I know how hard to cross this phase, I had a cute dog back in 2004 and his name is Tony. I lost him and wasn't able to come out from that pain still. That's the only reason I am still afraid to adopt dogs.
So hard to manage the feelings when it's so deep. Be it hard or happy moments, it just makes us feel numb for sometime in Life. But God equally strengthens us with beautiful moments and positive people around. It means God is watching over us at every single moment. When we have such people around, we are really blessed and have to be Grateful to God for everything. Such a kind heart and humble person. May God keep strengthening you and fill with joy and happiness around 🙏🏻😇
Ur dog lolita took the risk n went to heaven instead of letting the risk to u ...I remember my flowerhorn fish named orange . These pets r mean to be in fate of our life.. not everyone owes a pet . It's decided by ur past fate .