When i started to pray the rosery every day I instantly became sick the minute I started and it stopped when i broke off praying. Whent to my priest and he told me that the devil was attacking me. He blessed me and gave me holy water. He told me not to stop praying and Push through. It took me weeks but the evil one fled from me.
I have been in isolation for awhile it seems. I came to a conclusion that it seemed that churches started to shy away from speaking Gods word and the real context to twisting it to not sound so "harsh". When I got caught up in church that wanted to build a school with private membership, I thought that sounds like a great idea. I didn't realize that what would happen is the government now had say over monies and curriculum allowed in order to receive grants/funding for certain activities. I know of 3 that over the course of almost 20 years 2 have closed/converted the church building and runs just the school now. We have have all been blind to the fact that government has infiltrated the church in such a way that seems like a good idea at the moment but turns into lost sheep in the end. Bishop Mar Mari has been a breathe of fresh air that I need. I pray for the isolation to come to an end so as to start being bold for Jesus again. The attacks seem so strong now and God knows why and I lean on my Father to get me through. If I am counted worthy, my life is blessed, and I continue to pray for humility and peace for renewal everday. I will cling to Jesus all the days of my life, His will, not my will and bless all who come to Him.
I don’t think you’ve done enough to get on Satans nerve 😂. Satan attacks the ones that are in the middle. Like me for example. When u hesitate between good and evil is when he makes his move. And send his minion. Iv met Satan n his 2 hell hounds.