I'm watching this while out with my grandparents... I wheezed at "I'm feeding the sad little ducky wucky" and my nan asked me if I needed my inhaler. 😂
If you can't get someone to pump the gas there's always self service!!! I swear to Christ I cannot breathe. This "New" Ben is like a walking gay innuendo. He is funny as fuck, tough but vunerable, trying so hard to make daddy proud whilst desperate to more the kind of man that Callum "needs". Ben has always been complicated. Am complete mixture of soft and hard, bad and good. Always torn between his softer side and the side desperate to be more the kind of son Phil Mitchell would be proud of. He just needs to listen to his softer side more. Not all the time as I like that there is some spine in him, some danger, some fire. I just love the scenes where Ben embraces the softer side of himself either either Callum, or Lexi, or Lola or Jay. These three are the only people he is really himself around. He always thinks he has to be so tough and strong, when inside he is breaking. I love Ben and Callum. I hope they keep them together long-term. Its one of the only reasons to watch Eastenders to be honest.
