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I have diagnosed anxiety (mainly like social anxiety) and this. This video right here is the closest I will ever get to being able to describe what my panic/anxiety attacks feel like. And I love that. When I have panic/anxiety attacks I tend to overthink, shut down, and/or go into a spiral of derealization- which this fits very well.
@@dominogaming4745 thank you! that's a kind thing to say :] i actually do have good mental health! but i also tend to get anxious a lot. i dunno, im getting therapy- so i hope it gets better as well!!
“I wanna go home” “I’m allergic to peoples” “I don’t like this party” “It looks like I’m the best and your the worst” Edit:omg thanks for the 1939 likes!
Ena approves ¿Edit: Thank you people for give me more than 1K likes, Subscribers and the replies your all are so sweet very much appreciated! :] also yes I might not be the real Ena obviously but for me this is just fun!(so please stop telling me :[ .) ¿Edit 2:THANK YOU FOR 3K LIKES OMG!
I have diagnosed ADHD and Anxiety, and I gotta say this song just FEELS like my ADHD and anxiety clashing at the same time. Wanting to get away from everyone while my brain goes into hyperdrive. All of my senses overwhelmed as the wheels in my brain keep turning.
This is how i feel when I have panic attacks. I started having panic attacks at a very young age, due to someone VERY bad. I am lucky to be away from them. But i still have panic attacks, and this is the closest interpretation. Whenever I have a panic attack, I put on this song because it feels relatable. Thank you.
this song definetly fuels my imagination. ever since I was younger it has been so much fun to dissociate. my parents aren't concerned and honestly I'm not either. the two girls in my pfp are from my own world on my own head. the world came from my dreams, and every night I get a new episode. it basically created my own world to get away from school and homework. it's full of strange creatures and people who represent me.
I thought I was the only one! I also dissociate alot and zone out while listening to music Theres a character, Lavender and shes a half cat and used to live a nice life bragging and all, and then she got captured for an experiment And yes she's based of off this song
"I wanna go home!" "I'm allergic to people." "I wanna go home!" "I don't like this party!" "I wanna go home!" "I'm allergic to people." "I wanna go home!" "I don't like this par- par- par- par-."
i just wanted to let anyone that reads this comment to know that i care a lot about you, even if i don’t know you. i hope your day is going well, and if it isn’t then i hope that may tomorrow or the days after that will be better. stay safe out there, whoever you are!
Me too currently dealing with bullying I can change my personality within seconds this describes my personality going from,soft,annoyed,anxious,wanting to hurt some and repeat
I think, Your Brain is Helping you to just be Calm. By the Help, of this Song. Since Song, That had really Dark Meaning. That Related to a Person. Some Way, Can be a Vent.
I have an eating issue, I eat when I am stressed, but I have self-diagnosed Body dysmorphia, so sometimes I get anxious when my parents look at me funny or other people in general. I dislike myself in various different ways.
This is kinda what adhd feels like, confusing, exciting, weird, scary and sad. I love this song and ENA, you try to fit into the crowd but can never. (This is my pov of adhd since I have had it for a while)
OMG I HAVE THOSE TWO THINGS TOO The “I wanna go home!” Is like me stressed out in like a place with very loud noises and a bunch of talking. (It doesn’t always work me up though.) I start crying.
[lyrics btw if u want to sing along or something] I wanna go home! I'm awwergic to peopwe-pwe I wanna go home! I don't wike this pawty I wanna go home! I'm awwergic to peopwe-pwe I wanna go home! I don't wike this paw-paw-paw-paw-paw- I CAN'T-I CAN'T- GO-GO-GO-GO-EVERY-GO-EVERY- I CAN'T-I CAN'T- GO-GO-GO-WHY IS EVERY-?! I CAN'T-I CAN'T- GO-GO-GO-GO-EVERY-GO-EVERY- I CAN'T-I CAN'T- GO-GO-GO-WHY IS EVERY-?! Heheh It looks like I'm the best, and you're the worst-worst! Dearest chum, could I inquire how your physical- QUIT THE-J-J-JOB! It looks like I'm the best, and you're the worst-worst! Dearest chum, could I inquire how your physical- paw-paw-paw-paw-paw- I wanna go home! I'm awwergic to peopwe-pwe I wanna go home! I don't wike this pawty I wanna go home! I'm awwergic to peopwe-pwe I wanna go home! I don't wike this pawty I believe- NOOOOO! That's a lot-lot-lot! That's- I believe- NOOOOO! That's a I-I-I-I- That's- I believe- NOOOOO! That's a lot-lot-lot! That's- I believe- NOOOOO! That's a I-I-I-I- That's- I CAN'T-I CAN'T- GO-GO-GO-GO-EVERY-GO-EVERY- I CAN'T-I CAN'T- GO-GO-GO-WHY IS EVERY-?! I CAN'T-I CAN'T- GO-GO-GO-GO-EVERY-GO-EVERY- I CAN'T-I CAN'T- GO-GO-GO-WHY IS EVERY-?! [ngl This took 2 hours to complete anyways have a good day/night]
Accurately describes my unexplainable terror, defensiveness, and thought patterns I get doing certain things or being around certain people… the fear, blaming, aggressiveness, passiveness, planning out everything, vulnerability, confusion, etc… This song feels more deep-rooted in me than it needs to be 🥲
I can relate to this to and so much.. I have the worst social anxiety ever to the point where it controls me and what I do.. im even nervous around my friends.. I can’t ever get a break from it it’s like this little monster that likes to follow me around
I feel like I can somehow represent ENA, I have anxiety (it pretty much runs in my family at this point), one time me and my mom went to little rock (I live in Mountain View), and I went through so many mood swings, and this accurately describes how I felt, happy, scared, confused, excited, unsure, etc, I might add more to this comment later
my parents arguing drives me insane. noise cancelling headphones, max volume, and of course the lovely slowed addition really drowns out reality. thank you.
just a little while ago my school was learning about signs of s#icide and I felt really uncomfortable about it and at the end of the class we all had to fill out a paper saying do u want to talk about it because of you or a friend and I put yes because I knew somebody who had a lot of signs and I wanted to talk about it. about 30 minutes later one of my teachers sent me to go to a certain office and talk to a councler and when I arrived she introduced herself and asked me why I circled one of the options... I started shaking and I was explaining that one person I knew was feeling like committing s#icide and because something happened to one of his family members and that's why he felt that way (im not explaining what happened to one of his family members don't ask why) and after I was done explaining I was crying and scared. and she explained that its ok to feel like that because I have a lot of empathy and that im a very good person and that he probably got help and everything was ok. and so I went back to my class and went on with the rest of my day.
ENA is my biggest comfort character EVER!!! they are neither a girl nor a boy they change when they feel like they have to. But they are the most positive, sassiest, overconfident, and funniest person ever but also the most negative, insecure, selfless, and the most sensitive person ever or I'm numb. never in between. I´m often on my "happy side" till some inconvenient thing happens and I can have the biggest breakdown ever. I can be the strongest person ever and take a lot of shit and the next second I can be as fragile as a baby. My best friends are my everything I would have been gone about 2 years ago if I didn't have them. I have always had a problem with being a solid individual like I have a hard time being me. I feel that it is very hard for me to talk about myself and my identity without having to take a long pause analyzing myself, even after that I will feel like it's not me. I bet that I might change or delete this comment. and people tend to get mad at me for telling them that it's hard for me and things and it really really hurts me, it makes me hate myself right now I'm crying even thinking about it, I've never felt like could lean on someone and have them next to me and care for me and it has really affected me through my years. AND I CAN'T EVER FREAKING CHANGE FOR THE BETTER, I FEEL THAT IT IS MY FAULT WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME WHEN I GOT LOCKED IN MY ROOM BY THAT BOY BUT IT WAS OKAY BECAUSE HE GOT SMACKED BY HIS DAD ONCE OR WHEN I GOT BULLIED FOR BEING FAT WHEN I WAS SKINNY OR WHEN I TRIED TO BE MY PARENTS LITTLE ANGEL AND THOUGHT I WAS GONNA GET R'€{[} WHEN I'M TO HELL FOR BEING THE WAY THAT I AM. But when I'm with my friends they accept me for being me, so I could let go just for one day. I can tell them everything and EVERYTHING. I'm not used to venting to strangers soooo... I'm overreacting. don't take me seriously.👍 and I am very thankful if you read my comment, just know to be better as in you feeling better. don't care what people tell you to be because you can't be everyone's 100%, just be the 100% that you are🌼, remember to take care of yourself tho drink water, eat well🥣, and be the hot bish that you are!!!!💫 like "POW who are you? I'm a goddess/god" and be that bapaow💥
Why is nobody talking about 1:14 ? It’s like my favorite line. It says, “Dearest Chum, could I acquire how your physical form- *scream*” I’m not sure in Ena says Chum or if it’s something else. Omg guys I was wrong I re played the remix and I heard “Dearest chum, could I inquire how your physical- QUIT THE-J-J-JOB!” I was close but you know what I mean 😥
Ena is one of my main kins because of her mood swings(that's how it is for me, if it isn't for you, don't hate on me for it), cause I have intensive mood swings, mostly sad or the weird, i spout out weird shit stuff. I just love Ena too, she's a comfort character :)
I just gotta say this. Does anyone else have those moments where they start feeling really anxious and scared? Like, you feel terrified and have no clue why, you feel like everything is falling apart and you can't get a grasp of what's real or fake. Which then, it makes you want to scream but you can't because it will make people think you're insane. So then you just kind if curl up into a ball. Or when like you feel so stressed out that you get trapped in a world of fantasies? Because this happens to me a lot and it confuses me, it makes me feel like nobody else experiences this.
When I first knew Ena existed, I thought the possible two voices were like the ones in this video, but I discovered it was much lighter. I still love this remix, and the voices are what I depicted them to be!