AWOL - So Many Nights 

AWOL - So Many Nights
Off of "Tear 'Em To Bits" LP on Flatspot Records / Last Ride Records
Stream: orcd.co/a2x3ano
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Lyrics:
“Trapped in the wake of a dream”
Searching for light, walking under clouds of gray.
The calm before the storm of never ending rain.
Pieces of memory, fragments from reality.
Reflections of my life they fade & wash away.
And when I close my eyes, I see what’s waiting..
So many nights, I lie awake
Asking myself “is this worth the pain?”
A lifetime of hate & all my shattered dreams So many nights.. my soul weeps
With a crown of thorns upon my head,
Will I ever feel love again?
Where once invincible, now my armor has worn thin.
Face to face with duality,
And when I close my eyes, I see hell and it’s waiting for me.
With a crown of thorns nailed upon my head,
Will I ever feel love again?
Where once invincible, now my armor has worn thin.
Face to face with all the things I can not change…
Every day I sit & I wait.
All alone, there is only me & the thoughts in mind I now contemplate.
Please God, just take me away,
I’m in the dark and you’ve put me in this place.
So many nights, I lie awake
Asking myself “is this worth the pain?”
A lifetime of hate & all my shattered dreams So many nights.. my soul weeps
Searching for light with the rope bound from my neck,
Will I disappear? Will I ever forget..
All of this sorrow & all of this pain?
So many nights my soul weeps.