My mother’s older sister waited until my mother’s son passed away and she died and my mother gave birth to me and the spirit of my mother’s older sister caresses me at night ❤
2. Suffering, Pain, Anguish, Misery, Loss, Hate, Death and Darkness unending for everyone, these are the only long lasting effects of life, we live to hurt so we distract ourselves and try to make the world beautiful but in the end everyone and everything will bend their knees to the void. You aren't above any of this, you will lose eventually, everyone and everything you love will leave you and you will be forgotten, it's just a matter of time.
@@YuckDuck-gn7nh that may be true but why not change that? why not love what you have now and not cry about the later? love what you have not cry about what you might lose love it. to grieve fully is to love fully
@@bloodgod4627 I already lost my love, I lost friends, I can't even look what's left of my family in the eyes, they ruined what could have been my last good chance of a happy normal life, I'm poor now and the one thing that can get what's left of my happy ending is locked away from me for a couple years, I'm left in limbo until then, seeing less worthy men take what I want and do nothing with it, and I don't even know if I can have that without something getting in my way, all I can do is think about death and dying well, and after all my sacrifices and challenges overcome I'm left like this taking in all my failures and losses, now knowing it was all inevitable and the only law of life is suffering, and in this despair knowing my good days are behind me, I finally understand that the law of life is suffering.
