@@rishabhdebbarma nah xanax is the absolute best for anxiety. If you wanna get high bromazepam feels nice. Oxazepam and lorazepam just knocked me out. I didn’t feel anything from nitrazepam tho
What phrases can I use to research why Barbiturates have an extreme stimulatory effect on me (think aggressive drunken sailor on speed for many hours). I’m trying to understand how to gain support from a medical system where a majority of drugs cause an opposite intended primary &/or secondary effect. Beyond the redhead gene, and simple allometrics, there must be more useful keywords for me to use in my (as yet) epic blind research.
You're far from being alone in this experience brother/sister. I know it's been 8 months so I hope you're doing ok. But many people have paradoxical experiences on one to many different drugs. Even in totally different types and targeting. Do you have a doctor you can really trust? Someone knowledgeable about this phenomenon. If not try to research them. A doctor well versed in this as long as you're honest about this problem, should be able to help you out. And also help you understand why this happens. Peace and love
What you need to understand Is that this is absolutely possible. Many people have done it. But most can't alone and shouldn't. Because abrupt sensation of benzos, barbs, and alcohol are the only drug withdrawals that can an do actually kill you. Not to scare you away from stopping, but you need to do it in a controlled and very slow manner to reduce this risk the best you can. Please always follow the guidelines of a medical professional or use an inpatient service. You can do this. I believe in you. And I know a good majority of this from experience. Been to rehab several times and saw many people Try to quit cold turkey, some of who didn't survive. It can cause convulsions, heart problems, and intense hallucinations. Please take my advice. 8 years of daily use being stopped, depending on dose, can have some gnarly withdrawals.
