i don’t understand why people think depression and anxiety are a trend like it is literally the worst and most terrible feeling that someone can have, it kills you from the inside out until you can’t take it anymore. you can’t sleep until 4am then once you finally do before you know it you’ve slept in till 2pm, you have no energy whatsoever to get up. you just feel... *alone*
@@l3r4vegaming15 I am so sorry I cannot understand what you are going through right now and I can't tell you that it will surely get better but you need to have hope and belive it'll get better someday. Please keep going, stay with us and get up every day. I am really sorry for your loss.
"I used to think that the worst thing in life was to end up alone. It's not. The worst thing in life is to end up with people who make you feel alone." - Robin Williams. RIP
Everyone whose liked this and sees this comment: I love you all. Troubles will arise but you will overcome them. You are so strong. I love you all, beautiful strangers 💕💕
I’m the only one in my friendship that reaches out,, I’m the only one that calls them that ask to hang out to checks up on them if were still going to hang out if I didn’t do any of this reaching out none of our friendship would stay afloat and it would just stay on text I feel like I’m the only one who cares to hang out or call them who enjoys talking and hanging out and it hurts that my best friend doesn’t put in the effort that I put in for them… to me that’s worse then being …. Alone..
@@MargotZollingerreligion is man made. All 4,000+ of them with each and every one of their "gods". Now which God is the true God? Each one of them will say theirs of course 🤣
none of us will ever meet each other, and yet here we are, gathered in a moment of self-initiated hurt. we are together, despite how lonely our individual moments may feel. what a beautiful thing…
Ngl, of all the comments I loved urs!! It’s true and yet we try to help the others struggling even though we’re struggling like them and can’t even help ourselves!!
i hate feeling like this, i hate feeling so alone. it sucks. edit: last month and before that, i was very depressed. i didn’t feel like eating, locked myself in my room. distances myself from family and friends. letting go of my appearance, didn’t shower for days. found myself sobbing at night to this song. feeling alone and just broken inside... recently I’ve been feeling better. i wash myself up. wake up in the morning to have breakfast with my family. talk to my mom, play with my younger siblings. feeling confident. once you let that thing go that’s holding you back. it feels so amazing to have the weight lifted from your chest. please believe me. everything will get better. don’t end it. the pain is temporary. there is a plan for you. you were meant to exist. life will surprise you in the unexpected ways.
i miss when things were easier. i miss when i made my parents proud. i miss being a kid. i miss being me. don’t let it end like this, please. i’m praying. praying for a life i’m never going to live. but. *hope’s a beautiful thing, ain’t it?*
I feel like I’m slowly becoming emotionless. I have cried so many times that and no matter how much I cry, it never stops. But now, my sadness is so deep in me that it doesn’t even come out.
Ay bro I hope ur doing better now and if not just know that theres nothing to worry about, life has its ups and downs but in the end everything will work out. I know everyone has felt like this in their life but just know in time u will be healed. Have faith and never give up❤️
It's funny how people say the internet has made us less connected to others when there's places like these where complete strangers find comfort and solace in the words of another wandering soul. May you find rest, peace, and love on your journey, no matter where that journey may take you.
Your pain is gonna hurt for quite some time, my friend. The upside is that no matter what, there WILL be a point in time we'll learn how to deal with it better and it gets a bit duller day by day.. Best of wishes to you& your heart's healing
I want to hug my favorite person but I don't know if that is weird I dont know how to act around him I just know I want this. I want to know that he does too. I'll give you a hug cuz I need it too
This is the one for me. But, unfortunately, it just reminds me of someone I gave my all to and never got it back. Was but a dream, wasn't who she actually was.
hey, how are you? i just wanted to check in on you and see how you’re doing. i promise everything will get better, you just have to take things one step at a time. don’t rush it. i’m here for you anytime, you got this.
I tried to explain this feeling to my friend. But I don’t think she really got it. It sounded like she was just think I was faking or couldn’t fake cry but I just feel empty, I have hardly any emotions anymore. I’ve felt sadness for so long I can’t feel anything.
I feel like depression is becoming a trend, and those who are truly depressed fall deeper into the abyss while the other fake it and get the attention.
Just played this song and it's rainy and stormy day, smoking some pot and looking drops becoming pools of rain water, looking at grass and flowers bending from the big drops falling thunders in the distance becoming louder and louder rain starting to fall down faster and looking hevier and angrier but yet they are so calm and beautiful, begining to make my brain and body feel such serenity. I finaly realized life is not that bad you just have to learn to enjoy small things in life.
Thanks. Life's just been hard for me lately. Especially with this whole pandemic thing. I've been lonely my whole life. So it won't make much difference, what hurts is that I think no one would bother to even know how I'm actually doing. Even my own damn parents won't care if I just suddenly disappear. And yeah, I'm not a minor who's complaining about depression even though he's got a house to live in. Ffs I don't know what I'm living for anymore. The only stuff keeping me alive is music and the urge to keep going. I hate the painful reality, So I listen to this type of music to drown it out. No one would care.
me too, i get exactly what you are saying. i thought that all the mess that happened in school before lockdown was a thing of the past, but turns out i was wrong. i hope you start feeling happy again, however that may be x
people who's going through breakups. well at least you know what it is like to be loved, people who are suffering from loneliness and never experienced what its like to be and feel loved like that hurts even more.
Hi hello just a random stranger who came across your comment.. at this point of life you might questioning your whole existence your purpose for living. U might even wonder what do other people have that you don’t that makes them so happy. Leaving u feeling lost and alone in a world where it seems like find happiness isn’t hard at all.. just a reminder you asking “ who is this person I’ve become” is the first step to finding your purpose/ meaning.. you question yourself it shows you want higher for yourself, every great story stated with a question but the question you should be asking is “ who will I become” if u didn’t read this just know improvement starts with questioning yourself the only difference is how u find those answers
These comments make me want to hug each and every one of you. I just want to say.. I’m proud of you for waking up. I’m proud of you for brushing your hair. I’m proud of you for blinking. I’m proud of you for breathing. I’m proud of you for making your bed. I’m proud of you for eating. I’m proud of you for TRYING to eat. I’m proud of you for drinking water. I’m proud of you for being here. I’m proud of you for being you. I’m proud of you for smiling. I’m proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you. I’m proud of you for standing up. I’m proud of you for blinking. I’m proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed. I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth. I’m proud of you for standing up. I’m proud of you for sitting down. I’m proud of you for defending yourself. I’m proud of you for believing in yourself. I’m proud of you for simply trying. IM PROUD OF YOU. Have a good day❤️
I’m not depressed, I’m just tired..exhausted. Edit: thanks for all the likes guys, most i’ve ever gotten. And remember you are loved, stay strong and keep fighting ❤️
i’m so sorry love, i know what you’re saying, as i have gone through the same thing. everything eventually gets better. you go through Hell to get to Heaven. Remember that for me. I love you so so so so so much. get some sleep. get rid of that toxic person in your life. chin up smile and walk away.
@@sungirl765 i honestly dont know i just started trying to sleep and taking care of myself and being with the people i loved and trying to be productive and that helped me a lot, plus im muslim so i also turned to god.
when I was really little, my dad would drink his hot coffee on the back porch in the morning and he would play this song. i would go outside and sit with him on the rocking chairs, just listening peacefully and admiring our simple yet somehow perfect lives. i remember the weeping willow tree in our backyard. the cloudy skies. the crisp, cool air. the smell of hot coffee drifting through the morning air. but no matter how hard I try, life will never be as easy and simple as it was then. i listen to this song at night. i close my eyes and I try to imagine those times when i listening to this song, but it still feels hazy. it feels like a dream. a dream i wish I had never woken up from. appreciate the simple things in life, because those are the ones that are most worth remembering.
100 reasons why you should stay alive -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 1. The salty smell and calming sound of the beach 2. You would hurt a lot people that love you more than life itself 3. Hot chocolate on cold winter days 4. Your mom's smile 5. Your best friends laugh 6. Your little cousins, nieces, and nephews that look up to you 7. The feeling of the sun against your face 8. Hearing the words “I love you” 9. Not being able to sleep/the feeling you get the night before a holiday 10. Birthdays 11. Quiet late night drives 12. Missed opportunities and adventures 13. The feeling of lying in bed after a long day 14. Long hot showers 15. Music that you connect with 16. You have a purpose 17. You can change somebody’s life 18. Snowball fights 19. Concerts 20. Watching people fall 21. As long as your heart is beating, there is hope 22. You will regret dying 23. What if Heaven isn’t real? 24. Marriage 25. You are enough 26. Pain is only temporary 27. Late-night food runs with your friends 28. The sound of rain 29. Reading powerful quotes 30. Eating your favorite foods 31. Stars 32. Good movies 33. Having children 34. Staring at clouds and finding pictures within them 35. Meeting new people 36. Your struggle will make you stronger 37. You have a lot of people that love and support you 38. Being able to say, “I made it” 39. Genuine smiles 40. Bonfires 41. You matter 42. Time heals most wounds 43. Your first apartment/house 44. The crunch of leaves in the fall 45. Finding your soul mate 46. Meaningful hugs 47. Being in/attending someone’s wedding 48. You are worth it 49. Sunday night football 50. The smell of Christmas trees 51. People care about you; lots of them in fact 52. Sunsets 53. Ice cream 54. You are brave 55. Things really do get better 56. Dogs 57. Cats 58. Pets in general 59. Rainbows 60. You are amazing 61. The city 62. Traveling 63. Vacations 64. Road trips 65. Hearing awesome stories 66. Inside jokes 67. Coffee/Tea 68. Snowmen 69. Your talents 70. You’ll disappoint the people that love you by letting your illness win 71. The feeling of pure joy/happiness 72. You will be happy one day 73. All-nighters with your friends 74. Cuddling 75. Reunions with your friends/high school/college 76. Re-connecting with someone you haven’t talked to in years 77. Smiling 78. Seeing someone else smile 79. You are beautiful 80. Decorating your house/apartment 81. Capturing perfect moments on camera 82. You would be missed 83. Quiet bookstores/small restaurants 84. Your favorite hobby 85. Swimming on a hot day 86. Being cozied up with blankets 87. Feeling refreshed after a nice nap 88. Helping other people 89. Watching the people you love become successful 90. Becoming successful yourself 91. Babies/little kids 92. Cute old people 93. Love stories 94. You are strong 95. You will be proud that you continued to live 96. The feeling of grass under your feet 97. Telling crazy stories 98. The smell of rain 99. Watching lightning 100. YOU ARE LOVED
Me listening to this song, thinking back when i was a kid, seeing how different i looked, looking at myself now and realizing how much i changed, i hardly even recognize myself when looking at old pictures from when i was a kid.. its crazy just how much one single bad day can change someones entire life so much that they aren't even recognizable..
honestly i want this played at my funeral, it's so sad yet calming, it makes me hurt a little bit right now, but it makes me feel like i'll okay in the end you know? it's how i want people to feel if they lose me, i want them to know they'll be okay. stay safe everyone, you're loved and wanted. www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.html
the pain of wanting to stay but wanting to go. the tears that stream down our faces as we think of what we’d be losing, but thinking of what we’ve already lost. the irony of feeling so much pain but not feeling anything. the sick, numb feeling in our stomach. the tears that soak our pillows at night. the sleeves that hide our arms. oh what a life we live....
i don’t have depression but it’s just so hard to make friends cause of my social anxiety. i went out with my friends the other day and it was hell even tho i knew them for a while and now that i’m going to 9th grade/high school this is gonna be pain /:
High school is hard. Try to enjoy it as much as possible. Believe me it doesn't last long and then you would have wished you did more with your time there. ❤
I've never been as happy as I was when I had my sister by my side,the abuse physically and mentally from home are killing me but I'm here for you guys truly
if someone is reading this. I just wanna say that you're enough, n Jesus loves you n will always love u even if you don't belive in God. ALWAYS WILL HAVE SOMEONE WHO LOVES U. I love you and i'm soo proud of you
When you’re beat up so bad with what feels like everything lost, the bottom of the pit, when you feel there’s nothing left, just turn to god, pray with faith, he will light your way, I promise, may god be with you
The whole world is one big dark place. But we only get one chance at life and then it's over in a flash. Try to find something healthy that gives you joy. Make it a quest! Everybody loves a quest ❤
Be proud of yourself. You went through every type of pain, family issues, trust issues, heartbreak, insecurities, depression, etc. You went through it all alone, but never gave up
Twilight Saga is so underrated. It has the best soundtracks, the cast is incredible, and the character development is fantastic. The first twilight movie is so relatable except for the supernatural part. I mean to say the awkwardness between teenagers and high schoolers' Dumbness is so realistic. I will not be able to die peacefully if I do not get another one from this movie. periodt.
The easiest way to explain the way this song makes me feel is that it speaks volume on the feeling of how empty my heart feels. It isolates me from everything around me. I can’t cry, I can’t smile I can’t think. Just this, and thinking about how the music is explaining what words could never about the way I feel. LOL. 😊
it's quite funny really, how a lot of us are hypocrites. we say " Don't hurt yourselves, it will be alright, you will be alright." yet we feel like we are lying to ourselves... we convince others and help others, when we need it ourselves but we just don't feel it...
K A L F A T A please don’t say stuff like that in a comment section. you can trigger a lot of suicidal people with that. if you are really struggling please call the suicide hotline in your area or talk to a professional (like a doctor, psychiatrist, therapist, etc.)
K A L F A T A don’t 😔 nothing is temporary, it will get better hang in there even if it feels your on a thread, everyone feels depressed sometime in there life I got through mine, go in the mirror everyday and say, “I got this I can do this” even if you don’t mean it, it does something. you will get past this keep pushing.
This started playing as I had a panic attack two years ago, it’s crazy that 2 years later I come back to listen to it and just want to cry. This song just brings me so much pain but happiness that I’m better now :)
it’s 2:08 am. there’s a thunderstorm outside of my apartment. i’m sitting on the ground, watching the sky light up and rain hit the wooden bench to the side of my front door. this song is playing, i open the door so only the screen door remains. the mist from the rain hits my face. i remember how far i’ve made it in life. i never knew i would make it to this point. update: my peaceful session is interrupted by a lion king ad. i almost punched my screen from the loudness of the ad.
The lion king ad put you back into the reality of life. We all want to escape it but there are things such as that ad in this instance which tells us life will be with us until death.
i hate how the people who actually care about you are strangers. not your friends. your friends could care less. who wouldve thought strangers would be the ones to care. im sorry. im sorry mom. im sorry dad. i rly try. i do. but its to hard. and i cant try anymore. thank you strangers. youre the ones who helped. ily.
I dont attention when i cry..i just wanna feel whole i dont feel like im alive anymore i mean physically im fine but im mentally drained from the world...
No you’re a bunch of 15 year olds thinking they got rough in their 1st world country, rough is living in a mudhut in a desert in kenya with no safe water, let alone no bloody phone to listen to this on.
remember when we said 2020 was gonna be our year? Look at us now. edit: thank you for allll the likesss omg u guys r the best 💞💞💞💞 good wishes for u all✨
hate it when people let a year decide how there gonna act. Like got 6 more months to do some amazing stuff. Why should I let covid and crap get in my way. Sure it sucks but sometimes trials are when you learn the most...
just realized everyday is such a emotional rollercoaster for me. in the morning im tired, then im hyped af, then i am chill, vibing, then im tired again but in a hyped mood then im happy and chill then after midnight I get depressed.
To everyone who is reading this: I have never struggled with depression in my entire life, But I heard it is horrible. So even though I’m a stranger I want to tell you that you are a beautiful person, no matter what anyone says. You are loved and appreciated, and amazing. I wish I could give you a hug. You deserve one
I hope you find peace in your life and the thoughts that you are worth it. Just because someone gives you the feeling that your worthless, doesn't mean you are... ): ❤ wish i could hug you, good luck in your life
