You might not believe me but I But I only cried five times in my life time that I remember and this made me cry all those time I didn’t I spent 8 hours crying because of this song
same. sad to say but he doesn’t know i feel this way about him. when i was a kid he did drugs under the influence of others that spiked it, and would blast heavy rock while my sister and I cried. he changed but it still haunts me that i didn’t have a father to tell me everything is fine but instead he got mad at every little mistake i made which made me scared to be a wild kid….
just realised that this song is 5:55 minutes long, which is an angel number that means stay positive & confident no matter what life throws at you so keep your head up darlings :))
When she says “and i don’t talk shit about you on the internet” “never told anyone anything bad” “Cause that shits embarrassing you were my everything” reminds me so much of my most recent relationship. we were almost a year when i found out he cheated and he denied it to absolutely everyone when i have screenshots of him doing it. he also had the audacity to make fun of my parents (who passed away) my siblings and even me. it just disappoints me because i would NEVER do something like that.
I understand you.. I was in this relationship almost a year, I found out he cheated on me for 4 months and he never apologized or feel sorry/guilty. He said it was alla my fault if he cheated on me. It sucks..
@@loveyall4935 it was never your fault to begin with. he is a horrible person for trying to blame that on you. HE CHEATED. how is that your fault ? when he’s the one who did it. i bet you’re an awesome person and if he couldn’t see that then screw him.
This song is like holding back every single feeling and finally breaking. The long nights of feeling nothing and the conversations you witnessed but were never a part of are finally catching up to you, and at 2:48 you feel it coming to the surface. You try to hide it, but you've been doing it too long. Finally, you just scream And it never felt so good.
this is really accurate.... i feel like billie and i are on a similar page at the moment because a lot of the themes of happier than ever are really mirroring the energy i've been in as of late
@Booper Dooper right? I think the screaming was like another thing added to the song like venting as you said. It almost sounds like if she was screaming out of not only pain but anger yk? Idk but it's like the cherry on top for me lol
555 The vibration of angel number 555 is all about taking action and just 'go for it. Like many repeating numbers, 555 is also a sign to deepen your spiritual practices, continue asking the angels and Universe for help, and listen to your intuition.
@@ummm8572 porque además el número 4 es necesario en ese caso para representar el "equilibrio". Como siempre vuestra arrogancia e ignorancia va un paso por detrás de cualquier país hispanohablante. Si tú ajustas el número para que te quede bonito el comentario y luego viene alguien que sabe de lo que habla y te corrige es tu problema, no el mío. Si no me entiendes búscate la vida, existe algo llamado Google translate ;) no seais tan vagos.
That moment when you don’t feel guilty after eating anymore, don’t wheigh yourself everyday, don’t feel sad when you see your friends hang out without you, start listening to music, cleaning your room again, enjoy life and truly feel happier than ever. :)
I’m trying my best rn I’m 2 days clean from sh I have two whole meals today I know it’s not a lot for you but it’s a lot for me and I’m actually thinking of cleaning my room🙂
Literally describes my relationship with one of me “best friends.” I wasn’t even aware I was miserable, I thought it was NORMAL to second guess your every fucking move and never tell the truth out of fear they’d react badly.
happier than ever: LYRICS~~~ When I'm away from you I'm happier than ever Wish I could explain it better I wish it wasn't true Give me a day or two To think of something clever To write myself a letter To tell me what to do Do you read my interviews? Or do you skip my avenue? When you said you were passing through Was I even on your way? I knew when I asked you to Be cool about what I was telling you You'd do the opposite of what you said you'd do And I'd end up more afraid Don't say it isn't fair You clearly weren't aware That you made me miserable So if you really wanna know When I'm away from you I'm happier than ever Wish I could explain it better I wish it wasn't true You call me again, drunk in your Benz Driving home under the influence You scared me to death but I'm wasting my breath 'Cause you only listen to your fuckin' friends I don't relate to you I don't relate to you, no 'Cause I'd never treat me this shitty You made me hate this city And I don't talk shit about you on the internet Never told anyone anything bad 'Cause that shit's embarrassing, you were my everything And all that you did was make me fuckin' sad So don't waste the time I don't have And don't try to make me feel bad I could talk about every time that you showed up on time But I'd have an empty line 'cause you never did Never paid any mind to my mother or friends So I shut 'em all out for you 'cause I was a kid You ruined everything good Always said you were misunderstood Made all my moments your own Just fuckin' leave me alone
youre legit carrying humanity at this point lustry if you see this can you please slow+reverb down these songs if you haven't already 💖 -sparks by coldplay -drew barrymore by sza -je te laisserai des mots by patrick watson -white ferrari by frank ocean -summer depression by girl in red ILYYY
this song could be precieved as battling with your own insecurities and anxiety thats why billie is so good there is so many meanings behind her songs!
i saw my father cheated with someone and i knew that if i tell my mom it would break my family, i feel so empty, music is the only thing that could make feel again.
Im so sorry! Hopefully one day you'll feel better. Always remember that even if its a stranger on the internet, there is always someone there for you. Be safe, have fun, stay happy.
I have this song right when I need it- there's someone in my life who is using me to feel better while they're alone and it's crushing me because I don't want them to stay or leave, so I'm completely torn between feeling better and depending on them because the real problem is _i still care_ I know I deserve better but I've been dying to be allowed to care this sucks
no one asked but cause i’ve had loads of similar situations happening to me i would advise you slowly distancing yourself if they do care at least a single but then they’ll try to reach out if you get no signs from them then just let it go hon you deserve wayyy better and being the second even third option from a person even if they mean the world to you won’t do any good
Been there done that honey, so I truly feel your pain, but trust me it’s better if you let go of them. If they’re causing you more pain than happiness it is not worth it. You’ll just end up destroying yourself
wow, that’s so true for me. i said to him yesterday that i don’t wanna do this anymore but he is not letting me leave... like saying you know “i’m sorry, i hate myself for this” but man if you really cared probably you would text me more than you do
shoutout to my dad to making me relate to this song. ruined my image of Church, of God, of men/boys, School, Confidence, Mindset but also a shoutout to my dad because your title and you as person has shown me what i will make sure to look out for in a guy. thankyou for teaching me to do things for myself and to always look out for friends. thankyou for teaching me that bad things in your life isnt the end. thankyou for making me who i am because without you i wouldnt be who i am rn. thankyou thankyou thankyou. dw i would be sad and cry about the things a few years ago but not anymore. but rn idc do whatever it doesnt affect me anymore. im not the little girl that would cry about everything. ive learnt to hold myself up and lift my own chin up. even when things are tough. you taught me that someone out there could be going through even worse. lil rant
Hey. Hey, you. Yes, you. You're the one reading this, aren't you? Well, let me tell you something. You need to know. DON'T SCROLL, please.. I know, I know I'm a stranger here on the internet. But, I guarantee you, you need to hear this. Are you in a dark place? You aren't alone. Feeling Suicidal? Please don't. I think you matter. Even if I don't know you, I still think you matter. You are the best stranger I've met. So, do something for me real quick. Drink some water. WAIT! DON'T WIPE THE WATER OFF YOUR LIPS YET! Look, see how they shine? See how they twinkle and glimmer? Even in the tiniest bit of light, you shine. If you want to take your life, think about something. Out of the 7 billion+ people on this earth.. Someone out there, they think you're perfect. They love you, so much. Imagine how much you'd hurt them if you left.. even if it seems unlikely, I can assure you. Someone out there, they love you. So keep fighting. You'll win, no matter how hard it is.
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This song is so clean. And by clean I dont mean like smooth, like clean, clean. Its really relieving and calming. Ily lustry :). Totally one of my favourite RU-vidrs.
god. this song. if my entire life, for the past 3-4 years has a theme song, this one's it. i don't wanna say a lot and i don't wanna traumadump, but i am constantly tired of being brokenhearted, betrayed, lied to, and seeing so many negativities in my life-whether it's my own life or witnessing others'. this song is the ultimate comfort and hits deep in so many levels and circumstances. i don't think i could even relate so much to a song until i listen to this. billie and finneas are phenomenal, as always.
this really describes what happened to me a few days ago. the first part reminds me of how i felt months before, and then finally being tired of their bullshit and dropping them and saving 400+ people from their bullying by doing so. im proud but upset at the same time.
When I'm away from you I'm happier than ever Wish I could explain it better I wish it wasn't true Give me a day or two To think of something clever To write myself a letter To tell me what to do Do you read my interviews? Or do you skip my avenue? When you said you were passing through Was I even on your way? I knew when I asked you to Be cool about what I was telling you You'd do the opposite of what you said you'd do And I'd end up more afraid Don't say it isn't fair You clearly weren't aware that you Made me miserable So if you really wanna know When I'm away from you I'm happier than ever Wish I could explain it better I wish it wasn't true You call me again, drunk in your Benz Driving home under the influence You scared me to death but I'm wasting my breath 'Cause you only listen to your fucking friends I don't relate to you I don't relate to you, no 'Cause I'd never treat me this shitty You made me hate this city And I don't talk shit about you on the internet Never told anyone anything bad 'Cause that shit's embarrassing, you were my everything And all that you did was make me fucking sad So don't waste the time I don't have And don't try to make me feel bad I could talk about every time that you showed up on time But I'd have an empty line 'cause you never did Never paid any mind to my mother or friends so I Shut 'em all out for you 'cause I was a kid You ruined everything good Always said you were misunderstood Made all my moments your own Just fucking leave me alone
"So don't waste the time don't have, don't try to make me feel bad I could talk about everytime that you showed up on time but I'd have an empty line cause you never did" DAMNNN BILLIE GET ITTT
I always come on RU-vid just watch her videos mainly”happier then ever” this song just melt my heart every sec I watch I’ll never get tired by this song❤️
Lyrics ✨: When I'm away from you I'm happier than ever Wish I could explain it better I wish it wasn't true, mm-hmm Give me a day or two To think of something clever To write myself a letter To tell me what to do, mm-hmm Do you read my interviews? Or do you skip my avenue? When you said you were passing through, was I even on your way? I knew when I asked you to be cool about what I was telling you You'd do the opposite of what you said you'd do And I'd end up more afraid Don't say it isn't fair You clearly weren't aware that you made me miserable, ooh So if you really wanna know When I'm away from you (when I'm away from you) I'm happier than ever (I'm happier than ever) Wish I could explain it better (wish I could explain it better) I wish it wasn't true, mm-hmm You called me again, drunk in your Benz Driving home under the influence You scared me to death, but I'm wasting my breath 'Cause you only listen to your fucking friends I don't relate to you I don't relate to you, no 'Cause I'd never treat me this shitty You make me hate this city And I don't talk shit about you on the internet Never told anyone anything bad 'Cause that shit's embarrassing, you were my everything And all that you did was make me fucking sad So don't waste the time I don't have Don't try to make me feel bad I could talk about every time that you showed up on time But I'd have an empty line, 'cause you never did Never paid any mind to my mother or friends, so I Shut 'em all out for you 'cause I was a kid You ruined everything good Always said you were misunderstood Made all my moments your own Just fucking leave me alone Source: Musixmatch
I NEEDD Someone to make a fan edit of relationships gone wrong with this audio omg this version makes the song 100x times better, more dramatic and impactful. I love this so much
POV: You were staring him kissing another girl. He had done this before, but you ignore the obvious, not wanting to accept the fact that the love of your life had found someone new. Tears were flying from your cheeks as you dropped your books in the hallway. They made a loud thumping sound, drawing their attention to you. Standing there. Helpless. Lonely. You begged for him to stay. But he told you it was "Too bad." You cried for the rest of the night, debating if life was worth living anymore. That was 3 months ago. Staring at the now empty hallway. Memorial posters hung up on the wall. His locker covered in flowers and sweet notes. But they didn't know who he really was. You snatched a note from the wall, written by you. It read: Too bad. You laughed at the note, looking around to see if people were watching. Nope. The hallway was empty, bare and dead. You walked home in the rain, spinning around in the empty streets. And as you enter your house, you smelled something coming from the basement. You walked towards it, heading down the poorly illuminated stairwell. And there he was. Helpless. Lonely. You walked over to him, and stooped down to his level. "People think you're dead." You sighed, sitting down next to him. He didn't answer. "You know all of this is really, too bad." You smiled, before leaving him alone in the dark basement. It stunk because, well, corpses rot. - random sad girl
this song hurts me as my 'eX' best friend left me for no reason at all and when I try to ask questions they just shut me out. and at the time, they would ignore me but say I didn't try to make conversation. they would constantly check my social media as a way to 'stalk' what I was doing and when they saw that I was happy with my other friends, they would get angry and literally talk shit about me behind my back, on snap, on tik tok, etc. they weren't even discrete about it but since they blocked me I didn't know what was happening. my current friends had to tell me what they were saying and when we went back to school, they practically gave me this reputation for using people and never giving back. anyways sorry for the rant i just felt the need to share this as a point. know your worth and don't let others control you.
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