Camryn Clifford On Why Her Husband’s Battle with Depression Led to Suicide 

Suicide does not make the pain go away. Sadly it just passes on to somebody else.

It's so hard to see that video where Landon looks so tired, I miss him so much

The most mature well spoken and wise beyond her years teenager ever, she’s amazing

I had never realized how bad his eyes had look in that last video with him It’s so crazy how fast things can change in such a small amount of time We will always miss you so much Landon we will forever miss you so much Landon so happy that cam shared his story

My boyfriend killed himself and then I had a miscarriage... I can’t imagine having a single mother and being a mother of two little girls. She’s so strong 💖 she’s doing so well for herself

Even Tamron was touched by this. This story is so emotional and I can't still wrap my mind around it

19, and married with two little ones is a huge challenge in it of itself but being 19 and widowed with two little ones is unimaginable. Cameryn is incredibly strong and has gone through so much and having to move forward with her kids without Landon, is something that will continue to be a challenge but I sure hope that she has a lot of friends and family holding her up during this very difficult time.

Her therapist told her she had to get a part-time job and a nanny so she did and I see in the videos it has helped her so much.

This shit just shatters me still. I hope he found peace.

Camryn looks absolutely gorgeous. All of us Camily members know how much Landon loved his girls. Things still feel so unreal, and I hope that Camryn is healing well. ❤️ We will always be here and support you and your girls!

So proud of you Cameron. My brother committed suicide in 2019. His girlfriend was pregnant with their first child. He had an addiction to drugs. He had depression. So I can relate to Cameron so much. I'm not a mother or anything, but I can relate in some ways. Its really hard and it really sucks. Edit: Thank you for all of your kind words. It means a lot. To those of you who are asking how I am, I'm doing better than I was. Obviously I'm not over it and it still gets to me often. Thank you all so much. ❤🥺

She will be okay. Her kids will be too.. Because she is a strong woman..

I’ve never felt this way about youtube people but i legitimately cry whenever i see videos of him and realize he won’t be there to see the girls grow up.

I didn’t even notice how tired he was and how his eyes were sunken in the baby name reveal video omg

Men’s mental health is so important please stop telling boys to “man up” please please make sure the people around you are okay

You can just tell in her voice how she was trying to hold her tears back sje really miss him so much, but is trying to stay strong I miss him and ik she misses him too.

Im so incredibly proud of Camryn for doing this shes truly making a change for people dealing with their own mental health problems. She truly has helped me so much, Ive been watchin CamandFam since Coco was born and ever since then Camryn almost roleplayed an older sister i looked up to although i have never met her, shes truly my idol shes such an independent strong female role model and its been truly amazing watch the whole story of whats happened since coco was born and up til now. Camryn im so proud of you girl. BFL💙!

rip Landon, we miss you so much. BFL💙💙💙

"Other solutions may seem harder.. But suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem." - Camryn I'll never forget how shocked I was upon hearing such news, I pray that hers and her little ones' life be filled to the brim with so much love, peace & happiness that they deserve.

She is the one who stopped me from committing. She’s so strong. Edit: Thank you for all of the support and love comments. They mean so much to me. Edit 2: Thanks again for all the support comments. I’m going to therapy to help. It’s working a little.

People who disliked this really don’t have a heart.

The sad thing is that I watched their channel for so long and I stopped watching them for some time but when I returned it was from the news of the loss of Landon....God has taken him into his arms and is resting in peace now

I would never think she's just 19.. So mature in the way she speaks & her actions. As someone that's worked many years in OBGYN she acts more like an adult than women I've seen in their 30's. My heart breaks for all that she's been through in such a short time. May he RIP🙏🏼💙 Prayers for her & the babies that they'll continue to thrive in life & have success in telling Landon's life story 💔💙

I feel so bad as Cameron as she is talking it looks like she is about to cry. Shes so strong!

I’m really happy that he got to have a gf wife and have a wedding and kids and got to be able to experience that..he will be truly missed but he is with the angels now.. she is so strong!

I can’t imagine how much sorrow she is going through. She inspired me to keep going and push through things when my Nana died. Blue for Landon💙💙💙

idk how she didn’t cry i started crying 🥺

Honestly.. I'm still shocked that Landon isn't here anymore. But, even though he's not here on earth, he'll be forever in our hearts. The memories..

When I heard about the news, I was shocked. I cried for 45 mins after seeing a post on instagram. I'm proud of her for staying strong for her girls. I have anxiety problems too and it's hard to live with it. Going through something like this was very devastating. But in the end, Coco and Delilah are part of him.

ok but can we all agree that camryn literally looks SO BEAUTIFUL in this video

Landon’s death was such a shock. I’ve been watching them from the time coco was born. They meant so much to me 🥺

I have struggled with severe depression and suicidal thoughts since I was in middle school. When my son came along, he was what solidified the fact that I could never kill myself, no matter how bad a day might get. I feel so horrible that even the unconditional love he was surrounded by couldn’t stop that monster. Listen to the people you love. Pay attention to their personality. Don’t take a change for granted for a second.

my heart hurts so much for camryn & her girls.

She was also suffering but she couldn’t give up she didn’t give up

She’s doing right by those babies and her husband, but she’s also doing right by her. That’s a strong woman right there.

She is 19 but she looks super matured, not only her looks but the way she spoke.

I can't believe that Landon is actually gone at such a young age...

Depression is real. He was a sweetheart! He really loved them you could tell. I just felt he was so young, as she was, and when they started getting ready to have Delilah is when he seem so out of it. I wish nothing but best for Cam she is a great Mom!

It was so sad seeing landon with his sunken eyes

I never noticed how bad his eyes looked before. This is so sad but I know she will do the best for her girls. Camryn is so amazing. Thank you for sharing her story even more.

Rest In Peace Landon

Cam at 19 years old she is incredibly strong💜 she’s went to a mother , wife to a single mother🥺London is smiling watching over you cam . He’s immensely proud of you

I can’t believe Camryn is the same age as me, she’s so strong and mature

I honestly can't belive Landon committed. He was such an amazing father and person. And the fact that Camryn can look after 2 kids at the age of 19 is just so strong.

honestly, Camryn seems like the most selfless person in the world and I love her and wish her all the best. I am so happy I discovered her channel and have been able to watch her grow. that sounds creepy but...you got this Cam and we are all here for you.

The part where she said that fans started to notice landons decline- the close ups of his face, made me see him as more than just a person on the internet. He almost resembled my brother, or from what I saw. I’ve heard about my brother being sad like that and it’s really terrifying now to think about. Stay strong everyone, there’s always something to live for❤️

she’s suffering too, like many, but its about staying strong and taking one step at a time u can NEVER give up on life

I think the pressure of 2 children, marriage and owning a home ever since he was 16 finally caught up to him. Since 16 when their first child was born, the stress and pressure he had on him was beyond intense and holding onto that for years caught up to him

Camryn is so strong, and so inspirational to me. Landons story has helped me so much, I finally got help for my mental struggles because of it. I’m so thankful to have found this family in 2018 and I will forever miss Landons beautiful smile, and amazing soul. I look up to Camryn everyday and I deeply care for her more than she will ever know. 💙💙💙

I hope she is okay doing these interviews and doesn’t feel like she has to for her fans. I give her so much credit for retelling her story so many times to help others. Stay strong Camily and Rest In Peace Landon ❤️

cam has always had a way of presenting herself so well. she’s so elegant and so pure and always has been. and i truly am so so proud of her. she’s an amazing young women and i really think she will do amazing things in this world. the girls really are lucky to have her and to have had landon the time they did. i dearly miss landon though, he was such a good soul and had a really good heart. i miss him dearly. all my love goes out to their family ❤️

I was depressed, anxious, addicted to heavy drugs and suicidal for over 18 years. I felt i had absolutely nothing to live for and my life was a complete and utter misery. Somehow i managed to hang on until the age of 32 and suddenly everything changed. I now have a rich and happy life. I wake up feeling content and incredibly grateful to be alive. My point is that no matter how bad things get just hold on - because things can and do change. In fact, the hard times i went through have given me a deep and powerful understanding of myself and the world around me.

Camryn is so mature & well -spoken, and will be so influential in the fight to end mental health stigma. I’m heartbroken for her and the girls, that Landon died by suicide. I could see Landon struggling towards the end of his life in their videos. I’m also heartbroken he felt so awful and that he wasn’t able to get the support he needed from his Dr. and possibly other mental health professionals. Cam is a fantastic Mom, and I’m happy she has amazing family around her I especially like her Dad’s personality whenever I’ve seen him in vlogs.

Cam did such a good job with her interview ✨ She's such a wonderful mother to both of the girls.. She's incredibly strong and so independent for her age. 💟 I've been watching since Cocos been born..☺️ She's been through most than people could ever imagine.. 😪 I pray the Lord is with her everyday and w/ every step ❣️🙏 I love you Cam. ✝️ Rip Landon ✝️ Will never forget his name.. Amen 💙

She is very strong but is still so heartbroken. You can just tell. Landon was awesome. Total shock when this happened. Hang in there sweet girls. Praying for all.

Been watching Cameron since she was pregnant with collette She's the most mature strong woman I've ever had the honour of watching on RU-vid to say she's had the love of her life ripped from her she's done so incredibly well and i believe she'll continue to grow even stronger.

She’s been through hard times. So proud of the strong woman she’s become

she’s so strong. if i was 19 and lost my husband and was a widow with 2 children, i don’t think i would make it. she’s such an amazing mom and a FANTASTIC role model

I can't imagine all the pain she went through seeing what she saw.

I started watching them in July 2019, shortly after my 16th birthday. I was there to see the joy that Landon brought into their lives, and I was there to see the birth of Delilah. I wept for an hour when Camryn announced that he had passed away.

Camryn is so strong and she is always someone who I will look up to. We miss you Landon. 💙💙💙💙

She is beyond her years in maturity. What an unbelievable and amazing young woman.

I’m so glad they made her channel cause then she will be able to show Coco good memories of when she was younger with him so that’s good.

I recently re watched her telling his story and it hit me so hard to the point I was crying which I don’t normally do (i didn’t even cry when my grandma passed). Camryn is the bravest person I have ever heard of. My prayers go to her and her beautiful daughters

🥺“I took on this big role “She is so strong, I don’t think I would have kept it together. Sending you love and positive vibes 🤗🤗

So proud of camryn. I cant even imagine how hard it has been for her when Us fans have been in shock still, and have cried ..i have cried numerous times in the starting just thinking of him and i still csnt watch videos of them with him..I am someone who lives with anxiety too and it's hard everyday but it just reminds me everyday not give up and how much people around me do love me and are going to hurt in my absence...

been following Cam and Landon for YEARS and was absolutely HEARTBROKEN when i first saw the video about his death on her channel. i can’t begin to express my sympathy towards cam and her beautiful babies. i can’t believe how much cam has recovered over these few months. i would never be able to handle something like this. Which having your children ask where their father is. having their children go their whole childhood without their dad. no one to teach them sports. no one to tell them dad jokes or goof around with them. their beautiful children are so clueless that it hurts deep inside. collette asking where her dad is makes me cry. i cannot begin to say how much sadness and sympathy i feel for them all. Landon’s family, friends, and his own family, Camryn, collette and beautiful baby Delilah. it’s a beautiful, heart-wrenching and terrible time to add onto all these added things in the year. the fact that cam and Landon were suffering silently, while we were sitting on the other side of the screen thinking nothing of it. thinking that everything was normal. i can’t express my words any further. i will forever love Landon and i hope out all will too ❤️❤️❤️

tbh i still can’t believe. i’ve watched them since she was pregnant with colette. she’s so strong i just can’t imagine

She has matured so quickly and I am so proud of her for being so open and honest. It’s not easy to talk about things that really hurt and effect you and on the internet as well. I’m so glad you are the one that is raising those two little girls! They will have the best life ever and never forget their dad because of you Cam. Stay strong, it will never be easy but you are doing amazing. That’s all that matters.

I was a teenage Mom so easily draw to their channel and looked forward to watching each week. So heartbroken truly miss Landon he was such a supportive Father! Cam is such a good Mom and talented videographer. I will always follow her and the girls and 100% support her move to address mental health and recognizing her own struggles and needs. Wishing her and the girls all the very best and 💙💙💙 blue hearts for Landon! 🙏😭☝️✌️

God bless her heart, I can't even imagine how it must be. Not only to deal with her lover's suicide, but to have to raise her kids alone and explain to them what happened at some point.

She's literally SO strong. I can't even imagine going through something like this. She still is trying to stay happy with her children and she's literally a queen at it. Camryn, if you see this, I want you to know that you got through it like a champ! I love you cam 😘

When i heard what happened back in August it really effected me for 2 weeks. I couldn’t stop imaging what had happened to me and it would put me into shock and make me have thoughts of what would happen if i was landon, I just can’t imagine how she dealt with it because she experienced it. I had a hard time for 2 weeks but this is her life. Poor cam i hope she finds peace in god and perseveres. We all love her so so much 💙

i felt like my heart was just stepped on. cam is the most bravest 19 year old i know so far💔😭😭😭 she not only had to take care about herself she has to take care of her two beautiful wonderful babies. landon is an angel who will be their for them three😭😭😭 landons memory will never be forgotten.

The award for the strongest woman ever goes to Camryn Clifford for dealing with all this as a 19-year-old widow

I literally watched her my whole pregnancy we was pregnant together !! I watched her videos every single one !!! I was going through a lot and they helped me be happy with my 3rd pregnancy they made me embrace being pregnant at a young age !! My heart drop when I seen her husband passed away because you really don’t know what happens behind close doors my heart breaks for her and her beautiful babies !!!

I have two little boys 1 and 3 and my husband has been struggling so much with depression lately. This is hitting so close to home for me. I’m so sorry for her loss but she carry’s herself so well 💕 rip Landon

I could tell something didn’t seem right with Landon for a while, but never expected this. Cam is so strong, I have no idea she does it 🙏❤️

I didn’t know she was living so close to me, I hate that this happened to her and her family. She is so strong and she should be proud of how well she’s raising those little girls.

No video ever made me cry until the video about Landon. I am really glad Camryn is advocating for mental health, and also, I'm sure the girls will always know their Mom loves them, and their Dad did too ❤

Camryn is the most amazing 19 year old I have ever seen she is so mature. when people say she is immature for getting pregnant at 16 it makes me so angry!

She is so strong❤️ rest in peace Landon💙

I’m so proud of her, she’s come a long way and Is continuing to grow and be strong. She’s extremely mature for her age. Not everyone can come out of everything she’s been through. So happy she’s able to take landons story and help many people struggling 💙

Breaks my heart at 19 he took his life. And you really can tell in the videos he falls deeper and deeper into the depression. I think the isolation was the end result that caused him to spiral out of control.

I watched their channel like 3 months before his loss.... I was shocked when I found out

Camryn is such a good mother I always watch her videos she is such a free person she is so inspiring.

i was absolutely shattered when this happened back in august, i cannot imagine what cam is feeling and dealing with. i have a friend who is dealing with something very similar as well so it helps me understand her pain more but it is still very heartbreaking

Two years ago when I was six months pregnant with our second daughter my husband took his own life it's a nightmare for me and my children I pray for everyone going through this

I remember finding out about Landon on youtube when I started seeing little videos pop up, and I didn't really believe it. So I went to Instagram on Cams page, and just was so shocked to see it was true, and it hit me hard. This was before I knew how he died, but I had a strong feeling it was suicide or drugs, even though I couldnt really believe Landon would do either. When I watched her video explaining what happened, it hit me so hard, like it really affected me, like I actually knew them personally. I guess a lot of people felt like that. I really felt for her. I even shared some of the story/video with my teenage son and used the situation as a learning experience for him to teach him about suicide, depression, etc. He also has ADHD and takes meds too. Less then 3 months later, I lost my dad. The hardest thing I've ever gone thru. Not to suicide, he was 80 years old and not in great health, but I had just seen him that Monday afternoon ,and he was talking and walking and acting like normal. Like the dad I've always known. Thursday morning he was gone. And I kept thinking of Camryn and Landon and honestly ,I feel like watching her video back in August, helped me get thru my dads death a little easier, like it gave me the strength I needed, the strength I never thought I had. I feel like in a way learning about his death, his struggle, and how Camryn dealt with the aftermath and grief, prepared me for my dads death, made me stronger, and helped with my grief ,if that makes any sense. Rip Landon💙 and RIP Dad💙

Crazy how in a second you can loose somebody that is so important to you, appreciate those who are around you. ❤️ this girl is so strong and I look up to her a lot. We love you Camryn!! #BFL 💙🕊

This title is so confusing. Is it just me? "RU-vid Star Camryn Clifford Details Husband Landon’s Battle with Depression Following Suicide". I really do feel for her. They looked so happy and happy together. Actually, I also feel bad for him. It's very sad that someone has to hurt so much to reach such a breaking point. Tamron was very gracious. Great interview and questions. I don’t see this often with many interviews/interviewers. Edit: yay. Title has been changed.

This interview made me check up on my boyfriend a little more since he is also battling with depression and I want to assure that he never feels like ending it is the best option .. So thank you a lot, Camryn, for making me realise how I need to check up on those I love more often

Rest in peace Landon you will never be forgotten. Camryn is so strong and brave. I feel sad for but i’m glad she’s at lest doing the best she can do for her daughters. Camryn is my inspirer she makes me happy 😊 and i will always support her no matter what. She’s just so amazing just the way she is!

Omg cameron is such an amazing public speaker! She’s an amazing female role model to all ages as well.

I remember thinking about how out of it Landon looked. It’s bittersweet to rewatch all of those old clips. So proud of Cam♥️

cam has definintely came to be a different person. she dealt with so much over last year, including having delilah without pain meds too. she's a rockstar for dealing with this. much love x

I love what she is doing in Landon’s memory. I too was far into a deep depression this past September. I thought the only way was to end my life. I’m married with 3 kids. It’s been a journey but I got help and I am still getting the help I need. I feel better now. Sometimes I know this isn’t the outcome for most, I just wish it was. She’s such a brave young woman!

Such a strong young woman. I myself lost someone very close to me in January of 2020 to suicide & I am 42 years old & still have difficulty dealing with her passing & feeling the quilt of not talking to her since April of 2019 due to us getting into a fight over something very dumb but I truly believe that it was her way of protecting me from what was going to happen, she was my bestfriend for over 25 years & she unfortunately left behind a beautiful daughter that I have promised to make sure she knows what kind of person her momma was & I will forever keep her memories alive. I truly hope that this tragedy brings awareness to the world & specifically to our country that we NEED better mental health help & more affordable help because if there were that type of help in my area my bestfriend may still be here but unfortunately the longest she was ever kept in a facility was 72 hours & that's not long enough to get anyone on the right medication so she was released even tho they knew she had attempted suicide multiple times before, so I am truly praying that ur story reaches someone & puts into action better help for people who struggle with mental health problems. Thank you for everything ur doing & God Bless u & ur daughters & family!!!

She is so sweet and caring. She did not deserve this pain ever, as well as Landon th8nking he was a burden. Praying for her!!

when being asked these questions it must of been so hard to not just break some in tears. she is so strong and is going to be such an amazing mother and person in general!!