’s like a car, if you don’t have gas in the tank it can’t go anywhere. So I ask from one stranger on the internet to another, please take care of yourself. Ask for help, find ways to channel your emotions like writing, I find it helps :) I hope you have a nice day :)
I’ve been homeless in my car for 4 weeks now after getting kicked out of a friends house for having covid unknowingly. Sounds crazy right but I’m homeless now cause they think i gave them covid on purpose. In these 4 weeks I’ve starved because I’m scared to spend any money being that being homeless is so expensive. Every dime you spend really comes with a cost, and fuck I’m starving. I’ve struggled to sleep every night, find a place to shower, and all that. I’ve watched all my friends and family give up on me knowing I’m at the lowest point of my life rn, I watched people tell me they won’t give up, just to give up. When I had myself together I was surrounded by people. As soon as I hit a rough patch with myself, everyone left me, basically to die. I have no real friends or family, I have nobody caring about my well being and if I’ll die or live, if Im sick or healthy, or if anything. I’m gonna try my hardest to get out of this, but I absolutely suck at taking care of myself, so we’ll see. Fun times 😅
Vi apenas comentários americanos,hora de um brasileiro comentar também.. essa música trás paz e espero que todas as pessoas que estão sofrendo melhorem...
this is like escaping in some sort of high tech spaceship because the world is ending, but you have to watch earth slowly crumble, while knowing nobody else is safe. it sucks to say goodbye
I would love to still have him by my side... That that damned December day had never happened or that at least I had enough brains to know what to do... I don't know how much more I have to cry for this to end and start something else...
Yea it’s really REALLY tiring keeping up a fake smile so other people will stop worrying about you.. at times it feels like I just want to end it all, yet at the same time I don’t want to… and.. help doesn’t… help…
I’m trying to get right with god and every single day, I fail him and myself almost every single day, I’m just wasting my life away on games and tik tok, I don’t really want to work, I don’t have friends, I have a great family but everything went downhill when I lost my mom 2 years ago, I almost killed myself, I’m so tired of living on repeat
you have never failed Him, He has a plan for you and loves you so unconditionally, so so much for everything that you are and that you will be, for all those bad things you may have done and for all those good things you haven't. He looks in sadness when you feel down because He genuinely wants you to be happy. good friend, if you feel that all else is lost in this world, don't fret. For God has overcome the world. for us.
"Do you promise youll come back dad?" "Yes jimmy. I promise" December 5th, 2008 "Mom when will dad come back?" "I dont know jimmy.." August 10, 2010 "Mom. Dad wont come back." "Why do you think that son?" Letter.mp3 "Im sorry i kept this for so long jim."
And that’s okay. Learn to accept those feelings rather than push them away. Learning how to accept these things is what makes us unique. Because we all do it differently in some ways. Know that people are here for you. Although I may be a random stranger on the internet I want you to know that from the bottom of my heart I want you to succeed.
Pov: You wake up and its 2016 and all that you experienced was what people thought would happen in 2024. Pov: You get dropped off by your friend back home you wave bye while hes driving and he waves back, a split second later he died of a heart attack.
You asked me if I still self harm. I never stopped. I cut less, but smoke more, take more drugs, anything that might make my life shorter. I feel in control. I decide how long will I live. At least I can feel that power
You all are such beautiful and complex people. Life is so precious and it’s so unfortunate that the hand you’ve been dealt might not have been as good as I’m sure you wanted it to be. Thats the system we live in today sadly. Know that things can change. It may not feel like that now or for a really long time but they can change. Start small. Small changes can lead to breakthroughs and breakthroughs can lead to growth and growth eventually leads to enlightenment. I know I may be a random stranger on the internet so it may be hard to believe but from the bottom of my heart know that you all matter to me. Weather you believe it or not. You are special and you are loved.
Back in 2020 my fav game went down beacuse of the Console being too old to support the new updates (Hint the game was on Xbox 360) So i just sat there for an whole 3 hours crying Because i could no longer play my favorite version of the game the game is supported on other consoles/Pc's but not this one anymore....... I will never let go of this game it will always have a Perfect place in my heart Thank you for reading this and if your really curios then the game is called World of tanks Xbox 360 edition
When I was little, my father showed me what minecraft was. For the note, he divorced my mother before I could walk, so I only got to see him on the weekends until it was only on spring breaks. He booted up the console and I truly thought I was in a whole new world. Playing a new game with someone that felt so close and yet so far. My mom eventually found another person, and they gave me their minecraft disk and Xbox 360. I loved that game to death. I'd play it for hours imagining other people with me. One day, I went to boot it up and it failed. I checked the disk and, sure enough, it was cracked. I truly couldn't speak words to my mother why I was so distraught, and instead of comforting me, she thought it was funny and started playing funeral music as a joke. Looking back at it, I never realized how important the moments and feelings actually were to me.
Why can't I move on, she's been gone for 4 years now! Because I loved her. I loved her and I couldn't tell her about my true feelings. But now it's too late, I can't go back, I just have to accept it. She was the only one who made me feel special, who made me feel like I was really someone! I missed her so much. If only I could tell her how much I love her. Just don't wait to tell someone you love them, tell them now before it's too late.
Know that it’s okay to feel that way. These are normal emotions. Things will get better. Trial and error is how you learn. I don’t often give advice because I know it’s overlooked due to lack of accountability from me being a random stranger on the internet but I get the feeling that failing might feel really defeating to you due to feeling like you consistently fail. My advice I can give to you is to put yourself out there and learn to embrace failure. It’s a part of life and it’s a very beautiful part of it. Imagine what life would be like if we all won all the time and never failed ever. It’d be Quite awful actually. Also; don’t let prior failures negatively impact current experiences because they’ll result in your future experiences being worse. You need to Trust your emotions and trust the process after. You are loved and you; (Yes you reading this comment right now) are special. You may not know it or feel it but I do. And that counts for something. I believe in you
Things can be our faults. We need to hold accountability for ourselves otherwise we would all be arrogant and narcissistic. It’s okay to be wrong and mess up. That’s what makes us special. Either way I get the message you’re trying to convey and know that you are a good person for doing so
Don’t convince yourself of that. You are special. And although it may not feel like it at times you really are. You can thrive in this current life time. I know you can. You just have to know that you can. And then implement that. Bottom line; you are loved ❤️
The past is the past, the present is now and the future is dependent on the now. Live in the moment. Learn to appreciate your prior ups and downs. And know that the past will never change. No matter how much mental energy you put into it. That may sound scary but know that it will get better and it will make you stronger.
You're toxic. I know it, but I can't leave. You're my only friend. You're the only one I can talk to. Even tho you don't respect me and get agressive, you're still my only option
You need to respect yourself for things to change. I’m sure your situation is complex and I’m sure you’re going through a lot but it will be okay. You have to do those difficult things sometimes and trust your gut if you want to achieve enlightenment. If not you may be stagnant down the road wondering if you could’ve been more which is the real scary part. You can do this. I’m here for you. Don’t be afraid to use your resources when needed
