Marco-Polo it’s called trying new things!! ever heard about it? artist are allowed to try new different things it’s called expanding their craft. tap in dude it’s okay to try new things!!!
I'm a 43 year old man. Big metal music man but always loved my hip hop too. In the early hours of this morning, after the worst year of my life, I drove aimlessly for three hours with this bumping on a loop, tears streaming down my face, inconsolable about my situation. When I eventually found myself parked up on my drive, I felt lighter, reset, healed. I don't know much about this kid, I'm not huge on most of his other stuff I've listened to if I'm honest, but he touched me deep down in my core with this. I've heard he was a beautiful human being and I've no doubt that's the case. This right here has no boundaries. It doesn't matter what age, race, gender, or anything else you may be, this is for anyone who's hurting, anyone who's just had enough, who's done with it. It's a truly beautiful track, I'm flat out in love with it.
this comment made me tear up 🥹 I'm sorry things were hard. I'm happy you found the perfect song to calm you in the moment, and I truly hope you've found peace since that drive
It’s just true real raw emotion and passion. It’s being a HUMAN BEING. WE ARE NOT PERFECT. brother we are all needed. Trust me. It’s so hard and complex being a human. But we are magical. We are brilliant. We truly are.
@@jonreu9205 no just stating a fact this song conveys some of the lowest emotions a human can feel and I know for a fact that a lot of people that followed and still follow peeps music were extremely depressed that’s why he was so relatable because he was able to portray that very emotion in his music
@@happman123 Trust man, buddy is actually spiting facts. I tried to kill myself in November by OD'ing on Molly+Xanax+Ketamine+Cocaine+Alchohol and the last things i remember before blacking out on my bathroom floor was hearing the lyrics lil peep & cold harts song "dying" in my head. Honestly I think it was the only thing keeping me from giving up(I remember wanting to stop breathing and "just go to bed"), and I remember feeling peeps loving energy and he reached out to me, and I know it sounds crazy af but I heard him talking to me, asking me questions, keeping me semi conscious while I was in the ambulance on the way to the hospital. He asked me how my mom would feel if I gave up right now. I still feel guilty to this day because I don't think peep was trying to kill himself that night, and I cant believe I almost took away the gift that was given to me, the same precious gift that was taken from him. Rest in peace to all those who didn't survive their battles. One love.
Anyone wanna share their stories? A cared for a girl alot, but she had a bf so i never considered a relationship with her. One night i noticed she wasnt doing well so i asked her if she was ok. We spoke for a good 2 hours, then she asked if i liked her. I said yes and asked her how she felt. To my surprise she said yes. And i really wish she hadn't because my heart got torn apart seeing her with her bf everyday, knowing that it could've been me. Being reminded everyday that im not good enough to be with her. What did i do to deserve this? What mistake did i make? I just wanted to help her that night... now i wish i didnt exist.
@@fujinbejbi no she didnt. I wouldnt have wanted her to either, because if she ditched him so quickly, what's to say she wouldnt have done the same to me? Hurts my soul though. Now ive just been depressed and anxious for the past few months and im worried my negative behavior is pushing her away. But im too tired to pretend im alright anymore. At best, i just distract myself from my negative thoughts.
its more as you get the feeling as he said in a interview. that he wakes up wishing everything would have just end in his sleep. same for the text because he cant see his long run... but yea im goina miss him..
Nah I feel like it's not making it worse. Makes it relatable and feels like other people out there are dealing with the same kind of stuff, and that you're not alone. It's better then masking it with happy, cheerful music IMO.
Carlos Solis, same brodie. It has to happen though so coping w it is the best thing anyone could do. Time passes by quick enjoy all the moments occurring in yo life; it’s over in a blink of an eye
Wait until you're 30 😵💫 Enjoy each and every moment. As well as your friends and family. Never know who will be gone at any time, and how quickly things change. They go by in a blur. Never take life too seriously, but enjoy all the core moments and connections. Much love to you all, and I hope you find what you're looking for, whether is be desire or necessity.
@@elkasykes6693 idrc who listen to him what ik is that he deserved way morw Attention when he was alive, he will alway life past the mic and i will never forget him doesnt matter how fcked up i am.
he deserves the whole world to listen to him. peep was...is amazing so is xxx and juice.they were amazing artists with great messages and didn't deserve to die
This song. This FUCKING SONG… everything’s crumbling in my life and this just hits like a drug. 8 years later and still come back to this when shits falling apart.
My dad died yesterday and when he was in jail he wrote a letter to my mom and it had a few songs that he loved and this was one of them. He was my best friend and someone I didn’t want to loose. May he RIP 💔
And yes, he, she or a fucking helicopter I don't care did something wrong. Said that the first line hit in the feelings when it doesn't mean shit since he was here in 2016 and I loved his music then. You are just some fuckers who started hyping him after he died from that deadly shit fentanyl. In short term you went by the mass.
A lot of accusations about me of which you don't have any proof. And why can't the first line get someone if the song is published in 2015? Music is timeless, the year of uploading doesn't mean shit. Maybe this person is struggling himself and maybe that's why this first line get's to him.. Yet you decide to be a complete jerk off, well fucking played.
My dad died 5 years ago. I was 14 yo. After his death life is very hard. Peep songs are helping me to rest for a moment. Thank you Gus. Thank you Astari for uploading this video. Never give up people.
Hey guys i just covered lil peeps star shopping my channel it would mean alot to me cuz peep was such a big inspiration to me. I also got originals and if you really like my content don't be shy to leave a comment ♡
[Verse] I got a feelin' that I'm not gonna be here for next year So, let's laugh a little before I'm gone I’ve been dreamin' of this shit for a while now Got me high now She don't love me, but she's singin' my songs (Oh, no) I don't feel much pain Got a knife in my back, and a bullet in my brain, I'm Clinically insane Walkin' home alone, I see faces in the rain Where did all the time go? Spend it gettin' high while I hide from the 5-0 Where did all the lines go? Now, I'm so high, I be fuckin' with my eyes closed She don't fuck with me no more, I'm on her mind though Come and fuck me in the mornin' with the blinds closed I can show you everything I learned While you were away from me [Chorus] Runnin' away from me, but I'm not givin' up on you It's just the way I be It's just the way I see things Take her away from me, but I'm not givin' up on you, no It's just the way I be It's just the way I see things
when this came out, or when Lil peep and x were on the peak of their music game, I wasn't old enough to appreciate these songs but now I can. It's sad because this era is gone now, it's like when you look at a star, you can appreciate it now but you're just looking at a dead light, still holding on for dear life as it is already dead making its way to our eyes. Like a ghost, almost like he is still here every time I press play. Like he is holding on for dear life but eventually like a star eventually does he will die in the eye of the public. and he will be forgotten. No meaning. Just happy he lived the same time I did out of 4billion years. He will never be forgotten in my heart, in my soul. I want him to be remembered like a legend, not a myth. The man who changed the world.
When Peep died I was still in active heroin addiction, and was in a bad relationship that was nearing its end, this song was my go to song for my nighttime shot. It just kinda gave me this peace that made me realize if I just continued sleeping that night I’d be okay with that. I luckily got out of that addiction (granted I’ve relapsed multiple times since quitting new years of 2018), but not without it also claiming my best friend, of 17 years named Mac just over 2 months after Peep’s passing. I can genuinely say that was one of the darkest points of my life, I truly still haven’t accepted it in a lot of ways; just still feels like a bad dream that a part of me genuinely still believes I’ll wake up from…but the rest of me knows I won’t and that it’s real. Staring at this video with this song playing just brings me back to that short time after Peep passed but before Mac passed. If only I’d known what would be coming so soon.
A lot of people where around to hear this when he was alive. I remember hearing this in like June 2016 falling in love with peeps music. If you look hard enough good music will find you.
He was more genius than people even understand. Its like saying Jesus didn't know what he was doing and he didn't put himself on the cross and people saying "it was an accident". Gustavs cross was the fake drugs and knew what they contained, he wasnt just a stupid kid he was extremely intelligent, real pain and he explained it all before his planned EXIT LIFE at 21 21. Same year as Chester Bennington killed himself too, but in the end it dosent even matter, because you wont be "matter", like you was what you were before this "life"
i never listened to lil peep. ever since ive heard about his death i just recently started listening to his music and it’s so good. i feel terrible. “you’ll love me when im dead”. rip lil peep. im so so sorry I was too late.
I spent three years of my life in an indescribably deep depression, many lonely nights spent popping pills to these tracks. Just trying to OD so I wouldn't have to do it again tomorrow. Eventually leading me down a path to fentanyl addiction and homelessness. Now I'm over six months sober and getting my life together. The only thing that remained consistently in my life is Peep, only now his songs give me hope to go on and honor his legacy instead of praying I die. If I can do it, all of you out there struggling can too. Make that commitment, for yourself. That's what Peep would've wanted.
people so often told me that they didnt enjoyed his music and that i was mentally sick bc i hear it all the time, i legit heard his songs every single day over more than a year now, when i woke with the news that he died my heart stopped for a second. now i listen to this and i just wanna cry even more, i know its irrelevant but i feel like sharing, today at lunch i just had both earphones and closed my eyes. i felt the music deep down in my soul more than before, i just started to cry, and cry, my one friend that kinda enjoyed him keeps telling me "he got what he wanted, he finally got to rest his mind" and maybe it's selfish of me to say that i wish he wasnt gone, this song means the world to me, thanks to this song i got to know my bf, thanks to " the brightside" i met one of my best friends, he means so much to me, can't believe this shit is happening. it's like the past year wasnt so good but all the pain is suddenly on my shoulders. fucking hell, come back. i miss you. R.I.P baby
I was listening to Gym Class just an hour ago, while riding my bike home from school... Not knowing he was dead yet... This is so crushing... RIP Crybaby...
i met my boyfriend through Peep, it hit two years for us just on November 7th. his death has broke me completely I swore to everyone i knew I was gonna marry peep i can remember the time he added me back on snapchat i was the happiest i was so gassed . but now I cant stop crying every time I listen or think about him shit is painful as hell my heart hurts. We all hurting. but remember 'look at the sky tonight , all of the stars have a reason' that reason is peep this time, rest easy gus ill see you soon
Daniela Lopes it isn‘t irrelevant to share your feelings. I‘m not a fan of all of that „new kinds of rap“, not at all, but peep was something special. This song made me cry before he passed and it‘s even worse now.
Trust me.. I feel your pain. I’ve been such a hard peep fan since I discovered him. He’s helped me with my dad thoughts and depressing moods when no one else cared or wanted to talk to me. When I got the news, I cried for hours. I still have been crying about it. I’m going to miss him so much, so many of us of is. Rest in paradise, Gustav.. you’ll be deeply missed :(
Lowkey this shit got me feeling like walking in the rain with the city lights and just thinking. Dope track, I'm always glad to listen to new artists, this Channel is life. 👌💯🙌🙏
+デーモンAstari yo, hes right. this channel since it started, has been help me get from a to b. im not to b yet, i wanna make songs too. but, im broke. every time im drunk and sad, i listen to this channel. its truly amazing yo
I guess it’s true that artists are more famous when they pass. I was somewhat aware of Peep a while back, but didn’t think i’d care for his music so i just didn’t bother. After hearing he passed i figured i’d go out on a whim and give his music a shot. This was the first song i heard. All i can say is how tragic this guy’s passing was. I don’t know what it was but this hit me deep. God bless man rest in peace 🙏✌️
Lyrics I got a feeling that I'm not gonna be here for next year So lets laugh a little bit 'fore I'm gone I’ve been dreaming of this shit for awhile now Got me high now She dont love me but she's singing my songs Oh no I don't feel much pain Got a knife in my back and a bullet in my brain I’m clinically insane Walking home alone I see faces in the rain Where did all the time go? Spend it getting high while I hide from the 5-0 Where did all the lines go? Now I'm so high I be fucking with my eyes closed She don't fuck with me no more, I'm on her mind though Come and fuck me in the morning with the blinds closed I can show you everything I learned While you were away from me Running away from me but I'm not giving up on you It's just the way I be It's just the way I see things Take her away from me but I'm not giving up on you no It's just the way I be It's just the way I see things
Your death was inevitable even at my own suspense. Depression, sadness, stress. A simple teenage life. But your music just made me flip off stress and be happy. May you Rest In Peace peep. Rest in peace
Fuuuuck bro that is some deep ass shit. Real pain. Best friend gone and this one makes me think of him a lot we both loved peep so much. Rip Johnny rip your dad much love
I use to think I was so sad about 10 years ago listening to peep. Now that I’ve grown and had a family, I feel it on a deeper level. My wife died last June, 23 forever. Now I’m fucked mentally, but I can’t act like it. Our son is 6. I’m his everything. But it’s nice when he’s at grandmas to play some peep, smoke and cry every now and then. Nostalgia, and relatability both. Rip kyla. Rip peep.
I’m scrolling the comments and for some reason yours hit me the hardest. If you stick around long enough you might find that it gets better. And if you can’t do it for yourself, do it for him. That little boy is her legacy and is carrying a part of her always. You both are.
i'm so sorry for your loss, i just know she's so proud of you for holding on for your son. it will all get better, your little guy deserves the world ♥️ .
Hey guys i just covered lil peeps star shopping my channel it would mean alot to me cuz peep was such a big inspiration to me. I also got originals and if you really like my content don't be shy to leave a comment ♡
i always relate to this song. now that im sober and clean, i still listen to this and it always reminds me what kind of person i used to be. and im proud that ive grown and bettered myself through the years. peeps music will always sit in a special place in my heart
Happy birthday Gus. This is still to date my favorite song ever made by him and it sticks with me all the way into my twenties. This was the first song that really got me into his music and through his music I was able to truly understand things in a way I didn’t know was possible. I hope you’re having a great time in the other world man. We love you. And have a happy birthday
Believe it or not, this might be the most important post you'll read Everyone of us has broken God's moral law, the Ten Commandments. We have all lied, stolen, hated and lusted. And James 2:10 states that breaking one of the Commandments makes us guilty of breaking them all. Problem is, we can never outweigh our sins through good works because the Creator is perfect in Holiness, meaning His standard is far above ours. And He is also perfect in Justice, meaning not a single sin will go unpunished. And the punishment of sin is being cast into hell, where there is weeping and gnashing of teeth with no end. Ever. Fortunately, God is also perfect in love, so 2000 years ago, Jesus Christ left His throne in Heaven and came to this earth as a man. He lived a perfect, sinless life and He so loved us, that He took the punishment of our sin, when He suffered horribly on the cross. Isaiah 53 tells us that his face was marred beyond recognition and that he suffered more than any man. But right before His death, Jesus said "It is finished" meaning the the debt for our sins was paid in full. But on the 3rd day, Jesus conquered death and He was resurrected. So that means now, we can go free from the wrath of God's judgment not by earning it, but rather as a free gift of grace, if you accept Jesus. But, a gift can either accepted or rejected. So if you want to accept the free gift or forgiveness, of grace, and of salvation, this is what you should do: Humbly admit to God that you have sinned against Him, and through gratitude in the sacrifice of His Son, repent (turn away) from your old sinful ways. Then, confess with your mouth that Jesus Christ is Lord, your Savior. Believe that Jesus Christ died on the cross, was buried, and was resurrected 3 days later. Roman's 10:9 and 1 Corinthians 15:1-4 says that if you do this you are saved. I'm not telling you to get religious, because Christianity is not a religion, but a relationship with God. Religion says DO, but Jesus Christ says DONE! Ephesians 2:8-9 says For it is by grace we are saved through faith, not of works, lest any man should boast. And the moment you do this, God will grant you a new heart, which does not take pleasure in sin and He will give you eternal life. Nothing on this earth even close to compares to what awaits believers. What you do with this information will determine where you will be for Eternity; meaning accepting Christ is the single most important decision you'll EVER make. And all of us here, believer or atheist, know that this is very true. Jesus Christ wants YOU to come to Him this very moment; don't even think about sleeping until you have accepted Christ as your Lord and Savior, because your tomorrow isn't guaranteed. You could die at any moment. Hebrews 9: 27 "It is appointed unto man once to die, but after this, the Judgment." All praise and honor to Jesus Christ, King of kings, Lord of lords.
[Verse] I got a feelin' that I'm not gonna be here for next year So, let's laugh a little before I'm gone I’ve been dreamin' of this shit for a while now Got me high now She don't love me, but she's singin' my songs Oh, no I don't feel much pain Got a knife in my back, and a bullet in my brain I’m clinically insane Walkin' home alone, I see faces in the rain Where did all the time go? Spend it gettin' high while I hide from the 5-0 Where did all the lines go? Now, I'm so high, I be fuckin' with my eyes closed She don't fuck with me no more, I'm on her mind though Come and fuck me in the mornin' with the blinds closed I can show you everything I learned While you were away from me [Hook] Runnin' away from me, but I'm not givin' up on you It's just the way I be It's just the way I see things Take her away from me, but I'm not givin' up on you, no It's just the way I be It's just the way I see things
It’s been almost a month since Gus left and I still think about him every day. I’ve only known him since last summer. I always listen to his songs when I’m sad and my anxiety driven depression takes over. Before it always made me feel a bit easier knowing I’m not alone. But now when he’s gone it’s different. All his songs just makes me cry a river and I feel alone again knowing he’s not with us anymore. But I’m hoping one day I won’t cry anymore while listening to his songs. I hope to find peace. Like Gus did. I just hope I’ll find it in a different way. Rest easy Gus. We’ll always miss you.
The past few years motherfuckers have been selling more fakes than ive ever seen cause doctors have stopped just handing em out where i am. That fake laced bs has been killing kids left and right. I had to quit and get on something else bc u couldnt tell fake from real anymore
Yo bro you are never alone, none of you are alone theres so many people and other artists who struggle and feel the pain we do. Hes not here physically but hes here in are spirits never forget that.
Lyrics I got a feeling that im not gonna be here for next year So lets laugh a little before im gone I've been dreaming of this shit for awhile now Got me high now She dont love me but shes singing my song Oh no I dont feel much pain Got a knife in my back and a bullet in my brain I'm clinically insane Walking home alone I see faces in the rain Where did all the time go? Spend it getting high while I hide from The 5-0 Where did all the lines blow? Now im so high I be fucking with my eyes closed She dont fuck with me no more I'm on her mind though Come and fuck me in the morning With the blinds closed I can show you everything I learned While you were away from me Running away from me But im not giving up on you Its just the way I be Its just the way I see things Take her away from me But im not giving up on you no Its just the way I be Its just the way I see things
It's Christmas day and I'm crying. I feel so horrible like honestly I literally don't kno what to do anymore. Its so bad it feels like I'm already dead. I'm going numb again. Its Christmas, im supposed to be happy and feel warm but I feel nothing except this horrible void.
Hey girl just no u Will get stronger if it doesnt kill u... Ive lost my mum last year than my dad then our family homestead then my partner of 5 years lil peep helped me thrpigh so much and i hope like fuk he can do the same for you stay strong cuz u never no what Will happen tomorow
@@fabiandobrof2398I know ur a complete stranger but i wanted to say thanks for the support, haven't felt it in a while. I'm feel a bit better now that I cried it out, but just thanks it was much needed.
Girl just remember that even if you don't actually feel it, there is ALWAYS someone that cares about u. Try not to keep it all inside, to talk to someone cause someone cares. Don't give up, hurting yourself, leads nowhere, sooo try ro do whatever you know would make you feel good, I know you can do that❤ Don't let yourself bring you down
this music, at the same time that it makes me overflow like a river, makes me feel empty like a desert. I never met any artist who sang about my life like Lil Peep, seriously this guy was surreal, no wonder he is loved by millions of fans and will forever be my hero, my Little Peep!
" I Don't Feel Much Pain Got A knife in my back and Bullet in My Brain..Clinically insane ..walking home alone I see faces in the rain ...where did all the time go?..spend it gettin high while i hide from the 5-0..where did all the lines go? .. now im so high i be fuckin with my eyes close " - LiL PEEP (Gustav Åhr) 1996-2017
