I found this again after breaking free from depression for 2 years now I've been celan for a year and I'm so happy where I am... I cried after listening to this I remember how I used to replay this everyday and just hate existing and wish I were dead I'm proud of myself this song means so much to me...
You give me hope.... after my mom died of cancer a year ago and my grandparents got covid last month, my grandpa is in hospital, my grandma's state is getting worse... and I feel like everything is falling apart. I don't want to be alive at this point, but I can try to make this right....
this song reminds me of this bridge that i used to imagine jumping off but i’m so proud of how far i’ve come mentally. i no longer want to jump off that bridge. if you are feeling the same way, i promise you everything gets better, even if your pain feels endless. it’s not. you are loved and you are so worthy
Same I’m going through what you went to life just feels like a endless cycle of being tired and wishing I could never wake up to isolating yourself and getting pushed away because of it , you try get help but ur nana who you live with calls you a coward and to get on with it and how she had a harder life and wasn’t giving things I did and how unappreciative I am by staying in my room never going to school ok i don’t know why I’m ranting rn but yes I get you fr 🥵 I just miss my foster family but I can never go back now I’m living with my nana who’s a diagnosed narsisist yay
Thought the same thing Hannah baker snd Jessica Davis and Tyler down were the 3 characters that made it hurt the most not to mention clay just finished it off with his reactions to everything on the tapes and when Justin died it was a different kind of feeling . But fuck Bryce walker
I can’t do this anymore,I’m tired of the pain and how he broke me and my heart,I just can’t do it.I just need someone to understand me,to love me,to care about me.
Last year it began that people treated me like shit and because of them I have kinda started to think that I am really that dumb and weird person they always treated me like. But now everything is better.. I will never have to speak with them in the future and I have new and beautiful friends. I am so happy now and I feel like there are people outside who likes me just the way I am. This song is so good
There’s no such thing as a cyber bully tho, you can literally block someone on every platform, and on RU-vid it’s just common sense that not everyone is gonna love you, too many crybabies nowadays.
@@Archonsx I’m talking about the movie? 💀✋🏽 LMAOOOO if someone were to bully me then they can catch these hands because I don’t play that, thank you very much
@GamingWithMariah that’s true. A lot of people says it’s not a real thing but I was close to attempt suicide because of bullying online so I have experienced it. Still to this day, I still remember it. It could’ve taken my life
Lyrics Help, I have done it again I have been here many times before Hurt myself again today And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame Be my friend, hold me Wrap me up, enfold me I am small and needy Warm me up and breathe me Ouch I have lost myself again Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found Yeah I think that I might break Lost myself again and I feel unsafe Be my friend, hold me Wrap me up, enfold me I am small and needy Warm me up and breathe me Be my friend, hold me Wrap me up, enfold me I am small and needy Warm me up and breathe me
Please do not do it anymore, there are many people who love you and who can give you support, please have confidence in yourself and you will see that you will get ahead, I know that it is very difficult at the beginning but you will see that everything will work out
Im done with things. The only reason I was hanging on every day in physical and emotional pain, was for my mum, but I just want to go so i can be at peace one final time. I am so tired and fed up of trying. I am always told to stay strong and keep fighting by my mother... But she doesn't realise, that i had lost the fight a long time ago. Even my CPN told me I am going to be like this for the rest of my life! I am so lonely and sad. I have a money issue too and recently lost my friend. I have had psychosis(schizophrenia), anxiety, depression, etc along with bad physical health problems since a young age and its so painful to live my life. Im just done
hey baby, listen -- I'm here. Life gets good, life gets shit. It's the way stuff goes, and it's almost inevitable. Like a roller coaster; it would be bland without the twists and turns, and ups and downs. Suicide is never the answer, ever. Just think of the state your mom would be in, having to live longer than her best friend. Mental Health is also a huge bother, but sometimes to put it at ease you gotta do what you gotta do ( unless that's dangering yourself.) Be selfish. Live how you want to. I love you, always here :))
I hate looking at my body ever more so before I started this torture on my mind and body, I am selfish because I can’t be thankful for what I have. Im healthy I don’t suffer any disability’s, I’m fed, and loved by my family. But I’ve been hurt more times than many I suppose. People I’ve loved have hurt me bad I’m broken now. My trauma is leaking out into the rest of my brain and my mind can’t take it. The real me vs the me the world saw are beginning to entwine and that’s not good. This song helps though for right now. Be strong it’s easy to get dragged into your own self pity, self loathing but you’ll be okay eventually soon. When the right person says the right thing and makes you smile for the first time in what feels like forever
TW : Please don't read if this will trigger you! Hiding depression for years is very emotionally tiring. One Direction and Harry Styles save my life everyday. No one knows how I actually feel. Everyone thinks I'm just so happy to everyone. I'm hungry, I'm numb, I'm just done. I've been clean for a few seconds. I don't understand how they don't notice the cuts. When they do, which isn't often it happened like once. They believed it was the cat. I have them everywhere I just don't understand how they can be so clueless. I pull down my shorts, stopped wearing shorts, always wear hoodies, never wear t-shirts anymore. How can they be so clueless. I'm ok though! If that's what they hear they will believe it. So in that case, "I'm fine! I'm doing great! I'm ok!" At this point I'm numb so it doesn't really phase me anymore. I can't even cry anymore. I ran out. So numb.
Your friends trust you, that's why they believe it was the cat and that you're fine. They won't just "notice" what's behind the facade. If you need help, don't hesitate to ask for it. If they don't bother to try to help you they don't deserve to be your friends. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here. You can talk to me on reddit, it's Somerandomgirl814
im so fucking tired bro i want it to all just go away my mom doesnt notice anything my brother says oh your ok even tho the cuts all over my body say different.
Please stay ! Not for me but for you :) I’m happy your alive and there are many others who agree .You are so loved even if your not shown it xx don’t give up stranger !
I was scrolling through tiktok and there was this video about how this 12 year old boy shot himself in the head with a gun during a zoom and his sister had to find him dead and this is a song came to my head when I saw it idk why but I started crying.
Seems like crying doesn’t help anymore. I have endless tears but no relief. I hate my body, I’ve always been ugly to myself since I could remember. Makes me want to starve myself and exercise till my body crumbles. I can’t cut anymore because I know it hurts the people I love and I just can’t hurt them. I stopped taking my medication because it made me feel so monotone, numb, I couldn’t grow. I can’t do drugs for relief because it just makes me worse. I can’t get any relief anymore, I don’t know what to do.
