apocalypse - cigarettes after sex (slowed) 

Reasons to live: 1: We would miss you. 2: It’s worth it to be alive. 3: It does get better, believe it or not it will eventually get better. 4: There’s so much you would miss out on doing. 5: You are worth it don’t let anyone, even yourself tell you otherwise. 6: God made you for a reason, you have a purpose. 7: There is always a reason to like you may not know it right now, but there’s always a reason to live. 8: So many people care about you. 10: You are amazing 11: I don’t even know you and I love you. 12: I don’t even know you and I care about you. 13: There are plenty of other people that love you. 14: There are plenty of people that care about you. 15: God loves you. 16: God cares about you. 17: Sometimes will be really tough, but it will just make you a stronger person. 18: What about all the things you’ve always wanted to do? What about all the things you’ve planned, but never got around to doing? You can’t do them if your dead. 19: I want you to be alive. 20: People care about you, they are about you even more than you know it. 21: You won’t be able to listen to music if you die. 22: You’ll never be able to listen to your favorite song if you die. 23: You’ll never be able to listen to your favorite singer if you die. 24: You’ll never be able to listen to your favorite rapper if you die. 25: listening to really loud music. 26: Killing yourself is never worth it, you’ll hit both yourself and the people who care about you. 27: There are so many people that would miss you including me. 28: You’re preventing a future generation, your kids, from even being born. 29: You are Gorgeous. 30: Someone out there loves you. 31: How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve your life if you die? 32: Proving people wrong with your success. 33: Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life. 34: You’ll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day. 35: You’ll never have the feeling of waking into a cold building on a hot day. 36: Being stupid in public just because you can. 37: Helping other people. 38: You have a future to live for. 39: Being alive is just real good. 40: Not being alive is just really bad. 41: Finding your soulmate. 42: All Nighters. 43: Sleeping in all day. 44: You can look back at your self later in you life and be glad you didn’t commit suicide. 45: Nobody will ever be like you. 46: Your Unique. 47: Puppies. 48: Puppy Kisses 49: Netflix. 50: Decorating the Christmas tree. 51: The kind of dreams that wake you up and you can’t stop smiling. 52: Breakfast in bed. 53: New Clothes. 54: New Shoes. 55: New books by your favorite authors. 56: Sunrises and Sunsets. 57: Friends. 58: The Ocean. 59: Sunlight that is warm on your back but not too hot. 60: Your Family. 61: Inside Jokes. 62: Birthdays. 63: Christmas. 64: Family Traditions. 65: The taste of your favorite food. 66: Watching your favorite tv show. 67: Watching your favorite Movie. 68: The adventure of going somewhere new. 69: The ability to persue what ever you choose ( there are over 7 billion people on Earth, don’t be afraid to be you ) 70: To earn money and rewards. 71: You can always flip your life around. 72: To find the perfect job of career. 73: Pizza. 74: Kittens. 75: New Haircuts 76: Awkward moments you can look back to and laugh. 77: God is Good. 78: The world needs you. 79: Roller Coasters. 80: Showers. 81: Cake. 82: Growing old. 83: Growing old with the person you love. 84: Singing. 85: Sleeping. 86: Ice Cream. 87: Eating warm cookies straight out the oven. 88: Food in general. 89: Movie nights. 90: Candy. 91: Popcorn. 92: Daydreaming. 93: The happy moments. 94: Halloween 95: Sleepovers. 96: Parties. 97: Having a good personality. 98: Making people happy. 99: Bonfires. 100: Sitting on rooftops. 101: Going on vacation. 102: Hearing crazy stories 103:Telling crazy stories. 104: Treehouses 105: Starbucks 106: You’ve changed someone’s live. 107: If you end your life, you’re stopping yourself from achieving great things. 108: Everyone has a talent including you. 109: Eating crazy food. 110:Hanging out with your friends. 111: Nobody can ever replace you. 112: You have so much to live for. 113: Your dreams need some fulfilling to do. 114: Living life to the fullest. 115: Heck, I would miss you like crazy. 116: Your family and friends would be devastated if you died. 117: Someone out there is constantly praying to meet someone like you. 118: Your future kids will never come to existence of you die right now. 119: You could save someone’s life. 120: You are too beautiful to disappear. 121: You are bigger than any of your problems. 122: You are never alone in this struggle. 123: Tomorrow is another day, please be there to see it. 124: You are worth more than you think. 125: But, the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn't seem so great right now, anything could happen. 126: Sex. 127. Bitches 128. Money 129. Hentai 130. Porn 131. You would just hurt other people if you would harm yourself. 132. Nobody REALLY wants you to kill yourself or harm yourself. 133. You are the fucking best, bro / sis. 134. Memes 135. Just chill out, smoke some weed, relax, be with friends. 136. Pray to God. 137. Listen to this song. 138. Make more n more memories. 139. Spend time with your family & friends and everyone. 140. Masturbate XD if anyone wants to talk about something email me at pdxclark21@gmail.com All suicide hotline numbers if you need someone to talk to: Argentina: +5402234930430 Australia: 131114 Austria: 142; for children and young people, 147 Belgium: 106 Bosnia & Herzegovina: 080 05 03 05 Botswana: 3911270 Brazil: 188 for the CVV National Association Canada: 1.833.456.4566, 5147234000 (Montreal); 18662773553 (outside Montreal) Croatia: 014833888 Denmark: +4570201201 Egypt: 7621602 Estonia: 3726558088; in Russian 3726555688 Finland: 010 195 202 France: 0145394000 Germany: 08001810771 Holland: 09000767 Hong Kong: +852 2382 0000 Hungary: 116123 India: 8888817666 Ireland: +4408457909090 Italy: 800860022 Japan: +810352869090 Mexico: 5255102550 New Zealand: 0800543354 Norway: +4781533300 Philippines: 028969191 Poland: 5270000 Portugal: 21 854 07 40/8 . 96 898 21 50 Russia: 0078202577577 Spain: 914590050 South Africa: 0514445691 Sweden: 46317112400 Switzerland: 143 United Kingdom: 08457909090 USA: 18002738255 Veterans' Crisis Line: 1 800 273 8255/ text 838255. for the actually depressed ppl

the sexual tension between this song and my depression 😻

I'm waiting for the day where I can say "I'm fine" and actually mean it.

"One day after my suicide" The day after my suicide, I loved my mother even more, when I saw her crying on the floor of my room, embracing my clothes with my pictures shattered around her, I saw so much love beyond the tears in her eyes. The day after my suicide. I felt how much my father loved me, no matter how hard, in the midst of this great sadness. He spoke to me with tears on his eyes about how proud he was of me and how much he loved me. The day after my suicide, I saw that trumble( my furry best friend) was more incredible than I could have ever imagined. Every time someone came home. He would run to the door excited to see me, seeing that I wasn't me, he would lie in front of the door and keep waiting on me. The day after my suicide. I felt my sisters love when I saw her sitting in her room with tears in her eyes. I remembered the times we played, talked and argued together in our beautiful childhood. Processing moments. The day after my suicide. I felt how important my best friend was. They were looking at all of our pictures together... remembering the laughs we shared. The day after my suicide. I felt sad for my teachers. They blamed themselves for not noticing it. At night, I went to the morgue to find myself. I was sad. I looked at myself and said "so many dreams we had", " so many loved ones", "so many people were going to meet", "you had so many people who loved you, but you threw them all away? You must have a lot of courage to end your life. Why didn't I use that courage to win?"" Thank God it was just a vision. To remember. You are still here and your can change your life forever. You are better than you think you are. The most beautiful, the smartest and the strongest. -Stranger on RU-vid

I love staying up late just to play this song while staring at the ceiling. Everyone’s asleep, The house is quiet, I feel happy in those moments. When it’s raining, makes everything 10x better. This may sound weird, but while I do that I feel peaceful, and less stressed. Music really does wonders.

The entire school system needs to read these comments, they're killing us.

Comment Section: School Sucks I’m lonely and depressed Have no friends Feelings we all have but can’t express

Am i the only person that's not depressed and still likes these types of music

Im proud of having listening to this song before TikTok

"I'm not suicidal, I don't wanna f*cking die. Just wanna be able to close my eyes and feel alright"

“ I don’t want to die, I sometimes wish I’d never been born at all.”

Apocalypse. This song is like noticing the rain outside and choosing a midnight drive in a convertible. It's like being soaked in the water without a care in the world and keeping the radio on volume two. It's like pulling onto the highway at 2:46AM and being one of the only cars in sight. It's like reminiscing in the memories of them with you. It's like imagining them with you as you stop in the middle of the road, not a car in sight. It's like looking towards the sky as the rain grows heavier and blankets your face and hair and body in precipitation, the sound of their laughter bubbling over in your ears and in your mind. It's a feeling of longing and misery, but also euphoria. It's the feeling of missing someone so, so dearly, yet being able to cry and laugh at the same time because this is the best you've felt in months. It's a song of remembrance and of the future to look forward to. It's a bittersweet song. Apocalypse. [i honestly don't know what possessed me-- i just woke up, so please disregard anything not to your liking ^^]

I knew a boy, he was so empathetic and caring, it was scary. I enjoyed and loved every second talking to him. Now I don’t know where he his. I hope he’s safe and healthy, doing well. Cigarettes After Sex was one of his favorite bands. Apocalypse was our song. I never knew how lucky I was to be with him and have him in my life. I never realized how much I loved him. Now we can never have the relationship we once had. I felt so safe talking to him. He would talk to me about how cruel and unfair the world was. I don’t know if he still thinks about me anymore. The very last thing he ever told me was that he hated me. “I hate you”. I’m still waiting for the day I can see and talk to him again. Don’t take anyone for granted.

It’s getting bad again . I just want someone to notice .

It's so fucking miserable seeing everyone your age going out into the world finding love, friends, and finding themselves while you sit at home contemplating to end your life. I wish I had a life of my own, I wish I don't have to feel like this.

Both this song and the comment section is like a warm hug on a cold night ♡

Hits different when it's 2 am and you're crying over losing someone you love

Being a hopeless romantic, without any romance in their life..

it’s funny how my parents notice my grades dropping but don’t notice that i stopped eating, stopped smiling, sleep all day, and cry all night. but none of that matters when i’m failing math class, right?

This song, especially this version, changes my mood really quickly. I could be happy and change to sad asap when I listen to this, opposite to that when I feel sad it could change to happy in no time. It's crazy

This song makes me feel like I'm too young to be going through all that I'm going through

It’s crazy how you can go from nonstop talking to not talking at all.

this comment section gives me more comfort than my friends do.

This song kinda reminds me of like.. a feeling? like when you’re kinda sitting alone remembering something old or a good memory (ex. Relationships, friendships, a crush, a toy or memorable piece) .. it’s not sadness, but like a nostalgic emptiness?

Sad music is so beautiful, like I'm not necessarily sad or depressed but listening to these slowed, sad songs open up a whole different feeling that you don't get from anything else.

dude i can’t explain it but i don’t wanna die..i just don’t wanna exist anymore. you know? like i just wanna disappear for a little bit without any worries ahead.

ok this is stupid, but it feels so good when someone notices you’re not okay and they actually care

Just kinda crazy I’m laying here in my bed right now listening to this and this is one of my favorite songs ever. I’m 22 years old, about to be fresh out of college and on my own, and about to be starting a job where I’ll be making a great amount of money for myself but still lost in everything. I’ll probably look back on this comment in 10 years and reflect on myself, but who knows where I’ll be or if I’ll even remember commenting this. I just hope that if you see this, we’re feeling the same. I wish the best to everybody. If anyone sees this, let me know how you’re feeling too. 2023

This song sometimes bring peace, but sometimes pain.

it’s so sad watching yourself become the person you promised you would never become, and knowing there’s absolutely nothing you can do about it.

at this point, i don’t even know what i’m living for. i’m just here.

The song reminds me of the only friend I had since childhood, everything happened so fast and I didn't notice the signs that Amber gave, looking back I see that there was a request for help by the exchanges of looks, in the way she looked for nothing and said that she didn't have options like I did, but to me it all seemed normal because she was kind of philosophical and always joked about it. That afternoon as we were returning from the library she asked for a hug and invited me to travel around aimlessly, then she smiled saying it was a joke, I remember I didn't react but I disguised it when I saw that she was wearing a long-sleeved shirt only with bare hands and once she said she hated it. The next day she didn't go to college and at night they found the body. I think she just wanted to run away, to have a safe haven. Amber, I'm sorry I didn't hug you tighter that day, I really thought I'd see you again

Im not usually a person who listens to music like this, hell alot of tears go out for some reason. Feels empty and nice at the same time.

I’m not suicidal it’s just that every day feels the same. There’s no excitement anymore.. I’m just bored of life and tired.

Why is everything better slowed

The therapeutic power this has over me is truly unbelievable. Im actually often not even able to describe all the emotions and feelings it brings me. Truly fascinating and very much underrated song.

i felt this in my BONES! chilled to the core. im so upset. life isn't fair.......... i wish things went right........ really feeling sad tonight.... #slows #recovery ........ someone please send good thoughts and tidings.... just wish someone would hold me tight..... xxxx feeling low xx thank you forreading sorry for bad englsih xx

schools kinda hard when you’re trying to stay alive

i can't explain it, but this song makes me feel so many different emotions. jealousy, sadness, happiness, everything and i don't know whyyy.

I've never met anyone like her, I finally feel understood, someone I can communicate with, someone I can be dumb with, someone I can tell my lamest jokes but she'll laugh at them all, someone I can hold, someone to whom I can express and not feel stupid for feeling things, someone who is just like me. But what is the point at the end of the day, when we have to separate, and not because of some petty quarrel, but just because we have different careers, long distances don't work, do they? I won't be there when she'll need someone badly and the world seems miserable, what is the point then. But I just can't say goodbye.

And here I am again, after 4 years. Lockdown vibes online classes. Uncertainty back then. I didn't knew how to feel about it all. I didn't knew anything about world back then. Now I am at collage feeling peacefull vibing to this masterpiece 🌠

the comment section is so depressed

i dont wanna die, im just tired. wish i could sleep forever. sleep away my problemes, grades, parents and mental state.

Here I am,again. This song makes me think about him. When I was at my first year of middle school I changed a lot of schools because of bullying, but then one night. I was taking a stroll, the next day I would've started again, at a new school. I was so nervous. I sat on a stone bench in front of a lake to calm myself down, and then he appeared. He sat next to me and said nothing for a minute, then when he finally opened his mouth, he said "what's your reason?". At first I just looked at him silent, how could he know? But, I felt like I could trust him even tho I usually don't trust people easily. I just felt like I could be honest with him. So I told him. I remember his sweet smile as he was listening to me. He then told me his reason. We spoke for hours and hours, we ended up playing UNO at a certain point. I remember going home with the biggest smile. And that's our story started. As soon as school started, I learned that bullies are everywhere, but this time I had him. The next day I found out he was one of my classmates, he helped me a lot to stop the bullying. A year later, we started dating, he confessed during one of our night strolls, I remember it like it was yesterday. His soft smile and his blushing cheeks. We loved stargazing and we chose our stars so that "if we ever find ourself away from each other, our stars are together". We often had dinner or lunch at each others houses, we went to the cat coffee together, went to funfairs, had picnics, dancing in the rain, learned to skate together, held hands during classes, study sessions cause I suck in math, falling asleep on my couch during a film, taking silly selfies, trying new food together, and so much more. He entered my world without saying anything and completely changed it. He added all his bright colors and lit up my world like no one ever did. This lasted six years. One day, he had dinner at my house, I asked him to sleep over since it was getting late, he refused cause his father just came back from a work trip and wanted to see him as soon as possible. Of course I couldn't force him to stay, in the end we would've seen each other the next day. So, he went back home. As soon as he left I prepared my schoolbag and went to sleep. 30 minutes later my mother woke me up, my father and my siblings were there too. I was confused. Then my mum told me what haunted me for years. He got hit by a car. The man driving was drunk. I was 17 when my world was destroyed. That's when I locked myself in my room and refused to do anything. It was the hardest year of my life. It's been 3 years now, I still see him in my dreams sometimes and almost can feel his presence when I'm alone. I miss you.

somehow getting to know that theres a lot of people knowing your pain of being alone and depressed is kinda comforting

i don’t want to die i’m just so tired of my life, but one day if i don’t wake up, i won’t be sad

This hits diff when you're failing at school and life in general

will forever be my favourite song, even when i've listen too it too much i always love it

I’ll never get tired of this song

Imagine u and your soulmate dancing this song in the rain.

Can you imagine 2 people taking about each other in the comments and not knowing 😭

going to see them live soon!! so excited!!!

Been listening to this slowed version since December 2021 and i still love it

I'm not suicidal, but i dont want to wake up anymore. I wish i could just stay asleep forever, lost in my own head and replaying crazy dreams. My real life has become useless, meaningless. I'm just tired.

leaving a comment so whenever it gets liked I come back here, read all the comments and listen to this masterpiece again :')

i love this slowed version so much

We all are in our own boats, struggling to get thru the ocean and well some of us facing waves, some of us dealing with strome, some of us getting stuck in thunder and while some of us having nightmares seeing tides. All that matters is how we balance our boat, keep on going everyone and i know you all gonna get your island, you will have your world of peace ❤️

I love reading comments, I feel like we are all friends and tell each other about our problems and feelings..

i love how school made me starve myself, made my anxiety severe, depression severe, paranoia mild, etc.

Growing up is realizing nothing will ever be okay, and being just fine with that. It's understanding that a life of pain may be worth fleeting satisfaction that leaves you with more pain than you started with.

We luv u Tyler thanks for existing!!

I hate how my parents think I’m doing perfectly fine when really I’m having a hard time.

parents: your gonna get held back school: 10 assignments due tomorrow friends: shut up omg music: I relate its gonna be okay :)

Listening to this song while drunk and high makes you feel like your floating through time and watching life evolve from nothing to today's society

This sounds so good

Do you ever feel so incredibly attached to a character in a movie or series who isn't even real but it still hurts so much like if they are.

I had a dream about this boy and we we're slow dancing to song. I feel emotionally attached to him, but I don't even know him.

thank you for your sincerity, Clark

This music is so beautiful and relaxing any time of the day. I often listen while I am reading or painting. Perfect for getting back to center and creating balance in your life. Great job Peder! You are a true artist.💙 👍 🙂

I kinda feel like the world is just me in my room nowadays. Kids my age are experiencing stuff , finding new friends , finding love and shit. and I feel like I'm just stuck

When you pressed like botton before It even played

im so happy im seeing them live this year, i alr know its gonna be the one of the best moments of my life

love this songggggggggggggg

I am a girl from Myanmar. I don't have my own room. I live in a house of 13 people. I live with my family of four in a really small room. Going on social media and see people sneak out, find love, find friends and have fun just fills me with envy. My family is really strict. I need to ask permission to get out of my own room with three other people. I live with my cousins and a sibling. They all have miserable lives. All we can freely do is eat, watch our phone, and I- nothing else. I am here to manifest my dreams. Wish you a good luck too :)

this hits different when your life is falling apart and when you're dying

I'm feeling soo relaxed ❤️❤️

Supremacy🛐🛐🛐

parents - you're not good enough school - you're worthless friends - we're all fake music - i'm here for u hotel - trivago

anyone else feel stuck and unmotivated? Whatever it is you’re going through, you will get through it. It sounds stupid but this will pass. Just stay around and see how your life turns out, stay strong and keep your head up. You all have so much to offer to this world and don’t deserve to feel like you need to disappear in order to be okay. One day you will be okay, and breathing, I just hope you all stick around to see it. Be strong and stay safe guys. Right now we need each other more than ever. 💙

Viajei nessa 🖤🥺 que obra prima

wow what a vibe with this slowed ver.

bff: why r u so sad stop it siblings: stop acting so depressed Parents: stop messing about your fine go do ur homework Music: it's ok im here for you

My life should not be a battle. I just want to live.

this is gonna be my wedding song idc

I remember last year was chaos for me but there were these little moments were I felt peaceful, but they were nothing without my favorite songs, i just had them on repeat…it was like shield for me

I love how parents always remind us of how bad we are doing

When I think about how Gen Z is so openly depressed and suicidal, I always get so frustrated with society in general. I’ve seen videos like these, with a sad song made slower and maybe reverb added, and you just see a flood of _literal children_ talking about how depressed they are. At first it was like, 16 year olds, but I’ve started seeing kids as young as 11. This is not okay, I know you’ve seen them too. This shouldn’t be something we accept as normal.

I just LOVE this song !!! Happy New Year 2024

Cold 2020 days Vibes. 🌊

i've come to the realisation that i'm not living, i'm fvck1ng surviving.

i feel like we are just waking up doing online classes and shit this isnt living :/

This is the only way i can feel okay even when everything is not okay , even when everything is falling apart , i just listen to music and let it all go.

This song feels very comforting

it hurts knowing you are slowly falling into that dark hole that you worked soooo damn hard to get out of...

I miss the old me, the happy me, I was social, smart, and now I'm starving myself and depression is tarring me apart piece by piece, I'm failing all my classes, I'm losing hope, I haven't slept in days, all my friends changed and then left. and my parents are starting to become abusive, I don't know what I'm living for at this point.

i couldn't imagine it could be slowed down even more than it originally was but i love this version as well

4.4Crore are sad, Distress are 5.1 Lakh in this masterpiece❤

if you made it here, i need to tell you that it's ok to not know what, why, or how

"i just wanna be...appreciated"

Being told you're loved, having someone to hold and seeing in your significant other a better life just to be left with emptiness and silence. Breaks up are truly painful