ASMR Voice: If Winter Comes, Can Spring Be Far Behind? [M4F] [Comfort for losing a child] 

If anyone wants to know; Cardlin was humming "Tears in heaven by Eric Clapton" in the begining of the video. Eric Clapton wrote this song for his lost child. 💔

tears : _busts down my door_ me : *ah shit, here we go again.*

I don't have a child but this is literally one of my biggest fear

“a miscarriage is cruel a stillborn child is crueler a child killed after living life is unspeakable” -my mother, a midwife (who has to deal with this more than anyone should)

Oh no... I dont even have a kid but the picture alone will make me cry

"When snow melts, what does it become?" "Spring" - From Fruits Basket by Natsuki Takaya The deepest manga I've ever read. I think Cardlin would really tune in to it.

My mother had a miscarriage before I was born. She never told my father because she knew he wouldn't be any help. She was right. He left us when I was 14. I just wish she'd gotten something like this.

I swear, your channel is freaking gold.

AAAAAAAH THIS MADE ME SOB!! A few years before i was born my mom had a miscarriage with a baby boy and it tore my mom apart and my mom was scared to try for another baby it took her 8 years to finally have the power and confidence of having me, and i remember when i was 13 my mom telling me about my older brother who passed away in my moms belly, i started crying, this is honestly an amazing audio Cardlin THANK YOU SO SO SO MUCH

I'm not even old enough for a kid and Im crying

Being non fertile makes me paranoid of never having kids, or not meant to have kids... That nature would just take them away from me... Thanks Cardlin

This is pretty depressing 😔😥 I never had a child before but to all the people who has and lost one, I’m deeply sorry about what you had to go through 😥

THIS IS SAD IM ONLY THIRTEEN AND I WOULDNT BE ABLE TO HANDLE IT IF I LOST MY KID...THANK YOU CARDLIN THIS HELPS SO MANY PEOPLE KEEP UP THE GOOD WORK.WE ALL LOVE YOU

Sleep!? Who she? It's summer time!- Oh wait im supposed to be sad °¬° *-gasp-*

I can't even do it. Reminds me of Her Greatest Gift. Beautiful audio, keep it up Cardi!!

I feel like if this ever happens to me, my depression will actually kill me

I'm listening to this while drawing and I can't stop for some reason and I'm crying, what the actual- please help

I've had to deal with this cuz of my cousin lost her child to a house fire Edit: I'm crying now

I'm so sorry for anyone who's gone through this 💔

Please cardlin continue the following audios:favourite patient And the perfect guardian angel

I don’t really watch these ones but for some reason I watched this one. Now I know why I don’t watch them. *IM NOT CRYING YOU ARE*

Dude all your audios are gold. 😭👏❤️❤️

"Oh hey look, my paycheck is here!" ... ... TO PATREON!!! I am now pledged and I couldn't be happier right now TwT

Just finished watching this, and I can't stop crying. Cardlin, thank you so much for your work with this script, it was everything I'd hoped for. Losing a child is definitely one of the most painful and heartbreaking things for a person to go through, I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy. To all the parents who never could or never will again hold their little ones in their arms, know you are not alone. There is support available, and you're going to be okay. ❤ - Elle x

You don't know how much I needee this. I lost my daughter in December 2016 from cancer and till this day, I blame myself for it.... but, this helps a lot.... thank you Cardlin and Elle X. ❤❤

Hugs to anyone who has gone through this 🤗😥

March 2011 was the hardest moment. Our baby had started growing but not where they needed to be. 10 weeks into pregnancy i had to have emergency surgery to save my life, an ectopic pregnancy and not only did i lose the baby but my left tube. It has been this long and i have 3 beautiful children and my heart still breaks some days. And.. Re watching... Tears In heaven.... Ok already crying...

Not heard this yet... but I want to send anyone who has ever been through this a massive hug, ...it’s the worst thing to have to go thought.... the support for baby loss isn’t the best, just a leaflet explaining everything you need to know! ... but there is help out there if you ever need it .. don’t be scared .. talking really does help... someone told me once that after every storm comes a rainbow ... my daughter is 14 now but will forever be my rainbow baby 🌈... my rainbow after the storm ... ❤️❤️❤️❤️

This is bringing back bad memories of when my English teacher told our class about how she had to give birth and arrange funerals for two stillborn babies

I literally cried. You know it's a good audio when the listener cries.

Reading the comments, all I'm gonna say is if you never had a child and this still made you cry and shiver, you have the biggest of souls

Cardlin, I don’t know if you take suggestions on RU-vid, but I’ve got an audio that I’d really like to hear you do! It’s a reverse comfort. Like, YOU have a panic attack or nightmare and the listener comforts you! Thank you, I love you!!!!!

This is one of my biggest fears this and not being able to have a child in the first place

this is one of my biggest fears ever..when my mom was pregnant with me she thought she had a miscarriage around a month or two before having me, turns out it was a piece of toilet paper that happened to not look like toilet paper. this story terrified me so bad that it completely scared me away from the thought of kids. for awhile I thought there had to be a reason for me to not want kids. I started to think what if later down the line when I want kids I'm infertile? the thought scared me so deeply. I hated the thought of raising kids as well. I thought that I would be a horrible parent for some reason. but recently, I've discovered how beautiful pregnancy and having children is. I hope I get to experience it someday. this was an amazing audio but I had to take a break halfway through cuz I got so emotional...thanks for this though 💗

I-im not crying..! You're the one crying!!

Gosh dang it cardlin, you’ve gone and done it again

For some reason unknown twice lost fetal, loss of the child left large gap and durable heart Cardlin you have a sense of expression of high-throat gold. ( Thank you Elle x)

Me: *Sees loss of child* Also me: *Remembers that montage scene from up and starts crying* Nah shit, here we go again

Me having lost a child...this hit a bit different

I listened to this and cried. I lost my kid one year ago today. I have been trying to push it out of my mind. It will always be a part of me. I wish she was alive today

This man is not humming what I think he’s humming... HE IS OH GOD NO FUCKKK

Wait- what if this audio and ‘Her Greatest Gift’ are connected? This would be your first attempt at having a kid and you lost it, and during the events of ‘Her Greatest Gift’ that would be your second child. What if you somehow knew something would happen but you wanted a child so badly that it didn’t matter to you? If this is the case it brings so much more sadness to both audios. Both audios are so well done and both heartfelt and heartbreaking. Cardlin you really are and amazing creator and pour your heart into this channel!

69 views and only 25 likes?! Either RU-vid is on crack or people just aren't appreciating this beautiful audio 😍😍😍 Cardibear, I am so grateful for everything you do for us 🤗🤗 it's so nice to hear your voice all the time. 🤗🤗🤗

This audio touches my hear💔 my mom lost her son (one of my older brothers/ one of my sisters fraternal twin brother) at 15 to leukemia. One of my biggest fears is losing my kid as well. Seeing as our mom never really touches bases on the subject with me (I was 5 at the time) I never really knew what she was going through on her own. Just that her heart was broken from the sight of not seeing her son everyday🥺

Perfect song choice, in the begining of the audio that you were huming. Tears in Heaven - Eric Clapton. A really heartwarming and emotional audio Cardlin, even if I can't relate to this. A really good script by Elle X which always writes great scripts. And the perfect voice of yours, such a wonderful combination hahah. I love all of your audios and the writers who does the scripts and I love your voice, which really makes all of this more perfect. Keep it up with your great work and take care of yourself❤ (sorry for my bad english, still working on it)

The artwork omg 😭

And I oop- sorry school project itll have to wait another month of procrastination

If your crying and you know it clap your hands *clap* *clap*

TEARS IN HEAVEN?! ARE YOU SERIOUSLY SINGING THAT?! T.T GHAD I'M TOO SENSITIVE TO THE SONG. 😭

Yayyyy was just searching one audio to here from You and then this came❤️❤️❤️❤️

0 dislikes huh ? lets keep it that way good job cardi !!

Oi! Who’s cutting onions

I know all too well about what it is like to lose a child your heart will heal but the scars are forever.

Thanks for humming, And don't cryyyyyu Edit : *Can you make a part of "YOU RAISED ME FROM HELL"*

Here I am. Crying by myself at 1:30am. Sad.

at least I got my asmr for the night so thank you for uploading and I love you so much 🥰🥰🥰💓💘💗💕💖

Oh god you were humming tears in heaven. Oof my heart

I can’t with the feels man

Humming Tears In Heaven already has me emotional

This audio is beautiful.

The fact that dont get emotional over many videos,stories, audios,etc. And the fact that this was making me hve tears in my eyes. Cardlin u should be proud of yourself. [Well either way ur freaking channel is 👌]...

I’m not crying you’re crying 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

to everyone who has ever lost a child in any way, im so so sorry, you are not alone. its hard and im terribly sorry for what you have to go through. 🤍

there’s something my mother always does with me every night that she insists on doing. Despite being in my mid teens, she likes to cuddle up with me in bed for a bit. She tells me she does this because she never knows when it could be her last time showing love like that to me. She tells me that losing me is her worst fear and she could never, EVER, get over losing me if she did. Which makes sense, because she’s a younger, more sensitive mother who is very emotional and loving. But because of how sensitive she is, I don’t think she could ever go on without me. She’s had so many nightmares of losing me, and many times she thought she did. For example, one time when I had a high fever I fell asleep. After a while she tried touching me, then slightly pushing me, which normally wakes me up, but this time I didn’t. She tried shaking me awake, no reaction. She told me she continued to shake me until she started crying and I still didn’t wake up, she even said she tried checking my breathing and It felt like I wasn’t breathing at all. I eventually woke up to her holding me to her chest and saying “please, I can’t lose you” through tears. She described that as the most traumatic moment of her almost losing me. So now she stays in bed with me just in case another thing happens, so she can protect me. However this video really made me reflect on it. if my mother lost me in then, she probably wouldn’t be the same for the rest of her life.

I didn’t had a child but when my mom was first pregnant she lost my first sibling...I didn’t knew it first now I have a 4years old brother 😔♥️and i love him so much

*I'm crying while imagining Cardlin crying*

I was scared to watch at first so I held off.. Now I’m here, listening, on the verge of tears. Thank you Cardlin for the audio ~❤️

*When you post a sad video on my birthday* 😭

the most depressing part is when he started humming tears in heaven

i love ur audios they always help be through bad times. thank u for make these videos

Well this is a interesting one, because it comes out on the day my family had to put our pet down. RIP Winter 💔🐺😢😭

im 14 im NOT pregnant ive NEVER been pregnant but dang did i cry here.. fuckkk🥺❤️

Okay but the title reminded me of spring day and i just ;-;

The picture.... damn it the picture....

My pal lost his lil sis two years ago today. He still finds it hard but we all help him.

Tears in Heaven 😭😭😭😭😭

Pardon my French, but what in the baguette did you do this for?!?😭😭😭😭

I can’t even have kids unless I have them via surrogate and this still killed me

That makes me cry for some reason :(

Omfg the song he was humming in the beginning was tears in heaven bu Eric Clapton literally a song about his three year old song dying I’m crying and I’m less than a minute in

Look at me, getting all emotional-

I did not understand all the words except by using the translation, but the tone of sound and performance is sufficient to convey the meaning 😢😭💔cardlin your voice is amazing

Yesssss I've been waiting 😭😍❤️

Ok like i am young to have a baby i'm like 15 but honestly you always make me cry! 😭😭

"Spring will be here soon. Spring, the season I met you, is coming. A Spring without you...is coming." -Kousei {Your Lie In April}

someone get this man a grammy 😝

Tears in Heaven...to this video...gdi, Cardi-boy...

I feel like I was put on this earth to be a mother and one of my biggest fears are losing a child. That would be any parents nightmare but it would hit me as hard as I’d probably end up..... well depressed and I think you can guess the rest. But I’m working towards being a labor and delivery nurse so this was a sad one. But I love you cardi!!

Amazing 💙💚💛🧡❤💜

thank you Cardlin i cant wait to watch this

I'm not a mom, I'm not in a relationship... and yet this had me in tears. You are amazing, Cardlin. Felt your emotions in your delivery. You really imbibed the role and script.

My mum lost five of her children to a misscarriges, I was her last ever Hope of having a child, that’s why my middle name is Hope

I just read they name of the video and start crying cuz IV been there.

AGHH HIS VOICE

Idk what my mom felt b4 since she had 2 miscarriages... It sucks, but just want to say that I’m the third out of six siblings(supposed to be eight, but yeah things happened).

I was pregnant?...

“Messy haair-“ *How you know my twists wee fucked up under my bonnet-*

What am I even doing here in the middle of the night, it's like the 9th sad audio in a row now... And you humming "Tears in heaven", I SEE WHAT YOU DID THERE, YOU 😭😭😭

I started crying at the beginning when he was humming wtf

I saw this title on a fortune cookie yesterday