here’s billies live from yesterday that she actually saved for once!! there’s a part towards the end that buffers a slight bit so sorry about that :/ - follow me on instagram! / eilishlive
watching this now is sad. knowing how Q and the twins ended up treating her. she was just a kid but she had genuine love and care for these dudes. she thought they were her friends. and these were three grown men who all used her and treated her horribly. it’s sad seeing her, a then 15/16 year old say “damn you all look smacked asf” :/ like all her friends were grown adults, high as hell and she was only 15/16. and most of her fandom is around her age so honestly we didn’t know any better either. and her family honestly couldn’t do much but be there for her because you can’t really control a person. they have to learn on their own sometimes. sucks.
OMG I HAD SLEEP PARALYIS IN ONE OF MY ARMS LIKE I WOKE UP BC OF MY ALARM CLOCK WENT OFF AND I TRIED TO SHUT IT OFF BUT MY ARM WOULDNT MOVE AND I WAS FREAKING OUT AND ANOTHER TIME I HAD A DREAM AND IT SCARD TF OUT OF ME I TRIED SCREAM BUT IT DIDNT WORK
I know, that all the Billie Fans are missing this 😭🖤 I'm missing it too, but she will come back and we still love her and we will love her forever. We have got enough stuff for the next time 🖤 But I am excited, when she will come back and do things like that 🖤
her saying that even though she doesn’t necessarily believe there’s an afterlife, she’s happy her friend that she lost did because that means her friend is okay and safe has to be the purest thing any human has EVER said.
3:46 and so on.. have you noticed that's the music from the vine she did when she said "uh I'm bored what should I do?" And then that beat came on and she was dancing 😂😂
Dear Billie,i'm 80 years old,still in good shape and have played music for 61 years..Guitar/piano/brass and strings..on the road 61 years and worked out there alot back in the day..Seal and Redondo Beach and also Catalina Island-my favorite place to sail and scuba dive....I love you and your brother so unique..To me first there was Elvis and did meet him at the International a few years before he left us..We talked for an hour in a small bar there and he gave me his Rolex Watch..We laughted a lot and then you guys came along..I tell everyone about you guys and I love your gift..Someday I hope to meet you both on my trips to LA where most of my family is from..mainly Huntington Beach... new words I learned FROM YOU AND THE MEANING CHANGE...YOUR DOPE AND SICK....LOL...MEANT IN A NICE WAY..GOD BLESS YOUR SO DAMN FUNNY AND I LOVE GOOD HUMOR...