BB.uncut Chapter 3...meeting the Inner Child: Who Killed RP? Untold story of Rustom Padilla 

I felt the pain 😢...must have been really hard for Rustom. He wasn't given a chance to prove that he could be a better man, better than any man! 👍

It seems to me that had it not been for Carmina deciding to leave Rustom to move on, Rustom would have not make a major decision to become the gay version of himself in the form of BB Gandanghari. I just can't imagine how Rustom let other people's opinion & judgment of him dictate what gender should he be. I still believe that he is a man & not a gay as he thought he is. Rustom's love for Carmina is genuine. Know that whether you are Rustom Padilla or BB Gandanghari there will be people who will love & accept you for what & who you are regardless of your past, present or future - I'm one of them. ❤ More Power to You & God Bless! Stay young, sttong & lovely. ❤

There are 4 or 5 stages of marriage. First is the Romance/Honeymoon Stage. This is probably the 1st one or two years of marriage. The next stages after that are the tough ones. Love is never enough, you have to really work hard for it to work. I think Mina was so young back then and Rustom who is older and supposed to handle the relationship maturely has personal issues that they were not able to stand the next stages of their marriage. Immaturity and ego took over them. Rustom let her go and she found another shoulder to lean on.

Bakit ganon? Lagi na lang akong umiiyak...yung sobrang iyak talaga...bawat chapter. Ang lungkot kasi ni Rustom e😭😭😭

I was so inlove with RUSTOM PADILLA kc Sobrang gwapo😍.. Pero now I am more inlove with u BB kc nkta ko how much pure u are inside.. U have my highest respect ✊.. Kaya pla nmn Sobrang pretty mo kc ur pure ness comes out naturally 😍.. stay safe my dear😘

I have sent this as a pm to one of my friends but i'm posting it here as a comment just to show how you are being an inspiration to wounded (but continues to be healed through Christ) people like me: 😁❤ "kwento ko lang din ...last night i was watching the story of bb gandang hari her journey from rustom padilla to bb ....my tears kept falling ...i can't stop crying ...the trauma he went through as a man nde din biro and un courage to come out and express who she is... dati madami ako prejudices sa kanya as bb gandang hari siguro like most of ignorant heterosexual medyo off ako nun nag transform sya..then i heard his very truthful and sincere testimony....and realize he is not a bad person and is not doing this for anything else to grab attention or whatever...he could have chosen an easy path to be rustom padilla and continue to be a bankable actor...but he chose self discovery....sa totoo lang mas lumabas at nakita ko ang pagkakalalaki nya in staying true to himself...mas disente p nga at moral sya sa mga other heterosexual men out there...and as a man he was faithful to Carmina to the very end....i am amaze with the love and respect they have for each other😭 heartfelt un i don't know why i feel somehow i could relate to her testimony ...not that i have homosexual inclinations...in a way i realize n kahit anu achievements ntin sa mundong ito if we do not come to terms to who we really are to our core ...as God designed us to be and realize our God-given purpose we are just like an empty egg shell walking on this earth...siguro in that way naka-relate ako kay BB gandanghari😁✌"

Thank you for sharing another RP journey. Chapter 3 learnings: • as a child, we were not that much aware with what we do, how we behave, how we dress up. That's why we have our parents to guide, show and make us understand things that are still vague on a child's eyes/mind. • RP was left-handed when he used the spoon and fork the other way. (I used to be leftie as well when I was a kid, however my mother had told me at my early stage that right hand should be the proper way to hold stuffs e.g. pencil, spoon, glass.etc.) Well, those were the traditional way during my generation. But, little did they know that lefties are mostly bright, talented, artistic and becomes famous people. Uh!!! But, thanks Mom anyway. Haha.😂 • RP had a traumatic, sad, emotionally battered inner self back then. But, those experiences had molded Bb a better stronger person now.😍 That's why most of us see your beauty which glows from within. You have this inner peace and that makes u a beautiful soul indeed. Looking forward to the next Chapters Queen. Tight hug to RP and to you and Imman! 💛💛💛 TONI.B

*Don't* *SKIP* adds to this beautiful & pure ❤️ person.🤙

To be honest bata pa ako ng sikat na sikat si rustom and carmina i hope may back to the past and future para ayusin 2020 carmina and rustom have a family and still married growing up with these wonderful couple

Learned so many thing from you! I cried as you narrated the inner child in you...and I feel sorry that happened to you...but in God’s grace you are there sharing and living a life with a grateful heart.❤️

Early childhood trauma can haunt your future health, physically, mentally and psychologically. God is preparing you for good tidings and best moments that has yet to come. Hang in there. Love you.

Feeling ko sa sobrang depression dhil sa mga nangyare especially nung iniwan sha ni carmina, hindi nya matanggap at nag mental breakdown sha. Tpos sa sobrang mahal nya c carmina, he tried to become her. And since this rumor had started all his miseries, as a way of rebel, maybe he got this mentally, kung eto tingin nyo sakin edi ito. Too hard too accept the harsh reality so iniba nya persona nya. Typical origin ng mga taong may split/multiple personality. Detaching yourself from reality

Way back 1994 IN HK.. I SAW RUSTOM WALKING WITH CARMINA IN TSIMSATSUI DO SHOPPING.. NAPAKABAIT MO SA FANS MERON AKONG SIGNATURE MO SA MAGAZINE. SOBRANG SIKAT KO NOON SA MGA FRIENDS KO KASI NGA NAKITA KITA SOBRANG INGGIT NILA... UN ANG NAAALALA KO...

This is 2 yrs. ago pero ngayon ko lang nakita at sinusubaybayan ko na so much interesting for me and may natu-tutunan‼︎ Stay safe BB. thank you for sharing❣️God bless🙏 Watching from Tokyo❤️❤️❤️

Hi BB. Miss u Imman♥️ Rustom is wounded and broken but his faith is much larger than all his weaknesses. And now She has emerge as a beautiful being. Thank you Captain for a Soulful Sunday. Much love ♥️🤗

I was not able to watch you live today but will do team replay.. I have to ready my heart watching this.. We missed you the last 3 days.. But gladly we saw a short video of you at work... Thank you for sharing this to us.. We appreciate your story and I am inspired with all the lessons you are sharing us.. You are a Blessing to us.. Thank you.. Anne and Hello to Imman from Caiden💜

Sooo happy ur back miss bb its been 3 lonely afternoons without you.. i really admire your honesty its not easy to be open book.. feeling ko bumalik din ako sa past at andun ako mismo sa story line.. congrats and more power keep the faith in God..

Another successful BB uncut! Well done! Thank you BB for sharing us a glimpse of RP. Can’t wait to Join the Bible study every Friday. ❤️❤️❤️

As a parent, I really learned so many new things from you. Every episode ng uncut, you are educating us. OMG! Buti na lang di ko pinakialaman ang paggiging left handed ng anak ko. Rustom could have been a very good parent...Hugs to you BB, not so nice pala ang pinagdadaanan mo as a child..Pero we can not judge your Mom and your Dad, may mga reasons silang siguro di rin nila maintindihan...But in fairness, you have a beautiful Mom, si Bela Padilla may hawig sa Mom mo, pati ang kutis....lahi nyo magagandang kutis...

Missing u so much rustom.😭 Akala ko ba hindi magbabago, inuulit ulit ko ung movie nyo na hindi magbabago ni carmina. Sobrang sayang!!! Miss u both.

this bb uncut is like a therapy to you i hope your ok after the chaptern3 be strong bb!💟

No one killed RP. Truth is, you transcended in to your highest being because you MET, ACKNOWLEDGED and EMBRACED YOUR TRUTH when Miss Bb Gandanghari emerged unto her metamorphosis. And having to stand for your rights on the grounds of not only courage, but greatly of SELF-RESPECT AND SELF-LOVE, is what makes me admire greatly souls like yours and beings such as you are.... Keep up with all that your heart desires and wishes, because YOU DO INSPIRE AND MOTIVATE SO MANY, Miss Bb Gandanghari. And PStv with Yours Truly sincerely wishes you more of GOD’s blessings, grace, mercy, protection and love. Your aura and energy I strongly feel to be of kind and humane and compassionate nature. Kudos and cheers to you, Mademoiselle🦋💖🌻💋🌈

You have gone thru all the hardship and trials, but you bravely handled it so well. You are truly a queen and you really deserve all the happiness and peace.❤️❤️❤️ you inspire me that amidst all uncertainty, there’s always answer to every question.

Sobrang problematic talaga ng environment na kinalakihan ng past generations. Tipong namimisikal para lang madisiplina yung anak, tingin nila cool sila kapag napapahiya nila yung anak nila sa harap nang ibang tao. Sobrang nagla-lack sa emotional and mental support nung mga panahong yun. Tinatrato pang joke ang mental illness na kesyo kaartehan lang daw yon. Sobrang insensitive. At sobrang nasasaktan din ako na ganito pala yung dinanas ni RP noon and alam kong marami rin sa henerasyon niya ang nakaranas nun. At proud na proud ako kay Queen BB. Mas masaya ako para sa kanya ngayon. Kasi ngayon, mas malaya na siya. Hindi na rin dapat tayo manghinayang na wala na si RP. Kasi sobra-sobrang sakit lang dinanas niya ron. Bakit mo pipiliin ang buhay mo noon na puro pasakit lang kung pwede ka namang mamuhay sa ngayon nang mas malaya. Mahal kita, BB. Saludo po ako sayo, at sa lahat ng battles mo na mag-isa mong hinarap noon. Sana mas maging masaya ka pa po. ❤️

Grabe nalulungkot p Rin ako pag nkikita ko si BB alm ko happy kna pero I miss rustom promise 🥺🥺🥺

I feel you..you went through a lot. I salute you for your kindness, Humility, strong faith and selfless love.

Praying for you.. this morning while we were having our bible study, sumagip ka nnmn sa mind ko. So i prayed for you.. God is the answer to everything💓💓💓 i can't wait to see you at a much better place & pleasing God in every way..

Congrats ms Bb for the successful bb uncut chapter 3...thank you for sharing with us your story, we fully understand and appreciate everything is related to your past and present, your such a person in good heart and soul🤍❤🧡

I missed the LS 😭 team replay! pero ung feeling na sobra kitang namiss di ko na halos maintindihan ung BBUncut3 kasi nakatingin nalang ako sa face mo🤗 imisu BB! ♥️ ..at any rate,im no longer sad abt the "inner child" kasi for me our past life doesnt define who we are now..life is a circle..we evolved! Wish you all the happiness in life BB! 💗

Love ko sila both so dearly! Sana kayu nalng ulit 😩😩😩sa ibang panahon sana magbalik ang Carmina Rustom tulad ng Maruja na movie. 😭😭😭

I pray for your healing & find inner peace with whatever choices you make in your life. You are a beautiful person, you are a child of God. Carry on. Be strong & find your happiness that you rightfully deserve.

Obviously it was Anjo ( and john estrada) who killed rustom.

Watching bb now... esp with these vids..she looked more clear and she sound more pure.. unlike the first few years. She's not trying to prove anything to anyone she's just being herself. She looks and sound kind and at peace with herself now and the past. No insecurities.. i admire her more 😍

I wanna hug dat child. ❤❤❤ To hug that child tightly to let her know dat she is loved. ❤❤❤ Sobrang dami nyo kasing magkapatid dat is why nobody knows ur emotions were neglected. Even ur parents do not know how to handle each one of u knowing brusko kayong lahat magkakapatid. Neither ur parents do not know well how to manage their child one by one. But honestly, no wonder na kapag nagkaanak ka BB, you will be a good compassionate Parent. Malay mo, bumalik sa kamatayan si Rustom? Marami pa ring tatanggap sa pagkatao mo, BB if u wish to come back. 🤔 Andami kayang Transgender na nagkaanak sa babae. Somebody who will unconditionally love u both the good and the worst side of u.

Napakagwapo talaga ni rustomm😍😍😍bagay talaga cla ni carmina😍😍😍

Hanga ako sayo for being true to yourself. You're such a good person inside and out...God bless you more...

From the very first vlog na finafollow kita dto sa youtube, this episode ang hinde ako natinag sa kinauupuan ko, sobrang eager ako to listen every details that u shared ..its like virtual psychotherapy...it was like a learning insight for me too as being a parent...god bless you ❤

Sana maging libro to. 🙏 God bless you always, BB. 🌼🌸🌹

Bat nkikita ko sa kanya yung kalagayan ngayon ni alden richards? Alden is a soft hearted person. Mabait. Mababaw yung emosyon nya kung bakit napagkakamalan or natatawag na kabaklaan in his part. Medyo boyish looking until nag workout at nag iba yung physique pati yung shape ng mukha naging manly at nagpatubo na rin ng moustache/beard. Masyado sya mabait despite the rudeness ng tao sa kanya. People are so condescending pano siya naja judge sa kanyang pagkalalake. I hope na hindi sya matulad kay bb na naapektuhan ang kanyang mental health. Walang pakialam ang mga tao ngayon sa estadong mental ng isang tao. Mag isip kayo bago mapanghusga. This is not about someone's sexual preferences but consider their mental health please lang po

Your experiences made you very strong Ms. BB. What you are and have now is a blessing..Keep the faith and always stay happy..♥️🌹..God bless you always..♥️

Miss BB thank you for sharing your inspiring story... You are always a "shine" for everyone....

Team Replay po Present BB. Nation. Suportahan po natin ang ating Reyna ng Kagandahan si Ms. BB💃❤️😘😘 no skip add po tayo salamat 🙏🙇‍♂️✌️❤️

Thanks for telling your stories and your testimonies , I believe it’s the story that you should share to everyone , subtitles will be a good idea to reach more people

Teary eyed Captain,thank you!Makes us feel a breakdown at an early age but in different ways. Too much impact and realization but God is great👌 Time will heal all the times that we are wounded,just believe in him😇We become more stronger than we ever think.Just keep the faith Queen BB. Love and miss you po,good morning po my beautiful sunshine💞💋🌞🌹

Thanks for sharing your story. It is healing for me too as I recognise the feeling of shame growing up. For years, I suffered but I am glad things seem to be getting better and I know it will. It's all about acceptance and waiting for the right time.

Sorry I was late sa live. Rest well and thank you for sharing. Lots of love from Iloilo City❤️🌹🌹🌹

Nakakarelate ako dun sa Dog Eat Dog...akala ko din after i graduate in school, college, i am good na...But no..Reality Bites...You cannot please everyone. Kahit wala ka naman ginagawa masama sa kanila, pag ayaw nila sa yo, ayaw talaga nila sa yo. Nabawasan talaga self-esteem ko, parang di ko maexpress sarili ko yung awkward. Uy babae talaga ako ah. Simpleng introvert lang kasi ako pero bakit din sa Filipino culture medyo may stigma din ang pagiging introvert. Silent worker lang ako sa work, di ako lagi umiikot at makipagdaldalan sa office or life of the party, patawa tawa lang. Naramdaman ko talaga yung rejection dun sa isang bully nung elem, sa isang prof ko at sa department (office) na pinagtrabahuhan ko noon. I am praying na mapatawad ko na sila talaga. Di na ako bitter sa kanila. Dun ko po narealize na walang bearing grades, honors sa school. Pero kahit ganun pa man na di nila ako gusto, one thing I have to remember is that the most important thing is to please God and He knows what is inside of us... ❤🙏

A lot of lessons learned indeed!! Keep it up BB!

Kaya pala tagal nawala ni rustom 😢 grabe noon mga pelikula talagang abang abang ako sa kanila ni carmina

With much love BB... I am supporting you. 😊♥️ thank you for sharing your story.

May nakikita ako,sa bandang huli magkakasama parin sila,Ang gandang gawing pilikula Ang Buhay nila,just wait and see 😊😊😊

Ang galing mong mag story tell BB. I can now better understand where you are coming from specially when you say "Rustom is dead" and to address you as BB. Thank you so much for sharing your personal stories. Thank you for trusting us with your story. I am so proud of the person you have turned to... God loving, God fearing. You are a child of God, the God who will always accept and love you unconditionally. People will turn their back at you and hurt you but not God. Stay blessed and I am rooting for the person you have become! 🙏❤

napaka chismoso ko nag youtube maraton ako ng BB.uncut from chapter 1 to 4 😀 I like your vlog siguro dahil batang 80's ako at idol ko si RP or dahil lockdown or baka naman chismoso lang talaga ako hehehe😘

Sabi ni Mina sa live niya, back then she had the choice to stay. Do you think if you pursued her and fight for your relationship harder, would things turn out differently?

Hello bb and Iman. It's one remarkable story learning more about rustom life story through your eyes 👀. Always stay true to your self. God bless 🙏

Thank you for sharing your childhood journey, waiting for the next chapter ms BB ❤❤❤

I really admire you po napaka strong mo para malampasan yun at a young age. i really hope you can really find your happiness im sure GOD is always with your as he promise, we Loveyou 😚

team replay and no skipping ads.💕

Congratulalions Queen BB for letting us listen intently to your narration of the inner child in you. The memories and trauma that you've been through at the very young age of 3 was the start of your unconcious self of who you are now. BB was there in that child without you knowing. On the positive side, it molded you into the obedient, smart and achiever child that made you who you are now. I believe that your GENUINE FAITH IN GOD guided you to become the BEAUTIFUL GIRL BB now. You are blessed and forever be guided to a pleasant, simple and contented life ahead of you. Lots of love and prayers, GRANNY EDITH ❤😘🙏❤😘🙏❤😘🙏❤😘🙏

Thank you again for sharing the story of Rustom Padilla .

Andito na naman ako sa BB.Uncut, and i can safely say na listening or watching from your RU-vid channel makes me feel happy despite the fact that I'm definitely lonely and feeling so alone. Thank you for your vlogs, it makes me feel that i have a friend, nalilimutan kong alone ako kasi nalilibang po ako sa iyong kwento.❤ May God bless you to the fullest, hopefully someday i can take a selfie with one of my favorite genuine person like you.❤ p.s I'm a kind of person na gustong-gusto kong may nagkkwento sa akin (about their life etc.) LOVELOVEBB!💌

i watch the live and i repeat the replay hope your feeling better after the talk💟

Hi miss bb, team replay Ako ngayon. Ano ba yan. . Habang nag luluto Ako parang sasabay pa ata luha ko sa niluluto ko. I hope you feel better now. God bless you Po always. ❤️❤️❤️❤️ hugs and kisses for emman.

children have diff kinds of adjusting some children are sensitive some are strong but ya! i believe trauma on early childhood can affect one's individuality....your father is strict we all know that he did not explain to you y the wrong and the right but now your a better bb a stronger bb and we love u!💟

Im xcited for bb uncut 4 stay healthy..💞❤❤❤

I found you yesterday and got curious of who you are. I admire your courage and thank you for sharing your story. I can feel your relationship with Lord. Its true that every person has their life narrative. Take care BB and be blessed.

Thank you so much BB for sharing your inner child... a beautiful and unique creation of God. 🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

Hi Ms. BB it’s nice to hear your voice again and see u in vlog. Love u ♥️♥️♥️

I came across this video, and I'm crying about your story.

Now it makes sense. You are who you are because of your past. Early childhood years play a critical role in the child’s development towards adulthood (fears, insecurities, rejections etc)Also, family support and guidance is very crucial in this stage. Ate BB G, you’re very brave to share this intricate details with us. Thank you for trusting and taking this medium to share with the world your experiences that’s truly inspiring and relevant. Sending lots of hugs and ❤️

Ms BB nakakatuwa po na na-maintain po ninyo ang faith ninyo. Looking forward to the Bible study session. 😁😁😁

Nakakalungkot po ang chapter 3 pero madami po talaga nakaranas ng ganyan noon sa mga parents nila lalo na po sa mga tatay. Be strong po at lagi nyo pong kasama si God

Im crying ...everytime nanonood ako ng uncut mo ..💜💛💚💙

I loveeee the “echos”...🙃😁 and the “choz”! 😎

Hi BB ur not just blessed with a good looking face but also a gud heart as well. I can also see a gud person in Ü. Thanks for sharing ur story.. U deserve a gud life.

Good morning ate BB G🌻 nakapag recharge? You look so fresh! Tuning in now for chapter 3.

I am still hoping and praying na sana bumalik ang datiNg rustom.. Pero yung kakaibang rustom na.. Yung rustom na matatag at di na matitinag ninuman.. You are always included in my prayers Ms. Bb.. Pinaluha mo ako ng bonggang bongga.. I know masaya ka na as BB pero umaasa ako na muling magbabalik si rustom.. Ang swerte mo kasi pinagpala ka ng kagandahan.. Kung lalaki ka ang guapo mo.. Pag babae nman ang ganda mo... Sana ako na lang si carmina noon.. Kasi mamahalin kita ng lubusan talaga kahit sino at ano ka pa.. Naiiyak ako kasi kamukha mo yung asawa ko nung mga 20's nya.. My husband is already 38 now..

I love Rustom and Carmina..., I really do respect both of them, and I love BB Gandanghari, beautiful in and out...

Bat wala po ung chapter 4? Thank u po for sharing your inner thoughts.. This is good for a psychology course Very detailed from childhood experience to adulthood. The effect of the past to the present.

positive vibes resonate in your aura kaya lalo kang gumaganda BB ❤

I'm so happy she's back..... ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Thank you talaga po sa pagshare ng story niyo po...dipo ako batang 90s pero...mga 90s movies ang pinanood ko,,lahat ng movies mo tlaga pinanood ko..kaya pala baliw na baliw sayo mga tita ko sayo...ang gwapo niyo pala po😍😍

Sobrang iyak ko na namam.. Everytime na naonood ako ng bb uncut maga ang mata ko lagi..

Team replay here,. Miss U 😘 😍

Miss you our queen..BB Gandanghari from Japan♥️♥️♥️

Virtual hugs to you, BB. I also want to hug the 3 and 5 y/o boys. ❤

This is too heavy. You're brave for sharing this part of your lifestory.

Watching lang po during my break sa post office then sunday watching that's my day off I feel you ms ganda life is hard here in u.s but thank god we are surving take care always po super miss ko po kayo

You look so HAPPY and that is what's important. Being true is like breathing, dont let anyone take away your air.

hahaha para ko nagbbsa ng novel..very interesting ang kwento😘😘😘Love u bb

I really loved ur vlogs ms.bb! God bless po sa inyo ni imman😇🙏😊

You have a very simple make up and glowing Bb. 🤩

Na miss kita Ms. BB. Wow you look really fresh and beautiful as usual. Naawa naman ako kay Rustom after watching this chapter. I can't imagine lahat ng trials na naranasan nya. Take care and God Bless you. ❤❤❤❤

Nakakalungkot pla yun pinagdaanan ng Lovelife ni Rustom meron akong nakita mg couple ng transition din yun husband nya pero tinaggap sya ng wife nya at happy nman sila

May itatanong lng ako Ms. Bb. Did you ever regret your past that may somehow create confusion in terms of your gender? Kasi ako, bata pa na judge din ako base sa pnanamit at mga kalaro. Godbless the beauty of your heart❤️. It’s amazing to know that despite of what you have been through, you have kept the spiritual faith burning. Godbless po🙏🏻❤️

its good to heargood music from adds before watching you :D

Hi ! Ms. Bb and Imman ....., We Missed You ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️ BB UNCUT Chapter # 3 🙂👍♥️🙏 🙂👍♥️🙏

Ms. BB, I also believe that God is good and He does good sa buhay mo. I'm proud of rustom sa lahat ng pinag daanan nya. I feel your pain and I understand you. Remember that in the midst of all the pain God is still with you. He will never leave you nor forsake you. Through good times and bad times anjan sya. You are never alone sa lahat ng pain na naranasan mo. Don't let your painful past ruin your future that God already prepared for you. I believe that God's plan for you is greater than your own plans. Continue walking forward. Trust God and continue to seek Him more in your life. I'll continue to include you Ms. BB in my prayers. Thank you for sharing your life. ❤️

Team Replay 😅 we miss you!!!

Salamat po Ms BB, God bless you