i just want everyone to know that it is okay to vent on any of my youtube videos. I can understand why you would want too, seeing as it is mostly anonymous but it still feels like someone knows. so feel free to vent about your problems and how you feel. YOU ARE NOT AN ATTENTION SEEKER AND WE ALL LOVE YOU. this is a safe space:)
Ikr like I can’t even tell this to my therapist she’s pregnant right now so I don’t want to stress her right now so I’m just bottling it all for now also idk how to explain it
I haven’t even finished it I’m on ep 4 and I read that everyone dies and it hurts I barely know these characters and it hurts knowing everyone dies in the end as a spoiler hurts more than just being surprised by it because I watch and know they’ll die their lives will cease to exist this is really cheesy but it feels the same way irl everyone exists and then dies in the end sorry for unloading just having my monthly existential crisis at 2am I hope you guys are okay
I... Can't even cry? I can't cry, this isn't even a joke. I can't... Everything hurts so much, childhood trauma, my mom being homophobic, school is hard to keep up on, unrealistic expectations on me, trust issues, self hate, stress, anxiety. And I can't even visit a therapist because I'm scared tell anyone and too young. I don't know what to do, I only have one thing keeping it from ending *everything*. My best friend, she cares so much and I can tell. But it's so hard to believe her, I know she cares... I don't know what to do. I really don't know. I've seen so many things like- "You wouldn't let anyone treat you the way you treat yourself, make sure you have a great mindset or something- you might be by yourself blah blah-" I know that feeling already. I had to be my own therapist while keeping my mom not on the verge on a breakdown because her and my dad kept arguing for I think for a whole year, keep my (Ex) "Best friend" happy because she was also having family problems, get good grades, be the PEOPLE PLEASER, BE THE EXAMPLE OF A PERFECT STUDENT WITHOUT BREAKING- I know people have worse than me, I know people are fighting too, but I think I've been through enough. No I'm not leaving this earth. But if my best friend leaves... Then I just do that. Sorry, I just need a place to rant. 😓
I know I’m a complete stranger to you, but I relate to you so much, and I understand a lot of what you’re going through. Honestly, I know you probably won’t listen to me, but this is the thing that’s keeping me going: this is only the beginning of our young lives. You shouldn’t cut your life short because of stupid people who choose to not care or support you. Please. Keep going. Keep fighting. You WILL meet ppl who support you and love you for just who you are. And you WILL find real family. I see there is another reply on your comment saying they are there to talk. I’m here too. If you keep going you will find, like I said, ppl who will love and support you. I’m young too, and im not good at advice, so I’m very sorry if this reply was really random and dumb, but when I see people who need a little bit of advice, I want to give advice as best as I can. I just want you to know u are not alone. I’m also sorry if this was long. ❤️
POV: Your with your best friend. You sit on top of a roof, in a run-down neighborhood. Snacks and drinks by your side. You watch as the world crumbles around you, as your bestfriend mumbles "I've always loved you, Y/N." They confess their feeling for you, as the world comes to a close.
My feet are aching And your back is pretty tired And we've drunk a couple bottles, babe And set our grief aside The Papers say it's doomsday The button has been pressed We're gonna nuke each other up boys 'Til old satan stands impressed And here it is, our final night alive And as the earth runs to the ground Oh girl it's you that I lie with As the atom bomb locks in Oh it's you I watch TV with As the world, as the world caves in You put your final suit on I paint my fingernails Oh we're going out in style babe And everything's on sale We creep up on extinction I pull your arms right in I weep and say goodnight love While my organs pack it in And here it is, our final night alive And as the earth runs to the ground Oh girl it's you that I lie with As the atom bomb locks in Oh it's you I watch TV with As the world, as the world caves Oh it's you that I lie with As the atom bomb locks in Yes it's you I welcome death with As the world, as the world caves in As the world caves in
But then how would you cope? Lol thats how i let my feeling out. You cant hide your feeling from yourself. Ive been doing that for the pass year, telling myself that sense nothing bad has happened to me, there was no reason to be sad. But lately, ive been getting worse, like telling myself that i had to be happy. Or else everyone would think you were sad. During zoom two days ago, i started crying (i had my cam off lol) i sobbed into my pillow but of course, i looked in the mirror and told myself to stop crying because i was acting like a baby. I dunno why i do that. But sad music is my excape from life. So what im reqlly trying to say is that you would be trapping everything off. Lol its been a month since you commented so you probably do still. This is most likely the first time we meet, and most likely the last. Goodbye stranger.
@@chevellebutler5103 I used to cry multiple times everyday. But now I feel like I’ve drained myself from all emotions. I’ve been listening to sad music for hours on loop because I can’t cry. I can’t smile. I can’t frown. I just can’t genuinely feel anything. So I purposely make myself feel sad. But it seems impossible. It’s like I’m completely neutral. And it’s even more terrifying than being sad. Because I can’t even feel happy. So I try to listen to songs I think will make me sad to help me cope with my new inability to display emotions.
My family: - thinking I’m listening to happy tunes while sitting in the drive way to our house- Me: *sitting next to my rabbits grave crying and remembering in a few days will be the day she died on*
He stands in the edge of the tallest building in his city, it's been abandoned years, he looks down between his feet at the upcoming traffic that passes in front of it. It starts raining as he pulls his phone out of his pocket and presses the loop button and plays "As The World Caves In" and he lets it play, tears form in his eyes and he stays in the position he was in when he looked down at the traffic. He pulls out a notebook and sweater, he flips through the notebook; reading each letter he had left for each special person he ever had enter his life, he then pulls on the sweater pulling up the hood and stands at the edge once again, "our final night alive..." he sings along with the music. He then turns so his back is to the traffic and leans back letting his feet drag against the concrete he once stood tall on and is soon falling off the the building, as he free falls his happiest memories flash through his head, but they soon stop as feelings of sadness and depression fill his head, " I did this, I'm finally free... good bye world." He says, "As the world caves in...", he makes contact with the wet pavement and he bleeds out, his music still playing but his phone screen cracked, his phone buzzes frantically with messages from his mother, but they soon stop and an older woman comes up to the dead boy and falls to her knees crying, "he's dead... I can't believe he's dead..." she sobs. The world goes black as the image of a mother crying at her dead sons side fades away. The End.
I hate how I try my best but still fail. I hate how my body is and how I starve to get it perfect. I hate how I try to be happy and smile but Ik that I’m in pain. I hate that the person that made a promise to and loved left me to be with another girl. I hate I can’t feel anything. I hate how every time I have to act perfect bc of my family. I hate my life. I hate how people leave you even tho you try your best but they leave.I told myself in the mirror how you are good enough but my mind betrayed me into believing that Ik not. As My thoughts feel like I’m drowning in the deep ocean.. suffocating no one can save me it’s just me an my thoughts. I see myself as how pathetic I am. The moon does not even light me no more it just gives it’s back. The darkness being my blanket as My last tear falls. My mind all over the place thinking how did it end up like this. As I watch other ppl smile I feel relief knowing that If I die no one would miss me. I go to the bridge sit watch the stars alone:)
Hey, you arent pathetic. You can call yourself useless or shitty, but you arent pathetic. Right now, you are currently going through a difficult stage in your life, but it will eventually finish. And when that time comes, you will have made it to the other side. Dont give up! You arent pathetic because you are winning against the demons in your head. Dont stop fighting your negative thoughts!
You’re not pathetic, everyone has a purpose in life! You’ll find better people that you can hang out with! And if you’re having a bad time somewhere or at home, or anywhere, just know that you’re important to life! Hope you feel better
ive been listening to the saddest music all day so i can feel at least something , i couldn’t cry, i haven’t felt a real emotion in months, i want it to be over i want to feel something, i want to smile for real, i want to be able to feel something, anything, but i dont know how, im tired of putting on a fake smile, i cant deal with this anymore, i dont know what to do
I didn't even do anything..i gave up everything for you, I loved you and still do...just tell me what I need to change and I will. I pinky promise. Just stay with me. You can hurt me again just stay...please..
As I listen to this I imagine myself falling into a deep sleep, hopefully not waking back up in this life. Perhaps I wake up in a forest in a completely different universe. I am calm, happy. I breathe in the unpolluted air, the greenest forest in front of me, almost blinding. I live out life in the forest, making my own house, farm, and writing stories and playing my Dizi. I almost forget about where I had come from. I forget about my family, friends, teachers, lover, I forget about my previous dreams of becoming a teacher, I forget about my favorite shows, I forget about all heartbreaking stories I've read. I instead befriend the people of this universe, learning their culture, making new friends, and perhaps even getting a lover in a few years. Until I have a dream of the life I used to live. I remember all of it and I reminisce about it as I look down at my rough hands, they had been so delicate before. I wonder how everyone is doing as I rise from my bed, smiling down at the sleeping face of my lover before walking out of my small house, staring out at the lush forest and walk down a small path that I've made over the years and come to a ledge and stare down at the large village, maybe even big enough to be called a city, below me. Where I had made new friendships, cried, and laughed. I close my eyes and imagine everyone I left behind. I opened my eyes when my name is called and I look over my shoulder to see my lover shuffling towards me in their underrobe, asking what I'm doing. I simply laugh as I walk towards them, telling that I'm just watching the sun rise, and lead them back home. Our home.
This song makes you feel as if the bottle of water you're drinking is actually a bottle of vodka and your bedroom is an empty apartment in the middle of New York...
I've lost count of how many times I'm cried to this. I've had millions of answers. The song was so deep I just cried. It made me realise something I've been wondering a lot. Now I don't wanna die. Die? I wanna live my life the way I want it to be. If your feeling down, please. Cheer up. Don't give up. You will have a good ending. Live. Just..live before its too late. LIVE!
Can I just say Matt’s voice is indescribable and beautiful. I can listen to this song for hours and I just want to cry from how beautiful his voice sounds.
The thing is..... i joke around with my friends and we joke about being annoying, sometimes I don’t realise I’m talking a lot then i get told to shut up (in what they think is a jokie way) and bc of the whey they say it, it feels true then when I’m quiet they try to ask if I’m good to get me talking again then after a while i get told to shut up again when i was genuinely being happy when I’m quiet i just wanna chill. My parents see me looking sad whilst I’m in online classes and ask if I’m okay i just say I’m tired but no, i wanna cry for hours on end but the pain still wont go away. I also say sorry to much and i cant help it. My teachers and the people around me in actual classrooms tell me off for fidgeting when i cant help it bc I don’t even realise. When my friends talk they ignore me and don’t ask me anything to do with what they’re on about so i stay quiet. There’s a reason I don’t leave my room and its this. They ignore i even exist and others only use me for answers isn't it odd that we feel safe to rant to strangers but not to people were supposed to
Well I don’t have to tell him I liked him a friend I TRUSTED told him he said I’m sorry I don’t have a crush on u I have a crush on her it was this girl that was perfect she did nothing wrong she always got 💯 and no one has a crush on me because I’m tall 😀🔫🔫😃😔🔪and I look scary I’m so kind but it’s okay I’m used to it 😊🔫
And she always got attention I’m her friend tho so when we’re talking she leaves me ITS SO ANNOYING but now I don’t worry about having a crush I just crush on anime fictional characters 😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀🔫
No words can describe the way this song makes me feel, it’s just so perfectly melancholy and ominous but at the same time like bittersweet. I just love it so much
This songs hits me to my core. I’ve been struggling trying to find myself lately and all I want to get back to is my younger self but I try and I can’t like somewhere in my brain stops me from getting there. I know I can get back to her and be happy again and start piecing my life back together but I can’t. I try but my motivation disappears and I start becoming sadder and it affects my work. I just want her back that’s all. I just want the happiness again so this feeling can go away. (Sorry for this)
Im gonna guess you are quite young, because the reason that you are sad is because you just miss being a kid. You miss all those fun times with your family and all of those memories with everyone before. But just because your childhood has ended, doesnt mean the fun has ended.
this is exactly me. i just miss being little and happy with nothing to worry about but i guess it’s apart of growing up and you are not alone we can do this together :) 🤍
I can't imagine how lucky you have to be for someone to listen to this song and think of you. I just can't ever imagine someone listening to this and wishing that they could spend every moment with me, even if it's the last moments of our lives. This song makes me so incredibly sad. Every time I listen to this I think of him, and how I loved him more than life itself. I just wish someone would love me the same way I love them. This song makes me realize how rare that kind of love is....and I think I've given up on looking for it. He might be with me now, but nothing between us will ever be the same. I just can't love him the same anymore.
BRO HAVE YOU EVER GOTTEN INTO AN IMAGINARY ARGUMENT WITH A PERSON AND YOU BREAK DOWN CRYING CUZ YOUVE THOUGHT OF SEVERAL DIFFERENT WAYS THE CONVERSATION COULD GO AND THEN AFTER YOU TELL YOUR SELF IT'LL PROBABLY BE ONE OF THOSE SCENARIOS THAT YOU THOUGHT UP JUST BECAUSE YOU WERE BORED AND THEN BECAUSE YOU WERE BORED YOU THOUGHT OF THOSE SCENARIOS AND NOW HERE YOU ARE CRYING BECAUSE OF SOMETHING THAT DIDNT HAPPEN BUT YOURE PRETTY SURE IT WILL HAPPEN SOMETIME SOON OR IT NEVER DOES AND THE WAY THEY LEAVE YOU IS JUST BY CUTTING YOU OFF COMPLETELY AND PRETENDING YOU DON'T EXIST AND THEN IF THEY DONT LEAVE YOU WONDER IF YOU MAKE THEM REALLY HAPPY AND IF ANYTHING WERE TO HAPPEN TO YOU THEY WOULD BE SO SAD AND YOU DONT WANT TO HURT THEM LIKE THAT SO YOU SLOWLY DRIFT AWAY FROM EACH OTHER AND WHEN YOU THINK OF THAT PERSON IT JUST BRINGS YOU PAIN BECAUSE YOU BOTH MADE EACH OTHER SO HAPPY BUT YOU DIDNT WANT TO HURT THEM SO YOU LEFT AND NOW HERE YOU ARE WITH ONLY A FEW FRIENDS BUT YOU KNOW THEYRE GONNA LEAVE YOU TOO SO YOU CRY YOU SELF TO SLEEP BECAUSE YOU GOT SO CLOSE TO THEM AND YOU KNOW ITS GONNA HURT WHEN THEY LEAVE YOU OR YOU LEAVE yeah I needed to vent..... Sorry I get it if you dont want to read all that
I've been constantly dealing with thoughts of hurting myself for months, thinking that they would just pass. I've been clean for a fucking year now, I wish I would just get over it already! I wish I could cry!!
Imagine- Two of the main characters, they've fallen in love, the end of the series, the big showdown. A bullet is fired right into the boy's chest, the bullet travels in slow motion as the girl runs to the boy in slow motion, this song plays while the boy falls to the ground and the rain starts to fall. She is left all alone and the killer is never revealed. She lives till she is old, alone but when she dies, she meets him again, and the song continues with "Its you..."
POV: you’re lying with you best friend, watching the moon and stars. Your best friend starts to recall all of your childhood memories as the world around you both slowly starts to die. You look up at the sky, taking your few last breaths. Your friend wonders why you haven’t said anything. Just as your life slowly fades away from your weakened grasp you hear them confess their love. As you eyes widen at the sudden confession you heart sinks as you always knew this yet you never said anything. Now your chance was gone. You crisp, dried lips slowly exhale your breath as your life fades from your eyes, leaving your body being cradled by your childhood friend. As they scream out your name in despair as they watch your lifeless body. Then god nukes the Earth
If you feel like that, call someone! I made the mistake of not telling anyone about my depression and it was terrible. But when i told someone, it helped so much. Please, believe me.
pov: you're with your crush , on top of a rooftop . the air feels just right and the moon is shining . you both look at each other and smile . you sigh and they ask what's wrong . you laugh and get closer to the edge of the roof . they gasp and try to reach to you . they fail . you're gone . they whisper . '' i've always loved you . . . y/n . " fat tears running down their face . *as the world caves in .* the end .
On November third we had to put my dog down. He had bone cancer that made his bones really brittle. He broke his back leg in the parking lot to the vet, and his front leg was already messed up. We lived on the second floor. We put him down because we didn't want him to be in pain anymore. But I still need him. Ive had him since I was 3. He helped me when my parents fought. He helped me when I had no friends. He was there whenever I cried over a movie. He was there when I felt like no one else was. He was a good boy. He was my brother. I still need him. Im not ready to live without him.
I know this was a month ago but I really hope you're doing better now! But if you're not, that's fine everyone needs to express their emotions sometimes. I don't think telling someone to get over a death of a loved one has ever helped anyone.
i think it's time i move on from crying every night, i need to accept that everyone is better without me and that i am alone. But frankly, being alone isn't bad. Not bad at all :)
I try so hard not to make friends because I know its gonna hurt when they leave me. but some how I've managed to make three friends and I know sooner or later they're gonna get tired of me just like everyone else
@@miriarimarr0 I feel the exact same like I made a friend on snap and we became really close in this gc so we started to get really close but now I feel like she hates me because she used to open up to me all the time but not anymore and she has another friend that I feel like she has more connection with while I try my hardest so hard to talk to her and shes just bored of me like everyone else did :')
Babe, you aren't alone. I know I'm a stranger but I care for you so much. I feel like everyone who replies to people says that, but I really do. And I'm so sorry, it will get better. It always gets better. Try to talk to someone, it can be anyone even a pet. I talk to my cat and its pretty helpful to just vent
I was listening to this song while thinking of my Grandfather who commited Suicide, and remembered something. He always said crying was a waste of time, so what are you doing? Pick your head up, there's so much more to life if you move on Things will get better ~From a supportive stranger
I'm so sorry for your loss. My grandpa, who I never got to meet and my uncle, also passed away from suicide. Thank you for sharing you support. Sending love
this song makes me feel so safe. idk y, it just distracts me from reality. i just love to lay in bed, staring at my ceiling, while listening to this on repeat, not worrying about school work, or anything else. it just distracts me from the pain. i dont feel nothing when i listen to this song, i feel nothing besides the feeling that everything is going to be okay.
hey uuhhh i was here about 5 months ago, rigjt after this video was published and i had a meaningful convo with some people, if youre seeing this people, thank you and i will never forget you!
pov: You take a step out onto your balcony, holding a glass of wine in your hand and looking over the edge at the nighttime city. You finally got everything you wanted. Everything, but her. Your hand grips tightly to a locket in your hand as your mind replays your last moment you had with her. You shut your eyes and you see her reaching her hand out to you to give you the locket. You take it with a confused expression on your face and before you realize what she is doing, it's too late. She blinks a tear, falling backwards off of the building. You lunge to grab her wrist, but she was already falling. You scream out her name watching her fall, tears running down your face. You snap back into reality to find tears running down your cheek like before. You glance down at the locket in your hand before setting down the glass on wine on the table and holding the locket to your chest. You take a step closer to the edge of the balcony with your eyes closed. You repeat doing this until you've taken your last step. The last thing you said was: "My life wasn't purposeful without you. So why should I even bother trying to make it any better when all I needed was you.." Sorry, this comment was a little random. I've just been having some nights where things felt off, but I promise I'm perfectly fine and in good health :)
i just want to fall off the empire state building listening to this song, wired headphones, crying, someone i love to break my fall. But everyone hates me. I have no friends, i'm lonely, and I cry myself to sleep every night.
my parents: thinking im happy because im young and that their words dont affect me when im thinking about death, crying myself to sleep every night, putting a fake smile on my face and stressed about my homework.
don't you just love it when you're trying to do homework because you've been stressed for the past week which ends up in you having missing work and having shit grades and you want to finish it all before your parents know so they don't yell at you for the 100th time over something you already know, and your mom and sister is fighting in the next room and you can hear every bit of it? yea.
Don't you love it when you finally realize that you are truly the ONLY one you have. That when you were at you lowest point, no one noticed. Not you mom, not you friends, and for a time not even yourself. So you're left with the only time of the day where you can silently cry and yell at yourself to the point where even the mirror doesn't recognize you anymore.
“Oh it’s you” that’s part of the lyrics reminds me of when I’m gonna die all my toxic and fake friends are gonna get the sympathy while I look back and say “oh it’s you, thought I wasn’t good enough” maybe I’ll think they cared maybe I’ll wonder why they didn’t want to help “As the world caves in” I’m engulfed I’m squeezed into a corner of my body I’m a shadow of who I used to be the world really is caving in isn’t it?
Ilysm even though ur a stranger i just mrt i know you can do it and ill always be proud of you. I know ur strong ur doing it i know you will if ur gonna win this fight just so u know ill be proud of you. You can always talk to me. My instagram is @/Blossom.melio and my tiktok is @ugh.roaxches feel free to dm me ily.
imagine; dancing with your comfort character to this song in the 1950’s. the era of television, the era of media and color.. the bombs are suddenly coming through.. you two dance the night away.. he looks at you and says “don’t worry, my love.. look into my eyes, the worlds right here..” he pulls you close. you have slight tears in your eyes as you get pulled into his chest. you slow dance, you see a flash outside and you hear “I love you..” and the world goes dark.
Everything hurts so bad, I go to school and I smile so no one suspects anything. I can’t even cry, I’m trying so hard to and it hurts so bad to not cry. I don’t want to tell my girlfriend because I don’t want to bother her. I don’t want to bother anyone with my problems. And whenever I tell her something she goes ‘tbh like same’ and it hurts so bad when she does that. I feel like bursting. I can’t keep it all in. Sorry for wasting your time I just needed somewhere to rant.
I was wondering if i could create a short little book that starts with that? I just want your permission. Im gonna post it on RU-vid, ill give you credit.
I’m crying for so many reason and one of them is meeting draco and I’m so impatient that I just wanna shift already:/ I have so many things I wanna tell him..
it hurts listening to this again, I’m already nearing the days of hell in high school, but I still can’t move on. He always made me laugh or try to make me feel I wasn’t alone is this were endless suffering of sadness and stress. When it was nearing my first days of school I was flat out crying, he wanted to call me but I said I was crying rn I’ll call you later, but he texted saying call me rn, he called again and I answered, I was crying still and he was trying to comfort me and cheer me up, bought me my favorite drink from a boba place I always wanted to go with him, really made my day. Then the day before it we played this song together and cried so much we started laughing at each other then cried again...i cried trying to write this but I miss him so much I wish that had never happened, all the memories made and new ones are now at a standstill. I had to witness of the way he left this earth, I’d join him if nothing else is to live for. (he died in a severe car accident right behind my car, passed on the night of my uncles and dads birthday October 17. miss him a lot, he was my cousin who just moved here and only got to stay for 3 months...) if there was a way to rewind time I would do it in a quick heartbeat 💔 www.azfamily.com/news/woman-teen-boy-die-in-glendale-crash/article_cf0e6c04-114a-11eb-b280-bf9659b10f36.html
