There's a name for it my friend. It's called languishing. "Languishing is a sense of stagnation and emptiness. It feels as if you’re muddling through your days, looking at your life through a foggy windshield." I feel like most of us go through this as well. It's a hard feeling because your not sad, you don't want to die, you just feel stuck. Like your frozen in a pond. You can see what you want just outside of the ice, but It feels too thick to get through. You just feel, like life is moving, and you aren't. You'd rather let life move, while you rest, but you desperately want to get back to the movement of life. And if you go to someone, they might just tell you that your depressed and that you need a therapist or to get more water. What you need is something to push you forward. You aren't sad, but you aren't happy, you aren't suicidal, but you aren't living. What you need to do, is find life again. We all need to find life again, everything is so scrambled and confusing. But we just need to slowly unravel the wire, knot by knot, until its all untangled, and we can start moving again. Know your not alone. Try to find someone to share memories with, and it doesn't have to be romantic. People can help so much, and skim the ones who hurt out of your pool. You got this!
honestly what am i doing wrong. They use you for a few years and then ingore tf out of you and gradually forget every memory. And the worst part? i cannot forget. Anything.
@@danaiknmd i’m sorry to hear that. it’s not your fault. it’s going to get better soon i promise. people come and go and that’s okay, sometimes you just gotta accept it and move on. i’m glad you’re here and i’m sure a lot of other people are too even if you don’t notice them sometimes :) you’ll find new better friends just when you least expect it. but also never relay your happiness on other people. learn to be happy alone
This song is truly magical, it's like running in an endless grass field at midnight where the wind is making your hair fly, with the person you love most, looking up at the stars, laughing, happy, without a care in the world. But at the same time it's like losing that person forever. Like it's your last moment with them and you want to savor it before you both part.
@@Actual-ux7ctMy life used to be great, fun and laughter I had lots of friends who cared about me but now my father left, I'm depressed I got mental issues, health problems 5 friends who barely care about me or my mental health I get bullied almost every day I have no one to play with that are kind except harry Johnson who is a person i met online 3 years ago and vlad who i was great friends with then we became enemies then ok friends I'm always the one always left out I am 12 with suicidal thoughts I tried to kill myself 4 times i have memory lost wich dosent help either or my asthma i have terrible hay fever my eyes are damaged i need glases, im colour blind with adhd and ocd i am poor to so i do gaming for around 5 hours a day on a weekend 9 to disstract me from all this but when i play with my friends they just leave me out and say im terrible at everything when i get banned i just lay in bed crying i want to go back to when life was good. Emjay
This song reminds me of my father he died few months ago someone shot him. We both shared a very strong bond and my father was my best friend i miss him every single minute of my life and i listen to this song whenever i am sad. Idk how to explain myself but thanks to the admin for making me satisfied with this song🥺💝
This moment right now is the youngest you’ll ever be , if you don’t want to grow up stop worrying about the future as it is unseeable and focus on your present. The past cannot be changed, and living through it in your mind will only cloud your thoughts, life is always moving 🌊 ride the waves of life and it’s up and downs 🏄🏻
Songs like this really hit different these days.. I have never told the full story to anyone in my personal life, but right now, i really need a outlet.. I'm not okay.. I don't know who would ever see this.. But I'm struggling to hang on anymore.. I don't have anyone to talk to this anymore.. talking about this to anyone feels like a broken record.. A couple months ago, I lost my best friend in this world.. for four years I loved her.. then suddenly.. one day, after spending 3,000 on a trip to see her.. She didn't love me back.. She told me about things I did wrong, I was too much of a picky eater, I was too affectionate.. Then she told me that I was asking her to leave her family.... She said she needed the night to think about it.. but I told her to be with her family.. It was her idea to move down.. to come live with me.. She always told me that she wanted to leave germany.. I felt like if I was to say anything else, I would be the bad guy... But i regreted it so much.. And.. She just went right back to joking around with our friends and memeing barely a day later.. While I couldn't even sleep without crying first.... There would be moments certain words, sights or sounds would send me back into visions of my vacation with her, before snapping back to this lonely world.. I didn't want this.. I begged for things to go back to normal, I would have settled for any emotion at all.. Just somthing to say she still cares.. but.. eventually she said we both needed space.. It took me two months of my life falling apart to be ready.. In the breakup I lost all of my online friends, my entire friend group fell apart and I've never found anyone to replace them.. As well as my grandfather got dementia (Sundown Syndrome..) I can't begin to describe how hard it was for me to hear my grandfather screaming that Obama is after him, or how the devil is trying to get me.. My dad wasn't around much when I was a kid, he was my father figure, my Hero.. He was captain of a fire department so he was a hero to a lot of people.. My dad himself is a alcoholic, and never believed in the relationship to begin with.. Everytime I see him, he's got a drink in his hand.. I love the man, don't get me wrong. I love him to death and we're actually building a Car together... but.. When he gets drunk.. We fight, we scream at each other, he can be a real jerk when he's drunk.. The only one I really could cry into was my mom.. But..I can barely feel good about leaning on her for support.. Her crying into my shoulder telling me of how she hates her life.. Isn't easy... I remember a night of us fighting with eachother, telling me how she hates me and everything.. She kept screaming at me to leave her alone, but I wouldn't.. I watched as her anger turned to sadness before she began to cling onto my shirt and cry.. She told me how depressed she was, I could feel her tears soak my shirt as she clinged to me.. I sat there for what felt like ages holding onto her.. stroking my hand through her hair and trying to comfort her.. I abandoned all my online accounts and hid for the time being till I was ready.... I tried messaging her acouple times but every time she was short, distant.. Not how a friend would message and just trying to end the conversation... and eventually, after acouple times of this.. She blocked me on everything.. Nothing bad happened, we had actually talked about playing a video game together.. I can't begin to describe how much that hurt.. How much that tore apart my heart.. I have one friend in this world, he is my rock and my best friend in the whole world... He's always had my back and I love him for it.. But..I'm just not motivated anymore. I can barely bring myself to hang out with him anymore...I work nights so I have no social life outside of work... I'm forcing myself to even climb out of bed anymore and go to work.. The worst part.. 6 months later.. I still love her.. I still want her back.. to wake up to her voice calls.. to watch stupid shows with her.. we might have been long distance.. but that was all I ever needed.. my brain goes from hating her for leaving, to just.. forgiving her right away if she would just send me a message.. TLDR:.. I hate my life, and there are nights I think about ending it all.. this isn't where I thought a vacation to germany would end me.... and every night I think about what I could have done differently.. There isn't a night that goes by that I don't miss the love that I loss, and the life I had.. I don't need help, I don't need people telling me what I need to do.. I just needed to tell this to someone.. Anyone that would read this and listen..I don't want anyone that actually knows me to know this.. I just needed to type this out.. I know there are people that are worse off than me.. and I know my life is good outside of all of this.. but I'm just tired..
"It will take a while to make you smile, somewhere in these eyes I'm on your side." Line hits hard... When you feel lonely, your body is telling you to find love. That love is nowhere to be seen we all say, even though it was infront of us the entire time.
the slowed motion of seshomaru's hair moving while he's wandering around the empty universe all alone , without knowing really what is the purpose of his infinite life makes the song even more paintful yet beautiful
@@stephanieotieno6726 Moods - Comfortable (feat high høøps) one of my favorites Kavinsky - Nightcall (this one good fr😩) Let go - Ark Patrol (Slowed) Burial - Hiders (this shit slaps) Standing in this dream - My dear Rex orange county - Pluto Projector (Slowed) (Yet another one of my favorites) Promise not to fall - Human Touch (Slowed) NF - Paralyzed (Slowed) And these artists: -Frank Ocean -Gunship -Hippie Sabotage Edit: these songs are good too: Literally anything by Kendrick Lamar Fine line - Harry styles (Slowed) Money trees - Kendrick Lamar Lo que siento - cuco Cuco - Lover is a day Demi - Sin City 50 cent - many men (Lofi version!!) Childish Gambino - Fire Fly ( another one of my favorites) AJR - Drama Rufi.o - Oblivion remix Radiohead - Life in a Glasshouse The weekend - die for you (slowed) Tame impala - the less i know the better (Slowed) Lil peep - star shopping The night we met - Lord huron
The moment when you realize all the memories made with your friends in school are just gotta be only in mind which is not going to happen again ever in your life 🚶🏻.. It's kinda really puzzling .. Those days went really faster than anything.. Can't accept the fact that everything is temporary 🏹listening to this gets me all those flashbacks!
<a href="#" class="seekto" data-time="298">4:58</a> a.m 1 Nov 2023 Maybe the worst feeling I've ever had in my life. Left someone i loved unrequitedly for almost 2 years. It was a hard ending,but i know it's the only thing that can help me get out of this cycle. There's no point of this. It was time to let her go. It hurts real bad at the moment. Tears are rolling down and i can't help it. All those dreams you had woven,all those hopes that glittered,shattered in a blink of an eye.
You were able to realize it is what matters. As much as it sucks. At some point, you had to start focusing on yourself. It’s the beginning of it all. Let it happen, however you need to
@@Deleuzeshammerflow exactly, think about anything. about the world. about that everyone you love is going to die, about how no one in ur life like ur friends are forever, they are.gonna leave you
I love you so much, and you are so strong its honestly admirable. You are not alone, even tho it might feel like it. I know it wouldn't mean as much as a loved one saying it, but I'm here, I really am. You matter, and I'm here to remember you. I love you.
Aurien S. Hey, are you alright? I know that I don’t know you, how you’re just someone who happened to be in the comments. But man, I just need you to know this: You are important. I hope you get that thought out your head, that you ‘hate’ yourself. Because there are so many people who love you. You might feel alone, you may feel unloved. But there are people out there, waiting to love you. Don’t hate yourself. You are an amazing person. You will be okay. Promise me that you’ll get that awful thought out of your mind. Fill your head with things that make you happy. I hope you’re doing okay!!
I will continue to try to have one and keep my own to help others who need someone , no matter how rough it is i wanna be a person people can be comfortable with and I’ve been told I do that and god it makes me happy I am
Gives me Minecraft vibes: When you placed your first block Killed your first zombie Built your first house Mined your first diamond Went to creative mode for the first time Beat the ender dragon for the first time Do not let this die
Listening to this , amongst the constant beeping of the monitor next to my hospital bed . Stay safe y’all Life is beautiful. Always practice gratitude Take it easy and….be kind to eachother ….
I lost my right leg on my motorcycle two years ago, because someone decided a text was more important. The first time I heard this edit was in Oahu, Hawaii. It was the brink of dawn, I was nervous about going out to snorkel since I had to leave my prosthesis on the beach, and I have grown very attached to it. My uncle, who lives there, sat there and listened to this with me, then I proceeded to have one of the most serene experiences of my life after he helped me hop down to the waters edge. This song, this edit, and that reprieve in paradise was so refreshing to my soul. I listen to this almost once a day, and it keeps me on my mental path to the serenity and contentment I am craving in my life. It brings me back to that moment. Thank you Stvrscream for contributing to my inner peace on this journey. I’m forever grateful for you turning this masterpiece into a version that pulls at my heart strings in a way I’ve never experienced with a song. Keep being awesome. Love, Andrew Edit: Thank you all for showing love to me and my story! I don't comment often, and this is my first comment to get attention. I hope this PS finds you all again if you came back to this edit. Congratulations to Stvrscream for the amount of views this video has gotten in the recent week! Mahalo! Second edit 5/15/2020 w/10k likes! 🥺 Wow, what a year it's been so far. Ups and downs. But, that could be comparable to life in it's whole. I hope this finds everyone new to this video, or veterans, in good health! You could call these strange times then again every waking moment is strange (it's all relative, no?) I'm hanging in there myself. Just keeping busy with working out, yoga, meditation, and playing the guitar. Remember the beauty in the world during these hard times. It surely helps make my fire burn brighter seeing all the love we share on this video. Much love everybody.
Nissan Boi sadly not. In Florida, you’re only required to carry $5,000 in liability insurance, and she only had $10,000. Adding insult to injury, in Florida you can’t use your own medical coverage if you’re on a motorcycle. So, she walked away, and I had to file bankruptcy. Never going to see a dime, but I’m on this side of the grass. The universe might be the top of the food chain, but it’s merciful at times. Best wishes.
Easton nguyen do what you feel is best for you. There is nothing better than some wind therapy, and carving up some nice curves. I miss riding so much. Maybe one day I’ll get back on two wheels myself. Others tragedies shouldn’t affect you from living how you want. Just be safe, and always wear a helmet, jacket, and boots. I was going half a mile, and I still wore my gear. You never know. Be safe out there, brother bear. 💚
I ❤️ 𝘶 . This song really does get you out of dark times. It’s saved me from death many times and it’s so beautiful that it helps so many others. Stay strong king
Even so, one person says "you are lovely, after not wanting more, not even wishing for the moon, u still give more than you should have" , the boy Slowly begins to wonder and says "why do you say that?" So the girl that speak said "because the moon is beautiful even in dark it shines, you are like it, no matter how people say you are, you still find joy in every single thing, even in dark times, so of course you are lovely, and lovely things last forever" the boy confused questioned "really? You think?" The girl answered "yes .... you are...." so then the boy smiled and thought "Maybe I still have something... and I'll make sure it lasts forever...."
Im that boy, i got everything, i was only child, got all the attention, i was always happy. Now im hating myself, insecure, feeling hate, lonely and i still wake up with my nice fake smile
My love for this song is ridiculous one of the most beautiful songs ive ever heard and i think that this one is the best slowed remix i heard not only is it perfectly slowed but i love the quote in the beginning it adds more to the song
"Across the sea of space, the stars are other suns." -Carl Sagan Imagine how nostalgic this song will be when we grow up. You know, when I am on my death bed passing away, I will listen to this song...
I wish you only the best, you are unique, even tho times are tough and it seems there’s no solution, there are plenty. I really hope you live a happy and successful life. And when the time is come, I see you someday, wherever the damn we go when we are gone, so you can tell me all of your adventures. (:
Please please don’t ever delete this. this video isn’t the same like the rest and the intro is everything to me. This video hits different then when I first discovered it, jus reminds me of a certain time back in 2019, sometimes I can hear that intro from space odyssey still when I hear it normally lmao. but this specific video holds a special place and it’s beyond words literally, this video is everything to me
@@Addyx_00 that always happens to me lol. as im reading comments quoting lyrics, the specific part plays and it ALWAYS HAPPENS its such a crazy coincidence
I used to listen to this exact video with the video playing on my desk and I'd put my head down with my eyes closed in class when I had nothing to do, I'm 21 today and came back for another round to remember how shitty things are right now but the hope that things do get better, for all of us
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@@elizabethyaremchuk1850 That isn’t true happiness yet. True happiness is enjoying your own company and living in peace and harmony with your body, mind and soul. True happiness is state of mind constantly being in love with yourself. For being truly happy you neither need other people nor materialistic things.
Dont. I wish you only the best, you are unique, even tho times are tough and it seem it’s no solution, there are plenty. I really hope you live a happy and successful life. And when the time is come, I see you someday, wherever the damn we go when we are gone, so you can tell me all of your adventures. (:
