i know exactly how that felt, if you dont mind im just gonna vent really quick. I've known them for about 4 years. We slowly fell in love last year and we got together late last year. i was over the world. above everything. 47 days later it ended because i think too much and i thought they were done with me. i confronted and they said nothing was wrong but either way leaving the call, we settled for a break. it broke my heart. the couple days before, i was crying every night because they wouldn't answer my messages. about two hours later i told them through text that i didn't want a break and that i was simply worried. About 3 hours later, i was out shopping and i viewed their text at 5:05pm. the text read "we're over" . that's when my heart dropped to my stomach and i haven't felt as full till then. thanks for reading this, if it was interesting.
@@isa.n.hermusic5910 YOU WILL FIND SOMEONE THAT MAKES YOU’RE STOMACH HAVE BUTTERFLIES INSTEAD OF MAKING IT DROP. YOUR INTUITION WAS PROBABLY TELLING YOU THAT, THAT RELATIONSHIP WASNT GOOD. BEST IF LUCK. ❤️
@@isa.n.hermusic5910 you poor soul. I overthink a lot too, I know how it feels. That's exactly why my last relationship ended, and I'm still struggling with that to this day. YOU WILL FIND LOVE. It may take time, but trust your gut and don't you ever give up, I'm so proud of you for not giving up yet
if he ever needed a heart transplant id give him mine faster than he could blink maybe then he'll finally understand the love i have for him but then again, you only really love someone until they're gone, right?
for some reason this song makes me feel so empty and just vulnerable, and gives me nostalgia but in a depressing way of myself a couple years ago. it kind of triggers my bipolar and just being paranoid cuz of the feeling but at the same time i don't wanna stop listening.
the first time heard this song , it was as if my heart opened, my eyes and touch. this song accompanied me through the lightest and darkest of times. It reminds me of letting go. Letting go of worries and fears and just trying to live freely without a care. Stargazing and finding a home in loneliness itself. Oh what i would give to hear this song again for the first time. It helped me to be alone and not feeling lonely.
Here's a poem I wrote while listening to this song, staring out of my window at 2 a.m. : Quills and Chills With rain and tears crooning these shingles I mourn these years 'til my cheek tingles But In the morn' wanders my jovial gaze So hopeful it hovers above the haze And Atop this hill sleepy yet bold Atop this sill windy wet cold Resting on this marble My thoughts I scribble: Sleepy Hill Fragile Quill Windy Sill Gentle Chill
lyrics all in one place, in case anyone wants them: Up with your turret Aren't we just terrified? Shale, screen your worry From what you won't ever find Don't let it fool you Don't let it fool you Down Down's sitting 'round, folds in her gown Sea and the rock below Cocked to the undertow Bones, blood and teeth erode With every crashing node Wings wouldn't help you Wings wouldn't help you Down Down fills the ground, gravity's proud You barely are blinking Wagging your face around When'd this just become a mortal home? Down Won't, won't, won't, won't Won't let you talk me Won't let you talk me Down Will pull it taut, nothing let out
@@shay9553 i have a visual processing disorder and it's easier to see all of the lyrics right in front of me. i put them here in case anyone wants them too
Remember this. Nobody loves you. Nobody cares about you Nobody thinks your special. Nobody thinks your pretty. Nobody thinks you have so much to live for. Hi! I’m Nobody
It really actually blows my mind how more people didn’t respond to this 2 years ago. I hope that you’re still here on earth, and I hope that these 2 years have been filled with extraordinary healing for you. Nobody else was ever here for you and I’m just a stranger, and I’m only 1 person but you mean something in this grand universe, and I hope you can look at yourself and believe that. You are beautifully and wonderfully made. Your soul means something. Jesus loves you. God loves you. Don’t EVER give up on yourself. God has been walking with you.
To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and great years. I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
I used to be sad for months. Now I’m just chill, I’m not happy,sad or numb I’m just calm. I tried to do things that made me happy even though it was really hard. I tried working on how I see my body because that’s what a lot of my sadness came from and girls on Tik Tok really helped me to feel a bit better about myself. I didn’t do any diets or workouts because I don’t have any motivation and I can never stick with something like that. Tik Tok really helped me to love myself. I focused on what I do like about myself instead of the opposite. (The Tik Tok vids I watched where about body positivity and more) I used to cry nearly every night while listening to music because I was so sad but when I start to be more at peace with myself I tried listening to more calming music and some of the music is the same music I used to cry myself to sleep with and I would cry so much that after I literally had no tears left to cry. Music really helped me get through it, it was like therapy to me. Sometimes I do have days where I’m down but I never stay that way I’m not happy with how I look or act but for a lot of my problems I’ve just become at peace with it and to be honest I don’t think anyone can be “happy”
We lost so much people, and we miss them. Don’t do it, it’s not worth it. But you, you are worth it. You are enough. It’s ok to NOT be ok. Take some times for you. I love you. You’re such a beautiful person, and someday, someone will see you as I see you. Someone will love you as I do. It might takes some time, but it’s worth it, I promise. You matter. You’re enough. You’re worth it. I will always support you. If you need to talk, I’m on discord and Instagram. I will always support you, even if others don’t. Take care of you. I love you.
This made me cry. I felt like an instant connection with you. The way you use the words is an art. I don't think you'll see this but if you do, just know that i love you
@@pranavaloney918 your comment really made me smile :) I hope my message helps some people, even if it’s one, it’s enough. I’m not really good at English, since French is my first language, but I’m happy that with my knowledge I can still create “connections” with others
I don’t know why but this gives me stages of grief: acceptance vibes. (I’m bad at forming sentences pls pretend that it made sense (you don’t have to))
This song makes me want rainy summer nights, laying in bed with the windows open, liten to the sound of the rain falling down on the window and listen to this at the same time🥺🥺 and then rewatch twilight for the 500th time (it’s my comfort movies)
Vou voltar aqui mais tarde... Me sinto mal, será que estou fazendo algo de errado, será que deveria voltar atrás? Sinto culpa, só queria que uma pessoa legal gostasse de mim, poxa, será tão difícil me amar? Não estou sendo legal na maioria das vezes? Quase ninguém vê meus surtos, então o que há de errado comigo? Será que nasci para continuar sentindo essa culpa? Tenho medo do futuro e todas as coisas que acontecerão junto com ele. Porque todos são incapazes de me amar e me reconfortar? Eu sou errada por não controlar meus sentimentos com os outros gêneros e pessoas? Não era para me julgarem, mesmo não julgando realmente sinto o peso de ser julgada, é tão dificil me amar, me dar carinho e apoio? Será que sou a vilã dessa história. Estou a ajudar os outros ,mas, n sou ajudada, por favor me ajude... ninguém será capaz disso afinal né kk, você é a única pessoa que me ajudou de verdade e não acabou com tudo dentro de mim, sou totalmente agradecida por isso, msm vc sendo incapaz de me amar acho... o que eu faço agora? Sigo a diante sabendo que provavelmente vai acontecer de novo? Quero seu amor, tudo muda quando estou conversando contigo, quero você mais para perto de mim, nem que seja como amiga. te amo. . .
A saudade de alguém e a pior dor que o ser humano pode sentir , ela e insubstituível e a cada dia que passa piora , oq Mais doi e saber que a vida da pessoa vai continuar e a nossa ainda vai permanecer triste pois agente ama ela mais do que nos mesmo
I am thankful for the new google translate option in yt...that helped me read these beautiful words. I hope you're okay. You're not the villain..atleast not in your story, unless we blame ourselvesfor everything. We all are villains in someone else's story, intentionally or not. I believe that god or universe does certain things for a reason. You'll find love, hopefully with the person you mentioned in this comment. If not, you'll surely get someone who knows your worth and treat you like the awesome person you are. I dont know you. But i love you, coz your words were beautiful and touching. I will pray for your well-being. I am sorry if you didn't understand my English, i am not a native speaker. Wish you all the best ♡
@@SushidoChireki o seu inglês saiu correto aqui, que belas palavras, talvez ela não tenha visto essa mensagem mas se tiver, eu tenho certeza que melhorou bastante o dia dela, eu agradeço pela mensagem !!
This song feels like your crying and being hugged at the same time. The song is like a blanket wrapping around you when your sad. It’s a feeling of sadness and comfort that is just so addicting. That’s the best way I could describe it.
I listen this song when I remembered that i failed the only thing that I have to do study+get good grades, am such a disaster my parents will always be disappointed with me, I just trying so hard and still I get bad grades 😔
Sorry but your songs make me feel about life. I'm just laying in my bed and staring at the lights and thinking about everything. It's a good feeling. So thanks for making content :)
This feels like your broken literally picking up pieces of your heart and taping them back together, smiling but actually dying inside because you hid your feelings for so long you forgot how to express them so now when your really sad and try to let people know, they ask what’s wrong? Your reflex is I’m okay with a smile.. and you would think they know your sad but they don’t. You try to help other people the best you can and you give the best advise but can never understand or figure out your own problems. Music is your escape, your feelings and the way you express yourself the best.. in the end you always find yourself being used you know you are but you just don’t care enough to let go they could hurt you millions of time and you would still wipe their tears off.
this song is so pure, so beautiful and i have no words for this. this song is sad but is pure. i love very this song and sometimes i’m not good and i wanna dead because my life is not good, my life is hard, my parents arghhh so terrible. i miss me, i miss the old me when i was happy...
- momento desabafo - porque eu tenho tanto medo? porque eu simplesmente não posso viver a vida normalmente? porque eu me cobro tanto? eu me sinto tão apagada, tão depressiva, eu tenho medo de decepcionar minha família, meu porto seguro, eu tenho medo do futuro e de como as coisas vão estar, será que eu vou ter uma vida? porque eu sinto que eu vou embora tão cedo daqui?
Y dose this song make me happy. Like damn. Everyone is saying it's sad, but no. To me it's sooo good it makes me feel like I'm in a fucking romance movie.... It's great. Thanks
this song is the first song that has made me feel something lately I literally havent felt anything,I havent cried either but I've felt like crying so much and this songs helped but yea.
This song makes me sad cause I have the sensation of loneliness But at the same time makes me happy cause I have the sensation of being finaly free, idk
Stop scrolling, I wanted to tell you how much you’re worth it, you’re beautiful, smart, strong,brave, and perfect. Don’t ever think that you’re not good enough, because every single person in this world is good enough, we all may be different,but we all share something for certain, we are worth everything and more, your smile is perfect, your eyes,your hair, everything. You don’t ever have to change for the world, the world could change how it thinks. Depression,anxiety,ptsd, abuse, addiction, bullying, and suicidal thoughts hit you hard, like a thousand knives stabbing you all over, it feels like you’re screaming as loud as you can in fear and pain, but no one cares and they cant hear, I know. But you are so much more then you think that you are. Please don’t think that you aren’t, because I know for certain that you are beautiful and perfect just the way that you are, you are amazing, it doesn’t matter what color you are, what race, gender, religion,sexuality, etc. I hope that you know you are worthy. Even though I don’t know you, I love you so much and I hope you never forget how special you are ♥️♥️♥️
This’ll be weird to type but here it goes. It’s kinda just myself but why not share, ya know? I have the episodes I call them. I sit inside my room. Reading all day. Only coming out for food or to use the bathroom. I didn’t talk to anyone and I would have a playlist playing on loop. Roslyn was one of them. For some reason it was a dark time. It doesn’t seem bad I know but it just was. Anyways later
Dear Alice You’ve disappeared, like everything else. Who else can I talk to, I’m lost. When you left, and he left you took everything with you. But the absence of him is everywhere i look. It’s like a huge hole has been punched through my chest. But in a way I’m glad... my pain is the only reminder he was here... that you all were. I saw him. Maybe Im crazy now, I guess that’s okay. If a rush of danger is what it takes to see him, then that’s what I’ll find. I wish i had your real address. I wish I could tell you about Jake. He makes me feel better. I mean... he makes me feel alive. The hole in my chest... well when i’m with Jake it’s almost healed... for awhile. But even Jake can’t keep the dreams away. Things are… things are bad again. Without Jake, I...I can’t stand it. I don’t see Edward anymore... will it really feel like he never existed? I will find a place where I can see him again. Is it possible that everything is true? Fairy tales and horror stories? Is it possible that there isn’t anything sane or normal at all? Im alright. Until i’m alone. And lately that’s all the time. Jacobs gone. His hunting Victoria and Charlie’s hunting Jacob. And your gone and so is Edward. And there’s just nothing now. But i realize where i have to go, what i have to do to see him again. -
I was thinking about George and Fred, the Weasley twins from Harry Potter and I just lay there closing my eyes, I heard a sudden tap on the window and two of the most beautiful orange monarch butterflies flew past my window, I dont know what this means but it was certainly a sign 🧡🧡
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