I don't want to be here anymore... I'm so hurt, I'm so over it all!!! I've been in so much pain, I've lost everyone, I was cheated on (4th 2year+ relationship in a row) I've lost close family and friends who are resting in peace now, people who were really important to me. I wrecked my car last week I'm broke as fuck and have no way to get income I don't want pity I don't want to be a burden I don't want help, I'm past that I want someone out there to remember me, even for a moment I want someone out there to know that I existed, that I loved, cried, fought, broke, lost, and expired after giving it all I had. May you dear reader be blessed, and not fall to the same fate as I.
I've felt the same and still do but I think you should find others, you'll find love like I never could, I let everyone I loved slip through my fingers, ive asked them out too late or they just dont love me but you have a chance youve had some love you before!