Rest in peace Gustav Elijah Ahr Official music video for "Reflection" by Brennan Savage produced by nadiak Shot/directed by killstation Edited by Brennan Savage / brennansavage / brennansavage / brennansavage / killstation
A lot of this footage is from peeps gym class video shoot T-T Brennan obviously was there, OG homies from Long Island, moved to LA together to pursue their music dreams.
@@ulutasatilla Since Peep passed away, Brennan’s gone way softer in his music. When Peep was still alive Brennan’s music was way ruder and colder (imo)
I lost my cousin trough Corona… he was in a coma for a month… he just turned 31 he leaves behind his wife and his 3-year-old son… i still can not believe it 💔
i just use this as a tribute to my dad he passed two years ago. definetley hits hard af since i lost him versus before listening to it. i feel many people underestimate how powerful music really is. when you go through something and find a song that connects with you its like the best medicine in the world... weather its sad or not you still find yourself always going back to it. Amazing.♥️
I don't even use RU-vid commentary section. I'm like a ghost in social media, but this time, I thought I had to tell you. Do never give up Brennan. There's a lot of people that needs your music. You have no fucking idea how hard we cheer for you. Stay strong, good sir.
Lyrics [Verse: Brennan Savage] Everybody told me Keep on going But I can't go without you People keep telling me to keep on looking But I can't see without you I don't wanna die while my momma alive Because she can't be alone I just want to tell you the way I feel But now I can't cause you gone We was so young In a world so cold Why do some die young While the rest grow old I would trade my life If it meant you'd return To send you to heaven In hell, I would burn for you The tears grow long While I write this song Never thought a month would feel this long My friend Will I ever find peace again I don't know Show me a sign if you can [Hook: Brennan Savage] I'm holding on To the memory that I have When we were young They were the best times I ever had
I lost my 8 year old little sister almost about to be 4 years ago back in 2020. This song has driven me to keep being the best big brother I could ever be, and a role model as well. Thank you so much Brennan for this beautiful piece of music
@@blvck_drxps5087 bruh , am started listen lil peep in summer of 2016 year and I am attracted by the fact that the singer whose songs I like very much, he is no longer with us, which means the absence of his songs and in general everything connected with him . I do not condemn what you wrote, most often it is so
more than 2 years later and i still cry when i listen to this song gone, but forever in us. rip peep just shows how songs help express ourselves and brennan did this for every single one of us, sad you made something this beautiful for such a tragic event. love you brennan
[Intro] "I'm never gonna run out on you ever again. Say the words." "No." "My coat." "Well, I ain't ever gonna run out on you, and that's a promise." "Well, I want to run out of here, so-" [Verse: Brennan Savage] Everybody told me Keep on going But I can't go without you People keep telling me to keep on looking But I can't see without you I don't wanna die while my momma alive Because she can't be alone I just want to tell you the way I feel But now I can't cause you gone We was so young In a world so cold Why do some die young While the rest grow old I would trade my life If it meant you'd return To send you to heaven In hell, I would burn for you The tears grow long While I write this song Never thought a month would feel this long My friend Will I ever find peace again I don't know Show me a sign if you can [Hook: Brennan Savage] I'm holding on To the memories that I have When we were young They were the best times I ever had [Outro: Erin Reus] You taught me, that home’s not just a house I’ve been so homesick for you darling Even- "Hey I got something to show you"
Beautiful tribute, Brennan. I come back to it a lot. I love how the most replayed part is the little snippet of peep in the video. Rip dude. You were a friend that I failed to listen to while you were alive. I wish your pain never existed but you made the world a better place with it. Good luck to anyone that sees this. Im scared rn but I know things will be okay.
I just found this song tonight, I love it man. I hope you keep putting your feelings in your music as it speaks from your soul as we all felt Peep did.
we’ll all get through this we may not ever find why we all exist but we will all surely find our place and make our existence worth it. everything will come to place you have to just start living and not existing
Exactly to what these lines are saying in the song, i lost my childhood bestfriend to pills also, every word you said is what I'm going thru... Holding on to the memories, cause they were the best times I ever had... Rip my Brother n Gustav, may your wings guide you home with peace 💙
this song hurts my heart so fucking much. because I know how it feels to lose a friend to similar circumstances . when something like that happens you just never come out the same. and every day it hurts, every day you think of them . and you just so fucking bad want to just talk to them again, sometimes you even for just a moment forget they've died. but there's nothing that can ever take away the pain that this cold world inflicts. we all know it's not fair... and there's not a damn thing any of us can do about it.
I know sometimes in the death of people we love after they are gone we take it out on ourselves in our mourning. I know I did it to myself I felt lost without their essence around me and I got lost in alcohol to numb the pain but in that I didn't realize I was cracking my own bones .... It wasnt until after I got help and got better I cleaned myself up enough I could receive vision. I pictured the one I lost smiling on because I was doing good and anytime I did good I seen their smile flash in my memory ....That's how they live on through memory and I know our loved ones would only want to see us do good.I pray that if anyone has lost someone and they feel lost without them Pick yourself up because you know they'd wanna see you do good.Love yourself and take better care of you.
This track tears me down. RIP to all of the fallen ones throughout my life, and especially to Peep. Never thought it was possible to miss someone that I have never met and will never meet.
I love this song brother, I lost my bestfriend about a month ago due to a drunk driver going down the wrong way of the highway and killing him and his pops. Knew him since I was 11, this song has got me through the struggle. So thank you brother and keep your head up
Crybaby was Gus's third solo mixtape. He had released LIL PEEP; PART ONE and Live Forever in 2015. Crybaby was the first mixtape Gus made with some of the producers he had met online. Gus had communicated with these producers via email, Twitter, and texts, but this was the first time he actually met and worked with some of them in person. These were new collaborators, also. Gus was branching out and, as always, experimenting with musical styles. Crybaby was made after Gus had ventured out on tour with Schemaposse in Tucson, ended up in Denver for about a month, where he met and lived with LeDerrick and Yung Goth, and then wound up back in Los Angeles. Gus left Denver in late March, early April 2016 and went back to LA. He ended up staying with his friend and old house-mate, Brennan Savage, in the house they had moved into in September 2014-When Gus was hoping to go to Glendale Community College. Lederrick and Yung Goth were there, too, as were several other young men. The place was full of people and creative energy. During all of that time, Gus began to make the tracks for the Crybaby mixtape. Below are some of the text exchanges between Gus and me between April 23 and May 27, 2016-about can openers, underpants, t-shirts, and coming home for a visit, and money. I overlaid on top of the texts some dates and references to Crybaby-related creation dates and other events. In the first couple of days in April, Gus and his housemates made a song called Homecoming. Killstation took several photos of Gus, and sent Gus the album art for the single.