ASMR On The Inside 

Hey, Lilium. I hope you are well. I've been a "follower" since 2012 and and things have changed so much for you, me, and the rest of us. I was 19 back then and lost like so many of us. Even as someone else who was lost you had a way to bring me out of my mind and to a world that you created. You're guided meditations and roleplays (*later*) helped me immensely and as you might imagine, I've had a special place for you in my heart. I've always watched silently and wished you the best throughout your ordeals. I remember when you disappeared and we were all worried sick and I thought the world lost another beautiful soul, like a caterpillar frozen in its cocoon. But you emerged again, and it was a very joyous moment for me, not only because you returned, but because you seemed better.. happier. I know alot has changed since then and hopefully you've still got the same fire that lit you up back then. I'm much better now but I can never forget the way you helped me escape reality for a moment and those are times I can look back and say, someone cared. You helped people before this shit got mainstream and money got involved. I hope things are going well for you and if not I will continue to hope that they improve. Keep your head up as you always have because it might be minuscule but you've inspired atleast this man to give it his best effort and in that way, you were a savior. I've always had a special place for you in my heart and if you ever decide to call this quits again, I know I'll atleast continue to remember you. You make a difference and no one can take that from you. And even though those were dark days, I see it now as a beautiful time in life. Our niche little community. People who simply cared about people and in that, helped themselves, inside, where it matters. Stay happy and healty, please. Peace and love, friend ❤

I've listened to your videos for a long time, years. This was my favorite one. So real and raw and up close. I hope you'll feel like creating more in this style. Be safe and take care of yourself.

The colour palette reminds me of the music video for Dreams by the Cranberries. An oceanic dreamworld. Thank you Lilium.

It's incredible how much this relates to what's been on my mind today.

Appreciate all the uploads. Really good stuff. Thank you *edit* really calming so far

I hear you lillium. I feel you. I acknowledge you. I embrace you. I create my own world for survival. This was beyond communicative. Little moth was my favourite before now. Huge warm squeeze darling. You have helped me also and you are loved. Let us help you. Also I understand bpd cptsd and many others. 12yrs diagnonsense. DO NOT FEEL ALONE. REACH OUT✨🙌😊

♥️ Always felt like there is something basic I have been missing that is natural to others making me not get what they want or expect from me. Almost all the time I have to make all the effort to "translate" between myself and other people. Got so much better at it over the years too, but currently also have to retreat and get my bearings and energy back.

The inside is where I have spent most of my life. inside my own thoughts and dreams, I understand what you mean about people who just don't get it or can't relate. I don't claim to know anything, most of the time in my situation, it is me that cannot relate to most people, when I do find a spark of interest with someone I end up feeling terrible because I know that I will end up leaving them for the inside again. I leave people alone, it is not what I desire. I want to relate. the longer I stay on the inside the less I want to leave. I believe what you say about Nature, it is something that most people have become detached from, and I believe that it is a place that we can return to if we choose. thank you for sharing the inside, I believe that you get it. you are beautiful to see and hear- inside and outside, light or dark, there is a lot of space out in nature that is a great place to go if you want to get away. I haven't been in a couple of years, I want to go to the high mountain lakes around where I live, and listen to the wind in the trees again it fulfills me too.

She'll always be, the queen of whispers!

I do feel like that. It’s like you’re in my head. It’s like you hear my thoughts. And not just this video it’s a lot of the videos I’ve watched that you’ve done. Your powers are magnificent

Happy relaxed Easter...

I forgot how beautiful and thoughtful your ASMR was. So glad I've rediscovered your light. Thank you Lilium. Much love. ^_^

Worked in the heat, showered with cold water, now i rest, with the queen of whispers

Hi there! How about a updated tattoo tracing video using a small makeup brush? Please and thank you 😊

Hi Lilium. Thank you for this special video. It really struck a chord with me ❤💕

Much love from Atlanta, GA, my dearest Lilium. Thank you for this.

Connection is of ultimate intimacy: connection of the universal mind’s eye and of the soul. 🌌

That's why i love the night cos nobody bothers. People are strange even when you are familiar. No need to get close to me cos i am so far. (Rime of the Ancient Mariner, revisited)

thank you. you make me feel not alone

I loved your live stream Lilium!! You have the wisdom and soul of a Angel. God sent you to us!!!

I'm looking forward to this. You always provide great ASMR content Wishing you a Happy Easter Lilium love from London.

Thanks for this beautiful video! Happy easter and stay safe!

Its always good to be deep minded. Im just happy when my mother buys me some energy drinks and im like the happiest person i Would say. In Every Object there is a Story ❤️🙏

I have a shirt that says, "I used to be a people person, but people ruined it." You strike me as a very level headed, calm, caring, compassionate, honest person. I think you'd make a wonderful friend, and I would go out of my way to not make you feel the way so many others have. I pride myself on being sympathetic and empathetic. I know exactly how it feels to feel inadequate, to be made to feel like you're stupid, and to be made to feel like you aren't worth anything, and I would go out of my way to not make others feel like that. I hope you are well. I love your videos, and this is neither here nor there, but I think you are beautiful, and I have a strong feeling that's on the inside, as well as on the outside. :D

Looking forward to this! You've always been one of my fav asmrtists!

This was a really cool approach to a video, the reversed speech was fun, and very different to anything else I've heard. Thank you for making this

Long time listener and forever fan since the early Lilium way back , I don't comment much but your video spoke to me on a personal level. Take care of yourself, this world is a vicious place that can chew up and spit out beautiful people like yourself. You're awesome and I don't know you but that shouldn't matter, here's some love from California!

Best time for my queen is late night when all is quiet

Interesting choice to add "on the inside" in reverse at the end of the clip, though I couldn't quite decphier the phrase before it.

WOW!! I am very touched by this, Lil. You are a true artist of expression. The words you chose for this and the artistic editing to accompany those words are like a sunrise and a sunset at the same time; both beautiful in their own way. It's really indescribable, except to say that this is art in its "truest" form. You possess the artists "heart," and that heart is one that so many people wished they had. Art is the truest expression of life, and you have always expressed it well, and I know you will continue to do so. It is YOUR gift. Take good care of yourself, sweetheart... You are very special. 💖 As always, I wish you Love, Peace and Happiness, Lil, and thank you for sharing yourself in this and in so many of your other videos. You are appreciated VERY much. Stay safe, sweetie. ❤️✌️😊 PS - Your hair's getting really loooong...I LUUUVE IT. 🤗

Still and always will be my favorite Asmr artist❤️😍❤️

I get it, I exactly get it. I always keep my mouth shut, keep it on the inside.

Relax. Deep breaths. Can't wait!

This is one if the best ASMR videos I have ever seen. Your creativity and artistic talent present in this film are incredible.

I understood this a bit too well. I like it on the inside, people look at me and they can't see me or hear me. Do you have any idea what that's like? So I just stay on the inside and don't say much, just hoping someone can see me.

Yes, totally relatable. Thank you.

Very beautiful soulful loving woman that I admire ❤ keep up your amazing work Lilam ❤

Hi lilium I wanted to say that I love watching a relaxing video. And maybe you should do a throwback RP, like mrs Sandman. Although I do remember that video which I do love. And I even do remember a RP video of a caring friend. But overall I love watching a relaxing video, wheather it’s day or night. But I do love your relaxing video lilium. 😊👍🏻❤️⭐️☯️💟💛 # lilium is the best ASMRIST in the world.

Bob Ross said, "We need the dark to see the light."

Love this so much!!💜

Thank you

. You're a great lady be strong we love you Happy New year

Lilium you are perfect the way you are angel and that's why I love you everyone has good days and bad days and if people can't handle it that's their loss I have that problem to and I only talk to people I trust and take me for who I am and you are loved from me 💗💝💖🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹😘😘

Love you and always want the best for you Lilium. 💛🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻

thank you so much Lilium, for this extraordinary video, and for letting us in to share in your beautiful thoughts, once again we are shown another aspect of the one, the one real, the one real Lilium 💙💛❤️

I wish I could meet with you in Denmark and drink a cup of coffee, or tea and just talk about stuff :)

Kinda feel the same right now lilium just need a chance to step back and think with myself and escape for a bit so good to hear your soothing voice and hope your doing well especially with everything going on all around us looking forward to your next video

“tickles my pickle” lol

Only the best to you stay strong 💪LADY

I love you, Lilium.

How wonderful to hear your beautiful feminine voice,like sunrise, it's like this at sunrise, and I feel just exactly the same.... I 'm thinking of you.🖤

How did you record this Lilium? Were mics pointing inwards instead of out?

My fav asmrtist❤

Oh my darling Lilium I get where you are coming from I really do my friend please take care of you for me thanks darling

yes I do

On the inside the sun still shines And the rain falls down But the sun and rain are prisoners too, When morning comes around.

It sounds like you are either inside my mind, or you ARE my mind :O :O this is so cool!

I hope you’re ok Lilium.

Understandable.

Woosh nice visuals

I completely get you so much. I feel like no one gets it. We have to put up a charade, a facade.

relaxing

I trust you

Just so you know, some of us are still here holding out. Miss you! Hopefully see you in your own time. ✨♥️

My sweeth angel

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This is the Central Scrutinizer (Frank Zappa from “Joes garage” possibly the worlds first ASMR recording.

Totally agree most things happen to us on the inside, like now Stay Home its the safest place on the inside, thanks for the thoughts.

Well my darling Lilium what do you have in store for us today I am absolutely excited to see this I hope you are doing well I have watched almost every one of your videos you are the Queen to me love you and your work and your drawings

❤️👍

Gone all weird

Hola

you are real to me

❤️❤️❤️👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻🌹🌹🌹

Pourrais-tu refaire une vidéo asmr français?🥺

Lilium do you know Asmr for Clods? She was here tonight and i remember she mentioned you in her videos, she loves you. I want you check her unbelievable voice. She’s outstanding.

What is it tho

Lilium since of the 1912.

Such an amazing woman!! Could put a leash on me and I would follow

you are so beautiful

Just tell me.i have to obey my queen and how.stupid.amd small and nothing I am

how you now and how I feel in side

I do what to running a way with you

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Well my darling Lilium anytime you want to go in the inside I will go with you because I love you and I care about you

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pls return

Your the beautiful Moth Queen we bow down before you

yes I do