i wanna derby...life long dream ..bucket list..... this summer june 30th..my 5 yr older bro n bestie i used to go to local fair derbies with mom n dad would drop us off at had a massive stroke in front of me as we were killing the breeze , shooting the shit , around midnight..i called "911" ...he was said to not make it..he made it..got home from rehab n hospitals oct 3rd ..he still cant talk very well.....nov 6th our mom died of a heart attack ..after spending all summer being wherever my bro was along with my dad ..not been a banner a year ....but i cant stop watching these videos wishing i was able to be in an event bro n dad could watch me be in ...
