BEING HONEST ABOUT MY LIFE IN AFRICA 

Once you travel back to Argentina and see your mum and dad and family, the first hug from your mother will heal all your emotions, stay strong Ro Ro 😇🥰

There is no perfect place here on earth for anyone. We have to tell ourselves to be happy when we are low, like uncle Mo. 😊😊

I think you all should consider purchasing a home in Argentina as well. Split time between Kenya and Argentina. It would be therapeutic for both of you!

I think there are too many unfinished projects and incomplete things around her, so her spirit isn't settled. She calls herself wife, and boyfriend husband, but they aren't married, so that part of her life isn't settled. No room in the house is complete, so she has to navigate around a make-do situation - make-do kitchen, make-do dining, make-do bathroom, make-do bedroom, make-do laundry room, make-do closets. Finishing and decorating the above mentioned rooms before all those other outside projects will help to anchor you Rocio. I think there should be a section of the house upstairs just for family - you, Marwa, and the baby - and off limits for everyone else. In that area you should have a fully completed and decorated kitchen, dining room, living room, bathroom, nursery, and bedroom. When your living situation is not properly set up, that will wear you down after a while, and make you feel unsettled. Rocio described herself as a perfectionist, so with a baby coming and being in an environment that's incomplete will make anyone feel unsettled. I also think the lack of mobility is limiting how far she can venture out. A car is needed so that she can drive herself around, explore and venture outside of the village where she may be able to make more friends, and or find things to do that are more interesting.

Hey Rocio, I have been watching you and the whole Marwa crew for quite sometime. I don’t comment and have never commented. Firstly, kudos to you for being brave enough to expose your vulnerability but also it demonstrates how authentic and real you. Unfortunately, doing so exposes you to some not very nice people and feedback. From another driven and goal oriented and purposeful woman to another. I get you and I feel you. I loved your visual illustration of plans and where you wanted to go and where you are now. So, here goes! Firstly your home and privacy. Your home is an African home, what that means, it belongs to everyone. You need to decide if that is how you both want it to be or not. Now Marwa is an African man and privacy may not be something that he gets. As such you need to describe exactly what you would desire. As it stands your home is not a home. It’s a house, you have no control as to who comes in when. A home is your sacred space where people only come invited respecting your space and your time. Unfortunately a home by African and European standard are different things. Your home and space needs boundaries unless what Marwa wants is Airbnd or a hotel. You need a sacred space. Feeling lonely. Of course you look lonely, why? You are in this strange land with all these lovely people, amazing weather but no one gets you. You also do not appear to have made close friends or confidantes. Listen Kenya is a developing nation, see out like minded people around the area. I am sure not all the people around the area are villagers. You will find someone like you with the same interests if you seek people off camera. Your Vision and goals Ok, like you said. Life has thrown you long limes. That still doesn’t mean you cannot make lemonade. It might taste more like limenade but you can still be a musician. Just stay focused and stop getting distracted. Music is alive in Africa. You are in the perfect space to start creating and recording Music. Just turn one of those many rooms into your studio. Write music, record Music and load it on a new Rocio cabrera channel. Also get Marwa or you work and buy yourself a flat in Nairobi where you can go and perform or get that vibe seen when you want it or travel to Uganda, the music scene in Uganda 🇺🇬 is more vibrant than Kenya. Gal, if this is the life you decide to choose. You can still make it what you want it to be. You genuinely do not have to live a typical village life. The world is global. Sending you love. Now before the haters come hating. I speak from experience as a typical and proud African woman.

Rocio, the day you become a mother, you will find the most precious purpose of your life 💗

Rocio has brought up a very crucial topic.

Rocio, besides the pregnancy hormones affecting your body, there are many other hormones in play that can give you strange feelings. You moved to a new environment and your nights changed into days and vice versa. Our bodies have a circadian rhythm that affect us. Consider yourself in sync with the Universe and all your thoughts and feelings will eventually reveal where you are going. It’s that journey!❤❤❤❤

Rocio, it is what it is. God's plans are always divine, step by step. We deny ourselves for the enjoyment of His plans and forget about ourselves. I conquer my down days with music 🎶 These feelings are more intense during pregnancy, so have Uncle Mo around😃😃. Remember, the result is how you respond 90%. Stay blessed🛐🙏🏾

This is my favorite video you have posted. Very authentic. Thank you Queen sending you so much love💛✨🫶🏽💞

The fact that Marwa calls you his wife and yet you are not engaged or legally married says a lot about him 😢

Always make time for yourself, get away keep a good balance otherwise you can get anxious and depressed.

i think its best to buy a car Rocio ,so that at leasr once a week to travel to the city just for dinner ,or watch movie with your hubby🎉 n also mingle with others ,perhaps you can meet a good friend too❤❤

Rocio, keep believing and trusting God. Meditate on Jeremiah 29:11. Most times, we think our plans are the best,but when we submit to God's leading, he makes things beautiful. Learn to commit your ways in God's hands. Ask the Holy Spirit to take control of every of your moments. You know what? I applaud you for your humility and how well you are blending with your in-laws. DO NOT LET THE DEVIL DESIVE YOU INTO THINKING GOD'S PLANS FOR YOU ARE NOT THE BEST.

Life is about Decisions You Make in Your Journey called "LIFE" !!!

Rocio, what is stopping you from pursuing your passion? In this world of interconnectivity, you can still practice your music. You can also stream your NEW music. To do that you must continue to practice right where you are. You are limited if you believe you are. Also open up to new ideas in your music. Like music with an African flair. Yes, our purpose in life is to be our authentic unique self. That is our only job. 1) Act on your excitement/passion to the best of your ability with zero assumptions or insistence on the outcome. 2) Stay in a positive state, no matter what manifests. 3) Constantly examine your belief systems and let go of the ones that don't serve you.

For the first time I’m commenting here… kindly don’t think too much when feeling low… find something you like and engage your mind. Life will be okay

I hope that you will be alright.. But God first in all things and i pretty sure you will a transformation in you. Have a blessed day Rocio.

This is one of the most interesting, overwelming, truthful vidéo that I've ever watched. ❤Thank you Rocío❤.

Rocio pregnancy has its own ups and downs. One day, you wake up moody another day happy. Prayers console. Takecare of Marwa junior

Beautiful Rocio, thank you for opening up and sharing your true feelings about your current life. I know it was not easy because people are judgemental and quickly would give advices that has nothing to do with what you meant to say. Keep being patient and stay true to yourself ♥️🤙🏻🙏🏿

Life is how you make it, asked yourself what is your musical impact so far, young lady Celine Dion, Beyonce and others have drop part of the music project to become wife's, mothers with their beautiful families, pregnancy comes with hormonal imbalances and mood swings.

Impactful inner dialogue. Let Go of the past Ro. Embrace the new you. I observed you interact with kids. Kids are drawn to you. Visit the school where you and Kibe visited just to see how much you are loved. Unedited love I observed that day. Live in your DEVINE.

Get ready to start going onyour own

Sadhguru offers a thought-provoking perspective on loneliness: "When you're alone, if you feel lonely, obviously you're in bad company." This quote challenges the idea that external companionship is the sole antidote to loneliness. It suggests that true well-being stems from finding contentment within oneself. When you feel comfortable in your own skin, solitude becomes an opportunity for peace and self-discovery, rather than a source of sadness.

You are just missing home, you are not alone.❤❤ from 🇯🇲 you will be ok.

Be patient with yourself, ask for what you want, stay in prayer. You are on an island that is void of intellectual stimulation but the connections will come. All will be in Divine Order. One Love❣️

Please don’t worry about what negative, unhappy people say about you. They want you to doubt. You are pregnant. You have a GREAT MAN /PROVIDER, and LOVER. Don’t worry. Be happy🙏🏽

Hey Rocio, everyone who has been in somewhat same situation (as you say beautifully: new place, new culture,…and pregnant far from everything you knew before) will understand! Be kind to yourself. Homesickness!! Note: has nothing to do with Nyabuhanse: some places might make the filling come later but HOMESICKNESS in pregnancy is rough. Also a time for you to put slowly things in perspective. I like the fact you’re taking notes. Keep doing so. And remember RU-vid friends are not the best counselors🙏🏽 Hope you already have your tickets folks.

Está bien, Rocio, puedo entender completamente por lo que estás pasando, pero no todo está perdido. Mientras esperas para regresar a casa, puedes empezar un diario para tu pequeña. Además, como te apasiona la música, quizás sea un buen momento para escribir algunas canciones nuevas o enseñar música. Nunca se sabe, ¡puede que cambies la vida de alguien en!

Rocio you make good sense. It is perfectly reasonable to question one’s position in life after a huge change. ❤ You are expecting a baby and that itself is a huge change. When you see your baby, all will be forgotten

You are telling the truth. I can understand that you feeling isolated and alone in a country that is so different from your childhood with different types of people. Keep your head up! At the end of the day follow your heart. Bless you and your upcoming child! 💐

I know, I recently relocated to Europe,I'm still low, I feel like I'm so lost, new Culture, Food, Language it's not easy at all....

Basicly Ro- Uncle MO is saying go to him when you feel down & out bc his energy is something else. He makes everyone laugh so definitely turn a frown inside out.

That an awesome video Good to be vulnerable. Well said Marwa! Life doesn’t always go as planned, however trusting the process of God’s plan is important. I would give everything in exchange for country life. City life is more stressful in my opinion. Have no worries your singing talent will come in handy when you start singing to your baby lol. The peace and tranquil is not found in city life, which is what your baby will need. Stay strong and enjoy the moment at the moment. If things change then you make another plan. Life is not guarantee for tomorrow. We all have sad moments You’re not alone. I jog, take a long walk or workout That helps tremendously .💪🏾💪🏾sister❤

Suggestions: Marwa needs to set up a studio space for your music You guys need a couple of days every week ,just the two of you to unwind away from the villa.There are so many weekend get aways.close in Kenya

I take life one day at a time, and pray every day! You are at the ri6place Ro, eith time you will realize and Marwa is such a wonderful person. Peace Love & Joy!! ✌🏽💞🙏🏽

I kind of know how you feel. I live in California with my daughter and her family after my husband passed almost 5 years ago. A house with 5 other people I Lsobfeel lonely. Don't have a social life at all. I feel like there's no one to talk with. My husband was high school sweethearts. 48 years married. I have no friends or social life😢 I Pray that things get better for you and you know as I do that your partner love you.🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽

I think you guys should get an apartment in Nairobi. You are a city girl. You can divide the time btn the two homes. Now in Nairobi you will have opportunities to do what you love and even record music and do collabos. Then Marwa can enjoy when in the village too. I am currently in the village too and i can tell you it is lonely coz no peers here. Also you have no where to go just staying in the house most part of your day. But for me was a choice i had missed home and decided to visit for a whole year since i work from home.

I love your honesty. Listen to your inner voice, and discuss it with people who love you, like your mom, sister, or best friend. God bless you.

The hard truth is that village life is not for you. You will never feel happy until you accomplish your true purpose and live life on your terms. You need to understand that you are not tied to this situation. You have the choice and freedom to move back to Mexico city and follow your plan. Marwa needs to understand this. Its a difficult but the right one. Many years after following your plan you will come back to Villa Medellin and everything might fall into place.

You know Rocio, you are a strong yet humble woman in order to be able so candid on this video. My dear, I’m sure most people will understand how you feel especially after viewing it. Maybe you will be able to do a collaboration or 2 with an African artist that will be successful.. . Prayer will surely help and of course the trip back home when you will be in familiar surroundings and seeing and being with your parents. I wish you many blessings Rocio. Take care my dear❤️

Rocio, this was wonderful, I myself am going through depression 😢 I was so happy to hear you speak.GOD IS GREAT ❤

Ro, your struggle is totally valid. My thoughts are after the baby comes, you and Marwa need to start thinking about and creating the kind of life that fulfills you both and individually. The village can be slow and socially unfulfilling. A lot of young kenyans move from the villages and small towns to the cities for this very reason. Even though everyone means well, they can't fill in that social gap. You may want to consider living partly in the city where you can build social connections that fulfill you and your creative side. Some of these dimensions you will never find in the village. Open yourself to the possibility of building a social circle outside of the village...it will give you exposure and prepare you to guide the vision of the villa as a guest resort. Privacy is gonna be increasingly important. It will be important to keep your residential wing off limits once the construction is done. This Will have to be a firm decision coz culturally, the village doesn't get the need for privacy...

Rocio, you said it all. I liked your honesty. Don’t feel discouraged you can still pursue your dreams. Keep faith in yourself. I think you are homesick. Time for you to visit your parents and family. God bless you always.

Hi Rocio. There is nothing that can stop you from singing. I think you can build ur career even in Kenya and the world.

Stay strong. And wait on the Lord and be of good courage and he shall direct your path.❤🙏

this is your best ANGLE in content creation.......this is your best style

Queen Rocio you are the divine... ❤❤❤❤... Just the sound of your voice is tranquillity and serenity.... You deserve all the success you'll get in this life🎉🎉🎉🎉😊😊😊😊

Of course the saying goes that , 'if you don't find peace wherever you are, then it means you won't find it elsewhere '

Your struggles r real .So appreciate your willingness to share your feeling's.. I understand and commend you for the sacrifices u’ve made in order to live your purpose.. The hormonal changes brought on by pregnancy does not help.. Thankful for Uncle Mo, was glad to hear u laugh if only for a moment. Keep trusting, keep believing 💕💕

WOW. WOW. I was meant to stumble upon this video! Well done, Rocio. Follow your dreams. ❤️

God's plans are always the best!!!

Rocio I love these videos where you share from your heart. Unfortunately so many people are quick to jump to conclusions...rather than listen to the full video. I pray you are Marwa's path continues to be Blessed.❤

Uncle Mo is such a character. A bit silly but nice man with positive energy.

Rocio I’m off the subject but just had to tell you ! i’ve just started watching your vlogs of your travels in Africa and am totally impressed with your presentation ,narratives and music selections, wow, very entertaining. Keep up the good content!✌️

Rocio, I love you as a person and you being marwa’s wife to be. Having listened to you talking and narrating all that made me sad same time tears rolling down my eyes. I’m in uk my families are in Kenya I find it hard sometimes but because I have my children and husband who loves me I’m happy we always visit home once a year we talk to them call them that makes our lives easier 🙏❤

Rocio how you feel is normal. I remember the first year I came to American I was the unhappiest person. I had a good life and a good job and then I came to America and had to start over again. Every time I heard from someone in Jamaica I cried. It will become much easier after a few years and when the child comes, it might not even matter where in the world you are. Deep down in my heart I still misses Jamaica after 40 years but now America feels like home.

Very soul searching. You are not the only one with these feelings. I too question my journey it has taken me to some places and experiences.

I lived in Okinawa Japan for 14 years, during those years I only dating Japanese women during my stay, everyone said that I will get home sick, the people don’t like Americans, and especially don’t like African American , I didn’t listen to none of the negative reviews. I knew that I can and could adapt to any culture, race of people if given a honest chance. Japanese give me that opportunity through trust and understanding, I had a few talent that made my adjustment easier for the people of Japan to accept me, once I established myself in the community gain the trust and respect of the community, every door just open wide, every one knew who I was . I was welcome everywhere . Those were the best 14 years of my life, even though I lived 14 years there, I travel all over Asia , 38 countries to be exacted. I cgan adapt to any culture or race of people with absolutely no problems. When you have a good soul, believe in the Lord, strive to be a decent human being others attract to you easily, and without fear or prejudice…learn to truly adapt to your environment when living in a foriegn…

Rocio has gotten comedians who are entertaining her😂😂😂

i also think that Rocios parents should also visit her often too,that way she wont feel so low😊just like sylvia n Koree ,her parents visit them often ,that is way she is always happy ❤❤❤

That's Africa for you. We don't have privacy, and you better get used to that. You'll always see people. Im Kenyan living in America. Yes, America is great, but again, loneliness is killing us. I miss to see people just walking to our home,,,when I'm home in Kisii. You'll never feel lonely.

Live your purpose, my dear. God will align everything that concerns you as you walk in the will of God. Continue trusting in him. You are blessed, and you have a big heart .

We want you to be happy, please eat, eat as much as you can especially fruits and organic food. We love you both and we are praying for you

Hi Ro, I want to start by saying that I don't know you personally, so please don't take my comment as judgment. From my observations, it seems like a significant sacrifice to leave behind the fast-paced American lifestyle (yes, I know Mexico is part of North America!) for a village lifestyle. The contrast between the two is stark - from vibrant and upbeat to slow and relaxed. Additionally, in America, there's a strong emphasis on chasing your dreams and continually growing, whereas with Marwa, it seems like you're figuring things out as you go. I pray that you and Marwa will have the opportunity to spend six months in North America and experience the modern lifestyle you might be missing. It's similar to Dee's situation - she also struggles with village life and craves the excitement of the city, which is why she often leaves the village to travel to more vibrant places. She can't seem to stay in the village for too long and needs to escape to places that match her energetic vibe. Anyway, enough from me! I truly wish you all the best and hope you have a wonderful pregnancy. Stay strong!

I loved the discussion. Take care Rocio❤

Rocio to live with someone and to carry ones child you have to be prepared for better or for worst. It becomes easier once you love someone. Life cannot be hu ndred percent perfect.

You really need to go back to Argentina to reenergize yourself

Marwa is right about having people skills and being able to communicate.

Rocio, i salute that you have come this far without any complaining before. Its good thing you pour out your feelings here as if you r talking to your ftiends. I can understand your situations without friends around, no socialising, n life completely 360 degrees turn for you more so you r hormone imbalance at this time. I have experienced this situation when i got married, it takes sometimes for me to pull myself together, instead of "i, me, myself" we start with "you n i, ours, we" this great changes

Thanks for being so honest, life has its ups and downs, just be yourself my darling friend, sending love and hugs from Scotland 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️❤️

Queen Ro just be your self it is ok you are going to be high someday and low someday god got your back blessing to you and your family one love 🙏🏽❤️🇯🇲

i love these kind of vlogs Ro. Growth is everlasting

Maybe seek a compromise…turn the villa into an AirBnb and relocate with Marwa to a more cosmopolitan city. It’s not fair for you to give up everything.

It is cool being true to yourself...Being honest about how you feel brings more joy & happiness...being in a new environment, new faces new culture it can be overwhelming...I applaud you for taking this new leap of faith , we all have tackle something @ some stage of or life that brings mix emotions but as long as you connect with your true inner self ,everything is about you ...everything is about your happiness...keeping you in my prayers..you have so much to offer.Take care ,tight hugs.

LOVE YOU ROCIO ❤️❤️❤️PLEASE DONT THINK TOO JUST ENJOY YOUR LIFE. YOU ARE GLOWING👌🏾 ❤️❤️❤️❤️

Very deep. You are talented in motivation . Try and discover that too. I hope and pray that all this sad feelings go away. You guys make a beautiful couple. I pray for you Rocio. Its not easy to start a new life far from home. Far from family. That of emptyness. Does not matter who's around. I hope you find that one thing that will help take away this sad and lonely feeling. Remember that precious little life growing in you. Its hard but try keep the spirit high for your precious one growing in you if not for anything.

I think it's ok to feel lonely and a little disconnected from being far from home. Missing family and friends can also add to some moments of loneliness even though enjoying acceptance from your boyfriend and his family, and of course, the locals. Being in a foreign country will force you to develop a thick skin because you're likely to face the unexpected norms and behavior from people who intrude into your privacy which you might not be used to but still seems normal to those around you. Just take it one day at a time, and also, don't be afraid to share your feelings with the one that cares about you most. Eventually, you'll make adjustments in areas that initially were making you uncomfortable. When you are sad with loneliness, just stay in your room and play your favorite music or even cook your favorite country dish as that might trigger good memories and aromas. Living far from home is a form of sacrifice you make. Good luck, Rosio.

Uncle Mo is a special human being he is full of life !! ✨Keep him close to you Rocio he is a gem 💎 Prayer,Nature,sunrises,walks,swimming,exercise,music,fishing and my guitar are all things that help me on my off days..🫶🏾

I swear uncle Mo is always on steroids. That kind of energy is on another level.... There is no dull day with him around. ❤

Hello Rocio, This is a new place and very different. I moved alone to New York 40 years ago as a teenager. It took a while to get used to it, but I think it was God's plan for me. Now I look back at those days with appreciation. You may be able soon to collaborate with Kenyan musicians. For now, being a wife and mom appears to be your current assignment.

I understand,, City is more lively with lots of social activities and friends of same caliber are easy to find and engage with

rocio, be happy your Marwa is so concerned about you and he always put you first I saw marwa is settled down in his life ❤️❤️❤️

God keep blessing you our beautiful queen rocio ❤

Rocio, I think you need to recognize that life is filled with curve balls, and nothing is ever clearly predictable. One thing we never think of is a back up plan, we aim for the stars but achieve the moon instead. Whichever situation we find ourselves in, we need to make the most of, and one thing that we should always remember. I felt sorry for myself because I had no shoes until I met a man who had no feet. Moral of the story -- there is always somebody worse off than you and you need to give thanks for whatever little you have.

Please put all your energy in learning the language. You will be closer to your baby because the baby will learn it, and you will remain outsider ❤

Hello Rocio, you can write your music you can sing your songs. Nothing is stopping you. Ask for a music room and in that room, you can have everything you need to make music. Right now you can sing to your baby that is growing inside of you. Your baby will enjoy your songs.

Pregnancy and hormonal imbalance. Rocio you will be fine. I perfectly understand 🙏.

ROCIO NI MIMBA INAKUSUMBUA WEWE TULIA TU ❤ ,LOOK FOR A GUITAR OR PIANO IF THATS WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY AND KEEP YOUR SELF BUSY WITH IT.

Watching from Jamaica 🇯🇲 you are not ok ❤❤🎉🎉 you feel alone and something is missing out of your life but you soon ok

True. Energy transforms from one state to another !! Cheers Ro!❤❤

One special gift from God to us is the gift of alchemy finding the balance through Faith. You got this rocio. It will always make sense and work out in the end.

My heart goes out to you Rocio, you rapidly entered into a complicated dynamic family and political situation… there are shadows everywhere! I wish you real love and every blessing 🕊️

Dear I just like the way you try to make yourself feel better anytime you feel low. Follow God's plan for you for God says "He knows the thoughts He has for you"....read Jeremiah 29:11.❤ you girl. Even those who marry from their Nation but not from their tribe feel the same way you narrated 👏

This is so beautiful and honest... You're a good person..your honesty is so real and refreshing... Wishing you all the best this life has to offer you! God's blessings Always 🙏🌹

I have never commented on these videos, but I feel like you are looking for answers? 1. When you feel down and low, please, you can take 10 minutes to pray 2. Try do what you love the most 3. Listen to worship songs 4. Go out for dinner and enjoy your meal 6. Take a walk 7. Visit places you love. Just find something but mostly pray and you will feel at peace

When you have moment that makes sad, alone or not happy. That’s the moment you must change your mindset and focus on things that make you happy . You are a musician, so make music your joy, Play music and sing, you can cook and sing. I like cleaning and singing while cleaning 😂😂😂😂

I loved this video ❤. Always thinking about you and sending you positive vibes

Thanks for revealing your feelings about your life. From what you said it is clear that you feel that you are not living your life as you would like or expect. I understand you would love to continue your music career. I admire your courage to share this because it helps. Please discuss this very important matter with your boyfriend, Marwa and i hope you will both get an amicable solution.