“i thought i was special you made me feel like it was my fault you were the devil” breaks my fucking heart that that’s a constant issue people deal with. this world’s horrible
@@sophieryan3901 Made me tear up a bit- I made a cover of this song and literally started crying with those heartfelt lyrics. It would mean the world to me if you can check it out and comment your thoughts!
if you guys are unaware.. she is talking about Q aka her toxic ex bf who was 22 when dating her at 16. he groomed her and manipulated her into thinking their relationship was ok. even her parents knew it wasn’t good for her but she was trapped.. their relationship was much more toxic than the documentary made it seem.
when she said" you said you thought she was your age." and " i thought i was special you made me feel like it was my fault you where the devil." I felt it Fun fact in are messages he said stuff about my age and I told him mutipul times i didnt think this would get so many likes
I was groomed for two years and this song is a literal depiction of what i felt and went through. Funny enough he knew my age and still continued to manipulate me into loving him and being unable to be without him
@@Subllama I am so sorry. screw that fool, dont u dare let idiots like them stopping you from shine. i can tell you are such a strong person being able to overcome that. i shall keep your name in my prayers. much love
this album has 16 songs, and bllie was 16 years old when she was in relationship with Q. when billie posted, the song ends at 4:00, but there is 22 seconds of black silence. it means he was 22 years old..this is just heartbreaking, not all men but all women are afraid.
This song is so Sad when u actually listen to the lyrics and interpret them . I love how Billie created this song, I like the topic she decided to do this song on because there isn’t much songs that talk abt this. And for people who went through the situation Billie is singing abt, I am so sorry you ever had to go through that. Billie creates songs that is most relatable to her fans and to herself and that is what I love because it helps us fans see that we aren’t alone through trauma, depression, anxiety, heartbreak. Every song she creates just makes me love her more. I know some people think she is overrated but she is really not, the people who call her overrated doesn’t get her songs, doesn’t get why so much people love her. Her voice isn’t the only thing that makes us love her. She full on deserves the fame but she doesn’t deserve the hate.
She's so inspiring, I hate how some people say "she makes fake-depression music" when she obviously uses music as a way to genuinely express herself and what she's been through and show others that they aren't alone.
Nah, but billies music helps put feelings into words. Like it helps you understand your feelings. She puts feelings into something easy to understand, music.
"try not to abuse your power" goes for pedophiles and predators but also for parents who emotionally hurt their kids. stay strong out there, you've got this
Thank you, I needed to hear this because even though this song is about pedophiles/predators and abusers, parents can be just as bad with their kids. People nowadays still think it's right to raise your kids without allowing them to show emotions, namely boys and men's pain is so overlooked now, that people don't even consider pain and heartbreak a factor for men because they're all "idiots" and "disappointing." Some certainly are, but not ALL of them because you're really underestimating the actually good men out there. Emotional abuse is never okay for your children or really anyone for that matter, pray for the ones who are suffering :(
@@dorkyidiot661 I'm saddened to see that miscommunication between families is still so significant these days, if not more than before. I often feel alone. Even as a girl, I also understand how hard it can be for boys and men to talk freely about their emotions; one of my best friends struggles with this and now hardly ever talks to his parents. Finding someone to talk to these days is pretty hard, but even though we don't know each other, it's clear that the best thing we can all do is persevere until we find an outlet and the right environment. :)
not intending to contradict your comment, however in an interview with annie mac billie stated that she didn't want to make the song about just her experiences specifically. she wanted to leave it open to interpretation so as not to exclude other people's experiences, which honestly makes it both more powerful and also really sad
when I tell you I literally said to my sister "I know lustry is gonna come up with a slowed version in a couple hours" now look where we are😂 live your work btw
Right! It made me tear up a bit - I made a cover of this song and literally started crying with those heartfelt lyrics. It would mean the world to me if you can check it out and comment your thoughts!
We fear rejection, want attention, crave affection and dream of perfection. We should no longer expend energy for meaningless friendships, forced interactions or unnecessary conversations. Don't wish to impress, wish to inspire.
your voices matter. speak up. you can do this and you deserve to be heard. i love you all who read this. sweet dreams/have an amazing day today, ilysm w all my heart
This song slowed is just fucking beautiful . I'm so so glad Billie wrote this song cause when you go through something so so hard and you listen to these slowed songs it slaps harder than your depression does and that's really emotional . I love everybody who reads this comment and I hope you have the best life ever stay strong. ❤❤❤❤
The song is amazing, and her voice is beautiful, but the meaning behind this song and the lyrics are so meaningful that I literally cried when I heard the song.
It’s the weirdest thing to me that this song can come out with lyrics to get me through what I’m going through as I’m going through them. Timing and coincidence is weird
lyrics..; Try not to abuse your power I know we didn't choose to change You might not wanna lose your power But having it's so strange She said you were a hero, you played the part But you ruined her in a year, don't act like it was hard And you swear you didn't know (Didn't know) No wonder why you didn't ask She was sleeping in your clothes (In your clothes) But now she's got to get to class How dare you? And how could you? Will you only feel bad when they find out? If you could take it all back, would you? Try not to abuse your power I know we didn't choose to change You might not wanna lose your power But having it's so strange I thought that I was special, you made me feel Like it was my fault you were the devil, lost your appeal Does it keep you in control? (In control) For you to keep her in a cage? And you swear you didn't know (Didn't know) You said you thought she was your age How dare you? And how could you? Will you only feel bad if it turns out, that they kill your contract? Would you? Try not to abuse your power I know we didn't choose to change You might not wanna lose your power But power isn't pain Hmm Ooh, ooh, ha La-la-la-la-la
Oh no OH no OOH no DuDe NOOOO!!! Lustry! MY GOD.. You took the best frame and made magic with the sonnnng THAT'S WHY I LOVE YOU (I also really love the lyrics you add and make the beginning feel like we're inserting a tape) ✨💖