Poor Smalls ♥️ imo he struggled the most when Seaside disbanded. He got along with everyone but wasn’t apart of any cliques. Dre followed Terry, Dragon with ex-RUST, KJ & Reggie are a package deal with Benji, Ivan & Dom, etc. Smalls was hella lonely. 4.0 is all about gangs and grinding …but without an official gang to belong to he was aimlessly grinding and kept burning out. His household (Fudge lane) wasn’t around consistently, Pharma spent all day in Sandy and every other group seemed to have their own thing going on or people made promises and then stopped waking up. Smalls had been waiting for Benji to form another gang but after 5 months of waiting, he finally decided to go his own way. Then 2 weeks later The Company disbanded and Hades was formed 🫠 lmao. Unlucky.
he didn't want to be alone (no company around when he used to be)and even talked to benji and kj about it....what did it get him? still alone and now being treated so poorly by benji and kj pushing this whole 'one day he feels one way and the next another' narrative....kj forgets that it's not easy being alone like smalls was cause no matter what benji will always include kj in all of his plans...benji and kj both forget what it's like to not be as known or to have those connections like they do and people like smalls suffer for it
@@sz4047 Smalls unfortunately made a wrong choice. He chose to commit by joining the company and then left for people who were not reliable or had their own interests even after being told by multiple people what would happen, so Benji took that as a betrayal. Smalls didn't want to be alone, but he could've also chose to stay with the company and simply hang out with his friends instead of push with them too. It will be a lot harder for smalls to earn his spot back because of it. I feel bad for him and understand he simply didn't want to be alone but Benji is valid in feeling hurt by his choices
@@casualperi he 100% made the wrong choice but even when he was in the company, he'd reach out to people and a lot of times people weren't around or were doing their own thing. benji is right to feel hurt since smalls was an actual member but he should also take into account how different it is for people like smalls than it is for him kj or reggie who have each other no matter what. smalls has tried that and for different reasons people he chills with stop being around. thing to note is that while it does seem like benji is a hard no for small and kj also seems like a no ray likes him and perez really wants him to join them so it'll be interesting to see what happens
