it’s you and your enemy outside of a party. he has more things to say to you that aren’t ‘youre annoying’ and ‘you make me want to pull my hairs out’ … and oh boy he DEF has some repressed feelings about you
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HI
i’ve missed you so much! happy late everything!! and im talking merry christmas, happy kwanza, happy New Years, happy lunar New Years, happy valentines day
I never knew how busy life could get for me to take so much time off, but i think it was really well needed. in a way, it was less of what was on my schedule, and more of whats been on my mind. it’s been really tough.. life’s been screaming ‘quarter life crisis’ at me lately and its being SO obnoxiously loud.. PLS someone shut it out!!
on an unrelated note, can you believe it’s almost been a year since my channel started? because I genuinely cannot comprehend it. sometimes, I would be casually sitting down drinking some water and I’m about to spit that shit out because for a second, I think, “50,000 subscribers???”
it might not seem crazy, but to me, it really is!! I was extremely unaware at the time of making my first few videos that I would have the amazing audience that I do now, and it’s really all thanks to each and every single one of you. not a day goes by without me thinking how sweet everybody is, because believe me, OUT OF ALL PPL, you should know that I am the one who gets positively overwhelmed by all of this. It is INSANE to take everything in and I’m just so glad that you guys are here for the ride, and also love the videos I make.
Anyways! please sit back and enjoy the audio! for some reason, a lot of people (more than I anticipated) wanted to see a jealousy audio and i'm like DANGG U WANT TO SEE ME GET MAD OR SMTH? look, I didnt know you guys wanted some angst but the jokes on u because even though.. yes, I can get jealous, Im about to be the one to redefine how jealousy works. Lets not get mad, let’s all spread love everyone *heart emoji*#relationshipsusa #zenmastermai
SIKEEEE I BETTER NOT SEE U WITH THAT DUDE BECAUSE YOU BELONG WITH ME.. ok wait im joking, that actually sounds really bad. can u tell i drank more caffeine than i can handle?? SIKE im just being silly, no caffeine was ingested in the making of the video or description (which idk if thats worse or better).
okay I love you guys and thank you for putting up with these descriptions .. because really why are you reading this and more importantly, why did I write this
Hahah omg okay hope to hear from you soon! stay safe and hydrated!!
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music used:
loner - kali uchis
get it together - 702
nxworries - where i go
10:37 - beach house
28 фев 2023