This song has hit differently ever since my brother died in a car crash over a month ago. He was only 18, but there are so many lines that remind me of him or our memories.
I am so sorry for your loss💔🕊️ My librarian just recently passed and her granddaughter goes to my school when I see her every day I can’t imagine what she could be feeling because she would take her to school everyday 💔🕊️
I feel like The 30th was written after (maybe) a friend was in an accident and almost died. And in the end of the song when she was listing what could've happened she was saying that her friend could've died if the bridge they were on didn't have a rail, or what if there were kids involved. If this is true, I'm glad her friend is ok :)
@@mahmoodalaryash_8069 this song looks like it was actually meant for someone idk? I mean can u see a little tears coming ?? Plus she said smt did happen on Nov 30 so yh
To me "the 30th" Is a song about survivors guilt. What that means is take this situatio:in a car crash and everyone except you dies. So then you the survivor feel guilt thinks what would of happened 8f this or that would they still be alive
On top of the points made in the other replies, she makes it clear she wasn’t in the accident herself when she sings about being stuck on traffic not realizing that the accident she saw was an accident her friend got into
I’m not sure what happened on Nov 30th but I relate to this song so much in a way because I was in a horrible car crash back in October. I’m probably going to do a cover of this song but for now I can’t stop vibing to it and exploring different emotions through it.
when i was battling cancer, after some rounds of chemo my hair was falling out and i had to cut it off. i had really long straight hair, so i was really sad to shave it off. sometimes i would put a towel with holes in it over my head because i had no hair. i felt ugly and weak, but my dad told me i looked beautiful. Rest in peace daddy 💔
@@mosbelovedd no, she just mentioned last night in her concert in Manila that it was about her dear friend. She performed this for the first time, too.
When I was 7 my dad got into a car accident. All the doctors were telling me that he was going to die but he survived and for a while we thought everything would be okay, but then I had the sudden realization that I would never see my dad walk again because he had broken his neck in the car accident. I was 7 and taking care of my pregnant mother and my dad. Now ever since my brother was born and my parents got divorced I have had to take care of my family and be my mother’s therapist. And none of them ever ask if I’m ok or try to help my mother even found where I fucking slit my wrist and did nothing. Now I don’t even have time to be a god damn kid. And all my friends keep leaving me to the side and forget about me idk why they are good friends. I was fucking 7. Also fuck the universe.
Get help bruh And maybe check yourself first before your friends? Friendships need work y'know but with this much going on it's understandable if you can't put your all into friends
For me the 30th reminds of some personal issues that I don’t want to discuss but my really really really close friends know and they are the only ones that know no one else.
I had just started to listen to Billie Eilish about 3 weeks ago, I love her new album, and honestly, I really only knew bad guy. I just listened to the 30th, and it really hard for me. I was in a head-on collision on July 30th, nearly 2 years ago. That is crazy because I just barely started listening to her music, but I am glad that I do now.
I understand that. Watching something no one should ever have to witness? Yeah. Just last year we watched my dad catch on fire grilling. Think that was the worst thing. And the aftermath is what I saw. Utterly disgusting and horrible and cruel. I feel that.
I honestly relate to this song because once my sister rolled her car and it was going up a hill. If she had rolled only a few hundred feet earlier she would have died.
When i got in a car crash, it was 4 vehicles and i was in the second vehicle. It was a 7 seater and i was in the back with my cousin and our family friend daughter. It was very scary since all 4 cars were crashed into each other. We were all on our way to school. Ut was scary, i was left with so much pain in my hip which still pains all the time and the doctor never did my exray but i took pills for a while and was supposed to go back to that doctor but i never did. That day as soon as it happened out of no where. I froze and came out of the car panicking, cramped and thought i died until i pinched myself and saw my cousin and family friend. At that moment i died for 4sec. I had hit my head in the other car seats and my cousin and friend was very hurt too. But i was hurt the most and was the onky one left with pain and pills. Iwish this experience on no one and i swore not even my worse enemy should go through it. I am still traumatized, im scared to go in vehicles especially the back. I hate riding in 7 seaters and i always think of the crash whilst in vehicle and think im going to crash again... Im sorry for whoever this happens to 😢💔
I think “the 30th” is based of a family member/relative/friend was in some sort of accident and almost died and she survived and she is alive, lyrically showed to my theory: “your alive, your alive, your alive” or it’s abt her feelings orrr her being lost or any thing like that, again, lyrically showed to my theory: “what if you were a remote, no one knows where you are?” That’s my theory, Ty for reading this
What if it happened to you on a different day… On a bridge where there wasnt a rail in the way… Or a neighborhood street where the little kids play… Or the angels crest in the snow or the rain… What if you weren’t alone… there were kids in the car… what if you were remote… no one knows where you are… If you changed anything… we’re you not have survived… Your alive Your alive Your alive… \The 30th/
What if it happened to you on a different day on a bridge where there was an rail in the way or a nebighorhood street where the little kids play or the angels crest where in the snow or the rain what if u weren’t alone there were kids in the car what if u were remote no one knows where u are if u changed anything would not of survived ur alive ur alive ur aliiiiiiive
So that's why her song is called "The 30th" because it was written on the 30th of December. It reminded me about how One Direction had the 4th album called "Four" because it was there 4th album.
“I THINk”that the meaning of the 30th was talking about that friend of hers was Sam or Colby and they were driving down Angel crest while it was snowing and kids were playing but the driver idk who drove into a tree
Billie eilish tried to commit sui3!de and i think thats why she wrote the song Storytime: So billie eilish had loads of stress built up and she was really depressed.billie was in a hotel on her own and she was above ground floor,and she tried jumping out of the window luckily her mum came at the perfect time and stopped her (I dont think that the 30th was about that the 30th was about her friend in a car accident) Edit:i think thats why people are using it on videos about them comiting sui3!de
WHAT IF IT HAPPENED TO YOU ON A DIFFERENT DAY ON A BRIDGE WHERE THERE WASNT A RAIL IN THE WAY OR A NEIGHBOR STREET WHERE THE LITTLE KIDS PLAY OR THE ANGELS CREST IN THE SNOW OR THE RAIN WHAT IF YOU WERENT ALONE THERE WERE KIDS IN THE CAR WHAT IF YOU WERE REMOTE NO ONE KNOWS WHERE YOU ARE IF YOU CHANGED ANYTHING WOULD YOU NOT HAVE SURVIVED YOURE ALIVE YOURE ALIVE YOURE ALIVE
I don't know why but for some reason I thought that it was about her ex and someone else doing"it" on a bridge or whatever and.... you know what I mean😶
En gros elle a écrit la chanson un 30 décembre et elle dit que la chanson avait été écrite après happier than ever , elle dit ensuite que le 30novembre elle a fait expérience de quelque chose de tragique qui l’a bouleversé et elle a noté toutes ses pensées à ce moment là puis elle en a simplement conclu qu’il fallait qu’elle écrive cette chanson. Voilaaa
Listen to the lyrics. It’s about an accident on the road. And from this video we gathered it was very personal to her. So someone she knew was in an accident and this is her way of expressing all the emotions she felt after that tragedy.
